Sad Playlist

prod by bloodcryY

s0lemn playlist

E L I T E

sorry echoes - biteki x s0lemn

youre gone

[@sanriorose]
[@tgwog]

u came for free i hate it
give and take i trade it
i could never replay it
n u cud never repay it
oh my god im so faded
n i dont think i cud make it
bleeding out u can take it <3
im laying down on the pavement

i cant ignore it, falling for it
ur sitting dormant, i cant afford it
fall for me again i know it
im srry i cant control it :c

oh no u left me alone again
oh no i hope i didnt lose a friend
oh woah but thats the way it goes i guess
solo its just another cold regret ;-;

i wanna be different from u
i feel like im spitting in two
i wish i knew how to tell u
everything i wish i didnt do

oh no u left me alone again
oh no i think i rlly lost a friend
oh woah but thats the way it goes i guess
solo i promise that i wont forget :(((((

spotify ^w^

thats the way it goes i guess prod. dolly & tgwog

prod dxsh

bleed 4 me
bleed 4 u
can't go back
I want u to
everyday is right
die 4 u
I can't hang 
w u

I really need u 
my face is in the dirt
I cannot see u
my life is on a server on my tv
I'll take my life away from u
give it back to u when u want me to

bleed

prod. angel & dxsh

wish I could remember 
Wish I could forget
The pain always lingers 
So stuck in my head
It all feels the same now 
I just need some rest
I don’t wanna do this
Can u be my friend
Over and over
Again and again
I hold u closer
I fill w regret 
I don’t wanna do this
Can we just pretend
That everything’s perfect
Im trying my best

wish

prod. rudeclub

lyrics:)
Its invisible to me 
Can u tell me what u see
I’m looking for u in the fire
Tell me what u want 
What do u desire
Ur invisible to me
Can u tell me what I need
Im looking for u and im tired
Hit me on my phone
I could get u higher 

I used to play with bugs 
Now theres monsters in my head 
Maybe I’d be better off if I sank into the depths
I used to have dreams but they broke me down
Broke me down 


Its invisible to me 
Can u tell me what u see
I’m looking for u in the fire
Tell me what u want 
What do u desire
Ur invisible to me
Can u tell me what I need
Im looking for u and im tired
Hit me on my phone
I could get u higher 

I met u then I made a wish on shooting stars
I fell so low u brought me up
Like is it real
Where do we start 
Im just a second child
I’ll only be here a while
Im I just another burden 
Do I fill ur heart with sorrow

Lets go
Im gone again
If you really want u could be my friend 
I don’t even care this is not pretend 
Hoppin’ in the whip & we off again
Party but you not  
Cuz its rudeclub 
I know that u fiend
This is my love
Turn up 
we go hard with the lights off 
With the lights off

invisible

on all platforms <3
ft. @yblocofficial
prod. @junk_king_mp3

LYRICS!!
Lets get out this crowded room and drive for a mile
Turning 21 still young free n wild
Pack my shit, we're here for awhile now im full of it
Anxiety capsizing, im overboard, aint nothing gon save me
Lets leave this place and speed to safety
But maybe not today
As long as ur in my arms were safe
Even when tears stream down my face
And im crying for ur love dont take it away

Ship to shore, on an open sea
Planks pull apart, like rotten teeth
And i fumble into the dark so awkwardly
throw something overboard n rescue me

ybloc:
you make me feel so nauseous 
throw it all away
i can’t stop overthinking
everything you say
you only get one warning
get up out my face
continue all your whoring
i don’t wanna play
i done with all these games
i done with everything
i drowning in emotion
can someone rescue me

crowded ft. ybloc [prod. junk king]

2myself

prod wiro x ta$er
rip dolph🐬

shake me up again n again n again . .
i wont try2comprehend how u live how u live x2

again n again i be fuckin up a bag like
damn there he is i cant even count my $$$ right
damn roll wit fam fuck u pussies u ont act right
damn there he is i cant even count my $$$ right

?????
????

sip my cup u kno im noddin4u
take ur time i cannot ignore u .. .
call my name u kno im reachin4u
i cant live i think im dyin4u /.. .

im dyin4u [wiro + ta$er]

prod bloodcryY
forgot who did the guitar

i forgot abt u last nite again
again
again
didnt think it would happen
ima cry in my bed again
again
now im feelin like a hasbeen
ion wana see u again
again
again
ion wana see u again
again
again

alwayz stay in my head
wouldnt matter if i was dead
gona b on my own instead
ok
ok
fuck ts i wana cancel
did i evr meet u or was it jus a fake
perhaps i was wrong 2 think the other way
try 2 stay in ur lane
if u wont it wont end ok

ion wana see u again
again
again
ion wana see u again
again
again

see u again (prod. bloodcryY)

prod number48

lyrics:

