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AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3vvzbKGCsMM
lyrics: https://genius.com/Chris-rain-fly-away-lyrics
art by: @Hugo.psd

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FLY AWAY (Prod. Pacific)

by https://soundcloud.com/heylog

lyrics:
please don't leave
i hold so much grief
and i loved your voice
ur not here so there's no point
ur a liar, it's in your name
i had no idea your two-faced
gonna die here for ur sake
ur actions tell me u were brave
and i thought that i knew u
i guess i don't
u can say if i'm annoying too
cause i know
got a lot i need to figure out
i'm trying so
i believe there ain't no stopping now
i'm on the ropes
the corners made of cobwebs
the widows home
sometimes she comes to visit me
through the holes
and she say "what're you doing here, you look alone"
and i say that i'm developing and in the zone
accept no apologies ur just too late
split my heart in half now it goes two ways
exhausted, i need to say goodbye
i love it when there's peace and when it's quiet

suffocate in feelings
it's 100% my decision
whether if i should just let it go
but the sadness keeps filling
(it never ends)
made no progress
i got so much time to stall with
but i don't know how to manage it
produce on my own and abolish
ur attitude is contagious
i rub it off but u kept staying
and i let u walk all over me
i should've stood my ground
i ain't no man i am weak

i mean nothing to u now
cus i feel it through the text
oh how u love to talk about yourself
well no one likes a narcissist
these lines i split
slowly vanish from my wrist
and i tried to hide what i did
now the planks are rotting on our bridge
but how can i get u to change your mind
well babe i'm never ever fine
only for a sec, depression prys
swear the gap is crushing on my life
ur a liar, it's in your name
i had no idea ur two-faced
gonna die here for your sake
ur actions tell me u were brave
please don't leave
i hold so much grief
and i loved your voice
ur not here so there's no point

veins

the widows home

heylog - the widows home

@prod-plxce

// lyrics 
don’t speak to me in tongues
and smiles so counterfeit
you think we’ve just begun
but love i’m over it
time has passed and i can’t take more damage
leave me alone i want to call it quits

took a punch to the face??
and now i’m bleeding on the dance floor
fuck! i’m sorta overthinking screaming bout your manwhores :D
knew the feeling would devour everything i’ve fought for
so go on and tell all your lies
you better sleep with your lights ;)

hate me, hate me
guess i saw it coming
but don’t shame me, baby
all i ever gave was my love
crazy lately
i just want to fucking give up :/
but everybody’s screaming my name
i cannot let them down :)
x2

put the knife in my hand and you’re gaslighting the whole room now
don’t you wait for a sign, promise that it’s already ruined love
i tried my best to salvage what had remained
cracked my skull against the pavement, pulling worms out of my brain

i’m getting lost with these feelings inside
made me feel stupid for living a lie
covered in blood but you know that i tried
to leave it behind
but we watched it die

HATE ME! [PLXCE]

premonition (yungspoiler)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
fiending
oh you're always fiending
for something to catch a feeling
no, you don't take it easy
you're grieving
deleting
cause ur not receiving 
the guy who gives you meaning
it just ends up depleting
you need me

my hair is getting longer and mom says i need to cut it off
today i'm gonna pull it back or maybe i should let it fall
or maybe i should let it fall

my hair is getting longer and mom says i need to cut it off
today i'm gonna pull it back or maybe i should let it fall
i'm looking at the pane and see a kid i don't recognize at all
you think i'm in a crisis but this is my life inside a ball
but i am not the one to be crying over some bullsh-
i'm trying to be a man for a girl who is the purist
and i believe that's only achieved through work and purpose
but at the very end of the day it'll be worth it
so what'd you say you come tag along to a journey
i'll be your protector, you won't have to worry
will you believe in me if i focus and try
i'll do what it takes to give you a better life

i assume your brain still has developing to do
no one cares about my feelings and neither do you
only difference i don't post them, you fiend off replies
absorbing it like energy to mentally survive
you're fiending
oh you're always fiending
for something to catch a feeling
no, you don't take it easy
you're grieving
deleting
because you're not receiving
the guy who gives you meaning
it just ends up depleting
you need me
the letters i would write
could form into a book
when turning every page
seem to be overlooked
so when you read the words
imagine you are me
tearing paper
and grinding your teeth

oh i was always there
too bad i ain't here
go cry, well life ain't fair
it's not like i don't care
but oh my, i'm bad at saying no
but i don't wanna be a problem if i'm holding on
oh my, now you wanna complain
baby i'm not gonna put up with that for very long
for long

