take off the cape you not a hero
through the chest i take an arrow
think that im the one not me
the halls are getting narrow
look in the mirror hate it so much
what i wanted so desperately
i hate it all i wanna disappear and 
never come back i wanna change it all
and make it so i never relapsed
i hate this pressure and this pain
feels like a damn heart attack
say this life is what its worth that 
there's no damn string attached
i feel attached to a puppeteer
life pulled by strings a decision i fear
no point in crying over nonsense
i wont shed a tear i feel just like a project

you say that theres no strings attached
you lied to my face broken by the past (x2)

and i lost my way of life 
where do i go from here
i cant sleep at night

art by moosekleenex on deviantart

strings attached (p. 19hearts)

guitar by @hiraethsry

// chorus (geist)
what a bad day,
constant overthinking i’m not okay
don’t know what you want love is it headspace
cause lately I’ve been feeling like a mistake

// verse (geist)
and it’s cold tonight
won’t you hold me underneath
and stare with your golden eyes
tell me what you see
cause i’ve, lost my light
somewhere in the seams
oh is it over i,
cant seem to believe

// chorus (geist & envy)
what a bad day,
constant overthinking i’m not okay
don’t know what you want love is it headspace
cause lately I’ve been feeling like a mistake
now the skies gray
rainclouds follow me right off the highway
you said that we're fine well why the sad face
oh love just spare a smile can’t take the heartbreak
the heartbreak

// verse (envy)
you promised me that you would fucking call again
it's always something i never did or said
my breath is finally leaving this is how it ends
cause i just keep competing with myself
my mind is empty and i'm losing control
the thoughts they come and they go
i'm fighting ghosts yeah i know
i'm fucking comatose
oh you said it yourself
i'm always somebody else
i'm only poor mental health
let's fucking call this hell

and i can't even change myself the more that i get used too
the thought of you not being here i question do i miss you
and all this fucking time i wasted, oh i wish that i knew
everything single day i'm holding on, oh what did i do

// chorus (geist & envy)
what a bad day,
constant overthinking i’m not okay
don’t know what you want love is it headspace
cause lately I’ve been feeling like a mistake
now the skies gray
rainclouds follow me right off the highway
you said that we're fine well why the sad face
oh love just spare a smile can’t take the heartbreak
the heartbreak

Spotify

rainclouds w/ notenvy

@hiraethsry
@prodjpjp 

lyrics
// hiraeth
stab with me with a knife and put it in my back
“i could never love you” wym by that
i don’t wanna die but life is going fast
text me when ur drunk and say you want me back

i don’t wanna talk to you
lemme go i swear i never intrude
stressed out now my hands are blue
left me, what’d i mean to you

cut around my wrists i’m laying staring at the ceiling
out of body fuck i swear i’m living for a reason
blood trail on my arm i’m steady looking for a meaning
tryna cut you off ur never good to me i’m leaving

i don’t wanna talk to you
lemme go i swear i never intrude
stressed out now my hands are blue
left me, what’d i mean to you

// geist
what’d i mean to you?
you crossed my name out in red love
held me close, just to say that we’re losing touch
cut me deep and then scream that i’m not enough
want me now, when i say that i’m giving up

here we go again
dancing in the rain
couldn’t save my face
so i ran away
pretty little waist
only caused me pain
covered in my blood
oh, how you love the taste

did you mean it?
tell another lie or you could say that i’m the reason
people fucking change but just as not as quick seasons
you know that i’m hurting so just leave me in the deep end

Intrude w/ hiraeth [JPJP]

(prod. jacksondeborde)

@iamsadgods
@heylog

lyrics -
https://genius.com/Hundro-i-cant-stop-it-lyrics

hundro - i can't stop it (feat. sadgods & heylog)

serotonin

produced by sleepwater
piano by melon musik

wait for me in my next life
i swear that ill be fine
got three new chains on my neck fye
tell me im divine
got a deer trapped in the headlights
in a road full of pine
its coming near, following through me
i dont really mind if i die
through the window my neck and spine
i watched my body die
on the ground theres blood on the floor
never leave my side
tendants broken to the core
pendants my neck when im sore
penance she let her mourn
permanance purgatory
in doors

It's october, branches casting 
dont let go were everlasting
antidote w car fumes rising
way too close my hairs nearly frying
check his pulse a boy here is dying  
dont convulse a tear, see him trying
release from every joy now im crying
convinced u not to steer, into the dying

chemicals in my heart i feel so gloomy
with you youll tear me apart
im scared youd lose me

me
her

mourn

volume 1 on spotify, feb 3rd 

i don’t care if it’s lonely
i’m so sick of you just talking like you know me
and you could or you would if you didn’t go starting fires in this basement

oh…
hope you got everything you needed now
cause i’m burning every garden where we fell in love
and i’m killin’ every peasant that walks in this town
you know i’m painting the walls red till they scream for help

and i can bury every feeling that i’m feeling but i know that it’s just moments before i put the fucking gun in my mouth
you cut my heart and now it’s bleeding and i’m staring at the ceiling but the fuck do i expect when this is how it turns out?

