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✨biteki✨

sad life

prod. @skress

I see through the fakes
like they made out of glass
get up out my face
don't know you like that
if you got the chance
you'd probably stab my back
my ex blowing up my phone
she want me bad
probably cause I was the best she ever had
I make you sad bitch?
good I'm glad
designer drugs
on the highway
ain't no sleeping
gas what I'm breathing
tesla X
we creeping

I'm falling
feel so hopeless
disappear 
hope I go unnoticed
think about you
and I still can't focus
so I leave behind my feelings and emotions

I'll crush my dreams
and let them bleed
sew my heart
back seam by seam
now I keep it locked
no key
anxious thoughts
won't let me be

lost my light
and I can't find it
I got problems I can't hide it
is it worth it
can't decide yet
bags underneath both of my eyelids

we don't speak
we move in silence
cut his head off
if he try us
big blunts
in my A blood diet
evil tempt me
but I fight it
blood on my margiela 
how I buy it
if the sodas dirty
I may try it
if they talking bout me
I don't mind it
know your card declines
when you swipe it

why you go in Sac's 5th?
I know you can't buy shit
18 in my own crib
smoking on the finest
I'm still plugged in
Yeah I'm getting good prices
fuck a spotlight
I would rather stay private

I stay low key
but you know me
do my drugs
and count my money
don't come around
I don't trust nobody
I may break your heart
and never say sorry

I'm incomplete
I got missing pieces
fuck an ego
didn't really need it
I'm too numb now
can barely feel shit
they wanna use me
but I can see it

I see through the fakes
like they made out of glass
get up out my face
don't know you like that
if you got the chance
you'd probably stab my back
my ex blowing up my phone
she want me bad
probably cause I was the best she ever had
I make you sad bitch?
good I'm glad
designer drugs
on the highway
ain't no sleeping
gas what I'm breathing
tesla X
we creeping

spotify

falling (prod. skress)

staring at the street signs 
toxic thoughts keep filling up my mind 
i tried, saying I’m fine but I’m running out of lies 
so take me right back, take me right back
and i don’t really care if you don’t like that

so yeah, whatever 
i lied and said that i've been getting better 
i knew that it wouldn’t last when you said it was forever 
so take me right back, take me right back there
i can feel your eyes it’s a heartbreak stare

heartbreak stare (ft. skele)

"You can never be there for me like you did :(" - van

Demxntia: @demxntia
Mix/Master: @polearm
Prod by: @deadyami
Artwork: @Ihateshota (on twitter)

My Spotify playlist: https://tinyurl.com/yx9xprau

"Is Anyone Even There? ft. Demxntia (Prod. Dead Yami)”

Lyrics-

Chorus- 
I’m working hard on my self
Nobody ain’t even help 
I’m fighting this on my own
Don’t need anybody els 
Put my pride on the shelf
I’m reaching out for hand
Is anyone even there?
I doubt you would even care x2

Verse-
I doubt you would even care
If I came to you with my heart in my hand
You’d let me wait outside in the pouring rain
I want to feel loved, but it’s always the same 

Pre-chorus- 
You can never be there for me like you did
I haven’t felt love in my heart since a kid
I’m sorry if I burden you with all of my words
No matter what I do I’m still stuck with this hurt

Chorus- 
I’m working hard on my self
don’t need anyone else
I’m fighting this on my own
Nobody ain’t even help 
Put my pride on the shelf
I’m reaching out for hand
Is anyone even there?
I doubt you would even care x2

Demxntia/ 
it’s just me and myself in the end
even if i told u u won’t understand
don’t wanna burden my friends
don’t wanna hurt u again
never said i was heaven sent
everyone needs me for something
get what they want like it’s nothing 
can’t get a second to myself
lemme be myself for a second

Pre-chorus- 
You can never be there for me like you did
I haven’t felt love in my heart since a kid
I’m sorry if I burden you with all of my words
No matter what I do I’m still stuck with this hurt

Chorus- 
I’m working hard on my self
don’t need anyone else
I’m fighting this on my own
Nobody ain’t even help 
Put my pride on the shelf
I’m reaching out for hand
Is anyone even there?
I doubt you would even care x2

Is Anyone Even There?

Other Platforms <3

Is Anyone Even There? ft. Demxntia (Prod. Dead Yami)

Artist:
@ripkais

Producer:
@8rokeboy

Lyrics:
im happy that u found yourself,
i hope i do the same myself.
im lost in the motions of boredom; im hopeless,
i know that you'll hear this.

its focused on you

im happy that u found yourself,
i hope i do the same myself.
im lost in the motions of boredom; im hopeless,
i know that you'll hear this.

its focused on you (x 4)

feelings come in waves, i saw the smile on your face as i
slept up on your waist, it was a perfect escape from the 
voices in my head, it's you that closed the gates.
so late in the night that i feel like im fighting for you.
i'm fighting for you (x 3)

kais - you

camry

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lhLCR_ScXZI

Produced by (REDACTED) & @spookygang

Mix/Mastered by @scottysplash

Lyrics: suincideme

I took you home that night
after i fucked you for one last time
Im sorry that i made you cry
Im sorry i broke your heart in the worst way

Now theres a couple reasons i cant sleep at night
but youre the only reason i dont wanna fucking dream at night
i find you in my sleep
get depressed for a week
get up late
hit the snooze
drink again
im hit with blues
how are you?

