lyrics:
And it's dark outside
Not so far from the sky
And it's dark in my heart
You're my star star star
And it's dark outside
Not so far from the sky
And it's dark in my heart
You're my star star star

You're my star
Not so far
Girl, I swear I hate myself
For the things I can't change
Things about myself
Things about my hell
All the shit that is wrong with my mental health
Shutting down please can you come and save me?
Hate to feel like this seems like my heart hates me 
My heart breaks me
I can't find my pieces
You said a lot of things but they had no meaning
You said a lot of things but they had no meaning

And it's dark outside
Not so far from the sky
And it's dark in my heart
You're my star star star
And it's dark outside
Not so far from the sky
And it's dark in my heart
You're my star star star

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Far From The Stars [prod. Tsurreal & Alan Rodrigo]

dying on my own' is available on all streaming platforms!
Go listen to it and lmk what you think ✨

prodby: 
@prod5head
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCF36HvJAbYz7Ki1ckns9CBw
mastered by: 
@prod5ynox
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC-ivYmf-wZvLaV2-LohqYUA
coverart by: @h5.o__o

This gon be my second official release ever and im really happy how it turned out considering it not even being a year since I started making music.

At this point I wanna give a special and huge shoutout to astralvision & and the people closest to me for keeping the energy up. ⛓️🖤

lyrics: 
Feeling like I'm dying inside
Feeling like I'm crying tonight
Feeling like I'm doing this for myself
I don't wanna talk to you anymore
I don't wanna see you on my phone
I don't need your help I'm on my own
I feel like dying on my own

Even though I feel like dying on my own
I still miss every single one I met along
I don't really mind if you say so (If you say so)
I don't really mind if you say so (Do you say so?)
I don't really mind if you stay hoe
I don't wanna fight I just wanna escape my life
I just feel like dying tonight, I just wanna be be your side
Fuck this cruel world filled with nothing but agony
Visualizing all the things that I could be
Knowing damn well my smile won't ever be (won't ever be)
The same, oh no
My heart is gone
I feel alone
I'll stay unknown

Feeling like I'm dying inside
Feeling like I'm crying tonight
Feeling like I'm doing this for myself
I don't wanna talk to you anymore
I don't wanna see you on my phone
I don't need your help i'm on my own
I feel like dying on my own

dying on my own (prod. 5head)

i dont wanna die but Imma say goodbye
im just tryna forget im fucking sick of these bad dreams
ya its so hard to cry so i wont even try
ill jus keep it inside and hope some day it will just leave
i always say im fine but I dont wanna lie
ya i been wasting my time and I dont think you can help me
im empty regretting
losing track of the days and the nights as they pass me by
i dont wanna die but tonight i might
lying all alone In the candlelight
searching for a friend but theyre hard to find
ya im barely breathing but ill be alright
tryna find my way but i feel so lost
I still cant seem to find a reason that i should even carry on
maybe im just better off alone yeah maybe im just better on my own

pass me by (prod.5head)

im just tryna make a fuckin living off this shit
im just tryna get away from this town for a bit
good morning :)
wake up!
time to b pretty, put on ur fuckin makeup
good morning :)
good morning :)
good morning :)
good morning :)
this corsets restricting my breathing jus like my life is
you just try to cheer me up by asking me to join a call,
i join the call
then i get ig fucking nored
thats okay!
after all youll never really know when im boutta fall xp
right now.
im just tryna keep myself from picking the fuckin blade up
cause i just wanna talk 
but ion got much to say
ion got much (left) to bring to the motherfuckin plate

good morning :)

good morning, wake up. (2001 x dead spyro)

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💔Links : linktr.ee/s0kay

Kinda Lonely [feat. sOkay](prod. Kubsy)

just the beginning...
@jolst // @pekarot_161 // art by @ejcarrmusic

lyrics:

i can tell u wanna hang it up
with the way u never say u love me
and i never even needed ya
maybe it was just the way u bugged me

i’ve been bothered by the time i’ve wasted lately
fallen through, my saving grace
it was the one thing that kept me in place
rather forget than forgive

cuz i’ve been kind
i’ve given patience u dont deserve
i’ve followed trails to the core of this earth
i’m reading books cuz i never fucking learn
you’ve run a fine line too long this time
i gotta move on im sure im right
cuz it was nice with u here
i’ll be fine with u gone
i don’t like all this fear
you should just move along

i can tell u wanna hang it up
with the way u never say u love me
and i never even needed ya
maybe it was just the way u bugged me

time, wasting time 
but you don’t realize 
what you don’t realize 
these are the days of our lives
you got caught up in your lies 
emotions trapped inside your minds 
hidden behind a disguise
now its too late for goodbyes

i can tell u wanna hang it up
with the way u never say u love me
and i never even needed ya
maybe it was just the way u bugged me

i’ve been bothered by the time i’ve wasted lately
fallen through, my saving grace
it was the one thing that kept me in place
rather forget than forgive..

hangitup [jolst x pekarot]

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Lyrics: 
How it feels when you
Really miss someone
But I'm not that sure
that I was that one
How it feels when you
Cannot get to sleep
When the thoughts in you
Make you feel like this?
Every time that I 
Try not to text you
I can't stop to cry
Because I miss you
Because I miss you
I miss you
I miss you

