prod. by me

all my music here✨✨✨
https://open.spotify.com/user/lukeee117/playlist/2gRn7V9QfxZxFaJJdS00EP?si=u5H94-jsQlWyli46OvSUJg

guess i fucked up that too

Prod. Flowers for You

my entire discography: https://open.spotify.com/user/lukeee117/playlist/2gRn7V9QfxZxFaJJdS00EP?si=vUv0Ie1qQc2dhn8mHtwk0w&dl_branch=1

alright, that's fine w/ skele

produced by hiraeth

remember to wash the socks u came in

And its so obvious
How can you not see me
See me
If I ran away would you need me ?
Played your last messages on repeat
This the last time that you’ll see me

So let me down
Pull me out
Of this hole im in
Baby would you cave it in 
What is happening
I can’t believe I shat again :p!!
Blood is everywhere
Im crawling out of bed again

Fuck with me for the last time 
This the last night
Fights getting outta hand now
But its alright
Fuck living ima die now 
Its about time
Thoughts sheltering my mind out
From the outside

Trying to run from the past
Tell me how hard does it get now
Living to die in a bed
No in-between to forget now
Call me when all of it ends
Im putting a gun to my he’d now

Fuck with me for the last time 
This the last night
Fights getting outta hand now
But its alright
Fuck living ima die now 
Its about time
Thoughts sheltering my mind out
From the outside

Fuck with me for the last time 
This the last night
Fights getting outta hand now
But its alright
Fuck living ima die now 
Its about time
Thoughts sheltering my mind out
From the outside

newmaker

shoutout @prod-oc for doing the bass for me <3 
thanks for listening <3 first solo song in forever 

// chorus
i don’t want to let go
but the feeling in my chest says no
and when the colors in my eyes won’t show
i hope you’ll see I’m better as bones

// verse
i don’t want to talk about it
cause every day is a blur in my head
when i look at you you’re perfect
but don’t look at me i’m worthless
and i don’t even try to hide it
you can see on it on the surface
everyone will say i’m heartless
i just wish that they could see

that it hurts for me to breathe
and it hurts for me to feel
and it hurts for me to walk on this earth everyday
and i can’t keep on pretending
keep lying
there’s no meaning
when my life comes to an end
i swear i’ll be okay

spotify

bones

use me up to tell me that u never loved me
I feel like I’m never nothing
I’m tired can u just leave me alone
Please stop staring swear my face is fucking boring
I don’t need to be important I’m swinging until I knock him cold
Staring at the mirror
Should I be alive
I’ve got reason to believe that it’s just not my time
Maybe in another life

I only eat when I deserve to
Clouded mirror sit and stare in the bathroom
I been thru it all before I’m just like you
I never wanna let you down but I had to

I’d give up on everything to be a better me
I’ve got people streaming songs
but no one listening
Every lyric that I write, you know I fucking mean
You only hmu to make a song with me

I won’t get that mad
I’m just frustrated
I can’t seem to get a break and I just hate it
If you lived in my shoes maybe you’d get it
Why I get pissed off and I’m not patient

WRITING EVERY FEELING BUT I’LL ALWAYS FORGET
EVERYTHING I EVER DID OR EVER SAID IN THE END
BUT I’M TOO FAR GONE TO CARE
I DON’T LIKE YOU
I WISH THAT YOU’D CARE FOR ME
YOU DON’T TRY TO

vocals by https://soundcloud.com/imgeist & https://soundcloud.com/yokaidreams

produced by https://soundcloud.com/tnvr555

lyrics:
i think i love you but i'm not sure
your bad decisions give me concern
and i know i'm not a doctor
but nothing good can come from heart burn
sun so bright hurt my eyes when i'm outside
she wear clothes so tight, must be suffocating slightly
i won't lie i think i'd rather stay inside
but the warmth in the air is just so god damn enticing

short skirts sun burns
think i mighta missed my turn
call you but i guess you lost my number
dry lips sun kissed
i hope that it stays like this
she fell in love with me last summer

i saw you kissing on the front porch
and everybody wants an encore
and i sure miss when i was all yours
now i’m reminiscing of last summer
how you said i lost my one chance
but if i’m really being honest love that shit hit the fan
and i’m no goner, but i fell in hopeless romance
oh darling played me for a fool and now you wont have this dance
woah
summers come to an end
i’m holding on by a thread
and i’ll miss you but can’t say the same for your friends
i need to focus on myself
i’m letting go just for my health

short skirts sun burns
think i mighta missed my turn
call you but i guess you lost my number
dry lips sun kissed
i hope that it stays like this
she fell in love with me last summer

short skirts sun burns
think i mighta missed my turn
call you but i guess you lost my number
dry lips sun kissed
i hope that it stays like this
she fell in love with me last summer

short skirts sun burns
think i mighta missed my turn
call you but i guess you lost my number
dry lips sun kissed
i hope that it stays like this
she fell in love with me last summer

Summer

summer

SPOTIFY

I'm Geist & Yokai Dreams - Summer [TNVR]

volume 1 on spotify, feb 3rd 

i don’t care if it’s lonely
i’m so sick of you just talking like you know me
and you could or you would if you didn’t go starting fires in this basement

oh…
hope you got everything you needed now
cause i’m burning every garden where we fell in love
and i’m killin’ every peasant that walks in this town
you know i’m painting the walls red till they scream for help

and i can bury every feeling that i’m feeling but i know that it’s just moments before i put the fucking gun in my mouth
you cut my heart and now it’s bleeding and i’m staring at the ceiling but the fuck do i expect when this is how it turns out?

