the deep end

it's not so bad w/ not home (prod. caustyk)

featuring @nothomex

i let that shit get the best of me 
now i be rockin on therapy 
i do this shit all so carefully
the weight on my neck is just killin me 
pour down sleeve 
i can't fucking sleep
watch my eyes close
yeah 
this shit like 3d
i like her nose ring 
lil bitch got tagteam
her love like bad dream
i pour my once all alone now
i whip it like green and i lay out
all of my boys trynna hang out 
but i'm just trying to smoke till i black out

It’s weird when I have future in my head 
Because before 21 I see myself dead 
I can’t see any color , how can I not be mad 
I don’t have an expectation for the start of my life only for the end
I can’t see anything I cannot blend 
In between the society , I’m on a deep end 
Will I be able to stand ? 
Find myself in this shitstorm 
Did they already know my end before I was born

Last summer I was more lost than found 
Was left picking up the pieces scattered on the ground
Couldn’t talk couldn’t sleep 
Couldn’t walk couldn’t eat
Lost some pounds I lost some weight 
Now all pants fall from my waiste 
Scars on my wrist tears on my face 
The deepest wounds are the ones you can’t see
I’m the only one who can feel
All the pain they reveal 
I hope I’ll get better this year 
Sometimes I stand still 
I tried i tried i tried i tried 
i cried i cried I cried i cried
I tried i tried i tried i tried 
i cried i cried I cried i cried

dead b4 21 (ft.not home.) prod.nadiak & marlas dreams

https://soundcloud.com/ripkais
https://soundcloud.com/yungaxstn

hopeless

kais - hopeless (ft. yung axstn)

https://soundcloud.com/ripkais
https://soundcloud.com/irby314

lyrics:
u cant tell me how i feel
u dont know my mind u cant tell me if im real
f*cking, laughin, crying u cant tell me if were good right now 
even if im bleedin ima still stick around 

honestly f*ckin tired of this 
sh*t just works out terribly 
problems thrown like snowb*lls 
so cold with it
anxiety 
sinkin in my brain 
got two feet but i still cant stand 
work through my troubles its takin its toll on my mind i cant help if i dont feel alright 
f*ck it ur right
im outta my mind

u cant tell me how i feel
u dont know my mind u cant tell me if im real
f*cking, laughin, crying u cant tell me if were good right now 
even if im bleedin ima still stick around 

u cant tell me how i feel
u dont know my mind u cant tell me if im real
f*cking, laughin, crying u cant tell me if were good right now 
even if im bleedin ima still stick around 

u cant tell me how i feel
u dont know my mind u cant tell me if im real
f*cking, laughin, crying u cant tell me if were good right now 
even if im bleedin ima still stick around

kais - can't tell me

Esta mezcla de EDM y Trap es energetica y muy subida que trata sobre la autopercepcion del ser humano, disfrutenla

ME VUELVO EXPLOSION

Save Me

lyrics:

catching up cause she told me we can speak now
i keep my lights on when i sleep now
i keep my phone on when u go out
cause when i fall asleep ur the one i dream bout

brought a black nikon to the beach house
pull my fleece out when i feel the breeze out
used to freak, now ur too busy to go out
throw my dreams out all i do is sleep now

i had it all planned
we could just fall back
onto the couch look at the moon and just smoke up the whole pack

now its all u said i said
whenever u mad im mad
who got the heart on snapchat
if she hit u up dont call back

catching up cause she told me we can speak now
i keep my lights on when i sleep now
i keep my phone on when u go out
cause when i fall asleep ur the one i dream bout

brought a black nikon to the beach house
pull my fleece out when i feel the breeze out
used to freak, now ur too busy to go out
throw my dreams out all i do is sleep now

ur the one i dream bout (prod. mydepression)

thank you to @lilskeleskrrt and @lilduckk

[forever untitled]
I've been wanting and chasing something more than this
Something more than this
I've been daunted and shaken
Can't handle this
I can't handle this

I won't be alright
I'm trapped inside my mind
Fallen time to time and never get it right
I just run my life away
Never want to fight
I look right in back of me
The monster's right behind
Oh yeah, it's right behind me (right behind me)

I've been wanting and chasing something more than this
Something more than this
I've been daunted and shaken
Can't handle this
I can't handle this

Do you really wanna know my life?
Do you really wanna see inside?
Do you really wanna look through my eyes?
All the suffering that happens at night

[lil skele]
I don't wanna take up your time
Think of what you said
You've been in my head taking up my mind
I've been looking out for what I think is best
But there's something in my head that makes my heart break through my chest so I know that I am more than this

[forever untitled]
I've been wanting and chasing something more than this
Something more than this

starchaser ft. skele (prod. WellFed)

its another day,
where has the time gone?
i got lots to say,
but i need to move on.
there's nothing left for me here 
there's nothing left for me here

I lost the one that would never leave
now i hide that pain under my sleeve
down i go, and now I know 
torn by my unspoken words

i knew what was best,
but i closed my mouth.
i screamed in distress,
but made no sound.
it's all in my head,
but they don't know that.
they'll find out when im dead,
i cant control that.
i knew what was best,
but i closed my mouth.
i screamed in distress,
but made no sound.
it's all in my head,
but they don't know that.
they'll find out when im dead,
if only they asked.

its another day,
where has the time gone?
i got lots to say,
but i need to move on.
there's nothing left for me here 
there's nothing left for me here

unspoken words

dead røses - unspoken words (prod. loopy)

Thanks to Skele & Cxld Blxxd for helping me out, Links Below!

