COMMUNITY. Vol 2

saving my breath

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shiki xo - saving my breath (vishs)

love u 
@prodjpjp @pichu500

// lyrics 
i pray they don’t feel like me
don’t feel like me 
it’s awful 
i overthink and criticize myself till 
i’m full of hate can’t recognize 
my own face 
get me out of this place

baby, dont look at me 
i look at you so often 
pretty as the stars that fall when i’m sad 
i make a wish that we could save what we have
make a wish that we’d be saved

said that i’d be better off as bones 
i knew it 
as i laid there in my blood 
hope you’re not the one to find me in my room 
as blue as the sky you love 
and i got sick of picking up the pieces seemed like i’d never be enough 
i’m so sorry to the ones i disappointed but i’m done, i’m giving up 

oh 
i’m not okay 
i need a break, woah 
saving face 
i’m a disgrace, oh 
fighting for my life but now i’m home
knowing i'd be better off alone 
i’m not okay 
i’ll leave this place, woah 
waking up 
just to decay, no 
paper bag over my face, oh
don’t look at me i’m such a waste

i pray they don’t feel like me
don’t feel like me 
it’s awful 
i overthink and criticize myself till 
i’m full of hate can’t recognize 
my own face 
get me out of this place

baby, dont look at me 
i look at you so often 
pretty as the stars that fall when i’m sad 
i make a wish that we could save what we have
make a wish that we’d be saved

make a wish that we'll be saved 
i'll make a wish that we'll be saved

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paper bag [pichu500 x jpjp]

https://open.spotify.com/album/2erLjZg3vJPYobdmKrexhW?si=Iu-yZ4N-Qc-Ec5v5DKoxrg

(casperrr)
stop with the lies
n tell me the truth 
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me 
or am i a solution to u 
for what somebody else did
stop with the lies
n tell me the truth 
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me 
or am i a replacement to u 
tell me who did u lose

(heylog)
she just burn right thru the past
like we were never a thing
baby how could u do that
and throw me against the wave
i just need someone to talk to
and have a soul to stay
i wonder if ppl are leaving me
and parting their own ways
morning always passes by
when i see u it's never right
right right right
when i see you it's always night
our insides exchange heat
when ur body lies w me
i don't want u to leave now
how bout we both just shut down

(casperrr + heylog)
stop with the lies
n tell me the truth 
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me 
or am i a solution to u 
for what somebody else did
stop with the lies
n tell me the truth 
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me 
or am i a replacement to u 
tell me who did u lose

casperrr x heylog - when ur body lies next to mine (nevrfrvr)

prod hira <3

idgaf if no one listens to this
bleeding out upon the surface, no ones giving a shit
shouting every word and you still wont get it
im getting sick of always being pathetic

ill rip his lung from his chest love
then hold your face while my hands fucked
now im wishing you the worst love
the only reason that im still numb

i been so far i need someone to rely on (you)
hold me so close, you can see me with the lights off (hira)
man im so scared that youll see me as an eyesore
please dont let me go, you where everything i asked for
asked for
asked for
let me go, where everything i asked for
getting slow
why tf you text him back whore
i dont wanna know
is there something that youre hiding?
(this bitch)
is getting cold
i can see it in her writing

feel like everyone's forgetting me
how tf u so selfish
go and fuck him while u cry to me
howd you leave me so helpless

i been so far i need someone to rely on (you)
hold me so close, you can see me with the lights off (hira)
man im so scared that youll see me as an eyesore
please dont let me go, you where everything i asked for
asked for
asked for
let me go, where everything i asked for
getting slow
why tf you text him back whore
i dont wanna know
is there something that youre hiding?
(this bitch)
is getting cold
i can see it in her writing

scared

https://soundcloud.com/shikixo
https://soundcloud.com/88strait

fill me up with pills, see what it sounds like
baby baby breaking made me famous so it’s alright
but won’t you let me in? it’s freezing out i’m getting frostbite
tell me how the fuck i’m supposed to see inside this spotlight 

watch me bleed and put me in the spotlight
tell me that you love me baby tell me that i’m alright
don’t tell me that you need me i’m a no one i hate my life
see me fucking drowning in my sins it’s for a lifetime oh oh

and every time you run away i'm getting closer to the edge 
i don’t wanna talk to you i don’t need another friend
fake friends they been wasting all my time
got no patience in this basement out my mind
i been complacent, i can’t face it, shut my eyes 
too many thoughts inside this head of mine
i think too much shut me up
i don't know how but could you just fuck…

fill me up with pills, see what it sounds like
baby baby breaking made me famous so it’s alright
but won’t you let me in? it’s freezing out i’m getting frostbite
tell me how the fuck i’m supposed to see inside this spotlight 

watch me bleed and put me in the spotlight
tell me that you love me baby tell me that i’m alright
don’t tell me that you need me i’m a no one i hate my life
see me fucking drowning in my sins it’s for a lifetime oh oh

