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come2grips w/ Shiki XO (iris + fortuneswan)

PPL ALWAYS MAKE SHT FKN WORSE

PPL ALWAYS MAKE SHT FKN WORSE (feat. Days to Waste)

Produced by Bhertuy & Yeezo

Hate how this turned out
You’re still mad at me
It haunts me in my sleep
Fucked up my self esteem
You know none of us was right all along
So there’s no point telling lies
I hope you can make a song out of this when you degrade my life
Don’t get how you’re never past things I left behind for heights
You bring me back to places I left long ago behind

She ask what I’m doing I say girl don’t worry bout me
I’ve been tryna find my way out of here maybe slightly
Sometimes it gets tiring when I know that you’re not with me
Nowadays it’s hard for me to even say I like me
She ask what I’m doing I say girl don’t worry bout me
I’ve been tryna find my way out of here maybe slightly
Sometimes it gets tiring when I know that you’re not with me
Nowadays it’s hard for me to even say I like me

Even say I like me
Nowadays it’s hard for me to even say I like me
Now I’m very fucking sure that you defo despise me
In another universe I know that you’re my wifey
Do you remember why I left ur house that night when I said bye to you
Do you remember how I felt when you called me and told me that I hate you
Do you remember how I felt when I took care the 3am of you who’s drunk as fuck
Do you remember how I felt when you took back the love I gave to you for someone else

She ask what I’m doing I say girl don’t worry bout me
I’ve been tryna find my way out of here maybe slightly
Sometimes it gets tiring when I know that you’re not with me
Nowadays it’s hard for me to even say I like me
She ask what I’m doing I say girl don’t worry bout me
I’ve been tryna find my way out of here maybe slightly
Sometimes it gets tiring when i know that you’re not with me
Nowadays it’s hard for me to even say I like me

Endlessly feeling my type of insecurity
I hate how this all happened from one night of routine
Endlessly feeling my type of insecurity
I hate how this all happened from one night of routine

stream :)

endlessly feeling my type of insecurity

oh well

oh well(feat. Shiki XO)

All the tracks from Call in Dead's first full length album released by Wrecking Crew Records. Buy it at www.callindead.com

Chewy Pen

Song About A Horse

'90s videogame soundtrack
+fellow villagers @oroahh, @scrufff
+additional guitars from @billsburyjoeboi

stream on all platforms: https://ffm.to/charmerr

song abt extroverts n small-talk enthusiasts - i still dk how tf they do that socialising shit

.

INTRO.

roah's verse 0:
who are these ghosts in my room?
they don't even care bout you...
they don't even-

talk…
i have to do this now! (nownow)
i can’t get out free this time,
imma leave with a sliver of doubt... (doubt doubt)
start talking till your brain gets fried! (｡ŏ﹏ŏ)
(run)
but nobody listens to you, (run?)
broke bones, then you left me beat and bruised! (run!)
bled out, split my heart in two... (RUN!)
now i'm just another ghost inside my room.

now run away
can't even stop
don't even speak here, we cant get along
now stay awake,
ya i'm not that strong.
i know that i can't live like this,
can't stall...

run- run- way-
can't even sto-
(you split my heart)
don't even speak here we cant get along -long
(im bleeding out)
now stay awake
ya i'm not that strong
(i can’t even talk noo)
i know that i can't live like this
can't stall
(they werent even listening from the start)

red's bridge:
and it's too late now,
it's way too late...
it's the last straw now,
i can't be saved.
if only u were here?
i'd be okay.
if only i had your charm?
i'd be okay........

.

MAIN.

crazyass refrain:
“know by now i'm not a ppls’ man”
repeat

(ayo cut the bs)

verse 1:
paradox when i think about u
just wanna get violent when i think about u
rude to stare but i don't rly care
ur the cause of my problems but now i’m the fool? (wtf)

chorus:
the days when we were wavelength surfing
refreshed n euphoric i was nervous
eased up well n the book started opening
was a mile away, couldn't see the subservience
it was crazy that u couldn’t have time w/o me
awfully clingy n bitchy but could never speak up
all they know is the weirdo they see
longed to be a charmer, the things i’d do to be one

refrain:
"know by now i'm not a ppls’ man" now w scruff harmonically moaning WWWWWW

