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I'm Giest

SUMMER REMASTER YOKAI DREAMS X I'M GEIST (TNVR)

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lyrics:
I can't stand all this pressure
Weighing on my shoulders
Staring at the ceiling all night
3 am
And I still can't sleep
Keep on fucking up
'Cause I still can't feel

Call me a fuck up
My whole life's been a suck-up
Can't do anything right
Laying here every night

Thinking about it
But don't wanna talk
And my thoughts keep on screaming
They never shut up

And I don't want the help
I will never know why
Something's blocking the feelings
'Cause I think that's right

Oh, you know it all
Tell me how I feel
Since you love judging me
Oh, you don't know
'Bout what I'm dealing with
You don't know at all

I can't stand all this pressure
Weighing on my shoulders
Staring at the ceiling all night
3 am,
And I still can't sleep
Keep on fucking up
'Cause I still can't feel

Walking out and
I feel like everybody is staring at me
Reminiscence bout the days
When I felt ok

Maybe I need meds
To numb me out
I don't wanna take them
But I'm already fucked up

Can't just feel all right
I just can't feel ok
That's why I can't sleep at night
I won't tell no one a thing

I don't know why
Voices tell me what do
Bottle up my pain, so you
Can look at me falling through

I can't stand all this pressure
Weighing on my shoulders
Staring at the ceiling all night
3 am
And I still can't sleep
Keep on fucking up
'Cause I still can't feel
x2

3 am

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socials:
https://www.instagram.com/deadfishig

lyrics:

I need therapy
I am going numb
could you look at me
and maybe dm me from time to time

I don't think I'll be okay
I think it's needless to say
that I need someone to stay
is it bad that I'm afraid

I never wanted
to end up like that
alone and aching 
with no one to talk about stuff
that troubles me and I can't
deal it with on my own
I've been to therapy
didn't listen now I'm at the start

I never wanted to feel like a burden oh no
so sick of hearing that I'm better off dead
Don't need your pity, no
I Don't want any meds
I know I'm god damn numb
but pills just won't help

I need therapy
I am going numb
could you look at me
and maybe dm me from time to time

I don't think I'll be okay
I think it's needless to say
that I need someone to stay
is it bad that I'm afraid
x2

Afraid

amv:
https://youtu.be/r_Cm_qTul5Y

artists:
https://soundcloud.com/rouri404
https://soundcloud.com/imgeist

producer:
https://soundcloud.com/prodmichael

lyrics:
// rouri404
biting nails 2 bone ur throwing stones in this glass house
hate crowds, dont think we can get out
guilt trippin u know that ive been down
if i was nothing would u still be around
feels like im the type of person that nobody wanna be around
screaming loud i know that u hear me
dead by dawn I loved u dearly

head rollin off chopped down by a guillotine
how this turn 2 hell when i saw u as a deity
bring me back 2 life
know i might not see another night
switchblade chelsea grin carving out ur eyes
we all die one day why r u surprised
bleed me out till my veins run dry
swing and i miss know I be tricked again
im just scared of the end

// geist
just scared of the end 
switchblades red dripping blood of all my friends 
blacked out in the benz 
dead by dawn swear i won’t be tricked aha

i said what i said, yeah i know i won’t miss you 
blood stained sheets made a bullet solve my issues 
took a breath, saw your eyes turn a new hue 
cut so deep, ripped my heart apart it’s tissues 
 
and i know i won’t miss you 
i’ve been seeing ghosts saw your smile in the rear-view 
what the fuck have i turned into 
6 feet deep in the dirt how it fell through
 
feels like im the type of person that nobody wanna be around
screaming loud i know that u hear me
dead by dawn I loved u dearly

dead by dawn

SPOTIFY

rouri404 x i'm geist - dead by dawn [prod. michaelwarren]

ty for listening <3
prod. i'm geist x deadfish x hiraeth
mixed/mastered by deadfish

@imgeist
@hiraethsry
@imnotenvy
@yokaidreams
@sleepywater
@deadfishpoland

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2MEwCgdk51OeRKs5vdbJZJ 
also up on itunes and apple music!

