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PPL ALWAYS MAKE SHT FKN WORSE

PPL ALWAYS MAKE SHT FKN WORSE (feat. Days to Waste)

A GHOST WITHOUT A FRIEND [Prod. HXRXKILLER]

Thank you so much to @sadeku I love him and his music so much <3.

[gothurted]
trapped inside my mind
I'm not feeling fine
I'm not living life 
for sure, as I should
tears inside your smile
seen it a hundred times
even all those miles
I'm with you, and I will forever

[lil eky]
I'm not feeling fine
I've been on my own
everybody smiles
but I just really know
they just lie
they don't care alright
how can I cope
when I wanna die
how can I cope with my own life
I held by the strings a held by knife
to my own wrist or neck so I bleed
I can never live past the darkness ye
trees of fuckin misery dwelling up inside
I feel like I wanna die and I never am alright
she said she cared but she never ever there
just like the others their fuckin with my mind

[gothurted]
trapped inside my mind
I'm not feeling fine
I'm not living life 
for sure, as I should
tears inside your smile
seen it a hundred times
even all those miles
I'm with you, and I will forever

smile ft. lil eky [prod. Loopy!]

Thank you @1venaz for jumping on this song with me <3

Lyrics - 

If i called you now
Would you still feel love?
If we collide hearts
Would your lust restart?
And there's enough between us
To define our trust
And we go from something to nothing
Like we never happened at all

And my mind won't wake
When the sun comes up
Won't ever stop thinking
I didn't give enough
And will you stop pretending
Like i was the one?
And we both know you found the vibe that i gave off
A little deceiving

I had visions where you'd be
Hanging from the ceiling
Profane yet eluding
What drove you to do this?
What drove you to do this?
I wanna know

Baby why'd you leave me in the dark, yeah
Just give me something i can act on, yeah
Baby i miss you
From the way that i would kiss you
To the way that i would hold you
In the dark moon light
Yeah i thought we were blowing off steam, yeah
Baby just tell me was it all just a dream, yeah
Was it all just a dream?

If i called you now
Would you still feel love?
If we collide hearts
Would your lust restart?
And there's enough between us
To define our trust
And we go from something to nothing
Like we never happened at all

~ Restart (Feat. VENAZ)

Lyrics

You say you're always there
Where are u now that I'm crying?
You know I'm always scared
To lose you now that I'm trying
 I've been losing my feelings in the last month
I've been putting all my tears in my last songs
I've been letting my emotions going out
But I'm feeling empty when you're not around
When you're not around x7

You say you're always there
Where are u now that I'm crying?
You know I'm always scared
To lose you now that I'm trying
 I've been losing my feelings in the last month
I've been putting all my tears in my last songs
I've been letting my emotions going out
But I'm feeling empty when you're not around
When you're not around x7

STREAM

when you're not around [prod. nothingtodo]

Its just another night alone again
In my room
I wasnt good enough for you

All the thoughts just seep in my head
Without you about you
Cause all my self worth died there too
So cold so dark

Heartbreak mistakes and my chest aches
Breakup makeup but its ok 
X2


And i know when i could see it crashing down
I still fucking stuck around 
cause i wanted to be loved
It didnt matter if it fucked me up

Until it didnt stop
Letting myself get to the point where i cant feel a touch
I dont feel the warmth
Not a thing
No Not that love
In the numbess i will drown
It still confuses me how i ended up like this

And i know its all my fault
Wish i could just avoid rubbing all my wounds with salt
Cant pick myself back up so i hate myself
locked away all the old emotions that i fucking felt

GOOD ENOUGH / FOR YOU (prod. misery)

producer: @deadfishpoland

featured artist: https://soundcloud.com/goodbyewilson

lyrics:

'another suicide attempt, why would you do that'
my family concerned, why they didn't knew that
all you have is talk with us, that's what we're here for
no one knows it isn't easy, when you're sucidal

feeling like a burden, do you know the feeling
Won't talk with nobody, rather stare at the ceiling
Don't want to be a problem, that's what I'm thinking
try to change my point of view with "just get a grip kid"

Depression, you're always sad?
Just don't think about that
You're seeing things and you're scared
You know there's nothing there
Panic attacks, you can't breath?
Just calm down and you'll see
You can't get out of your bed?
Just pull yourself together

"YOU'RE DEPRESSED? HOLY SHIT I DIDN'T KNOW THAT"
WHY DO EVERYBODY THINKS, IT'S EASY TO JUST SAY THAT
PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER AND JUST TALK WITH US ABOUT IT
I FEEL LIKE I MUST PRETEND THAT I'M ALWAYS HAPPY
X2

