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Breathe in the cold air
Hallways of dead ends
Mannequins, their death stares
Lock me in, paralasys
Froze up
Anxiety
Hold up
Let go of me
  
Pushed myself through all the hell and back
I see their eyes laughing through the fake they held
Jaded eyes, feelings that I withheld
Just forget it, just get on with it

Passing signs, ghosts behind me as I travel far
Remember me for who I was not what I've become
Suddenly these feelings overwhelm my mind and all
Electric dreams of past events that I can't shake off

Take off
With the same shoes on
Never worry bout me
I'll be always be here for you,
Hazy
I'll be gone safely 
Chest is feeling weighty
I feel I have fallen

Take another step towards the light
Close the gates, it's past the time
Remember how 
I used to love life

Breathe in the cold air
Hallways of dead ends
Mannequins, their death stares
Lock me in, paralysis
Froze up
Anxiety
Hold up
Let go of me

hallways of dead ends [prod. Wraith Nîr]

they stay so obsessed with me they don't ever let up

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PPL ALWAYS MAKE SHT FKN WORSE

PPL ALWAYS MAKE SHT FKN WORSE (feat. Days to Waste)

Black Sun ft. Diverse [prod. nothingtodo]

lyrics:

Keep your head down
Deep in dirt I could barely breath but Ill surface soon and relive the pain
I might stay infected but heaven knows with my straightened spine i won’t die the same
Words would hurt but ive grown immune and I like it when she get mad at me
That had worked once i won’t lie but im back revived and im starving
And everything I did was for you but im just an object
You embody evil from the hate that u harvest 
I would give my life to keep you safe I promise
But u knew that and still u wrote my fate for ur benefit
God save me Ive been lost
Every night I spend inside this wetlands swamp
Im in my head honestly I feel regret
Though Im at home and safe again
But Im obsessed with the life we missed

Ive always felt like a target
I don’t wanna fight I just want u to be honest
If I had some life left to live she would want it
The way that she mutilates me she’s like an artist
The hardest thing to face in this life is the damage
Damage u create it out weighs every lesson
Every time she breaks me I feel my heart ravaged
But god I love a woman that puts me at disadvantage

Show me ur strength Via my frame
Gimme everything I beg u do not refrain from using me
Deep in the corn I would summon some
Only when in danger id be having fun
Dont pay attention when I scream bloody murder
Secretly I pray they take it further for research
I read the books they told me I shouldn’t worry
I guess ive been in my head while I was planning February I know
I couldn’t hurt
So u preaching to choir
And I loved me first
So betrayal could not survive here
stack skrilla, margiela killa, i dont wanna die here
gucci, fendi, louis, blow some cash and feel alive wear
white on white designer head to toe im like a polar bear
surgeon mask is fillin with the smoke theres potent in the air

Ive always felt like a target
I don’t wanna fight I just want u to be honest
If I had some life left to live she would want it
The way that she mutilates me she’s like an artist
The hardest thing to face in this life is the damage
Damage u create it out weighs every lesson
Every time she breaks me I feel my heart ravaged
But god I love a woman that puts me at disadvantage

THE HARVEST (NEVRFALL X BRANWEN)

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Hit My Line

Stream

Hit My Line (Prod. Saba Lagrange)

Vocals & Production By Lund

Lyrics:

I'm loosing my soul
My demons they grow
They drag me below
but nobody know
No nobody knows

When they take control  
I cannot die 
I don't bleed anymore
Still I feel the pain
inside this hell
I'm burned by the flames
Eternal yells 
cast into the lake
Where there is no love 
Cause love is just pain
So why am i  living g life
Cause life's just the same 

Blkbrd don't need a reason to go fly
Nobody wonders why he gets so high
Nobody ever question where he go
Cause nobody pays attention anymore

Blkbrd gon fall from the sky
Blkbrd gon take his own life 
Blkbrd  he say goodbye
Blkbrd he don't wanna cry 
Blkbrd he don't wanna cry 
no more

ill admit that i am selfish
ill admit that i have lied
but girl how many times can
i fucking apologize
stare into your eyes I’m looking for a vital sign
but all i see is cold baby your hearts turned into ice
conversate with god 
only thing that keep me round
got a little bit of hope left 
though I’m broke down
late at night my demons fight
they yell so fuckin loud
burning blunts and empty bottles
only thing that calm them down