You scream "how could you do this to me?"
What the fuck was i supposed to do 
with how you always treated me
All the hurt that i went through
I stayed because i felt for you
with all the scars you left on you
I know the pain that youve been through

Get out of my dreams
Get out of my mind
Stay out of my dreams
Stay out of my mind
plz

Anon are you okay
Anon are you okay
Anon are you okay all alone

I didnt wanna leave you
Im sorry that i left you
Im sorry that i left you all alone

I didnt want to hurt you
Im sorry that I broke you
Im sorry that i dragged this out so long

I didnt know what else to do
This is all because of you
Im sorry that i fell for you

I went back home that night
after i hurt you for one last time
Im sorry that i made you cry
Im sorry i broke your heart in the worst way

Anon are you okay
Anon are you okay
Anon are you okay all alone
I didnt wanna leave you
Im sorry that i left you
Im sorry that i left you all alone

camry

VIDEO

camry (prod. spookygang)[MUSIC VIDEO IN DESC]

A kinda sorta love song that I made with foreign hype shout out to him for mixing and mastering the song it means so much

I still need you w/ForeignHype (Prod Yasuu)

TRACK 1 OF BITEKI VOL. 4 // FT. ERISU & SUISAI

https://soundcloud.com/erisu-san
https://soundcloud.com/sushisai

LYRICS:

Her gaze was heavy
Cause she Put me in a trance, OH!
Watch her eyes glow!
Baby, watch her eyes glow!

She was pretty,
Broken jaw and bruised up ankles!
Let blood the flow! Baby, let the blood flow!


She tried digging what was in my head!
(Watch her eyes glow! Baby, watch her eyes glow!)

She wanted blood, it was all I bled!
(Cast a spell hoe! Baby, cast a spell hoe!)

She left me cursed, burnt cigarettes!
(Watch her eyes glow! Baby, watch her eyes glow!)

She wanted HELL; I let her pay her debt!
(Pay your Debt in BLOOD! SUSPIRIA!)

ERISU - SUSPIRIA (FT. SUISAI)

I don't even need my friends
Everyone around me is young and hopeless
I don't even need my friends
Everyone around me's got a motive
I don't even need my friends
Leaving me to drown in this endless ocean
I don't even need my friends
Leaving me to stew in my own emotions

I'm convinced that their heart is frozen
So cold with their actions
I'm just hoping that one day we'll wake up and smell the roses
Realize what's more important
Tried a thousand times, but I couldn't change your mind
I don't really wanna hear your lies
Maybe not your fault
Maybe you just grew up lost
Know I'll be here for you at no cost

I don't even need my friends
Everyone around me is young and hopeless
I don't even need my friends
Everyone around me's got a motive
I don't even need my friends
Leaving me to drown in this endless ocean
I don't even need my friends
Leaving me to stew in my own emotions

vent

forever untitled - vent (ft. dead røses) [prod. loopy]

[chorus(gothurted)]
I'm feeling decent I don't even have to lie 
It might depend from the light in your eyes
And I'm dying cause my life is shutting down
I ain't gonna leave now, I ain't gonna leave
I'm feeling decent I don't even have to lie 
It might depend from the light in your eyes
And I'm dying cause my life is shutting down
I ain't gonna leave now, I ain't gonna leave now 

[verse(diverse)]
You're gonna leave right from the start
Because the drugs made us fall apart
I got my dreams right from a star
And I can’t say it was my fault
And now I'm up yeah
I'm at the top yea
Without your touch yeah
I'm falling off yeah
But i get back up yeah
As i roll another blunt
And I'm drinking from my cup
I call it finger tuck, and i hit it looking up
Girl my time is up ill never find your love
Just know when i blow up you'll be crying for my touch
You'll be crying for my touch
I hear the devil call but I ain't picking up the call
You know I'm crying with my diamonds on
She loves me only when I'm singing my songs
If i was to take my fucking life would you cry ? Nah bitch don't lie

[chorus(gothurted)]
I'm feeling decent I don't even have to lie 
It might depend from the light in your eyes
And I'm dying cause my life is shutting down
I ain't gonna leave now, I ain't gonna leave
I'm feeling decent I don't even have to lie 
It might depend from the light in your eyes
And I'm dying cause my life is shutting down
I ain't gonna leave now, I ain't gonna leave now

decent

gothurted - decent (ft. diverse) [prod. metlast]

