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guess i fucked up that too

i find it kinda fucked up
how you fucked two guys and called it bad luck
(called it bad luck)
im never, okay
i haven't been the same since 2018
and what a shame that is
it really coulda been nice 
but you marked my heart 
and tore it out with a knife
and no i dont think its fair
you put me on life support
and now you're pulling the cord,
baby, why so short?
yeah, why so short?
you cut me off the leash
and now you're never gonna get me back
(why dont they want me?)
yeah my nose is running
and my heart is hurting
i dont wanna do it now
i dont wanna go outside
i been falling

i find it kinda fucked up
how you fucked two guys and called it bad luck
(called it bad luck)
im never, okay
i haven't been the same since 2018
and what a shame that is
it really coulda been nice 
but you marked my heart 
and tore it out with a knife
and no i dont think its fair
you put me on life support
and now you're pulling the cord,
baby, why so short?
yeah, why so short?
you cut me off the leash
and now you're never gonna get me back
(why dont they want me?)
yeah my nose is running
and my heart is hurting
i dont wanna live if its not with you
i dont wanna be someone you knew
i guess it was fun while it lasted, now im dead
only 17 but im lying in my bed.

bad luck (boyfifty)

follow my girlfriend @novagarden

TRECH:
in my suicide note i wrote
that if any motherfuckers want smoke
id choke 
i stay fucked up
i’m so hung up
on the fact i ain’t shit
but a fuck up
all my friends have overdosed
even though i ain’t there yet, bitch i’m close
in the meantime
i’ll stay locked in my room 
away from sunshine

take cover in a substance
i hate the taste
down it like its nothin’
how many hits can i lick before i tap out?
how many
drinks can i sip before i black out?
imma test my limit for the last time
please stay with me on the hotline
i’ll call u back when i feel alright
but tomorrow never comes
a life is finite

NOVA:
i can’t stop takin’ hella pills
but im not addicted 
i just do it for the thrill
acid tabs sitting on my tongue
but don’t worry ‘bout a thing
i just do it for fun
glassed eyes in the mirror
lookin’ at myself
thinkin’ ‘bout why the fuck i do this to my health
paranoia got me grabbin’ shrooms off my shelf
try to stop me
i cant let you bitch
so go to hell

TRECH:
i feel nothin’
to feel somethin’
but im a fucking slave to the chemicals
ive been 
straight huffin’
i wake up in panic attacks from my dreams so
take my mind away
my eyes fell down the drain
these tear drops act as rain
try to flush away rinse away my pain

shards of glass

SPOTIFY

shards of glass (feat. nova garden)

take uh sip.m4a

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//私たちは奇妙です//

thank you guys so fucking much for the endless amount of support
we're reachin' milestones i never thought were possible
it's only uphill from here
i love you ♡

https://genius.com/guardin-guardin-x-yung-van-lets-just-keep-walking-lyrics

cover art by chunniboy
be sure to give him lots of love
https://goo.gl/asxd7w

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guardin x yung van - let's just keep walking

a mess, inside a body of a man

featuring my friend @guardinmusic

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

lyrics: https://genius.com/thebreathingbackwards-what-i-am-lyrics

blackheartemoji

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what i am (ft. guardin)

je ne baise vraiment avec personne

done with feeling tired 
sick and lonely its a list
all my problems fell away
when both my hands were on her hips

and i know that you got issues
but i'm better when i'm with you
if you tell me that you love me
then i guess i've gotta kiss you

i'm a loser but you trust me
i can tell you like to fuck me
are you in it for the musc
are you in it for the money?

