sh!t aint easy now is it?

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It’s 3 AM 
and I called you again 
and I’m lost in my head 
I don’t know what to think 
I just know 
that I gotta get it off my chest
I just gotta tell you how I’m feeling so depressed 
go ahead and take a guess 
I’ve been drinking every fuckin night 
My life’s a mess 
and I carry too much fuckin regret 
I couldn’t come to kill myself so I fill my cup instead 

so I fill my cup instead
fill my lungs with smoke 
it’s getting clouded in my head 
rainstorms in my heart I’m bleeding black and red 
you always left my texts on read 
you even look the other way when we lay up in our bed 
baby shut the door, I’m dead 

I could feel it inside your heart 
that you really didn’t wanna go 
It took everything out of you to say fuck it and let me go 
I told you that I’d change but every time I kept on getting worse 
now you’re gone and I can’t reach you so I’m writing this fucking verse  

It fucking hurts 
I can’t fill the void 
im only getting worse 
I become a small town drunk 
Fuckin up my liver, till it doesn’t fuckin work 
I guess that it’s my turn to hurt 

I’m guilty as charged 
I scarred you for life 
and I carry that in my fucking heart 
baby be ruthless 
make me feel your pain 
Make it slow 
let me drown in the rain 
this storm won’t end 
I’m going mentally insane 
Lately I haven’t been okay 
but I deserve to be hurt 
baby I’m so ashamed 



I’m so ashamed 



Pour me up another

baby, i'm getting worse (prod. Afterlife)

cover art by @sleepywater

lie and say you love me i dont wanna know
feelings with ur heartbeat steady going slow 
i know that ur leaving, when you coming home?
you dont have a reason, why you gotta go ?
they say that ur flying to a better place
but how could anywhere be better, dont you wanna stay ?
cause i already planned  forever dont you wanna lay?
rest ur body in my arms at least another day

and i just wanna die to see your face again
turning water into wine ill never laugh again
and theres a reason that youre gone its not an accident
but ima b here on my own until ur back again

left me in a puddle with my blood in it
ur sinking in the knife i might be over it
im over it im over it

you say theres nothing left of it
i wanna give you  everything but heaven doesnt let me
in

i been alone for a while
u gave me reason to smile

so tell me was it worth it all ?
hands are hurting ? let me go
lying thru the alcohol

was it to much to ask you to save me
now im gone theres no reason to hate me

and i just wanna die to see your face again
turning water into wine ill never laugh again
and theres a reason that youre gone its not an accident
but ima b here on my own until ur back again

left me in a puddle with my blood in it
ur sinking in the knife i might be over it
im over it im over it

you say theres nothing left of it
i wanna give you  everything but heaven doesnt let me
in

another day (prod. venus)

Hook by YKD Jah - verse by ChrispyD - beat made by Michael L - mixed/mastered/additional production by Brian Eisner.

You First - w/ YKD Jah

Waking up, it’s just me, what’s new
Sun is shining but the pain seeps through
Don’t want to get up
I’d rather stay under my covers and sleep
I’d rather stay living inside of my dreams
Reality got a hold on me
And I can’t seem to shake it
Depression is lurking 
I don’t think I’ll make it
My friends think I’m fine
And my family is aimless
Been downing these pills 
Just to numb into brainless
But my wrist is so icy 
I patched up with stainless
And prayed up these walls
so the picture is tainted
I’m tired of thinking
I’d rather just sleep 
Goodnight to my demons
Just leave me be
Deep in my sleep
I’ve finally been finding some peace


Laying and staring right up at the ceiling
Thinking I’m broken and not meant for healing
Maybe it’s time that I left
Cause I didn’t care the last time that I checked
Been living my life for what? A check? 
When’s the last time that I went out with friends? 
Been working so hard that I ended up lying on hospital beds
Collapse on my lung in effect, I coulda ended up dead
So baby, I’m tired of lying, I miss you, I’m trying
To become enough for your love
One that I don’t even know if I want
But you are the person I need 
When I fall asleep
I see you, inside of my dreams