I wish that I could fade away
Im flipping’ out on the floor
Can’t stop the pain
It feels the same 
Its got me begging for more 
I didn’t think this would change us 
Just thought u should know
I miss u the most
I try my best to make it better
But it keeps getting worse
I need a friend who’s really there
I think that might be the cure
I really hoped this could change us
I just need u to know
I love u the most 

U could have it all
Push and pull till we fall 
Guess I’ll never really know
Why we started at all
But where are we at 
In a moment we crash
And a kiss made it last
But now I shiver and I shake
On the edge im boutta  break
Please don’t leave me here to stay
U can call me any day 
I can’t just sit here in shame 
Cuz I know that you’ll come home to me again

change us

prod @oliver_01 x @methboiswag
sfx @junk_king
w/ @deadcastorr x @zurahh

@junk_king
i been sippin on some wock
ion rly like 2talk, .
i been servin on some rock
keep tha dope up in my sock
u dont wana see me do u ?
i guess i never rly knew u .,/

let me be, im cryin endlessly
4u
cut my heart it nevr meant a thing
2u.//

@deadcastorr
in my room bloody grey goose
cut chains i jus need 2hang loose
i need a break lemme break u
i need someone 2blame lemme blame u
i got diamonds in my knuckles damage doubled
when i punch a fuckin wall in ,\ i just want it 2hurt
i dont wanna look at myself anymore
match in my hand puddle vodka on the floor

@zurahh
they dont want none .. they just talk ya
u know i ♡ ya
girl i want ya
im such a failure .. im at a loss ya
staring at the clock ya , while i rot yhh

took a blade , left it in my right eye
ur the light to my darkness like a nightlight
can u talk nice ? i dont wanna fight
i lost my way.. and i found it in the bright lights

crying endlessly w/ dead.castor x zurah [oliver_01 x methboiswag]

prod @hurtwinds
sfx @s0lemn 

i wish u cared 4me tha way tht i do.. /
2u ,, 2makeU so happy '/|
i wish i had tha time 2show u thetruth. /,,
its cool |/.
as long as ur happy .'/

when it rains it pours|, ive been drowning in sorrow ...
i hope i fucking die like // maybe 2mrw :p
//||| i feel like ichigo ya my body is hollow "/., ▬▬ι═══════ﺤ
blade 2myWrist // want sum blood ?>? u can borrow

jus say it . just say how u h8 me sum more ..
drugs in my cup i jus love how it pours : ]
fucked it all up ye berate me some more '/
tears in my eyes when it rains yea it pours/...

n its pourin ,, 2high in tha cut soarin
b like sora cut a key wit a blade in my pocket :]
yea i jus made a profit$$

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feel like ichigo [hurtwinds]

@whyhaze
@symelz

ive been stuck in my way for a while
i just wanna make u happy make u smile
i remember waiting for u to come by
dancing in my room 
dancing in my room
now its just inside my head yea the memory blooms
now im stuck inside my bed watch the clock move
i dont wanna wait baby so im coming soon
as soon as i can

dancing in my room + whyhaze (symelz)

prod @h1yori

[mei]
lately all i do is search for the warm
remember how i felt, i just felt like a worm
i dont know where i step, just tell me whats going on
ive lost my only friend now its just me against the world

but then i met u at the end, 
u said its going to be fine to be okay
and at this moment, u saved me from my tears, 
u saved me from my fears
i felt like i touched the bliss

are you the one who painted moon?
i wonder cause, u said u would take me there if i wanted
in the sky i remember the shade of blue
and ur silhouette something that i never saw again
open up the sky im spreading my wings so wide
look me in the eyes ill show that i can fly
ill stay by ur side, if i hold ur heart could u hold mine?
higher than the clouds i hope u can catch me if i fall

sky (hiyori)

https://youtu.be/LjFda3hQcLA?si=RRRjU7SxmwYn3otv 

https://open.spotify.com/track/38p66XWFxEPlm38kEH9zxo?si=d093ccff27b54c65 

#Soon album i'm currently working on :)

follow me on instagram (@whyhaze) for more updates on that !! #Soon

prod @1luvpurp & @lilsadboiiudig

pick me when i fall down
i wish you could calm down
i wish i could have you
need your help like rn
yeah i keep my head down
can you hear me cry out
dying when you're not here
she hate it when i scream loud

tell me what you see
when you look at me
when i look at you
i just feel my heartbeat
i still feel like nothing
she said she love it
off a pill i feel disgusting
your heart is trapped in my coffin

i ran away
did i even think about it
i miss your face
i sit down and think about it
not the same day but the same problem
i know she feel the same pain girl my wings fallen

