https://soundcloud.com/heylog

lyrics:
staring at the random number
but my mind is at a blank
lookin at my computer
so i ask, "who is this"
it was my lover
how could i forget?
ur light im thunder
ill hurt u twice again
staring at the late phone call
whoops did i miss that on purpose?
yeah that was intentional
and all this distortion
girl i never wanted this
for u to go off to college
and honestly i hated it
so id never have a chance

she say that she forget everything we ever had
baby that is horrible
i think she got some problems
so u need to worry bout yourself
and theres no denying that u need a lil help
i already played the part 
so go find someone else
i know that she hates it
how i been so far cropped out in the distance
i need to stay away from u 
no its not an accident
ive focused avoiding u this whole time on purpose
im sorry not really atleast i didnt forget

i tried my best baby but this is never gonna happen
im not the one to show love, shouldve known that was a problem
i picked these flowers for u i know u probably tossed em
now i just be resting from girls n everybody
she dont really love me
she just like to attention
how am i this stupid
omg im gonna lose it
take in all this caffeine
i still have no energy
drinking all this coffee
still got no energy

she say that she forget everything we ever had
baby that is horrible
i think she got some problems
so u need to worry bout yourself
and theres no denying that u need a lil help
i already played the part 
so go find someone else
i know that she hates it
how i been so far cropped out in the distance
i need to stay away from u 
no its not an accident
ive focused avoiding u this whole time on purpose
im sorry not really atleast i didnt forget

at least i didn't forget

heylog - at least i didn't forget

produced by me
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lyrics:

Lay in my bed and the time
Is running away but thats fine
I feel like I dont try enough
To make anything out of my life

Tell me that I am not wasting my time
Tell me that I didnt fuck up my life
Feed me your lies and make me feel secure
I can’t tell the truth and dont want to anymore

Dont call on my phone
Leave me alone
You say you’re a bro
But I don’t think so, no

I don’t want to hide
But I dont have a choice
Bottle it up
I feel like a toy

Seems like every day’s just getting worse
And I’m taking all these pills but there’s no difference at all
Its gotten to the point where I’ve given up hope
But I keep on faking smiles cause they want me to

I can’t just sit n chill
By myself cause then I would
Find myself just breaking down
Thinking bout my life and how

Itd be easier to end it
Thinking bout it but then still
I got someone to live for
Dont know how much I need them

Lately its been way too much
Weight on both my arms
Been carrying way too much
Troubles, stress still not enough

Looking at the time and I’m wasted
FUCK
It’s another day, nothing changing
Still feel like shit and head’s aching
Take another pill and forget it
x2

change

produced by jpjp
vocals + lyrics by heylog & i'm geist

lyrics:
your caught around my throat
i don't think you wanna know what i know
you remember we were close
now i don't call you a bro anymore
watch out i might contain hostility
you say u know but you don't know me
i guess i'm used to it
people that i know always abusing it

i'd kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me

so long, won’t accept my defeat
i know i’m running out of time
but i can’t even breathe

lost cause, threw me into the sea
it’s not what i wanted to be
they prayed i drowned in the deep

but i’m holding on
there’s so much left inside of my head that i’m fighting for
what went wrong?
cause i seem to have lost myself amongst the dying stars

what went wrong?
cause i seem to have lost myself amongst the dying stars
what went wrong?
i seem to have lost myself amongst the dying stars

i'd kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me

through my veins, through my skin

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heylog & i'm geist - through the veins, through my skin (jpjp)

by https://soundcloud.com/heylog

lyrics:
please don't leave
i hold so much grief
and i loved your voice
ur not here so there's no point
ur a liar, it's in your name
i had no idea your two-faced
gonna die here for ur sake
ur actions tell me u were brave
and i thought that i knew u
i guess i don't
u can say if i'm annoying too
cause i know
got a lot i need to figure out
i'm trying so
i believe there ain't no stopping now
i'm on the ropes
the corners made of cobwebs
the widows home
sometimes she comes to visit me
through the holes
and she say "what're you doing here, you look alone"
and i say that i'm developing and in the zone
accept no apologies ur just too late
split my heart in half now it goes two ways
exhausted, i need to say goodbye
i love it when there's peace and when it's quiet