Rnla, Ely Waves, DNAKM - kissed a goodnight

lost in transit

Written and Performed by ill Nicky
Produced and mixed by 403
Guitar by Gray Trainer 
Keys by Will Saulsky 
Additional production by Obvi, Wyatt Woodley 
Mastered by Steven Felix 
Recorded at Studio 403 
Distributed by United Masters thru The ill Movement 

Cover Art by CED

Sun Is Up

Liked You Better

never felt a thing

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Produced by Joey Sherrett
Written & Performed by Joey Sherrett
Mixed by Joey Sherrett
Mastered by Marcell Kerepesi (@actdomake)

LYRICS:
[Chorus]
I never been one to find help
it ain’t never came so i did it myself
dealing with the pain that’s what i been dealt
now I’m tryna light it up, light it up
I never been one to find help
it ain’t never came so i did it myself
dealing with the pain that’s what i been dealt
now I’m tryna light it up, light it up

[Verse 1]
it’s been days i’ve been all in my shell
i’ve been cutting loose folks even through they mean well
i’ve been going through things ain’t nobody knows
makes it hard to relate when your heart is closed
got my reasons for leaving your energy ‘lone
give me room now to grow better parts of my own
in the field trying to build on up out of this
if there’s levels to it, tell me then what part i’m in
i’m still waiting for my time to come
god’ll only give what you can handle now
so i found peace inside the moment
rest and charge up now, then it’s back to climbing
gon’ get to where I’m headed, put the time in
for all of this shit, blood sweat tears pushed me to the verge of death
been grinding all these years, sitting pondering what’s next
i’m looking around it’s starting to make sense
when you shine then you bound to reflect   

[Chorus]
I never been one to find help
it ain’t never came so i did it myself
dealing with the pain that’s what i been dealt
now I’m tryna light it up, light it up
I never been one to find help
it ain’t never came so i did it myself
dealing with the pain that’s what i been dealt
now I’m tryna light it up, light it up

[Verse 2]
my light was dimming, running out of love
co-dependant, i was with it just to stay involved
i got visions  of us healing and they bright as day
keep the faith, keep the feeling that gon’ light the way
hard headed, tears shedded running at a wall
thinking everything was owed to me bound to fall, lost in it all
but the cage only mental we jumped over the fence
i'm gaining levels in a game where it’s hard to advance
watch me dance, harlem shake through the moment
look where we at, we was down now we on it
i faded to black, the haters clapped, on my fall they gon’ bet
it’s just a prelude nigga, watch how far we gon’ get
i had a dream, asked my future self just how does it feel
to have it all, gave me intuition on how to deal 
with all these flaws, through the beats and the bars
learned to turn all em all to gold
it’s got me healing my soul

[Chorus]
I never been one to find help
it ain’t never came so i did it myself
dealing with the pain that’s what i been dealt
now I’m tryna light it up, light it up
I never been one to find help
it ain’t never came so i did it myself
dealing with the pain that’s what i been dealt
now I’m tryna light it up, light it up

I never been one to find help
it ain’t never came so i did it myself
dealing with the pain that’s what i been dealt
now I’m tryna light it up, light it up
I never been one to find help
it ain’t never came so i did it myself
dealing with the pain that’s what i been dealt
now I’m tryna light it up, light it up

Light It Up

comesandgoes_ [bump]

I'm A Disappointment

ohfuckimnotok

♪♪ everything seems so different now ♪♪

lyrics: https://genius.com/Again-again-changes-lyrics

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vocals (in order of appearance)
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@juiceboxcaviar
@plnetgirl
@noeldac

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production
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@noeldac
@geo_1022
@juiceboxcaviar

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artwork
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@wetdaytimetable

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mixing&mastering
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@atwood