Spotify

forget me, forget me not (luvpurp & 1sadboii)

amv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aoR8Jdom6QQ

@domerrz
@whyhaze
@victxrw
@rewind214

instagram.com/01domerz/
instagram.com/whyhaze/
instagram.com/victxrw/
instagram.com/rwnd214/

[@domerrz]
i can't run
where's the fun in this if i'm still feelin numb?
took my heart in ur hands u crushed it to dust
and oh its so wrong
been hurtin for too long 
I cried when uUu left 
I turn then ur gone :/

[@whyhaze]
my heart no longer beats
i die when you leave
i tried to get it back
but it’s all for you to keep
i turn when you’re gone
toss and turn in my sleep 
keep my head down when i walk
cuz i wish you were next to me
i know it’s all hard to process 
i turned when you walked away
i keep walking
I took too much feels like I’m falling and falling 
feels like I’m running and running, but what we had just keeps calling me. 
I keep my head up high, my body still on the ground
Will you be there when I need you
I pick you up when you’re down 
I’ll ask you am I enough 
enough for you to stay around 
enough for you to stay

[@victxrw]
u didnt notice
how time flies
feels like im floating
i close my eyes
i say tht im hoping
tht we'll be fine
my chest is wide open
waiting 2 die

simply im not enough
im not enough for u
i know this feeling sucks 
just wait for me a day or 2
just wait for me my luv
i care i swear i do
they caught me coughing up my blood 
its only for uUu

SPOTIFY

i cried when uUu left w/ whyhaze, victxrw (rewind)

prod @neohnq
sfx @s0lemn
amv https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7FxrBbGDidY @bitekivibes

igot2high  n i dont regret it..
say dat im fine :/
i jus keep forgettin../
imma decline ,, yall can keep pretendin :)
ion feel right//?ion feel right..

u can say it all u want but is it rly like tht?,??/
i jus wanted u2know tht i been fighting my death
i jus wanted u to say dat it aint rly dat bad..
is it rly dat.. bad

offda xan i canttalk do u fw me ??;]
i been steady tryna die do u luvv me?.
i be wishin suicide it get ugly..
u don wana b me im disgustin .'-('''''

say it all u want [neohn]

s0lemn's official biteki debut ✨🖤

anime girl drawing by (goated btw and rlly nice to work with):
https://www.instagram.com/ccyberspirit/

producers:
neohn
yashio
bloodcryY
flojy
rainngod

lyrics:
i would get it, if you would love me
never with it, you always judge me
i’m forgetting, that i was something else
would you ever quit it? i just wanna be myself

pocket full of dope, i’m about to breathe in
who done said i need you? i been my own friend
potion in a cup, looking blurry
i’ve got nowhere to go in a hurry

emotions are nothing when i wanna die
i’m losing my focus, i’m rotting alive
i hope when i drop this my body will fall back
why am i living if i have to crawl back?

making a scene but you talk then
i had a dream that we was friends
damn thats the drugs, it was past tense
forget it all, it was back then

i would get it, if you would love me
never with it, you always judge me
i’m forgetting, that i was something else
would you ever quit it? i just wanna be myself

pocket full of dope, i’m about to breathe in
who done said i need you? i been my own friend
potion in a cup, looking blurry
i’ve got nowhere to go in a hurry

emotions are nothing when i wanna die
i’m losing my focus, i’m rotting alive
i hope when i drop this my body will fall back
why am i living if i have to crawl back?

making a scene but you talk then
i had a dream that we was friends
damn thats the drugs, it was past tense
forget it all, it was back then

s0lemn - nowhere2go (flojy x rainngod)

s0lemn's official biteki debut ✨🖤

anime girl drawing by (goated btw and rlly nice to work with):
https://www.instagram.com/ccyberspirit/

producers:
neohn
yashio
bloodcryY
flojy
rainngod

lyrics:
didn't wanna try that but you had to leave
will i ever come back? are you missing me?
you’d of never thought that, you dont got a care
you don't even talk back, is it even fair? 