are you in it cause you hatted
every person that you've dated
i'm alive i fucking hate it
got a life now let me waste it

inside all day, i'm not okay
inside all day, i'm not okay
inside all day, i'm not okay
inside all day, i'm not okay

take me, away
to a place where i can be happy
take me, away
to a place where i can be safe (x2)

you're breaking me down with every moment you frown
and if you tell me that you love me
i might drown in the sound

and if you tell me that you hate me
i'll just pack up my shit
i'm a broken mother fucker
with a spliff to my lip

i'd put a gun to my head
if i could find me some led
i might wander through the garage
and give that engine a rev

they say love isn't dead
but if that was the truth
why would ever single sorrow
draw me back to the noose

inside all day, i'm not okay
inside all day, i'm not okay
inside all day, i'm not okay
inside all day, i'm not okay

moi (p.xtravulous)

explicit

Artist:
https://soundcloud.com/ripkais

Producer:
Jody

Lyrics:
all over again, sparked blunt in my hand
said she wont hate me, but I know she can
strapped wit my keyblade, im heartless at best
I hope that I make it, im prayin to death

all over again, sparked blunt in my hand
said she wont hate me, but I know she can
strapped wit my keyblade, im heartless at best
I hope that I make it, im prayin to death

the sun is all that I want 
I wanna see the light 

dont fuck around 
u jus wanna put me down 
imma lay back, chilllin
watch yo body hit the ground
flowers bloomin but its not even august
summers rlly lonely when ur makin some hard shit

the sun is all that I want 
I wanna see the light

all over again, sparked blunt in my hand
said she wont hate me, but I know she can
strapped wit my keyblade, im heartless at best
I hope that I make it, im prayin to death

all over again, sparked blunt in my hand
said she wont hate me, but I know she can
strapped wit my keyblade, im heartless at best
I hope that I make it, im prayin to death

kais - all over again

Lyrics:
im a fuckin peice of shit, why you always gotta bitch
let me sleep in if i wanna, get the fuck up off my dick
know my mind is really sick cause i like it when you kick
-in me down cause i deserve it when i cant learn a new trick

im a dog, im a ghost, im the one you hate the most
im that toxic drink youre pouring raise me up propose a toast
this ones for all of the loosers, the forgotten, diagnosed
cause im one of you but im the king i really hate to boast

if you march right to your grave
nothing will ever be the same

scars on my wrist so you see what im made of
call me a freak i dont know why they hate us
bargained a price but they must not of paid one
locked up inside must be what theyre afraid of

i recorded all my verses, but im still dead like some hearses
and im trapped inside my body i feel like i need some nurses
i feel like i need some surgery, for all the shit thats hurting me
but im a ghost im never seen, i know that yall aint heard of me

write down in chalk, all the shit that i lost
while i run out the clock, just before it gets washed
know the year has been hard, got you down in the dark
cause the future is stark, that you 'bout to embark

if you march right to your grave
nothing will ever be the same

scars on my wrist so you see what im made of
call me a freak i dont know why they hate us
bargained a price but they must not of paid one
locked up inside must be what theyre afraid of
x2

i been living with the pain, yeah
but i know ill be okay, yeah
if you march right to your grave, yeah
nothing will ever be the same, without you

graves

prod/mix/master/cover @trechorboy
feat. @trechorboy + @nicoteenninyo

TRECHOR BOY:
she said she never really cared about me
wasting my time maybe
fuck all that shit
hypocrite 
doesn’t even come close to the way i think of you 
can’t you see 
there's something wrong with me
incapable of love
im never good enough 
but
(X2)

turns out i really wanted this shit 
i had the confidence to make moves with it so 
i went and got my bag 
all i had 
was you
fast forward four years on the timeline 
i woke up and realized all the online shit won’t help
and i still hate myself 
fuck

NICOTEEN NINYO:
is he as warm as me, holdin u on a cold night?
does he say i love you cuz it just feels right?
yeah im gone and ur okay but maybe u wont be in a couple of days
listen to the words u say
does he make u smile like me?
cuz

i only say i love you when we break up
i only say i need u when we cant make up
ill only ever call if im drunk enough
to say the things i never said
tryin to force this new girl down my throat
but it just makes ur taste in my mouth worse
i wish i could say i believe u
i wish i could fucking hate you

~i wish i could fucking hate you
i wish i could fucking hate you~

~i wish i could love just like you
i wish i could love like you do~
(X2)

LOVE/HATE

trechor boy x nicoteen ninyo - LOVE/HATE

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3/4 TRACKS RELEASED "UNCHAINED, VOL. 4"

kais - all over again

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