Prod. by Jozzex Vibes [@prodjozzex]
Mix. by Aylay [@aylayyy]

Autour de moi

shout out @demxntia for hopping on this and making it pretty and @wavewalk for making such a sick unique beat go follow them

Sui:

sick of floating here being stagnant in life know this aint right
but everytime a good thing happens 
storms come in and wash progression all away 
good things come along but they dont ever stay
no~~
days dont ever last, curb with broken glass 
sitting there watch the mf cars pass
never show 
anymore emotion feel like going over board like
carry us away, lost my way at night 
flowing down the undertow again
caught up in the fucking cyclone 
waves will crash and pull, leave me on my own
Ill sink with this mf ship never making it back to shore

Dem: 
I don't give a fuck anymore
go to war with myself at the core
you know i felt this way before
everything i used to love feels like chores
i don't know~
which way i should go~
i hope there's room to grow~
i hate feeling so, low~
oo~ oooo~ ye
oo~ where do i go, cause i just dont know

Bofa:

Drowning to my sorrow, keep that to myself
You can save yer rescue, i don't need yer help x2
NO
days dont ever last, curb with broken glass 
sitting there watch the mf cars pass
never show 
anymore emotion feel like going over board like
carry us away, lost my way at night 
flowing down the undertow again
caught up in the fucking cyclone 
waves will crash and pull, leave me on my own
Ill sink with this mf ship never making it back to shore

broken glass w/ demxntia ~ [p. wavewalk]

[Prod. Loopy]
https://soundcloud.com/prod_loopy

Lyrics:

It’s kinda funny how we fucked up, where’d the time go?
All our dreams, all our dreams, Out the window

It’s kinda funny how you do; I wasted so much time for you


Forever I would bleed for you!
Tell me everything I wanna hear, I know it’s not THE TRUTH!
Fuck am I supposed to do?!
When everything I ever loved has been slaughtered, FUCK it's TRUE!

Forever I will bleed for you!
Tell me everything I wanna hear, I know it’s not THE TRUTH!
Fuck am I supposed to do?!
When everything I ever loved has been slaughtered, FUCK it's TRUE!

Fuck you doing to me?! I can’t seem to let it go!
I fucking loved you but I guess that’s not enough for you!!
Break my bones again, and mend me till your heart's content!
Just slit my throat, the pain just never seems to fucking end!!

I swear I love you, but I gotta fucking let you go!
What you did to me was wrong, I hope goddamn know !!
You can’t repair the scars you made, the blood is on your blade!
Forever I would bleed for you; the hate is all I taste!!

Forever I would bleed for you!
Tell me everything I wanna hear, I know it’s not THE TRUTH!
Fuck am I supposed to do?!
When everything I ever loved has been slaughtered, FUCK it's TRUE!

Forever I will bleed for you!
Tell me everything I wanna hear, I know it’s not THE TRUTH!
Fuck am I supposed to do?!
When everything I ever loved has been slaughtered, FUCK it's TRUE!

THE TRUTH [Prod. Loopy]

Artist:
https://soundcloud.com/gothurted

Producer:
https://soundcloud.com/metlast

Lyrics:
I know that I got no friends that I can count on
I know that you left my life and that u moved on
But I don't know if I can go ahead
You broke my heart and now I'm feeling dead
I know that I got no friends that I can count on
I know that you left my life and that u moved on
But I don't know if I can go ahead
You broke my heart and now I'm feeling dead

I can't count on you
But you can count on me
You know that I'll be here for you
Whenever u need
Break my heart again
Not even the first time
Smoke to heal my pain
Shawty want to face time
You don't want me to leave
But then you disappear
I'm just trying to live
Even without you

I know that I got no friends that I can count on
I know that you left my life and that u moved on
But I don't know if I can go ahead
You broke my heart and now I'm feeling dead
I know that I got no friends that I can count on
I know that you left my life and that u moved on
But I don't know if I can go ahead
You broke my heart and now I'm feeling dead

gothurted - ahead

youtube: https://youtu.be/i0Y_JmNjTNE

luv u @gothurted

[lyrics]
me:
no shame, i lay
all my problems away
chose me for the test put it in my dismay
can’t breath think they’re watching just to see what i say
so i say nun, wait till the days done
when the light runs out all u have is dark
and this hole in my heart, feel i’m drifting apart
from my friends and dreams that i had in the start 
man i don’t wanna stay, think i’m going insane

i think that i’m going crazy
and no one can save me
so i will not tell u how i feel
told my mom i’m not lazy
these thoughts they just take me
and she still gon tell me it’s not real 