suffocate in feelings
it's 100% my decision
whether if i should just let it go
but the sadness keeps filling
(it never ends)
made no progress
i got so much time to stall with
but i don't know how to manage it
produce on my own and abolish
ur attitude is contagious
i rub it off but u kept staying
and i let u walk all over me
i should've stood my ground
i ain't no man i am weak

i mean nothing to u now
cus i feel it through the text
oh how u love to talk about yourself
well no one likes a narcissist
these lines i split
slowly vanish from my wrist
and i tried to hide what i did
now the planks are rotting on our bridge
but how can i get u to change your mind
well babe i'm never ever fine
only for a sec, depression prys
swear the gap is crushing on my life
ur a liar, it's in your name
i had no idea ur two-faced
gonna die here for your sake
ur actions tell me u were brave
please don't leave
i hold so much grief
and i loved your voice
ur not here so there's no point

veins

the widows home

heylog - the widows home

@yokaidreams @tnvr555 

all black
nails, clothes
blacked out
coke nose
turned just for a second now she’s got me in a choke hold
pretty eyes you know it’s all to save face
i’m so used to all the acting 
i’ve got no time to waste

you’re a time bomb ticking baby 
i’m calling your bluff now
cardiac arrest you’re killing everyone you touch love
and for a mention you’d do ‘bout anything
but i don’t care for who you are so get the fuck out my face

kerosene love
i'm burning up at ur touch
i know the hate that u contain is so much more than i will
ever see love
so u should bite off ur tongue
and take the knife from my gut
cuz i've been bleeding out

left last night, didn't see u til the morning
scratch and bite ya, she's a fuckin animal
don't have a care at all
violating protocol
she's in my area code
looking fucking scary tho
but for you i swear that i could write another million lines
but we been running out of time

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TIMEBOMB W/ YOKAI DREAMS [TNVR]

@b_murph @tnvr555

// murph 
i'm way too drunk right now
baby could you just call me tomorrow?
cross out my face, i hate that shit
make sure i'm not in the photos
i'm numb, i'm broken and i can't feel a thing
i'm fucking hollow
i hate the way you play these games with me
it brings me sorrow
goddamn I'm so stressed out right now 

i hate
when you say that you're in love
my chest, it burns
when you then say you've had enough
like make your mind up before i fuck my life up
baby, i'm so stressed out
yeah, i hate
when you say that you're in love

// geist 
darling
you make it so hard go
it’s too difficult
don’t say you’re sorry
please you know that words mean nothing now
i fall apart
and you watched me burn to ashes love
so tell me what can i say to you when i’m breaking down

tell me how you feel
we crossed eyes and i had believed it oh
to me it was all real
but for you it’ll always be cynical
and i hate when you scream
so please don’t tell me now that you’re in love
i guess you made your mind
cause it’s clear to me that i’m not enough

// murph & geist 
i hate
when you say that you're in love
my chest, it burns
when you then say you've had enough
like make your mind up before i fuck my life up
baby, i'm so stressed out
yeah, i hate
when you say that you're in love

i hate
when you say that you're in love
my chest, it burns
when you then say you've had enough
like make your mind up before i fuck my life up
baby, i'm so stressed out
yeah, i hate
when you say that you're in love

baby i'm so stressed out

baby i'm so stressed out w/ b murph [tnvr]

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oh 
your eyes so romantic 
you’re moving and panting 
oh baby i’ll take it at your pace 
two steps, now we’re dancing 
got me in a trance and 
i’m gripping my hands into your waist 

take your vial of blood
i wouldn’t keep you starving 
you’re the one i want my darling 
so go ahead
take all that you want 
i want to see you smiling 
i was made for you my darling
so please just stay 
 
oh baby
wait a minute
i’m so caught 
inside the deep end now 
so love just please 
don’t let me down  
just promise me 
you’ll stick around

you're the one i want [tnvr]

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heylog - the widows home

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