thanks sm to   @pekarot_161

im sick of waiting come destrooy me now
laying in my bed wishing u were round
filling my name w poison all around
takn aim real quick cos ur gna shoot me down
jus to feel the hurt again made me look like a clown
thought i was fine without you but i feel it now
all these memories now, hidden beneath the ground
really loved ur house, oh where the fuk r u now

im sick of waiting come destrooy me now
laying in my bed wishing u were round
filling my name w poison all around
takn aim real quick ur gna shoot me down
jus to feel the hurt again made me look like a clown
bring myself to the pavement and theres blood on the ground

im sick of hurting cocme destrooy me now
laying in my bed wishing u were fukn round
but she was out to hurt me jus tryna crop me out
i find comfort in this hell aint got nothing left to sell
needa have a word with him its myself
everything that i do it go well
u know what do to break me down
still think of u cos im a clown
but she was out to hurt me jus tryna crop me out
i find comfort in this hell aint got nothing left to sell

thanks i guess it just gets worse

vocals by https://soundcloud.com/imgeist & https://soundcloud.com/yokaidreams

produced by https://soundcloud.com/tnvr555

lyrics:
i think i love you but i'm not sure
your bad decisions give me concern
and i know i'm not a doctor
but nothing good can come from heart burn
sun so bright hurt my eyes when i'm outside
she wear clothes so tight, must be suffocating slightly
i won't lie i think i'd rather stay inside
but the warmth in the air is just so god damn enticing

short skirts sun burns
think i mighta missed my turn
call you but i guess you lost my number
dry lips sun kissed
i hope that it stays like this
she fell in love with me last summer

i saw you kissing on the front porch
and everybody wants an encore
and i sure miss when i was all yours
now i’m reminiscing of last summer
how you said i lost my one chance
but if i’m really being honest love that shit hit the fan
and i’m no goner, but i fell in hopeless romance
oh darling played me for a fool and now you wont have this dance
woah
summers come to an end
i’m holding on by a thread
and i’ll miss you but can’t say the same for your friends
i need to focus on myself
i’m letting go just for my health

short skirts sun burns
think i mighta missed my turn
call you but i guess you lost my number
dry lips sun kissed
i hope that it stays like this
she fell in love with me last summer

short skirts sun burns
think i mighta missed my turn
call you but i guess you lost my number
dry lips sun kissed
i hope that it stays like this
she fell in love with me last summer

short skirts sun burns
think i mighta missed my turn
call you but i guess you lost my number
dry lips sun kissed
i hope that it stays like this
she fell in love with me last summer

Summer

summer

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I'm Geist & Yokai Dreams - Summer [TNVR]

now i’m wanting to die 
take the knife and twist it baby
i’m over this life 
know that i tried 
swear to god don’t say you miss me 
cause it’d be a lie  
 
new face, new lovers :/
i’m still stuck on the old one 
i’m sorry now 
still cold 
same covers 
cry myself to sleep 
cause ur not around 

yeah oh i guess fuck all and my mental 
drowning i’m sentimental 
don’t even want to help myself 
yeah oh took my heart and disassembled 
swearing that you were gentle 
nobody hears a cry for help :/

swear to god, don't say you miss me [drma]

produced by i'm geist
guitar @prodjpjp 
engineered @tnvr555

i burnt the words off of my tongue in dismay
they scraped my lungs on the way
oh how i love you i’d say

i watched the flowers decompose at my grave
you’d leave a rose everyday
and then regret you didn’t stay
ohh

i don’t want to talk
but i miss you
starting a new slate that’s been past due
you’re holding on to love but it’s gone blue
i’m holding on to love but it’s not you

i don’t to want to go
but my hearts bruised
there’s someone waiting for me that i can’t lose
choking on my words swear my tongues glued
i can’t say goodbye but i have too

her eyes as green as dancing trees in the rain
i watched the leaves all decay
there’s nothing more i could say

a perfect story, perfect song that had changed
all because i didn’t stay
and now i can’t be awake

oh
u don’t want to talk
but i miss you
promise that i’ve changed its a new hue
you’re letting go of love say it’s all blue
i’m letting go of love cause it hurts you

i don’t want to go
but my hearts bruised
there’s no one waiting for me and that’s fine too
choking on my words but it’s not new
i can say goodbye
it’s all that i do

oh
write the words in the stone
r.i.p. to our bones
petrify me my love
forgive me
i’m not that tough
my patience
trust
it’s all fucked
i’m sorry love
but hey..you might the one
your voice brings me a new calm
so promise me that you’ll come
and hold me close