scruff's verse 2 (HE FUCKING KILLED IT UGHHHH):
so, understand that i'm on again
say imma make him do the runnin' man
imma make sure that i win again
but i might just be onto something, new
i just wanna be something to you
pitchforks when i'm outside
i want a clean morgue when i die
i wanna see more with my eyes

verse 3 (back2me):
hate the thought of talking to someone like me
and i tell the therapist its more than anxiety !'?*'never taken therapy lmao
always the one to make the second moves
boutta run out of self-worth real soon
rely on me to always fuck it up
god i'm so done this life shit just ain't no fun
never hesitate to wait till its way too late
something wrong w me but i know i’ll just run

*redhorse pro producer tag omg*

chorus:
the days when we were wavelength surfing #)£!?* nah dis is deep istg
refreshed n euphoric i was nervous
eased up well n the book started opening
was a mile away, couldn't see the subservience
it was crazy that u couldn’t have time w/o me
awfully clingy n bitchy but could never speak up (=`{ literally me fr
all they know is the weirdo they see
longed to be a charmer, the things i’d do to be one

refrain:
"know by now i'm not a ppls’ man"
repeat

https://bulbapedia.bulbagarden.net/wiki/Charm_(move)

charmer

stream the mf song

charmer, +roah, scruff

prod. jichu

its been a long time since i have felt okay
i was wondering where you are today
i was wondering if you wanna hang
i was thinking maybe u could stay 
cuz i been lost for quite a while nowwww
and i just wanna get things figured outttt
please wont u tell me how

lost
and
confused 
where am i 
where have i been

where have i been
i been crying from within
will you please tell me again
is it wrong, is it a sin
to be lost and so confused
i i i feel so abused
i can never bring it back
oh i want to bring it back
so baddd
so baddd
i wish
i wiiiiiiish

its been a long time since i have felt okay
i was wondering where you are today
i was wondering if you wanna hang
i was thinking maybe u could stay 
cuz i been lost for quite a while nowwww
and i just wanna get things figured outttt
please wont u tell me how

please
treat them well
they need
someone to love

someone to love 💖 (prod. jichu)

I really liked how it turned out, but as I said I'm not a singer, is anyone interested in me? I did everything
please like and share

again you?

https://soundcloud.com/shikixo
https://soundcloud.com/88strait

fill me up with pills, see what it sounds like
baby baby breaking made me famous so it’s alright
but won’t you let me in? it’s freezing out i’m getting frostbite
tell me how the fuck i’m supposed to see inside this spotlight 

watch me bleed and put me in the spotlight
tell me that you love me baby tell me that i’m alright
don’t tell me that you need me i’m a no one i hate my life
see me fucking drowning in my sins it’s for a lifetime oh oh

and every time you run away i'm getting closer to the edge 
i don’t wanna talk to you i don’t need another friend
fake friends they been wasting all my time
got no patience in this basement out my mind
i been complacent, i can’t face it, shut my eyes 
too many thoughts inside this head of mine
i think too much shut me up
i don't know how but could you just fuck…

fill me up with pills, see what it sounds like
baby baby breaking made me famous so it’s alright
but won’t you let me in? it’s freezing out i’m getting frostbite
tell me how the fuck i’m supposed to see inside this spotlight 

watch me bleed and put me in the spotlight
tell me that you love me baby tell me that i’m alright
don’t tell me that you need me i’m a no one i hate my life
see me fucking drowning in my sins it’s for a lifetime oh oh

see, i’m dying
no need to help i hate my skin
fool me once then fool me twice
i don’t wanna play this
fuck me up i’ll take my life
living dead it’s shear bliss
take my hand and kiss my head i’ll die when we see snow
i don’t wanna hurt you but it’s hard when it gets cold
i’m still waiting for the day when you just stab me in the back and leave
just tell me that you hate me i can’t take it baby let me bleed

fill me up with pills, see what it sounds like
baby baby breaking made me famous so it’s alright
but won’t you let me in? it’s freezing out i’m getting frostbite
tell me how the fuck i’m supposed to see inside this spotlight 

watch me bleed and put me in the spotlight
tell me that you love me baby tell me that i’m alright
don’t tell me that you need me i’m a no one i hate my life
see me fucking drowning in my sins it’s for a lifetime oh oh