Nothings ever easy when your suicidal
Catch me on the floor broken bottle poisoned vitals
Move on with the day because the pressure hasn’t killed me
End it with a bang because the pleasure what I’m feeling

You have no idea how bad that I wish that I could tell you
If only it would work and you could save me with your help soon
Cuz time is running out n I don’t think your gonna make it
But I’ll hold out my hand in hopes that you are gonna take it

Can’t you see that it’s tearing me up
While these thoughts keep on breaking me down
I just wish I could turn this around
But Not more than I wish I was underground

"YOU'RE DEPRESSED? HOLY SHIT I DIDN'T KNOW THAT"
WHY DO EVERYBODY THINKS, IT'S EASY TO JUST SAY THAT
PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER AND JUST TALK WITH US ABOUT IT
I FEEL LIKE I MUST PRETEND THAT I'M ALWAYS HAPPY
X2

Mental Illness

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Mental Illness (feat. goodbyewilson)

[Lyrics]
{imtrash}

baby what you need now
drunk and i cant see now
lips so fucking red now
im coming outta bed now
cause ive been running 'round

I dont wanna die
crying through the night
thinking im alright
thoughts of suicide
I dont wanna die
crying through the night
thoughts of homicide
thoughts of suicide

you dont need to go now
got me really thinking now
your voice sounds really foul
up at night im a fucking owl

I dont wanna die
crying through the night
thinking im alright
thoughts of suicide
I dont wanna die
crying through the night
thoughts of homicide
thoughts of suicide

{gothurted}

You were the one
I didn't use to fake my smile with
And now I'm here
Smoking on some good weed
hey ya
Trying to forget about you
Cuz these thoughts in my mind
Are going to make me die
Everytime u make me feel like that I got you
But everytime you kill me with one of your lies
Of your lies, of your lies, of your lie

{imtrash}
I dont wanna lose you
oh no
I dont wanna hurt you
no
I dont wanna lose you
oh no

I dont wanna die
crying through the night
thinking im alright
thoughts of suicide
I dont wanna die
crying through the night
thoughts of homicide
thoughts of suicide

you dont need to go now
got me really thinking now
your voice sounds really foul
up at night im a fucking owl

Crying Through The Night (ft. Gothurted) [Prod. Cobra]

[produced by dj khaled's son]
[mixed and mastered by neek and convolk]

lyrics:

i swear to god that it's all in the making
i swear to god imma fall if i fake it 
i swear to god in my mind gotta trace it 
i swear to god, swear to god
i swear to god rather die than disgrace it 
i swear to god imma try not to chase it 
i swear to god if i try imma make it 
i swear to god, swear to god

stuck here
in the same place
everyone fake 
they all wanna save face
my heart chokes
intimate notes 
everyone wrote
when i lost my way

you don't know what i been through 
i don't show what happened to 
me back when i wasn't cool
me back when i was a fool

feel like i'm kanye back in 06
feeling like what i say, people notice 
colder than an ice age cracking both fists
colder than an ice age heart is frozen 
x2

i swear to god that it's all in the making
i swear to god imma fall if i fake it 
i swear to god in my mind gotta trace it 
i swear to god, swear to god
i swear to god rather die than disgrace it 
i swear to god imma try not to chase it 
i swear to god if i try imma make it 
i swear to god, swear to god

swear to god

Time bomb
Let my light start
Looking at the stars
Look how bright they are

I see future
In these sudden dreams
Then I wake up
To reality

Time bomb
Let my light start
Looking at the stars
Look how bright they are

I see future
In these sudden dreams
Then I wake up
To reality
 
Running in circles my mind prison
The key to the exit, is hidden within him 
I know where I'm going but end in beginnings
Is there truth in the lies if I knew where you hid them

I'm falling away and I'm out of this time
It comes from within and its eating inside
The memories I had are all lost in this mind
The memories I had are all lost in this mind

Cause I can't help myself no more
I'm burning up, it's in my core
These dreams I have, they're wanting more
And I'm fading away

Time bomb blow me away
To a space where there's no pain
Longer life means longer fate
Shut the door and close the gates

Time bomb
Let my light start
Looking at the stars
Look how bright they are

I see future
In these sudden dreams
Then I wake up
To reality

Time bomb
Let my light start
Looking at the stars
Look how bright they are

I see future
In these sudden dreams
Then I wake up
To reality

Spotify

time bomb [prod. sketchmyname & vaegud]

Lyrics:

