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save me

i actually miss u

RAT TRAP 1: the blueprint

ONE NATION UNDERDOGS

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KILL YOURSELF Part IX: The Soulseek Saga

HARVE$T MOON

High Tide in the Snake's Nest

DIEMONDS

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My Liver Will Handle What My Heart Can't

OPAL RING

BONES X XAVIER WULF - MORNING DEW

rip, thank you.

sample: xxxtentacion-teeth / teen suicide-no, the moon

visual: youtube.com/watch?v=QyOyrsscHXs

hurt

'Bitter Blue '
coming soon...

Prod:
@93feetofsmoke

MERCH: http://lilxlotus.storenvy.com/products/18507607-lil-lotus-noose-longsleeve

And i still remember 
Your hands in my hair
And the fireplace in December
And time's forever changing
But i still feel the same for you
I just wish you felt the same way too

I don't wanna waste you time 
And i know you have a better life
But it's stuck inside my head 
And i don't wanna leave my bed

So just tell me you want me 
Tell me you need me
Tell me you'll come back
And you're never leaving

I was eighteen when you loved me
And now i know I'm twenty-something
But I'm still hoping that you'd come home
And tell me everywhere that you've gone

eighteen (prod. 93FEETOFSMOKE)

prod. @tomorrow

lyrics:
yeah i see you called back
i cant even check that
need a couple months back
i cant even cop that
pull up then get pushed back
i cant even hate that
tears up on my paycheck
i cant even blame that

falling to the bottom of the things that i regret
ignoring all my problems as the grow
im feeling best with drugs up in my system
cuz my man ive been depressed
ive been hanging tight for as long as i remember

crush a pill
break it down
wrap a bill
walk around
with my crown
on my face
i dont smile
only frown
sad boy until i die
kinda hope it ends tonight
tryna find a better life
my hearts been broken a couple of times
my minds still stuck in a pit that she dug
i still smoke blunts
roll em up, and i tuck
my team give way too much of a fuck
my girl dont really care enough
said i take my life too seriously, but i dont feel the same
thats the only way i know
i guess you think lifes just a game

wish that i could grow some wings
id spread them out and fly away
picking pedals off of flowers 
lay them all across my grave
no one wants to talk about the shit that goes inside your brain
i fill mine up with contradictions 
try and smoke away the pain
im so obsessed with bigger pictures
cant just settle for the life i got
thats what ive taught
thats how i brought
these lessons ive forgot
youd think id learn
but still i make the same mistakes
i guess thats whats so comfortable
so i wont even check my phone

Follow me <3

tears on my paycheck (prod. tomorrow)

links: https://linktr.ee/whiteshinobi

거짓말이었어요 
it was a lie 
내가 더이상 그댈 사랑아니한다며 
what I said with my head down 
고개를 떨굴 때 말이에요 
that I don't love you anymore 
그댄 울고 있었죠 
I was crying then

i'm sad

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[VERSE I: LIL CHOPPA]

choppa with choppa stay loaded
bullet shells all on your floor
trying to get higher
ruby got fire
i'm fucked up
he fucked up
whole grey fucked up
you done fucked up
passing the blunt
boy you know whats up
whats good my g
drunk driving but its just codeine
keep that heat on my side
welcome to my life everyday
life every niht
we all gon die
prolly gon fry
fuck being sober i stay getting high
40 oz got sipped
purple and yellow and red
only drink i mix
big bag of that dope
drip down my throat

[VERSE II: ROMEO DA BLACK ROSE]

got your bitch besides my coffin
yeah i call her juliet
told her not to weep
just make sure that you fix my fucking neck
i'm out of breath from smoking blunts
i'm too fucked up from sipping tech
was i kissing on your bitch?
or did i kiss the fucking tec?
paint me a new picture
picture that i pictured death
now my picture perfect moment stained with pieces of my head
hate all of this bullshit
man i hate all of this stress
imagine that
the more press that we get the closer i can feel my death

KILL YOURSELF Part XVII: The Suburban Sacrifice Saga

FACE IT

blessed are the forgetful

produced by @notmorgn
with @cpt_sad and @guccihighwaters

spotify

in the wind (w/ yesterday and guccihighwaters)

It's Whatever

Lyrics: You said one day it would work out 🏋️‍♀️ 
I guess I feel a little worse now
I Won’t stay in bed she won’t come out
Okay I feel a little worse now 

I thought you were unattainable 
But we’re just unsustainable 
I barely made it through summer..
These days our days are numbered 

Cause winter’s cold and I am weak 
But I won’t call so we won’t speak 
Cause I don’t care if you can’t sleep 
And you don’t care at all

Cause I won’t break and you won’t bend 
Or even try to let me in 
So you get high and I pretend 
We’ll make it through the fall 

 I quit talking bout my old life left it in my dreams ,
Now Everything is perfect I’m where I want to be 
Why does it always feel like the joke is still on me?
Got, everything I wanted but nothing that I need

You said one day it would work out 
I hope one day you get let down 
To crash the car with no seatbelt 
So you know exactly how I felt 
This cul de sac has got memories 
I hate the way that you see me 
 10/17 I will confess
I FUCKED UP AGAIN, WHAT I DO BEST 

CAUSE YOU WONT TEACH AND I WONT LEARN 
AND YOU’VE GOT NOWHERE ELSE TO TURN
So LIGHT THIS BRIDGE AND WATCH IT BURN 
LIKE IT WAS NEVER THERE 

 Then FIND YOUR NEXT AND I’LL FIND MINE
I HEAR HIS HAPPENS ALL THE TIME
LIVE YOUR LIFE AND I’LL BE FINE 
I’ll ACT LIKE I DONT CARE


I quit talking bout my old life left it in my dreams ,
Now Everything is perfect I’m where I want to be 
Why does it always feel like the joke is still on me?
You’re everything I wanted but nothing that I need 
 
I mean.. honestly the way you feel about music is the way i feel about alcohol..

