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@bodygaard 
@quannnic 
@heavenindaclouds

Night + bodygaard quannnic [Prod. heavn]

production: me & soma (@prodsoma)
mixing & mastering: me

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
streaming platforms: fanlink.to/AViT69

lyrics:

[intro]
feel alone n helpless
i paved this road w/ no end
tired of playing pretend
just wanna get out this mess

i’m not okay, i confess
these last few months, i’ve been stressed
i just have so much regrets
i just have so much regrets

[verse]
i’ve only had myself to get through all of this, it’s hell.
it’s lonely when the ones u used to know have said farewell
bleeding out, my eyes r open
can’t see, all my senses broken 
i wish that i wasn’t so hopeless
i wish that i wasn’t so hopeless

[chorus]
nobody even knows it, but i’m tired
i can feel killin all of my desire
doesn’t help when all my “friends” don’t even bother
not a thing that i can try to make me calmer
i’m drowning in emotions down beneath 
i’m grinding all my teeth
it’s getting hard to breathe, so...

tell me, was it a waste?
dug six feet down, no escape.
feels like i just got replaced
by someone better than me
if i left w/o a trace, no one would ponder
this path i’m going down, don’t even wanna 
staying silent cuz i don’t want any drama
heart is bleeding on the floor, guess that’s just karma 

[verse]
i tried my hardest just to be there for y’all
gave every person my all
but u still let me just fall 
u stare and laugh at me when i’m at my low 
don’t have to say it, ik
all that u do, yeah it shows
that i’m not welcome here
that u don’t even care
act like i’m unaware
a sight i cannot bear
i tried my best, i swear
heart on my sleeve, i wear [s/o rod wave]
just left me in despair
u never were a friend

[chorus]

apathetic (avit + soma)

https://open.spotify.com/track/63l4KSQVYZGhrtYSqC6SHd?si=d26bbeaaa92f480e

prod by @buginfestedfloorboards <3
featuring the lovely @starfall and @zzzkyr
sad stitch cover. can i get 1 like :(

there's so many things in the world you can fuck up
and somehow I managed to fuck them all up

I hate how I feel but I'm okay
you cut your chest with rusty blade
dont ask how i know just stay calm
and know that I'm here
I'm here to make you okay

to make you okay
I promise i'll stay
You won't leave my brain
you're stuck like a stain
And I'm not enough
My heart can't be touched
Youre ruthless enough
You call out my bluff
and If I had the chance
how could I find you almost
everyday and I get to see your smile
oh wow at least
once in a while
I get to you

Wake up to the smell of coffee and make up
and I want you lately I
don't let you go
don't let you go
I just wanted to be loved
I just wanted to be loved
and I feel alive again
and I just wanna feel okay
every step I take
every move I make
don't want it to fade

I hate how I feel but I'm okay
you cut your chest with rusty blade
dont ask how i know just stay calm
and know that I'm here
I'm here to make you okay

wow that was so deep

spotify

make u okay ft. starfall, kyra (soju)

my brains talking too loud and i can’t turn it off

when you can’t trust your friends how you know it’s gonna end when you can’t trust your head what is real and what’s pretend when you’re staring in the mirror and you’re seeing someone else now you turn to the one thing that won’t make you feel let down 

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

cause i feed off your negativity i’m the one that you hate to see doing better and better and better you know me i can say it’s whatever blood stained dreams hide inside of my sweater stole the stars from the sky hid em under my mattress couple thousand wishes hoping that i can manage couple thousand more hoping that i will vanish 

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

makes me feel so up

makes me feel so up

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

substance (yungspoiler & king theta)

I have no motivation
So I get nothing done
I hate the mornings so i 
Sleep in way past the sun    	 
I have like everything but
I still find nothing fun, 
I really like the smell of
The world when it burns

It keeps me warm
It keeps me warm
It keeps me warm

now its only a fraction   
Of times that we had
So i turn to distractions
Whenever im sad  
It turns into a cycle
I think im going psycho
Fraid of things that i might do
Might do