i got all the time in the world for you 
you ain't text back, got some drugs to use
imma fall back that's the way i move
anytime i choose yeah i always lose

i don't wanna deal with it all the time
i play how i want then you take what's mine
shattered to pieces i'm broken inside
fuck all this living, im ready to die

i can count how i feel, just by looking at a bottle of some pills
saw one, pop 2 i’m ill
thinking that i'm dying only time that i can chill

i get it, you don't wanna stay
i know, i'm the one to blame
i don't wanna compensate
change me, so you feel okay

i don't know what to do with this
everyday i wake up and i feel like shit
and they say that i'm up, i don't feel like it
everynight i stay up and i call it quits oh
[anime sample]
didn't wanna try that but you had to leave
will i ever come back? are you missing me?
you’d of never thought that, you dont got a care
you don't even talk back , is it even fair? 

i got all the time in the world for you 
you ain't text back , got some drugs to use
imma fall back that's the way i move
anytime i choose yeah i always lose

i don't wanna deal with it all the time
i play how i want then you take what's mine
shattered to pieces i'm broken inside
fuck all this living, im ready to die

s0lemn - is it even fair (neohn x yashio)

s0lemn's official biteki debut ✨🖤

anime girl drawing by (goated btw and rlly nice to work with):
https://www.instagram.com/ccyberspirit/

producers:
neohn
yashio
bloodcryY
flojy
rainngod

lyrics:
too many pills i'm about to black out
i don't wanna feel i’m about to pass out
why you wanna change? i could never take it that way
bullet to the brain, then i think i’m feeling okay

where the smoke at? i don't wanna feel at all
man i hate this, everyday wanna end it all
running out of patience, need to hear you talk
and i hate to say this, but i miss you alot

you took all you could i don't blame you
i wasnt enough cuz i aint you
replace who i am when i take you
i’d chase for myself, but its gone too

[lyrics fade out here]
too many pills i'm about to black out
i don't wanna feel i’m about to pass out
why you wanna change? i could never take it that way
bullet to the brain, then i think i’m feeling okay

where the smoke at? i don't wanna feel at all
man i hate this, everyday wanna end it all
running out of patience, need to hear you talk
and i hate to say this, but i miss you alot

s0lemn - h8 2 say this (flojy x rainngod)

s0lemn's official biteki debut ✨🖤

anime girl drawing by (goated btw and rlly nice to work with):
https://www.instagram.com/ccyberspirit/

producers:
neohn
yashio
bloodcryY
flojy
rainngod

lyrics:
i’ll take all the time that i want 
i feel like it's only begun
drugs at my grip yeah im spun
if i make you wanna die, then i won

break me down i can feel that you want that
cry to sleep and i never forgot that 
hate me i won't side with you
shaking cuz i cried for you

did you love me, did you not? i dont gotta clue
thought of you and got sick, you’re the fucking flu
if you can't hang, theres the door
i was wishing that id die this time, for sure

every problem that you put me through
i would say that it wasn't you
all the lies in my head consumed
i know it, i don't wanna be you

turn out to be a cheat
i cant receive the scene
turns out i’m hating me
i don't believe in me
all that i ask of is if i could die
i hate im alive

break me down i can feel that you want that
cry to sleep and i never forgot that 
hate me i won't side with you
shaking cuz i cried for you

did you love me, did you not? i dont gotta clue
thought of you and got sick, you’re the fucking flu
if you can't hang, theres the door
i was wishing that id die this time, for sure

every problem that you put me through
i would say that it wasn't you
all the lies in my head consumed
i know it, i don't wanna be you

turn out to be a cheat
i cant receive the scene
turns out i’m hating me
i don't believe in me
all that i ask of is if i could die
i hate im alive

s0lemn - did u love me, did u not (bloodcryY x s0lemn)

s0lemn's official biteki debut ✨🖤

anime girl drawing by (goated btw and rlly nice to work with):
https://www.instagram.com/ccyberspirit/

producers:
neohn
yashio
bloodcryY
flojy
rainngod

lyrics:
i got it right this time, if i were to leave it you would tell another lie
i don’t feel it now, but you would never get it
i don’t wanna say it i feel disrespected 
always neglected it’s probably my fault
never protected it’s cuts on my arms
i’m not connected from drugs that i’m on
sober? forget it, i’m dying alone

i’m disconnected, unplug me
falling asleep while i’m crying, don't hug me
bring up the past, is you trying to bug me?
i would still die and turn nothing to something