Wake me up 
From this nightmare
Wake me up
I don't want to do this anymore
Wake me up
I'm imploring you
Wake me up
Cause I don't know how to do
Got a huge weight sitting on my back
Got a tight rope all around my neck
Got a huge hole inside my chest
Longing for a bullet to make one inside my head
Everything is getting tiring I may end it now
Bad vibes, Everything that I can see around
In my dreams, I can see myself
Slit my throat now I'm stuck in hell

Wake Me Up [prod. wxrst]

Meaningless lyrics, did this to experiment and have fun.
Outside of my normal style, but I hope you guys enjoy :)

so take it slow
just ripped the soul
just let me go
the center folds
it takes it toll
nowhere to go
you say its cold
you're staying low
you're breaking bones
empty soul the grave is all
you've ever known

taking 2 steps you're backing
i see your footsteps im tracking
I see emotion you're lacking
I see you fall away

drawing blood with a knife
I'll start by taking your life
gripping to death in the night
I see you fall away

Come snapping bones I can show that
low blow to the chest I can strike back
pull up to the show with a full pack
you dont know when I blow you'll be stabbed back
say you reap what you sown but
I can see that you aint going nowhere
make like a fool when you run back
sliping down in a pool of your blood, ha

gripping the grasp of a soul
you better know, 
I'll be taking it all
hit a new low
this path that I chose
it aint for me anymore

slippery slope
down to the floor
im taking it all
with me to fall
you aint anymore
ayy 

so take it slow
just ripped the soul
just let me go
the centre folds
it takes it toll
nowhere to go
you say its cold
you're staying low
you're breaking bones
empty soul the grave is all
you've ever known

Grasp of a soul [prod. goodwill]

Art by Peppermerint
https://www.instagram.com/peppermerint/

FADED SOUL OUT NOW: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/mirahatter/faded-soul

Available on the following and more!
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6nNiyIGP4yANoB0dfyPtic
iTunes: https://music.apple.com/us/album/faded-soul-single/1539609147

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Lyrics
I took my time put the blade to my eye
I tried to cry, I’m ruining my mind
Tried to speak there’s no words coming out
My blade’s no longer dry
Wet tonight baby take my last breath
Take my last breath

Cut me open and take my life
I tried but you won't let me die
My soul is leaving my bones soon
The path of mer immortals doomed

Take me away, take me away
Suffering is long overdue to outer space
Long overgrown, leave me alone 
Unless you have a way out

Cut me open and take my life
I tried but you won't let me die
My soul is leaving my bones soon
The path of mer immortals doomed

Faded Soul

Sad Boy Nefelibata:

[VERSE 1]

i can feel the cold air on my face
i go numb as you walk away,

snow falls down and covers the street,
shimmering beautiful catastrophe

feel the aura surround my skin
i let it sink in

tear my chest open i cant breathe,
i guess now i know you dont love me

////////

[CHORUS]

ya things been fuzzy in my head again
I sip and let it in

i been stuck thinking about you a lot
still cant change, youre gone

ya things been getting cold at night ive been
tasting her moonlit skin

eyes go dark as sunshine breaks to dawn
still cant change that youre gone

////////

[VERSE 2]

packet of cigs and a bottle of gin 
i can tell we’ve changed again

faded alone ya it feels like the end,
she cant love an emotional wreck

////////

[CHORUS]

////////

[BRIDGE]

why does everything happen so fast i been 
stuck in the void looking back through the glass

i cant fall asleep and demons always surrounding me
ya ive been so fucked up lately

////////

[CHORUS]

(still cant change, that youre gone)

melancholy child

Video: https://youtu.be/NO4V1Q39VEE

Broken Frost
Broken Frost
Broken Frost
Broken Frost

I tried, 
I tried to save you 
(But I failed)
I tried, I tried
I tried to save you..
(But I failed)
 
I see, that you struggled to sleep
I feel, all confusion in dreams
So lost, in the world that you see
I'm so lost..

Never happened to me
Holding at seams
It's all in my mind again
The pain that I see
I won't forget the way you looked at me
Hurt inside, fuck the life we live
Fuck the life we live

Last message left unread
Broken frost is left unsaid
Never left you from my head
Never left you from my head

Broken frost
I'll hold my tongue 
I can't forgive in you now..
For what you've done

Pushed too far away now
Too late to be saved now
I wish I could've seen you one last time.
One last time.

Broken Frost
Broken Frost
Broken Frost
Broken Frost

I tried, 
I tried to save you 
(But I failed)
I tried, I tried
I tried to save you..
(But I failed)

time bomb [prod. sketchmyname & vaegud]

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