Lately i just hate everyone
I hope they all run away 
I hope they somehow just trip and fall
I hope they dig their own graves 

Im a mess
Im obsessed 
with distractions all day
And when i stop  
drown in thoughts
i just break down again
(2x)

Fuck that
Ima turn this shit around
Wrote that
In december i was down
Looking back that shit was kinda rough
But now im here its kinda funny got my money up

This year ,drop whatever I wana
All my songs are kinda sad but now im tryn be funner
Theres jus this
Big fear, 
I wont do any numbers
doesn't matter anyways im already goin down under 

I
I got a present 4 u
And im not sure if you’ll like it or not
But i assure u its straight from da heart
Ok u
U make write all these songs
But im j sad 1 percent  of the time
I jus dont make songs about 99

distractions

~=~
feat. @mental ⋆ ˚｡ ˚
[prod. @waystalkerr @1clappy]
-
[@dooozii]
yea, and i dont wanna die young no
my mistakes, i'll push them right and to the side so
you can live your life w high hopes
bemylove
i'll take your hand and make the time slow
cut my, cut my heart into pieces yea yea
cut my, cut my heart into pieces yea yea
looking in your eyes, you're my reason yea yea
bemylove
these feelings i cant keep inside yea

[@mental]
tell me what i did, i dont even know
tired of this pain, wanna let it go
feel it getting cold walking through the snow
lemme know
i just feel alone
thoughts in my head, get it through your mind
wonder what to change, i just cant decide
even if i did, it'd be suicide
yea i lived a lie, dont know who am i

[@dooozii]
and i dont wanna die young no
my mistakes, i'll push them right and to the side so
you can live your life w high hopes
bemylove
i'll take your hand and make the time slow 
(x2)

cut my, cut my heart into pieces yea yea
cut my, cut my heart into pieces yea yea
looking in your eyes, you're my reason yea yea
bemylove
these feelings i cant keep inside yea

spotify ✧.*

bemylove (feat. mental) (p. waystalker + clappy)

Ft. @prod_pk + @phreyla + @prkrblu
Prod. @prod_pk + @prod_permafrost

Lyrics:
--------------
PermaFrost:
Don’t give a fuck about yo money you can fuck off
I light my weed I hit my bong and that shit make me cough
They think I’m cappin really think that I’m a lil soft
Trying hard to fuckin make it you gon fall off

I solve my problems when I leave them in the ashtray
Pull up on me and it’s finna be yo last day
When we’re face to face it’s like you don’t know what to say
You were right to be scared boy you better pray

Better late than never
You thought you were clever
Fuckin with my gang yeah you should’ve known better
No I’m not a normie bitch I am trendsetter
Making all this money imma spend it on some pressure
Said he ran away but we left him in ocean
Making money moves gotta keep my shit in motion

Pk:
Pull up onnem, whatcha doin, whats the plan
Bitch I'm kicking shit with perma, we gon get him permabanned
Bitch I been sipping dirty while I count up dirty bands
Ok this chop gon get him sturdy it's gon make that fucker dance
Ok yeah that cracka broke he a busta
I been sipping lines of yellow motherfucka this ain't mustard
Told that bitch I'm bout the dollar, bout the cream, aint no custard
We gon knock him down in this lil bitch we get him dusted

Phreyla:
I'm smoking on gas your shit musty
I been on a killstreak get a bloodthirsty
Her man wanna be me he could never touch me
Soon as that bitch see me she gon wanna fuck me (yeah)
Like trust trust trust trust trust if u care at all
Leave his ass with cuts on the scene like its aerosol
Cuts cuts cuts cuts cuts but I'm not involved 
How he gon talk shit on me that boy look like Brett Kavanaugh
Like what what what 
He been having trouble leaving his house
I got em posted every corner in town
Out of everyone she think that I'm the coolest around
Like a drug she think she got addicted to Phreylas sound