i cry like harvest, you didnt wanna know why
did i deserve it? i never wanna know why

constant text with no reply
oh well, i don't decide if its alright
that's you, my dear
i knew it wasn't, my tears

i got it right this time, if i were to leave it you would tell another lie
i don’t feel it now, but you would never get it
i don’t wanna say it i feel disrespected 
always neglected it’s probably my fault
never protected it’s cuts on my arms
i’m not connected from drugs that i’m on
sober? forget it, i’m dying alone

i’m disconnected, unplug me
falling asleep while i’m crying, don't hug me
bring up the past, is you trying to bug me?
i would still die and turn nothing to something

i cry like harvest, you didnt wanna know why
did i deserve it? i never wanna know why

s0lemn - cry like harvest (bloodcryY)

You're in the past
And that's the way I want to keep it
You can stop calling
And coming by unexpected
In and out
Anytime you feel
I can't even get mad
Because that's just like you
You never commit to
Things about me and you
I'm ready to turn this page
And get over this phase
But everytime you knock knock
I answer the door
And when I hear my ringtone
I can't press ignore
Why can't I get over you don't understand it
I can see my way out but I feel so stranded oh!
You got my vision so distorted
Gotta find a way to break these chains
I got to stop running to you
I just can't have it
You're just a bad habit
You ain't even my worst addiction
You ain't even got me like a drug
You ain't even that complicated
I just can't shake ya
You're just my bad habit
My bad habit
My bad habit 
I just can't have ya
My bad habit
My bad habit 
I just can't have ya
I just can't have ya
My bad habit yeah
I'm with him now, you had your chance
How silly of me to think that we could be friends
You keep playing with my heart
Knowing after you I'd need healing
But every time you knock knock
I can't stop answering the door

And when I hear my ring tone
I can't press ignore
Why can't I get over you don't understand it
I can see my way out but I feel so stranded oh!
You got my vision so distorted
Gotta find a way to break these chains
I got to stop running to you
I just can't have it
You're just a bad habit
You ain't even my worst addiction
You ain't even got me like a drug
You ain't even that complicated
I just can't shake ya
You're just my bad habit
My bad habit
My bad habit 
I just can't have ya
My bad habit 
My bad habit
I just can't have ya 
I just can't have ya
My bad habit yeah

I can see my way out
I can see my way out
I can see my way out
But I feel so stranded Oh!

Bad Habit - Unknown Artist

i fall apart

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post malone - i fall apart (xo sad cover)

Babyface Trin - Did you wrong REMAKE

@qawikamri
piano by :- MINOR2GO	

LYRICS:
demons are inside of me
is it too late for me
the walls are closing in
i feel like im losing me

you must be so far away
i know everything i do wont make you stay

so sorry for the pain ive caused
so sorry for the trust you've lost
so sorry that ive made you cross
so sorry that i said all those

bad things to you
bad things to you

i know that its common sense
i know that i would hate me too
i feel so confident
that you'd be better in solitude

you should runaway from me
wouldn't really want my company
such a burden oh can't you see
you wouldn't want somebody like me

you must be so far away
i know everything i do wont make you stay

so sorry for the pain ive caused
so sorry for the trust you've lost
so sorry that ive made you cross
so sorry that i said all those

bad things to you
bad things to you

Sorry For The Pain

prod. @4evrgone

I don't know who i am
i don't trust who you are
lately all i can do is pray to the stars
that this bleak observation of everything i see
might one day turnaround 
i need to get some fucking help

im fucking sick of myself 
fucking sick of how my brain has a mind for itself
consider this an open letter you wont read for yourself
yeah of course im talking bout whos typing these words all down

looking more and more like deadman in this wonderland town
looking more and more like deadman in this wonderland town

leave me in the past like your bad dreams
dont care if your home in the morning
im betting its best to ignore me
its worthless for us to keep pushing
leave me in the past like your bad dreams
dont care if your home in the morning
im betting its best to ignore me
its worthless for us to keep pushing
im fucking sick of myself 

im fucking sick of myself
fucking sick of how my brain has a mind for itself
consider this an open letter you wont read for yourself
yeah of course im talking bout whos typing these words all down

leave me in the past like your bad dreams
dont care if your home in the morning
im betting its best to ignore me
its worthless for us to keep pushing
leave me in the past like your bad dreams
dont care if your home in the morning
im betting its best to ignore me
its worthless for us to keep pushing

sick of myself (prod. 4evr)

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