oh why’d you go and make geist red
now he’s full of hate
i can’t stand to look at myself
not a fan of him
bodies scattered all across the hall
baby i don’t miss
so why’d go and makes me red
but i’m loving this...
i’ll fight an ego with a bigger one
i’ll hit another million
geistcord till the day i fucking die
but swear we’ve just begun
don’t care for anybody else
or anyone’s opinion
so go ahead and make geist red
red
red
red

i promise our love is dead [drma x lockhome]

@imgeist
@yokaidreams

prod. @yokaidreams & co. prod @tnvr555

// lyrics
(this is a biteki exclusive)

// yokai dreams
she's so pretty I think
i lost my mind, feelin shitty
hope to find a remedy for
this love
cuz it's got me fucked up
u got me hung up again

i don't wanna tiptoe
around all the issues
i don't know what has been with you
lately
you've gone a little crazy
running around in my head

// i'm geist
dance with me
i want to feel your hand in mine all night
oh come on baby, you’re all i need
set the mood and turn off all the lights
oh darling i know that you hate me
it’s not worth the faking
i can feel the tension in the air breaking through the dance floor
held the knife up to my neck, now i’m bored
tried to separate the good from bad but i couldn’t

dance with me
i want to show you how a fire breathes in snow
move your body with the ecstasy
you should of thought about the consequences first

oh come on baby, he’s a deadman
dressed up in a dead brand
you can say you hate me all you want but you’re a geist fan
my love
and it won’t phase me, used to blood on my crown
rep biteki till the day that i’m gone

remedy

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i'm geist & yokai dreams - remedy

@heylog @oc 

// geist
say you’ll change
words are worthless
baby you’re a fake
and i’m not for it
snakes stay in the lake
so go join them
don’t talk to me
i’m not your friend
darling

can’t stand to hate myself
need to fix my health
so i put the bottle down
and hit the gym instead
you gave it all for wealth
how do you face yourself?
you’re so caught up in your media
it’s so unwell

i don’t want to see your face
i swear show up and you will die.
put that bitch back in her place
can’t tell her ego from her pride
love to talk about your problems
but your life is such a lie
you’re not fooling anybody
swear to god i meant goodbye

// heylog
i was not afraid to tell her that she was being delusional
cause all her little friends just encourage her to be a hoe
well it's not hard to find someone who isn't modest
and with that i feel my brain slowly rotting
don't know why you gotta constantly talk over me
i used to let that go, now i say shut up when i speak
it's like you never have respect for anything i say
you try to lead me on, i can't be weak
i can't be weak

spotify

weak w/ heylog [oc]

you could get somewhere if you shut your mouth
six shooter spinning lately let me down
in too deep you dont want me now
in too deep you should pull me out

aim for my throat girl
i dont even choke love
give me some more
im a ghost when im inside of you
we rot on the floor
dont stop
gimme it all love
i shouldve know
my friends all told me that youre going out and talking alone

i dont feel much better after all this time
you should let me choke and pretend you tried
you should fill my throat with some morph and wine
so i cant feel a thing i feel like nothing else is going right

stab me to watch me bleed
youve taken all that i am
my friends are leaving me
dont know how long i have left

i shouldve know what youre pulling me for 
dont stop now
i feel like i could do more

is your father not bored
youre dressed like a whore
everytime you go out you fuck 5 or more
alcohol 
theres no alcohol
you swear you get pissed
no you dont at all

and you can try to change me
ur time is wasted 
you might be deluded need a milli to persuade me
my bones are breaking
harvest wasted
drop me in the shit so you can flush me vacant

vacant

Lyrics

When you are old and grey and full of sleep,
And nodding by the fire, take down this book,
And slowly read, and dream of the soft look
Your eyes had once, and of their shadows deep.

When you are old and grey and full of sleep,
And nodding by the fire, take down this book,
And slowly read, and dream of the soft look
Your eyes had once, and of their shadows deep.

When you are old and memories call,
Will you remember the love I gave?
A love that burned through time and all,
A flame that even age can't waive.

How many loved your moments of glad grace,
And loved your beauty with love false or true,
But one man loved the pilgrim soul in you,
And loved the sorrows of your changing face.

When you are old and memories call,
Will you remember the love I gave?
A love that burned through time and all,
A flame that even age can't waive.

When you are old and memories call,
Will you remember the love I gave?
A love that burned through time and all,
A flame that even age can't waive.

And bending down beside the glowing bars,
Murmur, a little sadly, how love fled
And paced upon the mountains overhead,
And hid his face amid a crowd of stars.

When you are old and memories call,
Will you remember the love I gave?
A love that burned through time and all,
A flame that even age can't waive.

When you are old and grey and full of sleep,
Will you remember the love I gave?
In dreams, in whispers, soft and deep,
The flame that time could never save.

The Flame That Time Can't Waive (demo version)

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