BlkBird

PRODUCED BY @nekolai
ARTWORK BY @jadeekey

love hurts when you hold on too tight (Prod. NEKOLAI)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h8KXacn_nKY

Nothings Changed (prod. nedarb) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

Dreams of You feat. killstation (prod. judge)

producer: @deadfishpoland

featured artist: https://soundcloud.com/goodbyewilson

lyrics:

'another suicide attempt, why would you do that'
my family concerned, why they didn't knew that
all you have is talk with us, that's what we're here for
no one knows it isn't easy, when you're sucidal

feeling like a burden, do you know the feeling
Won't talk with nobody, rather stare at the ceiling
Don't want to be a problem, that's what I'm thinking
try to change my point of view with "just get a grip kid"

Depression, you're always sad?
Just don't think about that
You're seeing things and you're scared
You know there's nothing there
Panic attacks, you can't breath?
Just calm down and you'll see
You can't get out of your bed?
Just pull yourself together

"YOU'RE DEPRESSED? HOLY SHIT I DIDN'T KNOW THAT"
WHY DO EVERYBODY THINKS, IT'S EASY TO JUST SAY THAT
PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER AND JUST TALK WITH US ABOUT IT
I FEEL LIKE I MUST PRETEND THAT I'M ALWAYS HAPPY
X2

Nothings ever easy when your suicidal
Catch me on the floor broken bottle poisoned vitals
Move on with the day because the pressure hasn’t killed me
End it with a bang because the pleasure what I’m feeling

You have no idea how bad that I wish that I could tell you
If only it would work and you could save me with your help soon
Cuz time is running out n I don’t think your gonna make it
But I’ll hold out my hand in hopes that you are gonna take it

Can’t you see that it’s tearing me up
While these thoughts keep on breaking me down
I just wish I could turn this around
But Not more than I wish I was underground

"YOU'RE DEPRESSED? HOLY SHIT I DIDN'T KNOW THAT"
WHY DO EVERYBODY THINKS, IT'S EASY TO JUST SAY THAT
PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER AND JUST TALK WITH US ABOUT IT
I FEEL LIKE I MUST PRETEND THAT I'M ALWAYS HAPPY
X2

Mental Illness

spotify/iTunes etc

Mental Illness (feat. goodbyewilson)

Hive

[produced by dj khaled's son]
[mixed and mastered by neek and convolk]

lyrics:

i swear to god that it's all in the making
i swear to god imma fall if i fake it 
i swear to god in my mind gotta trace it 
i swear to god, swear to god
i swear to god rather die than disgrace it 
i swear to god imma try not to chase it 
i swear to god if i try imma make it 
i swear to god, swear to god

stuck here
in the same place
everyone fake 
they all wanna save face
my heart chokes
intimate notes 
everyone wrote
when i lost my way

you don't know what i been through 
i don't show what happened to 
me back when i wasn't cool
me back when i was a fool

feel like i'm kanye back in 06
feeling like what i say, people notice 
colder than an ice age cracking both fists
colder than an ice age heart is frozen 
x2

i swear to god that it's all in the making
i swear to god imma fall if i fake it 
i swear to god in my mind gotta trace it 
i swear to god, swear to god
i swear to god rather die than disgrace it 
i swear to god imma try not to chase it 
i swear to god if i try imma make it 
i swear to god, swear to god

swear to god

written/produced/mixed/mastered by me

lyrics:

misunderstood
never feels right
we're going down
this ain't so bright

we have each other
we are the youth
we never bother
with how are you

maybe I am insane
I can't even feel the pain
heart shut down, nothing strange
had enough of being drained

you know I'm not okay
and I know you feel the same
nobody understands
so we'll choose a different way

tell me babe, wanna leave this town
say it, all I need is you and we are out
we can aim for bigger things
this place is killing dreams

let's go love
I keep on getting tired
don't think love, let's hold hands
imma guide you through the dark
x2

I can't lie, I'm falling through
'cause i'm fed up and that is true
cuts, incisions on my wrist
don't want to die but don't want to live