2 pills, black and white
i just want to sleep tonight
if these thoughts invade my mind
the light inside mes gonna die
just another lonely night
in the recluse haunted site
i’m so nervous, this ain’t worth it
tears all on my shirt have dried

no shame, i lay
all my problems away
chose me for the test put it in my dismay
can’t breath think they’re watching just to see what i say
so i say nun, wait till the days done
when the light runs out all u have is dark
and this hole in my heart, feel i’m drifting apart
from my friends and dreams that i had in the start 
man i don’t wanna stay, think i’m going insane

gothurted:
Fucking up, smoke a blunt
I think I'm going insane
Same shit, same day
Waiting for life to change
People say that I'm crazy
But its just the way I am
I promise you will be amazed
Give me some time to reach the top and
Come to you, problems away

me:
no shame, i lay
all my problems away
chose me for the test put it in my dismay
can’t breath think they’re watching just to see what i say
so i say nun, wait till the days done
when the light runs out all u have is dark
and this hole in my heart, feel i’m drifting apart
from my friends and dreams that i had in the start 
man i don’t wanna stay, think i’m going insane

i think i'm going insane ft. gothurted (prod. fantom)

ty @alainite for the featuring <3 

[chorus: gothurted]
Last time that we saw I was facing
Bad mood for the drugs I was lacing
Smoke a joint I don't want to keep thinking
Took a pill cause I don't want to feel shit
Try hard to keep going on the same shit
Cause every time that I'm alone I've been getting hit
By this feeling that is trying to make me die
It's all right, keep walking, keep faking a smile 
Last time that we saw I was facing
Bad mood for the drugs I was lacing
Smoke a joint I don't want to keep thinking
About you cause every time I do I cry

[verse: alainite]
Yeah every time I do I cry
'Cause I’ve been staying up so late at night and I’m just burning
'Cause I can’t find another way to kill the pain
And I’ve been crawling down this lonely road yeah I been wasted
Just tryna find a place where I can hide my pain

'Cause you’re everything I want and more, oh
Yeah you got me so bored of everybody else I'm sure, oh
That you got me ignored like everybody else I’m sure

[chorus: gothurted]
Last time that we saw I was facing
Bad mood for the drugs I was lacing
Smoke a joint I don't want to keep thinking
Took a pill cause I don't want to feel shit
Try hard to keep going on the same shit
Cause every time that I'm alone I've been getting hit
By this feeling that is trying to make me die
It's all right, keep walking, keep faking a smile 
Last time that we saw I was facing
Bad mood for the drugs I was lacing
Smoke a joint I don't want to keep thinking
About you cause every time I do I cry

STREAM

Faking a Smile ft. Alainite [prod. yunny goldz]

[Prod. Wellfed]
https://soundcloud.com/lilduckk
MIX & MASTER: https://soundcloud.com/frvrndalwys


LYRICS:

I Found the words to say at the bottom of the Rosé,
You’ve been on my mind since the heartbreak!

And
I say I say 
I say 
I say...


Look me in the face, 
don’t try to fade away!
Cut me from the shards of glass from your vanity 

And 
you say 
you say

What’s wrong with me?


It’s not like you can change this fate
I’ve been fucked up anyway

The morphine loves to play with me
I can’t cry drowned in ecstasy

But..
You were someone Who i didn’t want to hurt me
In the end I guess it never really mattered, aye?


And 
I cave..
I cave...

Please don’t leave me...



Everything has been so fucked up lately..
And all my memory’s have been eating at my sanity

And I break..
I break..

My mind..
 can’t take...

Lately I can’t get a grip on reality 
I’ve been Popping all these pills like it’s candy 

And 
I take..
I take

A Substance..
I hate..


It’s not like you can change this fate..
I would’ve kill myself anyways..

And 
I hate I hate

Who I am 
today



All I do is just masquerade
Act a part in the play I’ve made

And
I’m fake..
I’m fake...
Plastic and paint..



I Found the words to say at the bottom of the Rosé,
You’ve been on my mind since the heartbreak!

And
I say I say 
I say I say 


Look me in the face don’t try to fade away
Cut me from the shards of glass from your vanity 

And 
you say 
you say

What’s wrong with me?




It’s not like you could change this fate
You would’ve hated me anyways..

And
you hate
You hate
The man I made..


All I do is just masquerade..
Make a living in the lies I’ve bathed in...

I’m fake..
I’m fake..
Plastic and paint..

