prod by xona and hokoi

@hokoi

-lyrics-
you’ve been in my way
don’t talk like we’re friends 
you tell me I’ve been wrong
saying nothing to replace
so we keep, ours safe
without your help I feel this gate
swear I hate today so much.. when I realize you don’t seem phased
and I
do not try 
to waste my time
do you believe?
that you’re great like how you say?
cause you’re the opposite of everything
cause you’re bad luck
so you don’t mean anything no more
and you’re my worst enemy so far
your welcomed honesty is gone to the floor

(copy-paste)

nigga stand up dont u even try n test me
nigga man up no no, u will never best me
take a stand now, all that time u been investing
ego so colossal nigga u are not the best thing
x2
fed up of actin up
i always find a way
im international
u barely known in ur state
i cant even ask you now
its all the games you play
u talk shit on my name
dont touch me nigga u lame
im,
boutta take action
nigga like me dont have a gang i have a faction
you a world renowned bitch
i can tell by ur reaction
ion need no context
send that shit out with no caption

opposite

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opposite w/ hokoi

produced by xona

//ep

-lyrics-
and I’ll stay inside 
where I reside 
I’ll stay and watch the night
until i die

why do we fight?
mirror what we like?
take my holy life
I’m sorry to say it’s fine..

~

I got sick of everybody who speaks
to me you’re nothing, I can’t even get a week
to be alone with someone that I wanna see
and these crevices you placed cause you know I was weak
so push back.
and I’ve been personal
so let it go
I feel like..
you don’t even have to know me
that I don’t want you to hold me

~

~I’ll cry and end... 
my life.
stay and watch when I die~

I’ll quit 
to forget that I exist
but these spiders are my only friends
are my only 
friends…

spiders II

produced by xona

@caspywaspy

-lyrics-

I hate when you crash, I’m sorry you have felt like that
you idolize everything I am 
but you don’t care where I’ve been -at-
I hate who I am
you don’t seem to understand 
do you see me just like that?
but do you know that I just can’t..?

fighting against myself until the party ends
it’s not good for my health but it makes me understand 
tell me am I dying? cause I don’t feel alive 
baby I’ve been gone and I’ve been working 9-5
crying in my bedroom I don’t wanna lose my life but I keep wasting it away and it’s going by so fast

I hate when you crash, I’m sorry you have felt like that
you idolize everything I am 
but you don’t care where I’ve been -at-
I hate who I am
you don’t seem to understand 
do you see me just like that?
but do you know that I just can’t..?

take any more of this 
a new season and a new best friend 
I feel so bad, I don’t want to lose this
cause I’m in love with who she is
I’ll push everything that grew
on my chest and let you through 
and no i don’t feel deja vu
when I know I love you

forever w/ casperrr

produced by @p-guda

lyrics:
step back and let me analyze
it's their bad and my loss, i'm just crushed inside
just let me go, please just let me go
nothing left for u to know
i'm just sick of only keeping to myself on the low
i guess soon it will be over
3 steps back, guess ill never get closure

am i even speaking?
do u hear me?
i just get ignored and i'm never taken seriously
guide me
just acknowledge that i love u and i'm trying
really don't wanna go back home, probably shouldn’t say it i might come off as an asshole
(fuck you)
time stalling, i was taking backroads
i'm falling deep into a trash load

was it worth it?
(no)
i know i can not be perfect
u said it was part of the learning
now i’m too scared to talk
can either of u open up ur arms when i start to feel lost?
i guess not (yeah i guess not)
i guess soon it will be over
3 steps back, guess i'll never get closure

am i even speaking?
do u hear me?
i just get ignored and i'm never taken seriously
guide me
just acknowledge that i love u and i'm trying
really don't wanna go back home, probably shouldn’t say it i might come off as an asshole
(fuck you)
time stalling, i was taking backroads
i'm falling deep into a trash load

backroads (guda)

conceal [akasinceridad]

s0lemn's official biteki debut ✨🖤

anime girl drawing by (goated btw and rlly nice to work with):
https://www.instagram.com/ccyberspirit/

producers:
neohn
yashio
bloodcryY
flojy
rainngod

lyrics:
didn't wanna try that but you had to leave
will i ever come back? are you missing me?
you’d of never thought that, you dont got a care
you don't even talk back, is it even fair? 