I feel like I'm in a cage
all I ever knew is how to deal with pain
maybe you know how to cope
'cause I've had enough, I want to go

you know how demons work
grab me and hold me close
voices tell me to let go
slipping away so you can cut my throat

tell me babe, wanna leave this town
say it, all I need is you and we are out
we can aim for bigger things
this place is killing dreams

let's go love
I keep on getting tired
don't think love, let's hold hands
imma guide you through the dark
x2

spotify/itunes

if you want to leave

lyrics:

i thought u would call me if theres something wrong
i wish there was some way we could get along
something inside me itching when im doing wrong
the mask does it for u u just need to put it on
i sit up in sewage with my clothing off
i stand up and parts of me start falling off
black blood in my body start to coalesce
i could never stop until theres nothing left

i mix up my sentences with dial tone
i can see these numbers in my chromosomes
every time u visit i go white as snow
cause i can see his spirit when im home alone
listen you can hear it bellow out below
tendrils wrap around the gapping of my bedroom door
i dont think im in the body that i knew before
i throw up the energy im storing on these wooden floors
i got off it on my own
toxins in my throat
tech uh plate lines beneath my home
and they shift some when i flex my toes
i think these storms gon take me back
put me back
bring me back in time
to witness something grand
i couldnt explain it if i tried i thought u

follow me
take a hold of me
i cannot see in front of me
its controlling me
like totally
i cannot speak too openly
i had never thought of it
honestly
it sound like u speaking in code to me
i cannot be part of it
dont know how u phoning me
damn it took a lot longer than i thought for them to notice me

i thought u would call me if theres something wrong
i wish there was some way we could get along
something inside me itching when im doing wrong
the mask does it for u u just need to put it on
i sit up in sewage with my clothing off
i stand up and parts of me start falling off
black blood in my body start to coalesce
i could never stop until theres nothing left

i thought u would call me if theres something wrong
i wish there was some way we could get along
something inside me itching when im doing wrong
the mask does it for u u just need to put it on
i sit up in sewage with my clothing off
i stand up and parts of me start falling off
black blood in my body start to coalesce
i could never stop until theres nothing left

hardwood floors (nevrfall x branwen)

Time bomb
Let my light start
Looking at the stars
Look how bright they are

I see future
In these sudden dreams
Then I wake up
To reality

Time bomb
Let my light start
Looking at the stars
Look how bright they are

I see future
In these sudden dreams
Then I wake up
To reality
 
Running in circles my mind prison
The key to the exit, is hidden within him 
I know where I'm going but end in beginnings
Is there truth in the lies if I knew where you hid them

I'm falling away and I'm out of this time
It comes from within and its eating inside
The memories I had are all lost in this mind
The memories I had are all lost in this mind

Cause I can't help myself no more
I'm burning up, it's in my core
These dreams I have, they're wanting more
And I'm fading away

Time bomb blow me away
To a space where there's no pain
Longer life means longer fate
Shut the door and close the gates

Time bomb
Let my light start
Looking at the stars
Look how bright they are

I see future
In these sudden dreams
Then I wake up
To reality

Time bomb
Let my light start
Looking at the stars
Look how bright they are

I see future
In these sudden dreams
Then I wake up
To reality

Spotify

time bomb [prod. sketchmyname & vaegud]

Meaningless lyrics, did this to experiment and have fun.
Outside of my normal style, but I hope you guys enjoy :)

so take it slow
just ripped the soul
just let me go
the center folds
it takes it toll
nowhere to go
you say its cold
you're staying low
you're breaking bones
empty soul the grave is all
you've ever known

taking 2 steps you're backing
i see your footsteps im tracking
I see emotion you're lacking
I see you fall away

drawing blood with a knife
I'll start by taking your life
gripping to death in the night
I see you fall away

Come snapping bones I can show that
low blow to the chest I can strike back
pull up to the show with a full pack
you dont know when I blow you'll be stabbed back
say you reap what you sown but
I can see that you aint going nowhere
make like a fool when you run back
sliping down in a pool of your blood, ha

gripping the grasp of a soul
you better know, 
I'll be taking it all
hit a new low
this path that I chose
it aint for me anymore

slippery slope
down to the floor
im taking it all
with me to fall
you aint anymore
ayy 

so take it slow
just ripped the soul
just let me go
the centre folds
it takes it toll
nowhere to go
you say its cold
you're staying low
you're breaking bones
empty soul the grave is all
you've ever known

Grasp of a soul [prod. goodwill]

Stuck at a crossroads
Not easy to find where the path goes 
Hearing the voices of past ghosts
They lie to me now, what would I know?

