Soft boys crying in the dark

vocals by https://soundcloud.com/gothurted
produced by metlast

lyrics:
i'm sorry that i'm not enough
i'm not someone you can love
i can't give you the things you deserve
i swear i try my best for you
(x2)

i swear i try my best but i
can't see myself inside your smile
can't see myself inside this life
i'm better off dead can you see why?
you're better without me by your side 
girl i don't want to waste your time
girl i don't want to make you cry
instead i might just say goodbye
i'm sorry i'm not enough
i'm lonely even tho i'm not alone
many things i hate about this world
still i don't say a word
i still fall for love
i still fall in love
with girls that want to break my bones

i'm sorry that i'm not enough
i'm not someone you can love
i can't give you the things you deserve
i swear i try my best for you
(x2)

not enough

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gothurted - not enough

produced by @notmorgn

bitch im dead shawty put that on my grave
stab me in the back then smile up in my face
man they so fake they so fake nowadays 
i dont want no fuckin friends 
cus my hearts still in a cage
more ties more problems
shit i gotta cut em
shit im gonna rot all alone in my coffin
but im fine like that
i always mess things up
i crack the bottle of the henny 
to forget that stuff
i like being fucked up
i cant feel shit 
shawty off the drugs 
sayin i love u she dont mean it
i forgot to reply to that text last night
yea i read it yea i saw it and i knew it was a lie
(do me a favor)
ohh kill me if you runnin up bitch
ohh shit i prolly wouldn't feel it
ohh shawty fuck me cus pretty 
ohh imma dub u what a pity
ohh kill me if you runnin up bitch
ohh shit i prolly wouldn't feel it
ohh shawty fuck me cus pretty 
ohh imma dub u what a pity
i could say we woulda lasted but 
then i would be lying
our love was so strong 
cupid must of been a tyrant
remember nights we would fight till we cry
remember 2 AM lookin at the sky
contemplating leaving 
never thought 
id bring my demons with me 
never thought id feel so cold
u left me feeling so alone
so outta touch i just sip till i feel numb 
i just sit up in my room man my head is goin dumb
and i cant feel my face
please erase my fate
why'd u steal my heart
i just wanted the face
in the first place
in the first place 
(do me a favor)
ohh kill me if you running up bitch
ohh kill me if you running up bitch
ohh can't you see i've had enough bitch
ohh can't you see i've had enough of this

can't you see i've had enough

(prod. blade901)
soundcloud.com/blade_901

[lyrics]

ya i wake up at night again
breaking entitlement 
folding my hands to the back of my head
obvious tension, furious silence
cover in canvas in august.

it beats me
telephone, letters, old frames 
on a night of december
call me i'll be up waiting
neck deep in a rut now i'm fadiing
wake up, time for make up same as always
i'm sorry i couldn't take it so let's break this
a cover for your lover, steadysuffer
a goner, got no father 
i'm just a loner

you taught me how to not be there
while mommy always taught me not to stop and stare
these people i erase from my thoughts go where?
i'm sick of every lie that i cry with swear

it's been a long time, i'm feelin like shit
pick up the gun, now i'm wid it
i'm feelin fucked up, i wanna get buck
just lost my mind like i'm vision
blood splattered all in my kitchen
she wanna think that it's pretend 
not comin back for a minute
i'm gone but i'm still singin
 
she's so cold
hold me close and dont let me go
baby that's fine
you leave me alone all the time
oh yeah, please tell me was it worth it
too many fucking voices they're echoing
in my head
oh wait, now tell me where your hiding
left me with nothing when I was ten
but now i'm crying

i see you stand all alone
outside our house i watched you go
not enough to feel bad, just enough to let go
every thought in my head eats away at my soul
mom and dad are upset, I don't know what to do
i was just a young boy crying alone in my room

it beats me
telephone, letters, old frames 
on a night of december
call me i'll be up waiting
neck deep in a rut now i'm fadiing
wake up, time for make up same as always
i'm sorry i couldn't take it so let's break this
a cover for your lover, steadysuffer
a goner, got no father 
i'm just a loner

don't enter pt. 3 (prod. blade901)

cover art by: https://www.instagram.com/dominioncreative/

8241243 Feat. (Sin & 7ibes) Prod. Ocean Beats

Artist:
https://soundcloud.com/gothurted

Producer:
https://soundcloud.com/metlast

Lyrics:
I know that I got no friends that I can count on
I know that you left my life and that u moved on
But I don't know if I can go ahead
You broke my heart and now I'm feeling dead
I know that I got no friends that I can count on
I know that you left my life and that u moved on
But I don't know if I can go ahead
You broke my heart and now I'm feeling dead