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teeth II

produced by me

lyrics:
wanna be alone cause it's quiet
locked up in my room, no more fighting
plug both of my ears, hear no riot
put away my feelings, no more crying

no talk
thorns out
mask on
happy home

always feel ignored and nobody wanna take me
seriously for once, why you think I'm always faking
walk around my   room with no purpose, thoughts are pacing
wish I had the guts, cause the future fucking scares me

always feel ignored and nobody wanna take me
seriously for once, why you think I'm always faking
walk around my room with no purpose, thoughts are pacing
wish I had the guts, cause the future fucking scares me

don't go the way I went cause you'll end up with scars
I just want a piece of quiet, is it too much to ask?
rarely check up on my phone, cause it's filled with demands
I can't meet ur expectations, you been asking too much

please stop yelling, I've been trying
please stop pushing, please stop fighting
I dont wanna see you crying
I just wanna feel 
(at home)

home

produced by heylog

lyrics:
let me show you how to act right
if you listened it would define
just the type of person u are
it doesn't matter what you go by
cause you'll always be the same person
and you'll always be one of the worst friends
you always were the one to go
when i thought i could count on u the most

lesson learned, don't hold your grudge
even if it could lose someone
hate to know the truth be told
now everything is overthrown

do u wonder where u come from?
picturing at what you've really done
does it affect the way you see your arch?
do they look at you less than what you are?
cause you've always been the same person
and you've always fought the urge to sin
& goodluck tryna get me back
at 2am it kills you bad

no, you messed with the wrong person
yeah you messed with the wrong
you messed it up on purpose
yeah you messed it up
hopefully lesson learned 
i hope a lesson here was learned
i did what i had to do man
and in all honesty 
you're hurting

continue

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I’m sorry that I told you I was alright
I don’t want you to think that I’m not ok
But I thought when I got older I’d have peace of mind
Now I’m 24 and I still don’t feel right.

I’m anxious and so lost without you
Hide myself but what can you do
When depression always finds you
When that monster lives inside you

I don’t wanna be alone
The sun sets when you go
This world is dark and so cold
I can’t be here on my own
Please stay the night
Bring back your light
Don’t you give up on me
Just one more time
Don’t say goodbye 
Don’t take your love from me

Don't take away your love from me
Time's flying by
It's a new year at the blink of an eye
Still at the same spot
Still at the same job
It's like I didn't even try
Truthfully struggling with getting by
Double my dose and pretend that I'm fine
It's all in my mind
But I'm not alright
I got the blood on my hands
My own dreams I smite, in the pale moonlight
I gave myself to you
You ain't appreciate my time when i was there for you
But still I'd take you back in a second
I guess I never really learned my fucking lesson

I don’t wanna be alone
The sun sets when you go
This world is dark and so cold
I can’t be here on my own
Please stay the night
Bring back your light
Don’t you give up on me
Just one more time
Don’t say goodbye 
Don’t take your love from me

Don't take away your love from me
Baby girl where did you go
You left me here all alone
You were my light, now I'm in the dark
Where'd I go wrong I don't know
(Where'd I go wrong I don't know)
(Maybe I'm better alone)

DARK WORLD w/ Seth Witcher & Weepings (p. JOLLY WRLD x Weepings)

+ i'm geist, decayinganyways, yokai dreams, ohmace, iissaa, yona, grasior 
+ coprod. mix/master - oc 