// lyrics
// imgeist
oh, hold on wait, tell me did i let you down
can i breathe a little swear that i won’t make a sound
and everybody’s out for blood that’s why i hate this town
and everybody’s out for me that’s why i’ll go ghost now

oh, hold on wait, tell me I’m the monster now
when you’re the one who went and filled my head with doubt
i gave up everything just to be the one left out
i tossed you my heart, you stomped it on the ground

// hiraeth
put your hands all on my body now i'm leaving
i don’t wanna hurt you bitch, i'm falling for a reason
give another reason, leave without a meaning
tell me that you love me, tell me that you miss him

i could run away and still nobody wanna know now
funny i meant everything until he wanna come round
leave it at the door and get your shit just on the way out
text him that you want him cause he knows you're on the way now

// notenvy
and i cant even look at myself dont feel the same i'm
trapped inside my own little hell you pin the blame you
took my heart it snapped and i fell you'll never say why
i've been steady feeling unwell what has this come to?
and i've been dying tryna get you outta my head
and i keep fucking crying over things you said
dont tell me that we'll ever have a chance again
cause i can't deal with trauma take my life instead

// imgeist
oh, hold on wait, tell me did i let you down
can i breathe a little swear that i won’t make a sound
and everybody’s out for blood that’s why i hate this town
and everybody’s out for me that’s why i’ll go ghost now !!!!!!!!

oh, hold on wait, tell me I’m the monster now???!
when you’re the one who went and filled my head with doubt???!
i gave up everything just to be the one left out???!
i tossed you my heart, you stomped it on the ground

// yokai dreams
you always jumped at a chance to slice up my ego
power your libido
take your time, suck the life out of everywhere that we go
emotional mosquito
she's undead never had a care
for the affairs of the living
take your heart and she grinning
as the clock strikes 10
honest men will head to bed
but she just started causing pain by the minute

// sleepwater
torment anxiety
what is inside of me
i'm broken, i'm destined to die
a loner, a puppet in disguise
soil is dirty, i'm drowning reserve me
i need you don't burn me, i'm liquid lurking

// deadfish
and i've tried to move on
yea i’ve tried to forget
but you just
seem to never wanna leave my head
so
i can never fucking see you again
you know that
i really need it to feel again

stop fucking calling and wasting my time
said that you’ll fix that, we know thats a lie
now that i’m gone you regret what you've done
when you are crying i’ll hide in my home

could you stop fucking up my entire life
telling everyone that i was just another guy
never said what you did, i’d never tell a soul
cause i'm better than this and i'm better than u

Spotify

out for blood! w/ hiraeth, notenvy, yokai dreams, sleepwater, deadfish

amv:
https://youtu.be/jFV4AjnQTeI

artists:
https://soundcloud.com/imgeist
https://soundcloud.com/riproseyy

producer:
https://soundcloud.com/resident_music

lyrics:
for the first time
iIt’s coming down
i feel it coming now
you won’t see me back in town
kicking rocks on my way out

so leave me to be
inside i scream
these thoughts are haunting me
my wrists bleed
they stain silk sheets
your crying eyes aren’t new to me
come around
got me feeling like i’m six feet under
can’t hear the sound
now wondering why i just can’t take it

wondering why i just can’t take it
cant see your face my heart starts racing
let me be you’ve done your damage
don’t need you here it’ll all resurface

kicking rocks on my way out,
won’t call you back won’t make a sound
i’m halfway down but i won’t drown no,
not this time, said fuck this town

take a deep breath i’m awake
how much more time did you want to waste
got me in circles i’m chasing, i’m hurting, i’m bleeding my wrists on these sheets like it’s paint
so don’t wait cause it’s over
kicking rocks, i’m kicking boulders
l know i’ll be fine in the end so

so leave me to be
inside i scream
these thoughts are haunting me
my wrists bleed
they stain silk sheets
now look at what you've done to me
come around
got me feeling like i’m six feet under
can’t hear the sound
now wondering why i just can’t take it

kicking rocks

i'm geist x riprosey - kicking rocks [prod. resident]

i'm not okay

i'm not okay (feat. Lil Xtra & nothing,nowhere.)

coprod @tnvr555 

// hook (envy)
stay up late i miss her, always laying down in my bed
too many missed calls ricochet around in my head
and i cant solve problems like i could if im dead
i wanna dissolve cant let this infection spread

