produced by https://soundcloud.com/fkwt27 

lyrics:
I saw it coming 
was already running 
anticipated the heartbreak
that's why I make my legs shake 
I'm too afraid to take 
that blade to my wrists 
I don't want scars 
don't wanna remember this
starving myself cuz I can't eat 
anxiety it makes me weak 
I feel nausea I feel weak 
I don't wanna live like this 
why can't I just call it quits 
you and me are not the same 
I'll always just take the blame
fuck you for the words you say 
you make me feel guilty 
for living every day 
I'm sorry that I let you down 
I see it in your frown 
And I know you're never proud
I would leave this earth 
If I knew it wouldn't
hurt the ones around me 
suicide cross my mind 
but I downplay my issues 
and tell you i'm fine 

I'm fine really you don't have to worry about me, it okay I’ll be okay it’s fine

The saddest part is that I saw it coming 
this isn't new, this is nothing new to me 
I knew you'd tell me you love me 
and I knew you'd leave 
and I knew I would be here feeling empty 
still wondering why I'm not good enough 
to make anyone stick around long enough 
to get to know me
but it's okay I'm fine everything will be okay
I just need a little time

saw it coming (prod.fkwt)

yayayayaya im thinking less abt u but still thinking abt u

closure (it's over)

pyrrhic - kiss (lil peep cover)

@sorrow_bringer

Everyday I wake up, look out the window
Climbing to the top, but I’m spinning all the way through
Fading in the dust, nowhere left for me to run to
Yeah, nowhere left to run to

We aren’t our mistakes
We may bend or break
But no ones too late
To fix what they ain’t

Whatever it takes
To fix my mistakes
Through shattered earthquakes
There’s blue in the lakes

There’s no way I can blame her
I’ve always been a stranger
I cannot breathe
Please, someone help me

Twin size mattress on the floor
Fuck drunk love that life's a chore
I built this house off the liquor store
I'd rather be a slave for the child support
Count my bread with a loaded gun
My only friend is the 211
See my son so the case was won
And I'm counting days till it's time to run
My hair's gone white I'm getting old
Keep your head you lost control
Old friends still search for a pot of gold
Held my hand but it's time to fold
Their up all night to the crack of dawn
Bank accounts are overdrawn
Won't go to bed till the bag is gone
Or end up passed out on the lawn

Ain't been the same since you went away

Its a price to pay and it's hard to say

You left me out here like a stray
I've lost all hope in yesterday
And I'm counting days til it's time to go

MUSIC VID

nowhere - ft. gxxdbi (prod. sorrow bringer)

Provided by Biteki

Lineup:
@lullabyboy
@lilskeleskrrt
@itsyungvan
@sleyeofficial
@kingtheta
@d1vv
@erisu-san
@darkblu10314
@ohsobrkn
@brushogun
@lilgloom
@kaiesofly
@yvngaxstn
@frvrndalwys
@deadbrokeofficial
@thatonexguitarist
@deadfishpoland
@t_shan
@cruelife
@irby314
@diamoonofnhg
@lilduckk

Dead Broke - Falling Down Low (ft. YVNG AX$TN & Erisu)

"𝕓𝕝𝕒𝕞𝕖 𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕞𝕪 𝕡𝕣𝕠𝕓𝕝𝕖𝕞𝕤 𝕠𝕟 𝕖𝕩𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕝 𝕤𝕠𝕦𝕣𝕔𝕖𝕤"
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Lyrics:

[chorus]
I cannot go when I'm stuck in my mind
It's like all of the time, got me feeling confined
what do I do when I'm hung up on you
should I conceal whats true or just come out to you
like when I go, I don't know, I forget that
and I know that she go, but i don't sweat
feelings flow like the wind, silhouette black
don't want you as a memory, I smoke the cigarette pack

[verse 1]
I flew too close to the sun Daedalus told me. 
I want everything that's out of reach
path of the labyrinth I preach
never find ends to the goals that I reach
that's why I leave all these girls in the dust
I find when I get them I lose my interest 
why can't I just find a way to build some trust
I leave with no question and make their heart crushed might

[bridge]
plead for insanity
It's my remedy
blame all my problems on external sources
baby I know that you gorgeous but I might leave
tired of wearing my heart on my sleeve
I can't conceive that

[chorus]
I cannot go when I'm stuck in my mind
It's like all of the time, got me feeling confined
what do I do when I'm hung up on you
should I conceal whats true or just come out to you
like when I go, I don't know, I forget that
and I know that she go, but i don't sweat
feelings flow like the wind, silhouette black
don't want you as a memory, I smoke the cigarette pack

[outro]
(baby comes back to you)x2
babe it comes back to you
thoughts in my head like I can't pursue but
finally feel like enough, need to commit so we cuffed
why can't I go again, stuck on the road we're friends
need to tie the lose ends, but
stuck in the rut, leave me to rot and then turn into dust

coax [prod. ryini]

Bad Medicine

I don't even need my friends
Everyone around me is young and hopeless
I don't even need my friends
Everyone around me's got a motive
I don't even need my friends
Leaving me to drown in this endless ocean
I don't even need my friends
Leaving me to stew in my own emotions