FROSTBITE

MORE PLATFORMS

SHIKI XO & 88STRAIT - FROSTBITE

The Waveform show broadcasted on Open Tempo FM on Friday 7th October, 2022. www.opentempofm.com

Tracklisting
1. King Kong Company - My Name Is Now
2. Depeche Mode - Never Let Me Down Again
3. Arcade Fire - Rebellion (Lies)
4. Joy Division - Atmosphere
5. Martha and the Muffins - Echo Beach
6. Julian Cope - World Shut Your Mouth
7. The B-52's - Rock Lobster
8. Inspiral Carpets - Joe
9. Pulp - Common People
10. The Replacements - I Will Dare
11. The Stone Roses - Made Of Stone
12. Oasis - The Masterplan
13. The Velvet Underground - Rock & Roll
14. Arctic Monkeys - Fluorescent Adolescent
15. Nirvana - In Bloom
16. The Verve - Bitter Sweet Symphony
17. Orchestral Manoeuvres In The Dark - Electricity
18. Dinosaur Jr. - Feel The Pain
19. Rage Against The Machine - Killing In The Name
20. Alice In Chains - Man In the Box
21. Shame - One Rizla
22. Parquet Courts - Walking At A Downtown Pace
23. Animal Triste - Tell Me How Bad I Am
24. Wire - Mannequin
25. Battles - Atlas
26. Alabama 3 - Woke Up This Morning
27. Hüsker Dü - Don't Want to Know If You Are Lonely

The Waveform (Episode 11) - 07.10.22

The collection of music from my (school) laptop, uploading it onto here because my flash drive broke and I do not want to lose it.

Mr. Brightside

Falling Down

Lil Peep & XXXTentacion - Falling Down

Sunlight On Your Skin

Lil Peep & ILoveMakonnen - Sunlight On Your Skin

producer: @deadfishpoland

featured artist: https://soundcloud.com/goodbyewilson

lyrics:

'another suicide attempt, why would you do that'
my family concerned, why they didn't knew that
all you have is talk with us, that's what we're here for
no one knows it isn't easy, when you're sucidal

feeling like a burden, do you know the feeling
Won't talk with nobody, rather stare at the ceiling
Don't want to be a problem, that's what I'm thinking
try to change my point of view with "just get a grip kid"

Depression, you're always sad?
Just don't think about that
You're seeing things and you're scared
You know there's nothing there
Panic attacks, you can't breath?
Just calm down and you'll see
You can't get out of your bed?
Just pull yourself together

"YOU'RE DEPRESSED? HOLY SHIT I DIDN'T KNOW THAT"
WHY DO EVERYBODY THINKS, IT'S EASY TO JUST SAY THAT
PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER AND JUST TALK WITH US ABOUT IT
I FEEL LIKE I MUST PRETEND THAT I'M ALWAYS HAPPY
X2

Nothings ever easy when your suicidal
Catch me on the floor broken bottle poisoned vitals
Move on with the day because the pressure hasn’t killed me
End it with a bang because the pleasure what I’m feeling

You have no idea how bad that I wish that I could tell you
If only it would work and you could save me with your help soon
Cuz time is running out n I don’t think your gonna make it
But I’ll hold out my hand in hopes that you are gonna take it

Can’t you see that it’s tearing me up
While these thoughts keep on breaking me down
I just wish I could turn this around
But Not more than I wish I was underground

"YOU'RE DEPRESSED? HOLY SHIT I DIDN'T KNOW THAT"
WHY DO EVERYBODY THINKS, IT'S EASY TO JUST SAY THAT
PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER AND JUST TALK WITH US ABOUT IT
I FEEL LIKE I MUST PRETEND THAT I'M ALWAYS HAPPY
X2

Mental Illness

spotify/iTunes etc

Mental Illness (feat. goodbyewilson)