see, i’m dying
no need to help i hate my skin
fool me once then fool me twice
i don’t wanna play this
fuck me up i’ll take my life
living dead it’s shear bliss
take my hand and kiss my head i’ll die when we see snow
i don’t wanna hurt you but it’s hard when it gets cold
i’m still waiting for the day when you just stab me in the back and leave
just tell me that you hate me i can’t take it baby let me bleed

fill me up with pills, see what it sounds like
baby baby breaking made me famous so it’s alright
but won’t you let me in? it’s freezing out i’m getting frostbite
tell me how the fuck i’m supposed to see inside this spotlight 

watch me bleed and put me in the spotlight
tell me that you love me baby tell me that i’m alright
don’t tell me that you need me i’m a no one i hate my life
see me fucking drowning in my sins it’s for a lifetime oh oh

FROSTBITE

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SHIKI XO & 88STRAIT - FROSTBITE

I hope u love it, enjoy <3

prod. me
https://soundcloud.com/nihil2free on guitar
collab with https://soundcloud.com/bitekivibes
shoutout to both of them for real


lyrics:
i've been trying to fight off this gravity
can't have shit in this life its fucking comedy
seems to be i worked up on my honestly 
were still stressed, nothings left, somethings gotta be up
tell me that you don't give a fuck
i said, "okay see you in bit" 
crushed my hand with a mallet
ditch all my attachments and bring the fucking damage

keeping me up on a late night 
in deep, no sleep in my damn eyes 
you said you missed me i said, "damn right"
can't rest i'm stressed till the daylight

i could use a little bit of closure
fucking up my mental i've been distant and colder
they're so judgemental it sucks my composure
all i have left is what i should have told her

break me down to see myself
i've lost my mind
don't need your help.

now i get it
synthetic how they act around me tryna be my friends its pathetic.
i keep waking up to panic 
suppression locked in, i cant stop it.

gravity.deprived

@tnvr555 

you always bring out the worst in me my love
i hate myself so much
watched u burn our home straight to the ground
i grieved but now i’m done

said you’d do it in a heartbeat
i guess hearts don’t beat inside your world
cause it’s been 4 weeks
i just wanted comfort in the girl who once adored me
i’ve learnt that your words are nothing more than just poetry

the worst in me my love
i hate myself so much
u burnt it to the ground
i grieved but now i’m done

said you’d do it in a heartbeat
i guess hearts don’t beat inside your world
cause it’s been 4 weeks
i just wanted comfort in the girl who once adored me
i’ve learnt that your words are nothing more than just poetry

i want to take the blade
slice across my throat okay
hurts more than i’ll ever say
hurts more than my music could ever convey
don’t come and play your games with me
i wanted somewhere i could breathe
it hurts
it burns
so endlessly
i swear to god you’ve ruined me
and i don’t ever want to feel
if this is love i rather bleed

i hate myself so much [tnvr]

@heylog @oc 

// geist
say you’ll change
words are worthless
baby you’re a fake
and i’m not for it
snakes stay in the lake
so go join them
don’t talk to me
i’m not your friend
darling

can’t stand to hate myself
need to fix my health
so i put the bottle down
and hit the gym instead
you gave it all for wealth
how do you face yourself?
you’re so caught up in your media
it’s so unwell

i don’t want to see your face
i swear show up and you will die.
put that bitch back in her place
can’t tell her ego from her pride
love to talk about your problems
but your life is such a lie
you’re not fooling anybody
swear to god i meant goodbye

// heylog
i was not afraid to tell her that she was being delusional
cause all her little friends just encourage her to be a hoe
well it's not hard to find someone who isn't modest
and with that i feel my brain slowly rotting
don't know why you gotta constantly talk over me
i used to let that go, now i say shut up when i speak
it's like you never have respect for anything i say
you try to lead me on, i can't be weak
i can't be weak

weak w/ heylog [oc]

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More in
Hold out

This is more than a look that I have 
Send men they’re breaking bad 
So sad you’ve done this before
Head down the aisle 12 bore
In hand I’m ready to fight 
He’s not so keen, don’t look right 

Maybe I’d be better alone
So I don’t intrude
Stare at my phone, cause I need you
Hold me like the worlds on my back
I’m counting curls in your hair
And pray to god that it lasts 

I Don’t have to count no sheep
I just look into your eyes
One moment, fast asleep
I’m tryna stay up all night

Maybe this rain is too heavy 
For us to lay in it 
But we’ll sit out on the porch 
Covered in acid and mould 
Maybe my life wasn’t wasted
Now that you’re a part of it
I’ve never done this before
Everything I touch starts to fall 

(Covered in acid and mould)

This is more than a look that I have 
Send men they’re breaking bad 
So sad you’ve done this before
Head down the aisle 12 bore
In hand I’m ready to fight 
He’s not so keen, don’t look right 

I hate this world so much
I feel my body closing in
Though when I conversate with you, I start to feel complete again

Rushing out to tell him that I’ve found a friend
And though I can’t get a reply i know he thinks you’re the best

bore

Type to Die

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