Prkr blu:
Youngest on the song but I'm making all this bread
20 on the scope imma aim it as his head
Say what u want cuz I aint gon fuckin listen
Standing on my money im so tall im like a villain
Bitch u aint seein my vision
Put him on a bounty, on a scope, and I don't miss

Ashtray +Pk, Phreyla, Prkr blu (+Pk)

amv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xchqg7hgWwg

@domerrz
@owtiss
@1yeezo

instagram.com/01domerz
instagram.com/owtiss1
instagram.com/1yeezo

1/4 <3

prod me :DD
additional guitar by yeezo

[@domerrz]
thats the way im feeling now 
go to sleep wake up w dry eyes
told myself I wouldnt cry
with whats left nothings going right
need u out my sight
but i still wanna know whats on ur mind
just because im wrong doesnt make u right
and all the words u said left some pain behind

[@owtiss]
i just wanna sort my feelings out
im tired of hearing the same old lines
wonder what i can do now
wonder if i can make this right
never got to say goodbye is it over
yk i was always terrified of growing older
i remember times u would cry on my shoulder
it gets hard to breath as the weather gets colder

dry eyes w/ owtiss

first track of the ep "erasure" by owtiss!! see you next week for full release of it and the returning series of unchained volumes <333

psa. whoever is botting the views and likes each time i posted this, stop doing that ty

@owtiss
@neohnq

if ur gonna lie at least make it believable :/
tryna piece my heart together before the cracks erode
say u love me then you dont i rly need to know
im okay its nothing i just wanna be alone

i cant see the day
that u remember me
i wna stay away
cuz u wont leave my brain :(
i just wanted to stay
now nothing feels the same
just put up with pain
the smile u took away

ur dead to me
everyday i think of what u said to me
i just wanted to forget while i fell asleep
and now everyday it feels like its the end of me
things i never used to think are looping endlessly..

owtiss - erode (neohn)

@domerrz
@owtiss
@victxrw
@1yeezo

www.instagram.com/01domerz/
www.instagram.com/owtiss1/
www.instagram.com/victxrw/
www.instagram.com/1yeezo/

[@domerrz]
my grass is full of snakes
you flourish, my heart decays
id rather die this way
i guess that never changed
it never goes my way
ill always end up breaking
then, ill go insane
its all the same at the end of the day

[@owtiss]
i worry bout the same things i dont care about the next day
i dont think ill ever change
i dont wna stay awake
i dont wna ever think
everything is all the same
does it rly even matter if i try
everytime u talk its the same old lies
now im counting down til the day i die
every single day i just waste my time

[@owtiss + @domerrz]
wish i could change :/
but i know ill stay the same (the same)
n i wont talk ill endure the pain (decay)
everyday til i go insane (insane)
wonder when ill finally break (break)
things never go my way (wake up)
getting tired of always saying it (saying something)
well i guess its okay.. (okay)
cuz its all the same at the end of the day!

its all the same w/ owtiss (victxrw + yeezo)

amv:
https://youtu.be/dhvDdubs70A

@owtiss
@sensuku

[chorus]
i can't even look u in the eye
know i didn't like u for a time
wonder if i love u can't decide ;/
so many thoughts i can't get out of my mind
i can't even look u in the eye
know i didn't like u for a time
wonder if i love u can't decide ;/
so many thoughts i can't get out of my mind

[verse]
don't know what's right
but it's so wrong
but it's so wrong
i never wna look into my own eyes
i jus wna be with u for one more night
feel ur breath
on my skin
feel the snow
in the wind
say goodbye
one last time
clear ur mind
take ur time

[chorus]
i can't even look u in thе eye
know i didn't like u for a timе
wonder if i love u can't decide ;/
so many thoughts i can't get out of my mind
i can't even look u in the eye
know i didn't like u for a time
wonder if i love u can't decide ;/
so many thoughts i can't get out of my mind

erasure

thoughts

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