MASQUERADE! [Prod. Wellfed]

[Prod. HXRXKILLER] @hxrxkiller

Lyrics:
I thought she was the one back then
Now i watch everything we said fall
I wish i was everything you wanted
I wish that i could do it all

I dont know who i am at all
Im not special
my backs against the wall
I Cant let go
Cannot feel my heart in this vessel
Spirits tear apart my mental

Ive been feelin numb everyday for like a year straight 
I just want some pain so i can feel before i fade away
Smoke my life away, i dont care imma find my blade
I been getting paid for every drop of blood out of my veins
X2

Out my veins
Cant u say
Anything
Anything
I cant feel
Anything anything

I know its so hard sometimes
I understand what its like
To not know whats really real 
To not know how i should feel

Ive been feelin numb everyday for like a year straight 
I just want some pain so i can feel before i fade away
Smoke my life away, i dont care imma find my blade
I been getting paid for every drop of blood out of my veins
X2

I CAN'T FEEL ANYTHING

https://soundcloud.com/idleglance lyrics/amv: youtu.be/l57sbfuaYzA 


https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7

lyrics

(bbyk9)
Girl my heart’s already broken
I want closure why you stole it
Bust my hand up I’m so lonely
Do your damage kill me slowly

And I just did a half line
Didn’t call me up today that’s a bad sign
Lately it feels like you're just a pain in my backside
Lately I just live in constant pain but I act fine

I don’t know why I try saw you in a past life
Wish that I could go back there one last time
Love’s a loaded gun girl hit me like a landmine
You just tear my heart out, then you think it’s snacktime

Used to tell me how you loved me, you gon hate me in the end
Got a chip up on my shoulder, never learned to make amends
Girl I just think it’s funny, how I’d do it all again
Got the same shit fucking with my head

Tongue tied, and I’m anxious what do you expect
Cut the shit, turn the lights off put you all to bed
If you won’t get the door girl then I won’t knock again
Even when I’m feeling not bad I’m still fucking dead

(Unknwxn)
Girl my hearts already broken
Don't waste time on me, it's hopeless
Tried my best so I hope you notice
I'm a fucked up mess with the words of a poet

I don't really like the fucking path that I'm going
Talking bout my past really just tryna hold it
If I get a chance, I'ma put in the trash
I don't feel like I deserve to be better than I am

Cause I'm fucked up, I had enough of
All of the fake love that's stuck inside of my mind
Tough luck, I don't give no fucks, I got my hopes up, I don't think I'ma be fine
Notebook full of my fucked up thoughts that I had when I sat in the back of a class
I put all of my hate in a glass in the back of my mind ain't no wonder I'm bad

I'm a ghost stuck in the snow
Where do I go? I don't know
I don't like life anymore
How do I cope? I'ma smoke
I'm a joke, fell for a hoe
How I give her my heart and I get it back broke?
I can't wait to get high to get out of this low
That I'm feeling inside of the core of my soul

Not happy and you can't make me
Life's crappy and you can't save me
Might crash on purpose maybe
So I don't have to deal with the shit that's daily

I lost my mind in my own, it's built to destroy
Chaos is my only joy
I hope I don't die alone in the end
I just wanna connect, I just want a friend

alreadybroken - babyKanine ft. Unknxwn (prod. Caps Ctrl)

💔Links : linktr.ee/notkeaven
💔Links : https://linktr.ee/Toyk


Now im not fine
singing to the dead I just wanna realize
Wanna be okay but you running through my mind
Take me to the light, or ill never be alright
Aye
6 Feet down, ill never feel shit
Coping with these songs, hoping that I make a hit
Remember when you told me that ill never be shit
Now you check my page, and you gonna see me lit

Im on death-row
writing down names like im from death note

Shawty is baddy she dont really give a fuck
She dont want me, she dont like me, she dont wanna feel the love
Im alone in the end, i been running outta luck
Crying almost every night, im not movin i been stuck
Sometimes wanna see the light, sometimes i wanna be done
Feeling anxious everytime, waste my time dont give a fuck

Im not alright, I dont feel fine
Crying almost every night im stuck inside a loop i might-

Might just end my life
Imma never feel alright x2

Now i’m not fine
Smoke until I’m numb I don’t wanna see the light
Aye
Comfort into sadness
I don’t wanna feel alright
Man I know these people hate me
They just want to see me die
Babe you got one shot
Can you put it in my chest
Write my name on a bullet
Put me in a grave to rest
Never feel excited and its always been this way
I just wanna make it out
Wanna get up out this rain

Now I'm Not Fine [feat. Toyk](prod. metlast)

Music video link: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=18cjnRsgHvA

NEVER (ft. Yates XV & Killsadist) [prod. Malloy x Yeezo] *music video in description*

A INDEPENDENT CURATOR, ASSISTING IN THE GROWTH OF SELECTED ARTISTS.

3/4 TRACKS RELEASED "UNCHAINED, VOL. 4"

gothurted - ahead

biteki