oh why’d you go and make geist red
now he’s full of hate
i can’t stand to look at myself
not a fan of him
bodies scattered all across the hall
baby i don’t miss
so why’d go and makes me red
but i’m loving this...
i’ll fight an ego with a bigger one
i’ll hit another million
geistcord till the day i fucking die
but swear we’ve just begun
don’t care for anybody else
or anyone’s opinion
so go ahead and make geist red
red
red
red

i promise our love is dead [drma x lockhome]

1st song off my album "pity", out september 25th 

@lilskeleskrrt @bitekivibes @ytstatic
produced by me, guitar @ikarinan @tnvr555

lyrics:
i started running from you
too fast
n i fell to the ground
spilled out blood on the grass
you said you needed me
like you could never leave
and i fell for it dreaming
made it easy to breathe

but you broke it all
paper walls
you were supposed to be here
but you’re so good being gone
and i felt it all
8 missed calls
hit me up when u need me
and leave me hurt when you don’t

don’t act like you’re so innocent
like it’s not what you want
i gave u all that i had
while u were holding the gun
oh god
it was everything you said from the start
i was waiting on it falling apart

oh oh
what a waste of my time
but if it’s all with you
i’d gladly waste my whole life
oh no
i wish i didn’t say goodbye
the paper walls are burning down
our home is gone..

god damn
i feel my heart tear on every beat
the silence is deafening
truly it’s killing me
u try to forget who i am
i try to forget how your eyes were like thousands of galaxies..
oh, consumed i’m so lost in your stare
comfort i felt like i wouldn’t have fears
writing you poetry wishing you were here
if i held on longer would i still be scared

paper walls w/ skele

<3

lyrics:

i follow where my heart leads sometimes that's all i know
then i end up defeated when i lose all self control
but i'm not the villain, and i'm not the good guy either
if i'm such a problem, why would you let me keep her

last night i was fuckin it up
i can't lie i kept refillin my cup
and though i know i shouldn't ever wanna drink like that
i have a couple issues that i got from dad so

i've tried to end it all and finally feel the repercussion
i know that its stupid all the memories would be for nothin

if you meet a better guy you should prolly dip
you should prolly split nothings what you thought it is
if you need some peace of mind i can let you go
god knows girl ya i'm such a fuckin joke

if you see me doin fine its another act
i'm an addict not an artist never take me back
if i see another day its another bit
i'm just tryna make you smile ain't it obvious

i've set my standards so damn high
i don't know if i'll make it out this time
i wanna tell you i've healed and i'm fine
but everyone knows that's a lie

i follow where my heart leads sometimes that's all i know
then i end up defeated when i lose all self control
but i'm not the villain, and i'm not the good guy either
if i'm such a problem, why would you let me keep her

Track Title: Best Christmas Ever 
Artist: Awkward At Best

🎄 Is your turkey burnt? Is the cat stuck in the tree? Good. You're exactly where you need to be.

"Best Christmas Ever" is the new holiday anthem for the rest of us. It’s a song about embracing the chaos, laughing through the smoke of a ruined dinner, and realizing that the perfect "Instagram moment" isn't real life, but being together with the people you love is.

Turn it up, unbutton that tight Christmas shirt, and enjoy the mess! 😺💥🎁

Awkward At Best - Best Christmas Ever

All my lyrics.

(Verse 1)

Feels like cloudy days, with sunny breaks. 
I can’t explain the breath it takes.
And I waste it on you. 
Pedal to the floor, need to hit the brakes. 
I know it’s all mental, 
but maybe I’ll settle, 
on a full speed, full metal..
jacket to the brain.
I’ll be the first to receive and throw the stone, 
talking tall, but stay alone. 
A dog with a thousand bones to pick from 
and the emptiness I find at home.
Blackened tone, yet I condone. 
Outdated, dead and gone. 
A world full of cells and I’m a home phone. 
A world full of cells and I’m a home phone. 

Like a lemonade stand in a war zone, 
Like an unruly tyrant I’m dethroned. 
Gifted with knowledge of the unknown, 
Self-destruct, my own cyclone.
Playing catch with my thoughts. 
Back and forth, my demeanor rots. 
Got a nice house, on a shitty lot. 
I’m a free man, but I still got caught.

(Chorus)

Now it starts to blur, 
sick simple kinda fade.
Now it starts to stir, 
a deep surface kind of hate.
Sticking to your fur, 
repressed and ugly traits.
We never see it coming, 
till it’s far too late.

(Verse 2)

So. Irrevocably, 
I hide inside. 
But to you 
I’m a pantomime of a bull ride. 
Gored by the beast, 
headed to the other side.
Inevitable fade. 
Down I lay. 
Sad attempt.
Charge of the light brigade. 
My armies are falling. 
Goddamn, It’s appalling. 
And I just can’t explain. 
How this only makes sense to those who’ve been through it. 
And how scared I am that I just might do it. 
Tried before and I fuckin’ blew it. 
Somehow, I just knew it…

This miraculous separatist. 
Nihilist and treacherous. 
Venomous catalyst.
Dissident alchemist. 
Sporadic antagonist. 
Tenuous strategist. 
Wish I could just...
Fuckin’ sleep. 
Dig down,
buried in deep, 
slink around and creep, 
like the worm I am, 
Can you feel it seep? 
Into the seeds I try to reap? 
Goddamn!

(Chorus)

Permanent Cell, 
all of us crammed--mask it. 
Headed for hell in a hand----basket. 
Another question?---Can I ask it?
And if I do, can I hack it?
The answer, can I feel it?
This darkness, can I curb it?
And we all know, 
but it just don’t show
Rise up or sink in my hole
Till this blackness overtakes my soul
No!!!

Cloudy Days (AI Version)

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