Skele:
https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt
https://twitter.com/lilskele
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCJJSOhs3_5gxJVtdwmjwPIg
https://www.instagram.com/ripskele/?hl=en
https://open.spotify.com/artist/423Khduf8laJb7K4Otg6M2?si=o6Ug-jCoQgKnV21R9dWH7w

Cxld Blxxd:
https://soundcloud.com/cxldblxxd
https://traktrain.com/cxld_blxxd#501028
https://twitter.com/CXLD_BLXXD
https://www.instagram.com/prod.cxldblxxd/

Lyrics:
Shooting stars in the sky,
Time to take flight,
Feels like yesterday,
That i saw you in the moonlight,
Glad that i'm happy now,
Cause without you id be dead by now,

Rotting in the grave,
Don't know what to say,
I wouldn't be here if i wasn't saved,

Sometimes we lose connection,
That's fine,
We just reset our problems,
Like our WiFi,

Everything's turned around,
Cause you helped me out,
How do i thank you,
For putting me on the right route,

Need to hold you tight,
Need you in my life,
Need you by my side,
Need you to say everything's alright,

Shooting stars in the sky,
Time to take flight,
Feels like yesterday,
That i saw you in the moonlight,
Glad that i'm happy now,
Cause without you id be dead by now, (X2)

Skele:
I'm glad that i'm happy now,
Cause without you id be dead by now,
Voices in my head screaming words so loud,
Trapped in my mind i cannot get out,
When I saw you in the moonlight,
I swear to god I fell in love that night,

I never meant to make you cry,
I just wanted you forever to be mine,

I swear to god I fell in love that night,
I never meant to make you cry,
I just wanted you forever to be mine,

Moonlight (Feat. Skele) (Prod. Cxld Blxxd)

lyrics:
(salem)
i just wanna sleep for awhile
until all i see is stars in my eyes
lay me down, i wanna sleep for the night
until all i see is stars in my eyes
i just wanna sleep for awhile
until all i see is stars in my eyes
lay me down and let me be
i just wanna sleep for the night

(seejayxo)
i just want a benz all black
pour another cup now i'm blacked
i don't need you i'm not attached
baby i could tell that you mad

i could see the stars in your eyes
looking at me every fucking time
its like you can always read my mind
no i'm not fine

baby i been getting real high
you don't even know what it's like
you don't know the shit that i go thru
why the fuck i bother with the old you

stars in my eyes feat. seejayxo (metlast)

they always act like it's nothing, they always treat u like u did something.
i hate being the one that everyone despises, my feelings are pure but she only cares bout devices.
atleast I'm nice. pedals falling like dying wishes we held dear.

x2

actors (acoustic)

https://soundcloud.com/sushisai
https://soundcloud.com/diamoonofnhg

Lanterns

SuiSai - Lanterns (Prod. Diamoon)

HEART BEAT (prod. rxhff)

𝙨𝙚𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚 𝙙𝙤𝙬𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙧𝙤𝙖𝙙

Lyrics:

hey
hi
hello
thought i'd call you on my phone
yeah i'm on my way home
i'll see you sometime down the road
hey
hi
hello
thought i'd call you on my phone
yeah i'm on my way home
i'll see you sometime down the road
(ok like)
yeah k i'm ghosting but fuck you did it first
i'm tryna avoid you before i end up in a hearse
i know you'd never get it cause you're happy with his curse
don't think imma get it like when i gonna learn

my eating habits bad
watch me fuck my life
you got me had
in a couple nights
the people here think black and white
these heights we diving through this shite

and through this shit
you grab my hand
we power through without ritalin
i hope you're well chillin with your mans
cuddled up on the couch i'm not jealous and
like have fun
i don't really care no more, don't want you feel some
for me fucking dip from my life for my own good
blocking up emotions. i don't really wanna feel one
dropping all my friends and family and i don't need none

hey
hi
hello
thought i'd call you on my phone
yeah i'm on my way home
i'll see you sometime down the road
hey
hi
hello
thought i'd call you on my phone
yeah i'm on my way home
i'll see you sometime down the road

bye
ciao
so long
i won't see you on my lows
i don't need you to row my boat
just need my music and my flows
bye
ciao
so long
i won't see you on my lows
i don't need you to row my boat
just need my music and my flows

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xg5_cAa6f-U
PRODUCED BY YUNG FAIRY

been working on this a while I hope I did the beat justice

heyhihello (yung fairy)

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