my laptop broke and i made cover art of it lol 

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/47RzO9mH0VkYHBBK8ROJYX?si=mw9v2Zu5S3Sy03j4PEsgCQ

love, matt;
twitter.com/lovematt
instagram.com/lovematt_

lyrics:
i know it gets cold sometimes 
will i be lost with tired eyes
i really hate the part
where i fall apart
at every single sound
i wish you were around

and i try try to do my best
let it rest guess i insist
got 100 thoughts and they won't quit 
ig its whatever i guess you win

sick sad thoughts and i start to bleed out
break my spine every time i speak up
try not to think about it lately
everything around me fading 

i'm fading, i'm fading, this pressure on me shaking 

and i try try to do my best
let it rest guess i insist
got 100 thoughts and they won't quit 
ig its whatever i guess you win

sick sad thoughts and i start to bleed out
break my spine every time i speak up
try not to think about it lately
everything around me fading

break my spine (prod. love,matt x chris marek)

last single off new EP out 11/5!!

featuring the great @decksmusic

produced by @livingpuffy

lyrics:
i’m not stupid 
i can feel it setting in
i’m just paralyzed 
while i’m staring at the edge 
and on one hand i still think it might begin 
but this afterglow is still wearing thin 

and this all ain’t 
how it used to be 
and i’m wondering
what it meant to me 
take my hand and i’ll meet you at the end 
but before you go give me one more glance

(decks)
i just wanna see the end of the tunnel
life sucks when u live in a bubble
i just really gotta get it straight
pass time in a somber state
when the walls are closing in
i need to breathe before i swim
pretend that the times are good again
in the same ways
yeah, and when i finally take a stand
hope that they’ll see me as a friend
or maybe someone instead
of nothing

one more glance (feat. decks)[prod. living puff]

produced by @kingtheta

lyrics:
(verse 1) 
stuck in a wasteland of memories 
facing the reverie i’ve made it’s 
not where i wanna be
stuck on a momentary basis 
i’ve never been one for letting go 
but maybe i don’t have to cuz there’s nothing left to hold 
(pre-chorus)
lose the feeling 
chase the meaning 
face the fact that i’m not healing 

(hook)
i think you’re already gone 
i think you’re playing along 
i think you’re already gone 
but you keep finding a way within these songs
i tried to find a way 
to lead us back to better days 
but am i forcing you to stay
i think you’re all that i want 
i think it’s time to move on 
i think you’re already gone 

(verse 2)
speak now or forever hold your peace 
i don’t think you’re coming back to me 
you’re just what i want you’re not what i need 
so guess i’ll move on with the falling leaves 
can you blame me? when it all goes downhill
will you save me? is there enough time to
leave this all behind
no point in trying 
when i still

(bridge)
you can reach for the past 
but it’s already gone 
you’re just stuck in my head 
cuz you’re all that i want (x2)
(chorus vocals):
(reach for the past, already gone) 
save me from these days i don’t love 
maybe things will change if you come home 
but this isn’t our home

already gone [prod. King Theta]

prod @jolst

i try to find some clarity but...
i cant fall asleep at night
no im not alright...
everytime i think about you i

fall to my knees
i fall to my knees
i fall to my knees
i dont know how to let it go
i fall to my knees
i fall to my knees
i fall to my knees
i dont know how to let it go...

i been steady changin' 
but it doesnt fuckin matter 
cuz u left me hanging
i know i never did too much right
all we did was scream and fight
and u know i kind of miss it
u put the blame on me 
even though we're both misfits
yeah i kinda fuckin miss you
yeah yeah i kinda fuckin miss you

fall to my knees
i fall to my knees
i fall to my knees
i dont know how to let it go
i fall to my knees
i fall to my knees
i fall to my knees
i dont know how to let it go...

i dont know how to let this go
i dont know how to let this go
how to let this go...

fall to my knees [+jolst]

Produced by @deadyami & @horoshavibes

LYRICS
Probably never make it
But I still try
When the grass seems greener on the other side
That's a big lie
Just like when they told me I'd get better with time

Still down bad despite what I said then
Can't relax outside of my deathbed
When I say I'm fine
That's a big lie
Just like I'll never leave your side
I guess I lacked the foresight
I turned my back
You attacked and gouged out both my eyes
Now it's no wonder why I was so blind

Probably burn out fast at this rate
Don't know how much more of this
I can take
It's all too much for me to face

(Horosha)
I feel the hours slipping by and they're only speeding up
I looked away for one second
Oh my god
It's been a month
But there's still so much I wanna do in this life so
I can't give up no
I won't give up no

Listen on Spotify!

Foresight (Prod. DEAD YAMI & Horosha)

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https://soundcloud.com/iamvagrxnt

COMMUNITY. Vol 2

violet

SPOTIFY

notenvy & vagrxnt - violet (nevrfall)

one more day to waste

tnvr - one more day to waste

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before u go

yokai dreams & kanashi - before you go (living puff)

Tired Of Loving You [ON ALL PLATFORMS]

Back When We Were Us

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