// verse (envy)
i can’t let this infection spread
i’ve been feeling down resurrect me from the dead
soft sounds all that’s left inside my head
try to hold my ground but she’s taking up my bed
i might drown but it’s only for the best
water fills my lungs feel it caving in my chest
eyes brown like the coffin that i rest
i keep getting chills when you’re not around
who would’ve guessed
and i wish that i could miss you
but the voice inside my head is telling me to push through
just tell me what i can do
cause your silhouette is haunting me inside my bedroom

// verse (i’m geist)
yeah, now it’s haunting me at night
took my heart out with the knife
said that you’re trying to find
why it’s so empty and light
and you pull its strings like the manic you are
it’ll only take a sec, for you to rip it apart

so stay away
i’m infected now
told you i don’t want you in my headspace love
might break
under pressure now
when all is said and done, i won’t make it out
stay away
i’m infected now
told you i don’t want you in my headspace love
under pressure now
when all is said and done, i won’t make it out

// hook (envy & i’m geist)
stay up late i miss her, always laying down in my bed
too many missed calls ricochet around in my head
and i cant solve problems like i could if im dead
i wanna dissolve cant let this infection spread

// bridge & outro
can't let this infection spread
(infection spread)
can't let this infection spread, oh no
can't let this infection spread
(infection spread)
can't let this infection spread, oh no

stay up late i miss her, always laying down in my bed
too many missed calls ricochet around in my head
and i cant solve problems like i could if im dead
i wanna dissolve cant let this infection spread

infected w/ notenvy

lyrics
--------
fuck my life
fuck my health
you don't care so i'll go fuck myself
fuck this job
fuck this car
every song that i write just coexists with a scar
and i've got paragraphs about the shit that i will never say
cause it'll kill you just to hear me whine and bitch all fucking day
maybe the grass is green in other states where i choose to reside
maybe a glimpse of light will formulate and catch my fucking eye
and maybe you'll hear this when you check my page and ask if i'm alright
cause i've been afraid of all the darkest places lying in my mind

i will convince myself i'm dying but then act like i'm just fine
my mind's a scary fucking place and i can't fix it while i drive
but my car is lucy in the sky with diamonds going sixty five
and you're just a pot hole maybe yoko ono screaming by my side
is this the end of things i'm strumming strings just trying to decide
cause i am afraid of me so save me please i beg you just to try
i'm losing my purpose lifes a circus they said please enjoy the ride
my seatbelt is broken eyes wide open as my body starts to slide

if i escape the wreck i'll disconnect from everyone online
i'll pack my belongings i've been longing for this moment my whole life
i'll disappear for months no mentions of my status or a clue
i'm fine don't you worry there's no hurry to return to what i knew
it's hard to calculate these conversations if i'm being truth
-ful i wanna congregate all that relate to everything i spew
in midst of my disconnect i'll stay in check & keep in touch with few
as long as i'm open im just hoping that it's something i'll get through 

cause i'm a fucking wreck
oh what the heck
why do i even try
i lie in the grass
high off my ass
& watch the clouds just pass on by
if life has a purpose
i am nervous
to unravel what is mine
i'll trip & i'll travel
down the rabbit hole
& ditch my bags inside

ditch

vocals by https://soundcloud.com/imgeist & https://soundcloud.com/yokaidreams

produced by https://soundcloud.com/tnvr555

lyrics:
i think i love you but i'm not sure
your bad decisions give me concern
and i know i'm not a doctor
but nothing good can come from heart burn
sun so bright hurt my eyes when i'm outside
she wear clothes so tight, must be suffocating slightly
i won't lie i think i'd rather stay inside
but the warmth in the air is just so god damn enticing

short skirts sun burns
think i mighta missed my turn
call you but i guess you lost my number
dry lips sun kissed
i hope that it stays like this
she fell in love with me last summer

i saw you kissing on the front porch
and everybody wants an encore
and i sure miss when i was all yours
now i’m reminiscing of last summer
how you said i lost my one chance
but if i’m really being honest love that shit hit the fan
and i’m no goner, but i fell in hopeless romance
oh darling played me for a fool and now you wont have this dance
woah
summers come to an end
i’m holding on by a thread
and i’ll miss you but can’t say the same for your friends
i need to focus on myself
i’m letting go just for my health

short skirts sun burns
think i mighta missed my turn
call you but i guess you lost my number
dry lips sun kissed
i hope that it stays like this
she fell in love with me last summer

short skirts sun burns
think i mighta missed my turn
call you but i guess you lost my number
dry lips sun kissed
i hope that it stays like this
she fell in love with me last summer

short skirts sun burns
think i mighta missed my turn
call you but i guess you lost my number
dry lips sun kissed
i hope that it stays like this
she fell in love with me last summer