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stone

produced by (me)
guitars by ( @auburnleavesfall )

lyrics:

swear to god i seen you in another dream again
i'd fucking kill myself but i dont even have a plan
i sit here tastin death, and thats my whole life span
i wanna go back to the smile i had way back then

its a issue when ur not around,
i,ll take her heart when im numb inside
i love it when i am alone, i dont wanna see ya smile
i think shes the love of my life
but i aint even met her in real life
but oh my gosh she's got such pretty eyes
i wanna know what she thinks of mine
nevermind it was all a lie
you broke whats left and whats all inside
if u need a man then i will try
but we both know that u want me to die

pls just stick around and i will always wish the best
think about all the times that we will fall into a mess
dreams of you appearing in my bed god just get outta my head
stop appearing with my dread i wish that i was fucking dead

i dont wanna fight someone thats always a mini me.
take apart my heart rip away every piece of me
TAKE UR TIME CAUSE I WONT EVEN TRY TRY TRY
but bitch im cautious
always nauseous, i brought the thompson
and im not afraid to shoot someone that i despise

pls just stick around and i will always wish the best
think about all the times that we will fall into a mess
dreams of you appearing in my bed god just get outta my head
stop appearing with my dread i wish that i was fucking dead

ILL TAKE WHATS MINE, WE'RE SO ALIKE
CHILLS DOWN MY SPINE. ARE YOU ALRIGHT, WHY YES IM FINE
BUT IM CONFINED WITHIN OUR BOND, THAT'S INTERTWINED 

"you think that i was done? haha"

i swear to god i seen you in another dream again
i'd fucking kill myself but i dont even have a plan
i sit here tastin death, and thats my whole life span
i wanna go back to the smile i had way back then

deceit

@grasior @prod-oc 

// geist
don’t try to talk to me
and act like you’ve got empathy
when i won’t have to dig that deep
to see you’re not the shit you preach

don’t look my way
i’ll hide my face
can’t stand to see
what you’ve became

the bloods all on the floor
so how could you adore me
after slitting through my throat
you’ve got some nerve
to say
my name
and god it fucking hurts
that i still care
my god you’ve got some nerve

// grasior
i don't wanna mention all the things that you have done so wrong
when i hate the conversations since we never got along
feel a presence over any words that you have ever said
hear your vocal chords shiver hanging with a single thread

i know you're lacking on emotions
darling keep up to date on your omens
cant calm my nerves with some nicotine
sorry love but i'll pop till i become a fiend

nerve

nerve w/ grasior [oc]

@decayinganyways @tnvr555

// decayinganyways
i know that it’s feeling like you never had a clue
i don’t know what your girlfriends been telling you
you heard a rumor and now you’re thinking that it’s all true
i could tell the whole truth
the whole truth :)

feeling like a martyr
she’s a fire starter
i don’t wanna bother
can’t hold on any longer
i’m just cannon fodder
truth is getting farther
baby trust in me cuz you're chipping down my armor

everything’s a lie, why tf we wasting time
if you open up your mind
then you’ll hear the truth tonight
you said you're sick of all the lies 
but you tell them all the time
and you know I never said, oh any lies to you
everything’s a lie, tell me why we wasting time
rumor caught you by surprise
-so
all I see is you
telling lies
and falling for them too ohh

// i'm geist
everything’s a lie
but i still got hypnotized
so i guess was the fool
to keep on trying
say i’ve got too much pride
but it’s keeping me alive
yet for a sec
you had me dying

and i heard a rumor
you were picture perfect
body like a goddess
as honest as it could get
i thought i knew you
but not even the surface
stab me where it’s hurting
made me feel so worthless

i don’t trust
no more
words spread like fever
but i just can’t
ignore
your eyes like glitter

919 - rumor w/ i'm geist & decayinganyways [tnvr]

youve commited yourself a bit of violence 
i can see that youre angry from your iris
dont hold back, i kinda like it
ive got a reason, to come out of hiding
youve commited yourself alot of violence
dont hold back, i kinda like it

all i see is red lights
running down to my eyes
put yourself in my position, no one wants me alive
if you need a hand to hold, oh i would offer you mine
i put myself in isolation, now im crucifed

ive been waiting a good part of my life
you dont get it, its not something i could describe
tryna run from a decline

im so spiteful and wonder why im hated
you wont like this, youll probably still play it
in your playlist, and wonder why you even care
i know you hate it
i know you hate it
youre getting mad over words on a screen
ill call you really bad words, just to see what you think
cause youre a ***** and a **** and you mean nothing to me
id rather eat my own SHIT than write an apology

black tar round my body weight, its awful
losing track of my time and its horrible
i thought we where friends
i thought we where friends
now im exactly what you hate
do not talk to me again
its adding up
i found a group of people that i love and it combust
it feels like im made to be left by myself
i just do not fit in with anyone else

black tar

scarlet prayers

i say i quit
but i can't help myself
from letting you down

ezra, scarlet house - sober cigarettes SLOWED

Bad Timing (feat. James Colt)

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I'm Geist & Yokai Dreams - Summer [TNVR]

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