and if these pills could drown my cries out, you know that I wouldnt make a sound...

lyrics:

tonight i dont make a sound [+jabarionthebeat]

my quick fixes ft. dead broke (p. 5head)

(chorus)

i will be
gone with the wind
you told me you’d never love again
so i have been
cryin myself to sleep
so will you take my hand
and guide me out of this again
just try to understand that
my shaky legs are weak

(MVØ)

finding it hard to speak
finding it hard to breathe
why can't I fall asleep
something inside of me choking me honestly
fuck an apology
why does it fall on me

drive home alone in silence
30 on the dash but my mind keeps racing
replaying
every moment, never lose track of the look you gave him

and I know that either way it's over
I thought I'd come out of this sober
lost touch now I'm filling my cup, yuh
yeah

(bridge)

this anxiety
has got its grip on me
oh cant you see
i’ve been drowning 
i need this please
oh cant you set me free
cause i have been falling 
to pieces

(EPITOME)

i’ll never see you again and i know that
and it’s been 5 years but you still never wrote back
i’ve been here all this time
i can’t seem to figure out why

(chorus)

gone with the wind
you told me you’d never love again
so i have been
cryin myself to sleep
so will you take my hand
and guide me out of this again
just try to understand that
my shaky legs are weak

i'll never see u again w/ MVØ (nevrfall)

Produced by @dercept, ayoleybeats, @horoshavibes
Engineering, additional vocals, mandolin by Horosha
Art by Katie Imbro

LYRICS
All this time I thought that I was
The only one for you
And I was irreplaceable
But clearly that’s not true

Turns out you're a liar
I should’ve seen this coming
Two years gone
It was all for nothing
How could you do this to me
This was all a game to you
And I’m losing

Turns out you're a liar
And a dirty little cheat
You’ll get what you deserve
For all the hurtful words that you had said to me

So if I never see your face again
I’ll be thankful
I’ll be grateful when
You’re exposed for what you really are
(Horosha)
Someone I can't believe I trusted with my heart

All this I’m I thought that you were
The only one for me
But I had not accounted for you
Lying through your teeth

Listen on Spotify!

Liar! (Prod. dercept, ayoley & Horosha)

COMMUNITY. Vol 2

waste it all away

SPOTIFY

edacity - waste it all away (brody)

https://soundcloud.com/imnotenvy
https://soundcloud.com/iamvagrxnt

violet

notenvy & vagrxnt - violet (nevrfall)

https://soundcloud.com/yokaidreams
https://soundcloud.com/kanashisadface

before u go

yokai dreams & kanashi - before you go (living puff)

New song “Overdue” featuring Horosha
Apart of the “Sunsets and Heartbreaks” EP

-lyrics-
Cause I finally walked by our spot 
And my heart didn’t even drop
I guess I finally moved on 
Yeah I finally moved on 
I can send that message 
Say go to hell
Or I could ask if you’re doing well
I can finally do that 
Without saying coming back 
I can finally do that
I can finally do that
I can finally do that 

Cause this is overdue 
But I’m finally over you
Yeah this is overdue 
But I sent that message through 

So I’m not gonna hesitate this time
I can see through all your easy lies 
I tried and tried but it wasn’t love
Yeah I’ve finally had enough 

Cause this is overdue 
But I’m finally over you
Yeah this is overdue 
But I sent that message through 

(Horosha)
Where memories should be 
there’s a gaping wound 
But now I’m finding out 
That there’s still things 
I can learn about myself 
(The things you run from, will set you free) 
So I sent that message through 
And I don’t regret it
Even though moving on
Will  be so damn hard
I’ll fight through all the pain
To be my own damn person
Cuz after everything
I’m still worthy of love

Cause this is overdue 
But I’m finally over you
Yeah this is overdue 
But I sent that message through 

Cause as time passes I know I can’t change
All the memories will stay the same 
But I can do this one thing 
Sit there and let my phone ring 

Cause this is overdue 
But I’m finally over you
Yeah this is overdue 
But I sent that message through 
And it said fuck you
And everything you do 
You tore me apart 
When you had nothing to lose 
Now it’s just me 
And I finally see 
That everything happens for a reason
What’s meant to be  

Prod. Immortal
Mix by Yago & Horosha
Master by kanashi

Stream on Spotify!

OVERDUE (feat. Horosha) [prod. Immortal]

artists:
https://soundcloud.com/seejayxo
https://soundcloud.com/kennyorlando
https://soundcloud.com/healingsenju/

producers:
https://soundcloud.com/jolst

enough

kenny orlando x seejayxo - enough [feat. senju] (jolst)

Mixed/Mastered By Me & https://soundcloud.com/auby4rc
-
Prod By https://soundcloud.com/stezzyxl
-
(Lyrics)
-
[Chorus]
i always think about oh I'm just an obstacle 
no need to worry girl i know that you are comfortable 
that's how i feel and you were so dramatic girl 
don't know what's real i need to find the cause of it 

[Auby]
i came to plead again
please end my suffering 
looks like my hands are tied
in the palm of your hand
let me take solace that youll be here with me
im done with all this constant wondering
cant look you into your eyeshouldnt be very surprised
sorry that im a mess
i promise i tried my best
living in a web of lies
without you i wouldnt survive
no type of medicine could fix what is happening

[Chorus]
i always think about oh I'm just an obstacle 
no need to worry girl i know that you are comfortable 
that's how i feel and you were so dramatic girl 
don't know what's real i need to find the cause of it x2

[Verse]
seeing all the messages saying that you hated me
i can barely sleep at night i find it hard to fucking breathe 
and i just wanted you closer 
these lonely thoughts are getting colder 

[Outro]
and i just wanted some closure holding each other till we're warmer 
seeing all the messages saying that you hated me
 i can barely sleep at night i find it hard to fucking breathe

breathe w/ auby (stezzyxl)

Love in Retrograde

For anyone who's ever woken up next to someone they've known for years and thought "who are you today?"—and stayed anyway.

This one's about the love that survives not because you're consistent, but because you keep choosing each other through the changes. When your partner says "you're not who I fell for," and you realize—yeah, and neither are you, and that's not failure, that's growth.

We're not fixed stars. We're planets. Multiple versions of ourselves orbiting at different speeds—your emotional self racing ahead while your thinking catches up, feeling like contradiction when it's really just integration. And sometimes your future self overtakes your past self, and it looks like you're moving backward when you're actually just moving fast.

This is for the couples in their late twenties and early thirties navigating that strange territory where you're both becoming people you haven't met yet, and you have to decide: do we call this broken, or do we call this beautiful?

Astronomical concept inspired by retrograde motion—that phenomenon where planets appear to move backward because they're actually overtaking each other at different orbital speeds. Turns out, it's a perfect metaphor for how we grow, how we change, and how we love through all of it.

Spare acoustic, honest piano, warm bass. Late-night confession energy. For kitchen tables and 2am conversations and choosing complexity over simplicity.
If this resonates, you're not alone in your retrograde.

🌙 Multiple moons, one gravitational pull.

#contemporaryfolk #relationshipanthem #transformativetunes #latetwenties #earlythirties #loveasprocess #acousticfolk #intimatemusic #honestlyrics #choosingstay #growingtogether #identityevolution #modernfolk




Love in Retrograde

A INDEPENDENT CURATOR, LABEL & PROMOTER, ASSISTING IN THE GROWTH OF SELECTED ARTISTS.

notenvy & vagrxnt - violet (nevrfall)

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