I dont wanna wake up
laying alone, always dreaming about your touch
i'm getting used to isolation, i don't feel nah
reminicing about your love

i see you standing there, you're with someone else
you see me glancing but your acting like you couldn't tell
yeah, i feel like the weather getting colder,
yeah, i hope i forget you when im older, yeah
i've been drawing pretty pictures on my wrist with a razor
i don't need to call yeah i know that you wont answer me
just tell me what i don't see
woah

about your love

skele - about your love (prod. remghost)

butterflies is the only thing i get when i see u
is it jus me or do u think that I’m see through
I’ve seen a lot girls, but i ain never seen u
u different from the rest its obvious i need u

the sun is shining through my window i can clearly think
everything u do is perfect even when u blink
blood stains on ur dress from last night
i could treat u better this has gotta be the last fight
sinking in the abyss, sombody get me out
yeah i feel like shit, for everything i doubt
you’ll be the one, but girl lets try
just be with me, for one night

its obv I need u
rollin down the street 
in a black jeep too
and I would never leave u
if we get together 
we can watch the stars 
and dream too

together were sinners
ur love gives me splinters

splinters butterflies

kais - splinters / butterflies (prod.irby)

feeling nothing from the sounds of the words now
cause know that there foundations
always brittle could just give away at any point
whats the point? whats the point
is there really one~
seemed to have misplaced it, its lost in the crowd once again~
all those faces pass by~
they all look right through me~
cause im really not here~
am i even living life~
floating upon a sea of doubt
can only hold out for so long~
and those winds~
they rip like a blade through the wars that they wage
and the way that i see it is we wont have time to make it
back out alive~ back out alive~
the days are all just numbers now~
number, now

days are all just numbers

suisai - days are all just numbers (prod. diamoon)

{prod wstdyth}

lyrics:

we don’t make a sound 
all this pain i’m around really brings me down 
do u feel the ground shake when i’m walking out 
i see the door to another realm 

i’m so overwhelmed 
am i catching ur subliminals 
i can’t tell 
all this weed makes a bad smell
i’ve been walking in the dark casting bad spells 

i’m covered in armor to the neck 
yeah i can’t fucking rest 
i’m tired of this feeling in my chest 
leaving me wanting less 
i’m living in the clouds 
but in the ocean tear my stitches open 
i don’t have to say it now 
my blood is writing words unspoken 

i’ve been with the witches in the forest 
i’m loudest without a chorus 
how long till they don’t ignore us 
in the sky it’s like i’m Horus
i bring winter when i walk 
don’t look me in the eyes 
pouring blood into the river 
i can’t take off my disguise 

what do u think when u see me like that 
i wonder if u think i’m that bad 
or do u just want me to come back 
do u just want me to come back 

i protect myself from every thing u say 
but i don’t like it that way 
i just need to smoke some propane 
ashes burning up my face 
oh my god do we have to hang at my place? 

seeing u in passing isn’t easy 
i wish u could read me 
please don’t say goodbye cuz i’m not leaving 
need to do some cleaning 
i wish i could wake up in the morning 
but for night i’m yearning 
make all the mistakes i did before 
like why am i not learning 

i’m covered in armor to the neck 
yeah i can’t fucking rest 
I’m tired of this feeling in my chest 
leaving me wanting less 
i’m living in the clouds 
but in the ocean tear my stitches open 
i don’t have to say it now 
my blood is writing words unspoken 

i’ve been with the witches in the forest 
i’m loudest without a chorus 
how long till they don’t ignore us 
in the sky it’s like i’m Horus
i bring winter when i walk 
don’t look me in the eyes 
pouring blood into the river 
i can’t take off my disguise

with the witches

prod wstdyth

lyrics:

long ago
thought i was ur savior
i’m not one of those 
u gave me ur heart 
baby i gave u a dead rose 
with her head close 
laying in my bed 
she on my chest tho 
look into my eyes 
baby i know u misread those 

why u want me back 
u can’t touch me 
like i’m made of glass
i’m wearing a mask 
now the room is spinning 
smoking on some gas 

no i can’t relax 
always moving but i’m making racks 
shawty think she bad 
i can’t take it tho 
i’m leaving out the back 

i just wanted something lowkey
lately i don’t see u coming towards me 
wish i saw u in the daylight 
i been in the night 
i been shaping dreams 
in the blue light 

hanging with the shamans 
put enchantments all over my body 
spend the fucking summer with my shawty 
i been rocking tommy 
all that i embody isn’t meant for u 
i got u falling 
smoking on some fire from the pit 
now my is head throbbing 

losing memories 
u think i’m the enemy 
keep ur fragile eyes off my face 
u shouldn't look at me 
all i see are the stars 
like i’m out at sea 
need a life line
i can’t get outside my dreams 

i’ve been tryna find my way but i see
u been stuck in front of me

in the blue light

PRODUCTION//MIXING
@demxntia

VOCALS//BY
@demxntia
@sinxi
@twotwntytwo
@sushisai

WHEN I'M ALONE

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