Leave my head
The same way you left my bed
Now my chest
Is drained of the strength I had

How it feels when you
See me crawl to you
Guess I've been a fool
I still fall for you
Every time that I
See your pretty smile
Knowing that's not mine
Makes me die inside
Because I miss you
I miss you
I miss you

Leave my head
The same way you left my bed
Now my chest
Is drained of the strength I had

Leave My Head

COMMUNITY. Vol 2

alone

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lalena - alone

Prod by @Tnvr555
Mix/Master @Tnvr555

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Art by Raven
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// Lyrics

And I have trouble letting go
And Ever since that day you left
You broke my heart and left a mess
Now I know it was so wrong
I never should of held so long
But the grip you had it was so strong!

If you could let me know
(if I died right now i'd never be better)
What I did to hurt myself 
You left me to rot in hell 
So DIE! DIE! DIE! DIE! DIE! 
You killed whats left and you couldnt tell me! 
WHY! WHY! WHY! WHY! WHY!
You set me up so you could leave me to die 

It was so hard getting over you 
What am i suppose to do 
Sit around and wait for you? 
While you get another
So go ahead and waste my time 
Should of just said goodbye
Now I just wanna try 
To get away get away from her!

So alone x3

You'll never have a chance again 
You turned your back 
I gave it all I had 
If I could give it all 
Would it change the past 
So sleep the night 
I gave it all I had

If you could let me know
(if I died right now i'd never be better)
What I did to hurt myself 
You left me to rot in hell 
So DIE! DIE! DIE! DIE! DIE! 
You killed whats left and you couldnt tell me! 
WHY! WHY! WHY! WHY! WHY!
You set me up so you could leave me to die 

It was so hard getting over you 
What am i suppose to do 
Sit around and wait for you? 
While you get another
So go ahead and waste my time 
Should of just said goodbye
Now I just wanna try 
To get away get away from her!

So alone X3

From The Inside (Prod. TNVR)

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Mix/Master @Tnvr555

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// Lyrics

Here we go looking to find out why 
You wanna know what we should do this time
Feeling low but I don't think you should let go woah

I wanna be yeah i want you to hold so tight
Look around cause i know that youll be alright 
Turn around hear me now cause youll be just fine
So don't ever let go Ill try to be your light

(Chrous) 
You know i'm not a hero (hero) 
Cause I can't save myself
I'm burning on zero (zero)
I'm the one that needs your help
But in the darkest times you know ill be your light
Ill be the one that shines so even when i die 
But don't ever let go! 
Ill be your superhero!

(Leo IV)

I cant be the one tonight
I feel like those other guys
I Sit alone getting high 
I wont say hello again 
Only goodbye
Sorry baby girl that i dont try 
I wont lie i'm a narcissist 
Only in love with my self 
& that white cup filed with that actavis
But i fucking love it when you beg for me 
Have sex with me & then stay with me 
Hand around your throat while you blacking out 
Dont say a word i put my hand right on ya mouth 
I dont know what this about 
I cant be your fucking superhero baby go & 
Figure that shit out
I wont say hello again only goodbye
Sorry baby girl that i dont try 
I wont lie Ima narcissist 
Only in love with myself & that actavis
Ya

(Chrous) 
You know i'm not a hero (hero) 
Cause I can't save myself
I'm burning on zero (zero)
I'm the one that needs your help
But in the darkest times you know ill be your light
Ill be the one that shines so even when i die 
But don't ever let go! 
Ill be your superhero!

I'm Not A Superhero w/ Leo IV (Prod. TNVR)

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// Lyrics

Hey Dad 
Did I live up to expectations?
Those set foundations you left for me 
So hear me out 
Did I turn out how you wanted? 
I'm full of doubt can I show you how it started

(Chorus) 
I swear i'm not enough 
You over filled my cup 
A sorry let down 
I could of been a better son 
I tried to fill your shoes 
But all I did was lose 
You heard excuses 
but I swear you never saw my view

Heavy plate full of memories
What's the remedy 
For a broken family 
Can you tell me?
Life's not what it seems
So can we get a little closer 
Like we used to be 
I'm feeling lower
Is it over 
I wish that you would see
You had good intentions 
You never let me drown 
Let me to the right directions 
But now i'm falling down 

(Chorus) 
I swear i'm not enough 
You over filled my cup 
A sorry let down 
I could of been a better son 
I tried to fill your shoes 
But all I did was lose 
You heard excuses 
but I swear you never saw my view

Now im over it seen my therapist
Worked through all this shit 
Cause I don't ever wanna quit
Say goodbye to this 
Broken son you met
Think I found my fix 
But you don't wanna give me that
So just tell me is it just too late
I can't fix my brain 
Will it all be okay? 

(Chorus) 
I swear i'm not enough 
You over filled my cup 
A sorry let down 
I could of been a better son 
I tried to fill your shoes 
But all I did was lose 
You heard excuses 
but I swear you never saw my view

Hey Dad, Can you hear me? (Prod. TNVR)

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