Summer

summer

I'm Geist & Yokai Dreams - Summer [TNVR]

feat. @softhert
prod. @softhert & @notmorgn

(guccihighwaters)
i got toxins running through my veins
keeping me alive but also eating at my brain
maybe i’m the one that fucked it up but girl you changed 
and i’m looking down the barrel when you aim

this time ill try for you
last time last time i died for you
but it’s all my fault
and i’ll take that blame
cause i’m too fucked up
I can’t feel my face
it’s all my fault
(yeah ill take that blame)
it’s all my fault
(i’ll change my ways)
it’s all my fault
it’s all my fault

(Ȿoftheart)
you a keepsake
imma keep you safe
imma hold on
till my bones break
i stay by my lonely 
most my homies out of state
i saw one the other day 
gotta say shit aint the same
dont know what you did to me
only hurts more when she tell me 
that she misses me
im just hers to you 
and your just his to me
save me pull me up and out my misery

(guccihighwaters)
we can’t fight forever
one of us is gonna fall
i’ll make sure it’s not you
keep you safe at all cost
i’ll make it all up
i’ll throw up my guts
if it means i’ll get a touch
if it means i’ll get a touch
(touch from you)
i promise that i'd be enough
(be enough for you)
if it means i’ll get a touch
(touch from you)
i promise that i'd be enough
(be enough for you)

(Ȿoftheart)
dont wanna hide anymore
dont wanna lie anymore
so sick of fighting
i don't wanna try anymore
so two faced
so double sided i swallow my pride every time that we talk
then send me off
you left a void in my life
and this music the only way i can fill up 
all the silence inside of my room
okay i'm gone
get what you want ill play dead
wont stop until ive made it
same shit
inside im screaming for help outside i dont say shit
save it
wish i could erase it
couldn't face it
uncomplacent

(guccihighwaters & Ȿoftheart)
this time ill try for you
last time last time i died for you
but it’s all my fault
and i’ll take that blame
cause i’m too fucked up
I can’t feel my face

(guccihighwaters)
it’s all my fault
(yeah ill take that blame)
it’s all my fault
(i’ll change my ways)
it’s all my fault
it’s all my fault

all my fault (feat. Softheart)

With the legend himself @vito2300 ! Thank you for listening <3

prod/mix/master by @farhantnvr !!!

Available on the following and more!
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2ShEMgpHn13OMYfXH5uM50
iTunes: https://music.apple.com/us/album/white-flags-single/1538212935

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I'm Geist
open.spotify.com/artist/3RBbPmeuOZUZK0xtR32fHy
www.instagram.com/hidinginplainview
twitter.com/imgeistny
www.facebook.com/imgeist

VITO
open.spotify.com/artist/5mjU2E6rpMs0FWPnm89eCm
www.instagram.com/vito2300/
twitter.com/Vitotracks

Art by Anthonette Bueno

Lyrics:
How come I don’t feel that bad?
I swear to god I will never go back
Lights cameras and all that action
I’m trying hard not lose my traction
He’s got your wrist leading you out
There’s nothing I coulda told myself 
We let it go without a fight 
But what conversation could make it right?

There’s white flags in the air have mercy 
Getting close to the edge I’m hurting 
I don’t want this and I’m still learning 
It could work baby I’m determined

Stay, stay, stay if you want to stay 
Or leave me here in the pouring rain
Hate, hate, hate if you want to hate
But I’m too caught up with the city in my gaze
Might go MIA
Don’t want to hear them speak my name
And you’re all the same 
I’ll light the match, watch it go all up in flames
He’s got your wrist leading you out
I can’t save you, I can’t save myself 
We let it go without a fight
But give me a chance I could make it right

There’s white flags in the air have mercy 
Getting close to the edge I’m hurting 
I don’t want this and I’m still learning 
It could work baby I’m determined

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I'm Geist x VITO - White Flags (Prod. TNVR)

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