I'm convinced that their heart is frozen
So cold with their actions
I'm just hoping that one day we'll wake up and smell the roses
Realize what's more important
Tried a thousand times, but I couldn't change your mind
I don't really wanna hear your lies
Maybe not your fault
Maybe you just grew up lost
Know I'll be here for you at no cost

I don't even need my friends
Everyone around me is young and hopeless
I don't even need my friends
Everyone around me's got a motive
I don't even need my friends
Leaving me to drown in this endless ocean
I don't even need my friends
Leaving me to stew in my own emotions

vent

forever untitled - vent (ft. dead røses) [prod. loopy]

its another day,
where has the time gone?
i got lots to say,
but i need to move on.
there's nothing left for me here 
there's nothing left for me here

I lost the one that would never leave
now i hide that pain under my sleeve
down i go, and now I know 
torn by my unspoken words

i knew what was best,
but i closed my mouth.
i screamed in distress,
but made no sound.
it's all in my head,
but they don't know that.
they'll find out when im dead,
i cant control that.
i knew what was best,
but i closed my mouth.
i screamed in distress,
but made no sound.
it's all in my head,
but they don't know that.
they'll find out when im dead,
if only they asked.

its another day,
where has the time gone?
i got lots to say,
but i need to move on.
there's nothing left for me here 
there's nothing left for me here

unspoken words

dead røses - unspoken words (prod. loopy)

prod. capsctrl
[chorus]
I hear the weepings
I've hit the ceiling
just wanna fight for a feeling, a feeling that's different and fucking completing
~
I hear the screaming
dark out at night for the creeping
asking and asking and pleading
just want a different feeling

[verse 1]
no fuck what you know
you aiming steady but wind blowing low
knocking down everything started but you can't restart it so you play pretend like a show
dimming down lights I ain't guarded my problems discarded when I'm making songs for the low
empty my mind on the paper, thoughts seep out like vapor emotion is moving my flow
smoking that smack of a pack in my room
lungs giving out I think this be my tomb
flowers they blossom yes flowers they bloom
this is the root of the problem assume that
everyone's seeing same matt 
that they will step on but slip off like Teflon
bitch i am ready for combat
imbracing for my impact

(ohhh I dont know where to go vision slowed in the snow) x2

[bridge]
looking right down at a rippled reflection
overthinking the meaning of her inflection
lay on the ground I ain't got no direction
making that sound changing my own perception
its either good or it's bad
yes. guess time will mention
but bad will whisper its tricks to you. it's deceptions
your time will burn like a wick quick choose a direction

[chorus]
I hear the weepings
I've hit the ceiling
just wanna fight for a feeling, a feeling that's different and fucking completing
~
I hear the screaming
dark out at night for the creeping
asking and asking and pleading
just want a different feeling

[outro]
but fuck what I know, I think I'm going psycho
to end it on a high note, hope yes it glistens and it makes the sky glow

Reflection

I don't even really wanna try this 
Tell me if you feel me yeah I know that we got mileage
Tell you what if you love in the morning then stay 
Give a fuck not enough cuz you ghost the next day
I don't even really wanna try this 
Tell me if you feel me yeah I know that we got mileage
Tell you what if you love in the morning then stay 
Give a fuck not enough cuz you ghost the next day 

You don't know a single thing about me please don't try bitch
I know that we go through this yeah every time it's timeless
Take a little bit too long to tell me how you're feeling 
I might fly some miles and leave you staring at the ceiling
Take every single backstreet
You've been talking so flatly 
Thought that I wouldn't notice
You never left my focus
Click click camera I won't forget all these pictures
Pick pick them up when I go wish that I was with her

I don't even really wanna try this 
Tell me if you feel me yeah I know that we got mileage
Tell you what if you love in the morning then stay 
Give a fuck not enough cuz you ghost the next day
I don't even really wanna try this 
Tell me if you feel me yeah I know that we got mileage
Tell you what if you love in the morning then stay 
Give a fuck not enough cuz you ghost the next day

(h3lthy)
Don't tell me you need me this isn't what I wanted I know
But you don't really care it shows
Don't go away, don't tempt me
You know it ain't easy treat me like away
But I can go away you done changed do the same like you got nothing to prove
I think that I'm the same but I got nothing to lose 

I don't even really wanna try this 
Tell me if you feel me yeah I know that we got mileage
Tell you what if you love in the morning then stay 
Give a fuck not enough cuz you ghost the next day
I don't even really wanna try this 
Tell me if you feel me yeah I know that we got mileage
Tell you what if you love in the morning then stay 
Give a fuck not enough cuz you ghost the next day

Mileage ft. h3lthy (prod. Milson Hill)

A INDEPENDENT CURATOR, ASSISTING IN THE GROWTH OF SELECTED ARTISTS.

3/4 TRACKS RELEASED "UNCHAINED, VOL. 4"

forever untitled - vent (ft. dead røses) [prod. loopy]

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