It’s whatever... 
whatever...

Make It Through Fall

produced by loopy

can we start over? [prod. loopy]

lyrics
—————————
u didn’t care like i thought u did
say u think im doin good
well its the opposite
fall back
get me off of this
death callin
show me where the coffin is

feelin bad but i know
if i try than i can
make my dreams come tru
like a star in the night
when it shines so bright
with the sky
& i think of u

& i know that
things aren’t always what they seem
i wanna go back
but i can only seem to do it when i sleep

i don’t like this
the feeling inside it
eats me alive
all the time
i cant fight this
indecisive
i feel like im dyin
pacin’ & whinin’
the tides keep on risin

& one day ill make this right
& one day
ill make my dreams come to life

produced by dead spyro

make my dreams come to life pt. 2 [prod. dead spyro]

four

05/24/2019 LIVE FAST, DIE WHENEVER
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[VERSE I: 7TH WARD LORD]

7th Ward swerving
white Benz
wheels turning
rose gold chrome accent on the rims
picture perftect
no destination let's just wait and see where we end up
burning zones
burning up the ozone backwood stay tightly tucked
bitch look at me she said "yuck!"
what the fuck?
hoe, i'm Oddy Nuff
i don't fuck with lifeforms from this planet, bitch
you out of luck
i got better shit to do like sip the lines up in my cup
i ain't sharing
pint stay tucked
waste my whole life hunting ducks

[VERSE II: LIL HALF CUT]

i be that rotten garbage crawling out the ditch
stitches for a snitch
bodies in the fridge
blade scraping
grey aping
banging on my fucking chest
feel the static
problematic
be my motherfucking guest
Yung Christ - masked up for a poltergeist
feel like i'm stuck in a vice
feel like i been paid my price
my wrists have been sliced
now i'm scarred from the blade that's pressed against my skin
lifeless and i'm stuck up in this shit
the walking mortal sin who's life will never end
fuck

Live Fast, Die Whenever

$UICIDEBOY$ x TRAVIS BARKER - ALIENS ARE GHOSTS

Life In Esrever

I See The Tears In The Filmic Memories - 6:8:19, 1.10 PM

lil skele - i don't care (ft. nicoteen ninyo) [prod. undaground]

Artist:
https://soundcloud.com/deadfishpoland

Producer:
https://soundcloud.com/hxrxkiller

Lyrics:
don't ever fall in love they say
it's the biggest trap, don't go this way
you're gonna get it when you grow up
20 years old, still didn't got that

cause i just wanna feel, your heart next to my chest
i just wanna be for you and feel so blessed
don't care about shit other ppl say
when you're not around i feel like i slowly start to fade

cause i just wanna feel, your hand clenched in mine
don't ever let me go, i hope we're fine
when you're saying that you love me i feel so alive
baby don't cry over this, together we can brightly shine

and that is how i'm feeling
i don't want to lay, staring at the ceiling
i just want us to be together
heart to heart, thinking bout whatever
comes to mind
baby we are fine
don't worry bout a thing
i can deal with anything
yea
for you, i'll do everything
i'll do everything
cause

cause i just wanna feel, your heart next to my chest
i just wanna be for you and feel so blessed
don't care about shit other ppl say
when you're not around i feel like i slowly start to fade

cause i just wanna feel, your hand clenched in mine
don't ever let me go, i hope we're fine
when you're saying that you love me i feel so alive
baby don't cry over this, together we can brightly shine

i just want to feel

deadfish - i just want to feel

ell me why u so sad
i could tell u why im sad too
all i wanted was a call back
got me feeling really dark blue
tell me why u so sad
i could tell u why im sad too
i just wanna go back
way back when i had u 

wasted time
ill never get back
how i feel
you’ll never get that
i fell for u
but hit the pavement
adversity
i will face it

its scary to look in the mirror
& not recognize yourself
i guess its safe 2 say
i’ve created my own hell

one more pill
one more line
one more thrill
one last time
one more cut
swear i tried
my last goodbye
please don’t cry
you will be fine

& i tried my hardest
2 pick up the  pieces
of glass that broke thru
my calloused hand

why u so sad

lovespelledbackwards - why u so sad (prod. diamoon)

I dont wanna wake up
laying alone, always dreaming about your touch
i'm getting used to isolation, i don't feel nah
reminicing about your love

i see you standing there, you're with someone else
you see me glancing but your acting like you couldn't tell
yeah, i feel like the weather getting colder,
yeah, i hope i forget you when im older, yeah
i've been drawing pretty pictures on my wrist with a razor
i don't need to call yeah i know that you wont answer me
just tell me what i don't see
woah

about your love

skele - about your love (prod. remghost)

A INDEPENDENT CURATOR, ASSISTING IN THE GROWTH OF SELECTED ARTISTS.

3/4 TRACKS RELEASED "UNCHAINED, VOL. 4"

lovespelledbackwards - why u so sad (prod. diamoon)

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