// i'm geist 
the seance has started :) 
find his heart in the garden 
don't look too hard my darling 
you'll find bones you once held dearly..
oh 
you once held dearly 
oh 
severed cleanly 

parasites are rotting with the snakes now? 
carving all the fakes fucking 'round me its a takedown 
everybody's sitting on their ass with their phones out 
swear i'll see the reaper b4 you catch me taking breaks love 
aha 

// decayinganyways 
walking out the bar not alive 
seen a name on a grave and I’m thinking that it’s mine
“mine” 
i’m not alive, I’m just another fucking ghost who’s out of time 
who’s out of time 
oh 
i wish I could just come back 
won’t see me now a heart attack 
i just wanna haunt inside your dreams 
i just wanna haunt inside your

// yokai dreams 
this is getting sickening
i think i'm getting sick of me
rip up every inch of me
i no longer resemble me
look at what they did to me
look at what they did to me !
am i not deserving of some sympathy?

give it my all for as long as i can
when the day turns night we gon have the upper hand
turn the lights off baby
i can't stand them
feel like someone else, you don't know how i am

lately i've been on some shit you wouldn't understand
another nail in the coffin, leave me where i am
getting kinda hard to tell the man from the myth
mark my death with a kiss
let me rot or take my hand

// ohmace 
six feet down rotting in another grave
turn me to a geist as i slowly decay
the dreams on my mind and they wont go away
and I dont know what else to do or to say
its in my brain,
somebody help my im going insane
call me a doctor and tell him to hurry
cut out the demons Im starting to worry
theyre taking over me
my blood seeps through as theyre ripping the seems
theyre taking over me
theyre haunting me in every dream

//iissaa 
i'd rather go 
somewhere that you don't know.
someplace that i dont show
somewhere behind the snow
is it fair that you can't see me now
tried so hard but i'm letting go
it's my fault, i said i'm where you go
my god i wish i never told

// yona 
look around with dead gaze
i dont think i go this
the leaves turn from green to orange
it feels so nostalgic
used to hold your hand, and fall asleep to your heartbeat
now ur gripping at my wrist, saying "how long u got bitch?" 
ive been panick struggling trying to get of the floor
grab me by the waist, cut me open some more
youre the ghost of a person i feel before
now im crying in fear, begging no more

// grasior 
fuck yall be saying i'm sick of it all
my stomach keeps turning i'm leaning on walls
scrolling my phone till i feel it collide
my anger is rising cause i'm in denial
i need to man up i'm not on my own
notes that i wrote considered the unknown'
seeing a grave all on my own
a body is showing of someone i know

raise the flags in the frontline
might be dead but i'll fight till the sun rise
left or right paranoid can you talk to me
hear the horns in distant calling me
want it to end sacrifice all my peace
silent but deadly i'll take them with ease
my body is rumbling I'm feeling the thrill
killstreak in a nuke with how many i've killed 


919

séance w/ 919 + grasior

prod valentine ghost
guitar @iissaame
instrumental mix/master @prod-oc

oh keep the words inside your mouth 
you always sound like such a fool 
you’re reaching now 
oh all the shit you’d do 
like such a clown 
should’ve know that you were cruel 
it’s been like that  

now when i hear your name 
it’s like knives in my veins 
it’s such a hard pill to swallow when 
all i feel is shame
for you
don’t you feel the same?

and now i won’t take the blame 
couldn’t be clearer than day 
all the poison seeping slowly 
as it’s rotting my brain 
don’t you
feel the same?

PLEASE 
CAN YOU LEAVE
I JUST WANT TO BE HERE ALL ALONE 
SICK OF YOU RUNING EVERY HOME
PLEASE 
SET ME FREE
CAUSE I DON'T WANT TO BE HERE ANYMORE
YOU RUINED EVERY PART OF ME 
THAT HOPED

valentine...?

and i want to see all of you down on your knees
begging me for attention
your man in my dms he’s wishing he could be me
the fucking delusion
and i do not know you
so don’t act like you know me 
i’m burning the past and i’m leaving you there 
so keep me out your mentions

clown

Last (prod Boyfifty x Autrioly x Pizzle)

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