[produced by dj khaled's son]
[mixed and mastered by neek and convolk]

lyrics:

i swear to god that it's all in the making
i swear to god imma fall if i fake it 
i swear to god in my mind gotta trace it 
i swear to god, swear to god
i swear to god rather die than disgrace it 
i swear to god imma try not to chase it 
i swear to god if i try imma make it 
i swear to god, swear to god

stuck here
in the same place
everyone fake 
they all wanna save face
my heart chokes
intimate notes 
everyone wrote
when i lost my way

you don't know what i been through 
i don't show what happened to 
me back when i wasn't cool
me back when i was a fool

feel like i'm kanye back in 06
feeling like what i say, people notice 
colder than an ice age cracking both fists
colder than an ice age heart is frozen 
x2

i swear to god that it's all in the making
i swear to god imma fall if i fake it 
i swear to god in my mind gotta trace it 
i swear to god, swear to god
i swear to god rather die than disgrace it 
i swear to god imma try not to chase it 
i swear to god if i try imma make it 
i swear to god, swear to god

swear to god

MUSIC VIDEO
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y7J7TcULkow


Shiki XO
https://soundcloud.com/shikixo

Produced by PerishBeats
https://www.beatstars.com/perishbeats

Mixed / Mastered by At Most Fears
https://atmostfears.com/

Inspired by legends, rest easy.
27//21//20

LYRICS:

(Yeah, ay, yeah)
My life's a fucking mess
Wake up to do another xan
Because my life is endless stress
So tired of feeling so useless
(Ay, yo, ay, lets go)

My life's a fucking mess
Wake up to do another xan
Because my life is endless stress
So tired of feeling so useless, ay

My life's a fucking mess
Wake up to do another xan
Because my life is endless stress
So tired of feeling so useless, ay

Every single legend die young
27 Club turned to 21
I'm so fucking tired of lies
Every single one's tryna kill my vibe now

Okay my life's a fucking mess
Don't want sex just give me head
I'll be famous when I'm dead
My lungs on coke and cigarettes
She thinks I'ma turn up dead
So she's calling all my friends
She gon leave me in the end
Run me over with my Benz

Yeah, my life a fuckin mess
Fuck a bitch then fuck her friends yeah
Different cities blacked out in the van yeah
Taking Xanax with the molly for the stress yeah
She like when you slowing down? bitch never

I said
My life's a fucking mess
Wake up to do another xan
Because my life is endless stress
So tired of feeling so useless
(Ay, yo, ay, lets go)

My life's a fucking mess
Wake up to do another xan
Because my life is endless stress
So tired of feeling so useless, ay

My life's a fucking mess
Wake up to do another xan
Because my life is endless stress
So tired of feeling so useless, ay

27 Club, now 21 Club
Every single legend die young
Now I'm terrified of dying alone
Alone-lone lone, alone-lone lone

27 CLUB

27 CLUB (Feat. Shiki XO)

Meaningless lyrics, did this to experiment and have fun.
Outside of my normal style, but I hope you guys enjoy :)

so take it slow
just ripped the soul
just let me go
the center folds
it takes it toll
nowhere to go
you say its cold
you're staying low
you're breaking bones
empty soul the grave is all
you've ever known

taking 2 steps you're backing
i see your footsteps im tracking
I see emotion you're lacking
I see you fall away

drawing blood with a knife
I'll start by taking your life
gripping to death in the night
I see you fall away

Come snapping bones I can show that
low blow to the chest I can strike back
pull up to the show with a full pack
you dont know when I blow you'll be stabbed back
say you reap what you sown but
I can see that you aint going nowhere
make like a fool when you run back
sliping down in a pool of your blood, ha

gripping the grasp of a soul
you better know, 
I'll be taking it all
hit a new low
this path that I chose
it aint for me anymore

slippery slope
down to the floor
im taking it all
with me to fall
you aint anymore
ayy 

so take it slow
just ripped the soul
just let me go
the centre folds
it takes it toll
nowhere to go
you say its cold
you're staying low
you're breaking bones
empty soul the grave is all
you've ever known

Grasp of a soul [prod. goodwill]

Produced by - SkGotTheSauce 

shikixo - https://soundcloud.com/shikixo

Stream now

Crawly - December (ft. shikixo)

A INDEPENDENT CURATOR, ASSISTING IN THE GROWTH OF SELECTED ARTISTS.

3/4 TRACKS RELEASED "UNCHAINED, VOL. 4"

SHIKI XO & 88STRAIT - FROSTBITE

biteki