I can't count on you
But you can count on me
You know that I'll be here for you
Whenever u need
Break my heart again
Not even the first time
Smoke to heal my pain
Shawty want to face time
You don't want me to leave
But then you disappear
I'm just trying to live
Even without you

I know that I got no friends that I can count on
I know that you left my life and that u moved on
But I don't know if I can go ahead
You broke my heart and now I'm feeling dead
I know that I got no friends that I can count on
I know that you left my life and that u moved on
But I don't know if I can go ahead
You broke my heart and now I'm feeling dead

gothurted - ahead

[+] i just wanna die slow.. see me from the blunt glow
* featuring @nicoteenninyo * prod by @metlast *

MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/gxxBsbHSbkU

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[intro: seejayxo]
i just wanna die slow
see me from the blunt glow
with my blinds closed
burning up the sky oh oh ya

[hook: nicoteen ninyo]
i just wanna die slow
with your hands wrapped
around my cheeks
choking me out
til i can't breathe
kiss with no sounds
and die peacefully
i just wanna die slow
can you do it for me?

[verse: seejayxo]
try and get me now ya
fucked up off the sound oh
i smoke like a pound ya
so high off the ground oh
you cannot touch me you basic
i roll a blunt then i face it
wonder why they always hatin
i know you know i'ma make it
so just face it,
i won't say shit, i hold back,
i don't know why i'm sad, shit
i forgot my past 
ion think i'm that bad
i want a big truck and a benz
get fucked up wit my friends
out in LA til i'm dead, LA til i'm dead

[hook: nicoteen ninyo + seejayxo]
i just wanna die slow
with your hands wrapped
around my cheeks
(i just wanna die slow, fuck up out my life hoe)
choking me out
til i can't breathe
kiss with no sounds
and die peacefully  
(write my death note, i just want a slit throat)
i just wanna die slow
can you do it for me?
i just wanna die slow
with your hands wrapped
around my cheeks
(i just wanna die slow, see me from the blunt glow)
choking me out
til i can't breathe
kiss with no sounds
and die peacefully  
(with my blinds closed, burning up the sky oh)
i just wanna die slow
can you do it for me?

die slow

+ visuals

die slow (feat. nicoteen ninyo) *MUSIC VIDEO IN DESC*

[produced by nomu & vvspipes]
[mixed and mastered by neek and convolk]

lyrics:

beaten down geranium molle

not again

cuz shorty ion think bout u
but i sing bout u
kinda funny how my whole world still revolves around u
even though u aint a thought in my head
my eyes still catch glimpses in my bed

cuz shorty ion drink bout u
but i scream bout u
kinda funny how im still terrorized by u
even though there aint a drop of love left
i still taste u in things unsaid

so maybe we can go our own way
i mean maybe i should leave run away from this place
that i create 
every pain every lil fuckin struggle 
every piece never placed in the puzzle
another fuckin night fuckin over my lies
we could scream, u can scratch, ill maybe bite on yo thighs
carve ur name in my back
ill choke u, but can leave me to die
silence would b nice

wanted to try to find someone i could hold
all i found was nothin more than a broken girl
in a dark cold world who am i to wonder why
everybody leaves time after time

cuz shorty ion think bout u
but i sing bout u
kinda funny how my whole world still revolves around u
even though u aint a thought in my head
my eyes still catch glimpses in my bed

cuz shorty ion drink bout u
but i scream bout u
kinda funny how im still terrorized by u
even though there aint a drop of love left
i still taste u in things unsaid

so maybe we can go our own way
i mean maybe i should leave run away from this place
that i create 
every pain every lil fuckin struggle 
every piece never placed in the puzzle
another fuckin night fuckin over my lies
we could scream, u can scratch, ill maybe bite on yo thighs
carve ur name in my back
ill choke u, but can leave me to die
silence would b nice

bout u (prod. raspo)

better dead (sadboiev)

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gothurted - not enough

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