Flicking the light bulb
The darkness consumes all that I know
Said I was stuck in a cycle
Took longer to realize but I know now

It's not easy to find it
So lost in, 
Dreams that I'm finding
Why do I feel so confided
I burnt the page
I cannot see where to love again

So easy to hide it
Shadows I've left, they're behind me
Look back I feel my heart sink in to nothingness
I cannot see where to bury pain

Cold in here
But I'm so damn done
With all this harm
Made a fool again
With my mistakes
So it's all my fault
Pointing the finger
It's right in my face
Such a disgrace  
Pointing the finger
It's right in my face
Such a disgrace

Drift into ether, cause I'm a believer
That souls can be deeper, starting to feel it
The pain getting steeper, till I leave forever

Why do they say that, pain is so temporary
When its all that I've known
So fucked, its affecting me

It's not easy to find it
So lost in, 
Dreams that I'm finding
Why do I feel so confided
I burnt the page
I cannot see where to love again

So easy to hide it
Shadows I've left, they're behind me
Look back I feel my heart sink in to nothingness
I cannot see where to bury pain

Crossroads [prod. APT.102]

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

https://soundcloud.com/ripthepetals

Rivilin
yeah baby  im gone you know i don’t mess with the past
but I know you just try to hit me up and fuck with my heart
now im alone darkness seems to swallow all of me
till my room fills with light and I see you hitting up my phone

cus im chilling with the vermin swarm, drug addictions all we know
best intentions peeling back my scalp you grab a bottle and take my soul
all the money I have got spent on frivolous things
try to fill an empty void with friends and designer rings
 
RipThePetals

I've got fake friends who dip when they pop off
New friends only like me cause im Petals
I've lost too many friends to the drugs, but they give me more, when i'm coming down, just to keep me around

And i can't answer the question to why your coming back to me
Your blowing up my phone just to treat me like i'm the enemy
I'll fall in love again, just a chip in my heart
Girl you broke me apart, but i can't seem to let you outta my arms

Rivilin


so what did  you say, what did you say
i don’t wanna feel like this anymore
so why did I turn, why did we fight
everytime i seem to be just at your door

so what did you mean, so what did you mean
that everyone just wants a little piece of me
the shadows seem to stalk im out of my mind
I feel like paranoia gets the best of me

yeah so baby im gone, try to fill conversation with validation
but you just want to chuck it back in my face no imagination
yeah if you just really want to hate me
At least just say it to me face say it to my face

if you just really wanted something  yeah
why can’t you just take it and let me just fucking leave
cus it always ends up this way
two best friends fighting over someone that we wanna hate


RipThePetals

Hate me, always love it when you tell me that you hate me
On these amphetamines, you tell me that you break me
All those words you've never spoken that I can't read
I’ve been abused in every fucking way so

You cant do a fucking thing to me
I see my demons when I’m smoking weed
I think about it they look just like you, when you know the truth, come crawling back to me

INVALID FT. RIPTHEPETALS

s/o to https://soundcloud.com/boyfifty for the fire beet and inspiration <33
s/o soundcloud.com/cay2o for mastering too
mixed by me

lyrics:
I know u hate this, I don't fkin like it either.
my brain cant stay still, I'm struggling to chill myself
I really hate me, cause I cant fkn kill myself
I been blocking out my mind just to heal myself.

she gon' thank me when I kick the bucket.
obsessive thinking, my mind crazy, but I cant say fk it.
cause I got u and these people who gon' listen to me
this shit my therapy, don't take it as a lecture homie.

I fkn, lay in bed just thinking and sht.
i think id probably be happy if I didn't think about sht, but i cant help it my mind racing like a track meet
i try to sleep then get depressed like tf happened to me.

I’m wastin my time, I opened my eyes
can’t rely on these bitches I learned that the hard way
comin back to my senses, but ive been through hell
i’m a lion in a cell, but its kinda hard to tell
now I dont mean to yell, but sometimes I need to get this feelin out of my chest.
I love my homies, s/o my brothas 1 time 
I hope they not lonely, cause im barely alive.

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