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changes

vocals by https://soundcloud.com/gothurted
produced by metlast

lyrics:
i'm sorry that i'm not enough
i'm not someone you can love
i can't give you the things you deserve
i swear i try my best for you
(x2)

i swear i try my best but i
can't see myself inside your smile
can't see myself inside this life
i'm better off dead can you see why?
you're better without me by your side 
girl i don't want to waste your time
girl i don't want to make you cry
instead i might just say goodbye
i'm sorry i'm not enough
i'm lonely even tho i'm not alone
many things i hate about this world
still i don't say a word
i still fall for love
i still fall in love
with girls that want to break my bones

i'm sorry that i'm not enough
i'm not someone you can love
i can't give you the things you deserve
i swear i try my best for you
(x2)

not enough

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gothurted - not enough

if i had to find a way to
say the things i wanna say to you
i’d give it all i got
then i’d sit and rot, like i know you want me to

and if i had to write to you, i would
probably drop a tear or two
i gave it all i got, you said “thanks a lot”
then did what you had to do

you said i was the only one, i was the only one
you loved, guess it was just for fun, yeah i was just for fun
but it’s pouring outside and i’m losing my mind because you walked outta my life
and now everything falls apart

everything falls apart
look at how far we got
everything falls apart
now it’s pouring outside and i’m losing my mind
because you walked outta my life
and everything falls apart

i’m doing the best with what i was given
but most days, i wake up and don’t feel like living
it honestly hurts you would just leave me hanging
after everything i did for you
after what you put me through

everything falls apart

GAZ ALL AROUND ME

LONDON TAXI

love y’all
little holiday song for u
happy new year everyone

lyrics:
i been feelin down, i been under the weather
gray skies, snow falling, now i feel a bit better
i got coffee in my hand and im wearin a sweater
i can only hope next year will be a little better
i been feelin down, i been under the weather
but i know everything’s okay, i just gotta remember
that everything is temporary and this isn’t forever
i can only hope that next year will be a little better

5 days till i’m home free
sidelined with my homies
bye bye to the old me
chilled out by my lonely
curfew till morning
life’s pretty boring
ain’t got no warning
now back to the story
im sat by the fire
fridays im higher
can’t fuck with liars
im sad and im tired
christmas was last week
but im still relaxing
im chilled out at my house
so if you want beef then don’t @ me

come save me
im falling
don’t waste my time
if im calling
im waiting
for something
to change my life
cuz im stalling

i been feelin down, i been under the weather
gray skies, snow falling, now i feel a bit better
i got coffee in my hand and im wearin a sweater
i can only hope next year will be a little better
i been feelin down, i been under the weather
but i know everything’s okay, i just gotta remember
that everything is temporary and this isn’t forever
i can only hope that next year will be a little better

come save me
im falling
don’t waste my time
if im calling
im waiting
for something
to change my life
cuz im stalling (x2)

maybe next year [capsctrl]

produced by heylog

lyrics:
look i dont know man
how can i explain this
and not hurt your feelings
cause i care about that
okay ill b honest
ur kinda selfish
i take that back actually
youre very very selfish
wait, where are we going
love where are u taking me
buried in the forest
no sign of vacancy
u hear the thunder roaring
wind breaking through the trees
she said im not important
as the ground collapse beneath my feet

now she aint want nothing to do with me
i got tears comin above my knees
if ur here for an apology
i have changed dont expect a sorry
her pretty words are latching on to me
i cut em off avoiding history
this dairy got my stomach acidy
she my lactose stay away from me

this is my best babe
give u the best
charge me up like a tesla
baby i cannot fix u
she camera me post the picture
she ask "why dont u post me?"
cus our love will fall shortly
i dont wanna share u on my feed
cause i wont have to delete anything
wait where are we going
can u feel my heart breaking
she catching up w my life now
she callin me gotta watch out
its gettin a bit toasty
my face hurts popping acne
she burrowed in breakouts
still look pretty with or without

now she aint want nothing to do with me
i got tears comin above my knees
if ur here for an apology
i have changed dont expect a sorry
her pretty words are latching on to me
i cut em off avoiding history
this dairy got my stomach acidy
she my lactose stay away from me

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