hopeless… ft. sace6 *recycleBin x back2thepast*

https://soundcloud.com/deadbrokeofficial
https://soundcloud.com/l1lbiscuit

take it back ft. deadbroke (lil biscuit)

https://soundcloud.com/plslovejai

prod. mtchclr

lyrics:
let the sun hit my face as i run away
from the problems i started yesterday
why cant i be the person that you need
i'm a piece of shit and its all i see
huh
okay i think that i get it
sometimes im too damn pathetic
i wear my heart on my sleeve
she says i'm too empathetic
i never want her to leave and thats just me getting jealous
on the side of the crosswalk i cant make a decision
once i get it i just want more whats the point in me living
take a shot in the dark i'm your punching bag
watch it all fall apart watch it all turn bad
i been searching for a feeling that i once had
and i don't think ill ever get it yea its so sad
cherish every moment know don't look back
yeah its all gonna be okay
anytime i try and talk thats just what they say
yeah ooo
anytime i try and talk thats just what they say
yeah yeah yeah oh
take a picture maybe it'll last a little longer
im losing touch with myself and my momma
no i wont ask for your help i don't want none
it all goes down when you least expect it
comftorable inside my bubble girl i feel protected
ima keep my phone on dnd i'm scared to check it
i could live this life a thousand times wont learn my lesson
you can show me anything you want its not impressive
ooo
i said it once i say it twice and thats just really how it goes
im not looking for any new friends i got my own
she say jai you're such an asshole i already know
oh i already know yeah
she say jai you're such an asshole i already know
whoa
yeah oh

PUNCHING BAG

MORE PLATFORMS

LOVE JAI - PUNCHING BAG (MTHCLR)

https://soundcloud.com/plslovejai

prod. MTCHLR

lyrics:
theres no courtesy in our world anymore
the only currency i see is when they take advantage of me
you better bring your gun baby the knifes not working
i see the nights still young and i dont know why im hurting
so i blame it on you once again in my head
and i don't know what's new
cause im tearing apart but i can act like everything around me is all cool
i know i needa change i wanna change tell me what i gotta do
when they all saying that they love me but its not you
i know that i'm just bad news
if i'm a piece to your puzzle i don't think that ill ever fit
keep on stepping in puddles i always knew life was a bitch
i got my eyes on the ground and my big head up in a cloud
dont know when im coming down so i tell myself
keep my thoughts high
im drowning under water
i try even though it doesnt matter
im the only one here tryna push this through
cause everybody got someone they can go back too
and i lie just not to this microphone
i can feel a little tension when i go back home
mom i tried to be picture perfect
but i don't think that i was ever worth it
there must be something wrong with me
can you gimme a sign its not that easy to see
oh baby i'm blind and i know you know this
got four eyes that i hardly ever wear enough
its no surprise to me that when you walk by they all stare at us
i know its no good i don't know why i never cared enough
toughen up she get mad at me and tell me man up
i think id be a better man if i lived with my father more
if i lived
if i lived with my father more
if i lived
no i dont like to speak on it
baby its a little too much
fuck up anything good i only need one touch
when its all on me i run away in a rush
i cant be what you need i'm just not enough oh
yeah whoa ooo
baby there's no way you can count on me
and i wish shit was differently all i ever really needed was stability
so what's the point of it all i wont ever know
i got my back pressed up against this fucking wall
i'm out of options baby there's no one i can call
and if you ask me where i'm going i say not that far
im going not that far and girl i dont know what to do
when im in your car im blowing smoke up out the roof
and its all on me
not on you
wish this shit was differently i need stability
i need stability
oh i need
its the only thing i want
and its the only thing i need
i wish shit was differently i need stability

STABILITY

LOVE JAI - STABILITY (MTCHLR)

https://soundcloud.com/plslovejai

prod. michael harrison

lyrics:
its like im waiting on a dream that wont ever come true
and sooner or later theres no telling what ill do
id probably lose my head if it wasnt strapped on my shoulders
i still remember what they said they told me wait until youre older
i feel myself getting colder as the months fly by
still the worst at my best
and the best at my worst
i like taking my time
somehow coming in first please dont kill my vibe
misanthropic everything is awful
draw my body pretty with some white chalk
distract myself with movies weed and consoles
roll a joint and mix it with some fronto
oh i gave up giving out my heart
no i dont really care who you are
fuck the baddest the richest
my poor end decisions dont make any difference in how i been living
im trying my best give it all i can give and im tired of digging this hole that im slipping in
yeah ill fill it up make a mountain out of this
move it around then ill jump on top of it
yeah ill fill it up up up up
yeah ill fill it up make a mountain out of this
move it move it move it around

SOONER OR LATER

LOVE JAI - SOONER OR LATER (MICHAEL HARRISON)

Featuring @sideviewdriveca, @neondion & @decksmusic
Produced by @pekarot_161
Mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli
Art by BunillaBunz

LYRICS
(Carlby)
Ain't got a dollar to my name but I'm so wealthy
And when I feel out of place my friends tell me
That I'm right where I'm supposed to be
But I'm afraid to open up
Don't get too close to me

No doubt
Wouldn't be here without you
Shout out to the homies
It's about you
I'm slowly finding my way
I'm hoping you do the same
Because we've got a lot to celebrate

Listen on Spotify!

Wealthy Pt. 2 w/ Sideview Drive, Neon Dion & decks (Prod. Pekarot)

Produced by Carlby
Guitar by @irby134
Vocals mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by Michael Venia @veniamastering

LYRICS
It’s hard for me to make peace with this
Can’t shake this sense of abandonment
You left me feeling misplaced
Like I don’t really fit in
You were a friend to me back then
But now we’re broken irrevocably
It can’t be mended
Who knows what went on in your head
The path you chose was selfish

But I stuck out my neck anyway
And I believed you every time you swore to me that you’d change
The path you chose could only lead one way
Towards your self destruction and an early grave

But what about all those you left behind
At only twenty-five
That’s too young to die
To put your vice above your life
That’s suicide

Misplaced (Prod. w/ irby)

safety (secre x heyrick)

since day 1 (glenwtf)

merexo - how i roll prod mexikodro

A INDEPENDENT CURATOR, LABEL & PROMOTER, ASSISTING IN THE GROWTH OF SELECTED ARTISTS.

LOVE JAI - SOONER OR LATER (MICHAEL HARRISON)

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