i got all the time in the world for you 
you ain't text back, got some drugs to use
imma fall back that's the way i move
anytime i choose yeah i always lose

i don't wanna deal with it all the time
i play how i want then you take what's mine
shattered to pieces i'm broken inside
fuck all this living, im ready to die

i can count how i feel, just by looking at a bottle of some pills
saw one, pop 2 i’m ill
thinking that i'm dying only time that i can chill

i get it, you don't wanna stay
i know, i'm the one to blame
i don't wanna compensate
change me, so you feel okay

i don't know what to do with this
everyday i wake up and i feel like shit
and they say that i'm up, i don't feel like it
everynight i stay up and i call it quits oh
[anime sample]
didn't wanna try that but you had to leave
will i ever come back? are you missing me?
you’d of never thought that, you dont got a care
you don't even talk back , is it even fair? 

i got all the time in the world for you 
you ain't text back , got some drugs to use
imma fall back that's the way i move
anytime i choose yeah i always lose

i don't wanna deal with it all the time
i play how i want then you take what's mine
shattered to pieces i'm broken inside
fuck all this living, im ready to die

s0lemn - is it even fair (neohn x yashio)

s0lemn's official biteki debut ✨🖤

anime girl drawing by (goated btw and rlly nice to work with):
https://www.instagram.com/ccyberspirit/

producers:
neohn
yashio
bloodcryY
flojy
rainngod

lyrics:
i’ll take all the time that i want 
i feel like it's only begun
drugs at my grip yeah im spun
if i make you wanna die, then i won

break me down i can feel that you want that
cry to sleep and i never forgot that 
hate me i won't side with you
shaking cuz i cried for you

did you love me, did you not? i dont gotta clue
thought of you and got sick, you’re the fucking flu
if you can't hang, theres the door
i was wishing that id die this time, for sure

every problem that you put me through
i would say that it wasn't you
all the lies in my head consumed
i know it, i don't wanna be you

turn out to be a cheat
i cant receive the scene
turns out i’m hating me
i don't believe in me
all that i ask of is if i could die
i hate im alive

break me down i can feel that you want that
cry to sleep and i never forgot that 
hate me i won't side with you
shaking cuz i cried for you

did you love me, did you not? i dont gotta clue
thought of you and got sick, you’re the fucking flu
if you can't hang, theres the door
i was wishing that id die this time, for sure

every problem that you put me through
i would say that it wasn't you
all the lies in my head consumed
i know it, i don't wanna be you

turn out to be a cheat
i cant receive the scene
turns out i’m hating me
i don't believe in me
all that i ask of is if i could die
i hate im alive

s0lemn - did u love me, did u not (bloodcryY x s0lemn)

s0lemn's official biteki debut ✨🖤

anime girl drawing by (goated btw and rlly nice to work with):
https://www.instagram.com/ccyberspirit/

producers:
neohn
yashio
bloodcryY
flojy
rainngod

lyrics:
i got it right this time, if i were to leave it you would tell another lie
i don’t feel it now, but you would never get it
i don’t wanna say it i feel disrespected 
always neglected it’s probably my fault
never protected it’s cuts on my arms
i’m not connected from drugs that i’m on
sober? forget it, i’m dying alone

i’m disconnected, unplug me
falling asleep while i’m crying, don't hug me
bring up the past, is you trying to bug me?
i would still die and turn nothing to something

i cry like harvest, you didnt wanna know why
did i deserve it? i never wanna know why

constant text with no reply
oh well, i don't decide if its alright
that's you, my dear
i knew it wasn't, my tears

i got it right this time, if i were to leave it you would tell another lie
i don’t feel it now, but you would never get it
i don’t wanna say it i feel disrespected 
always neglected it’s probably my fault
never protected it’s cuts on my arms
i’m not connected from drugs that i’m on
sober? forget it, i’m dying alone

i’m disconnected, unplug me
falling asleep while i’m crying, don't hug me
bring up the past, is you trying to bug me?
i would still die and turn nothing to something

i cry like harvest, you didnt wanna know why
did i deserve it? i never wanna know why

s0lemn - cry like harvest (bloodcryY)

munyun ova strippas - exiv {Mxtt Exclusives} (zinq)

slopyboby (with simonnetts_)

@joshuasageart (JoshuaSageArt)
@uhohkawasaki (saki aka kawasaki)
@iamstarinthesky (starinthesky)
@scoobisalright (scoob)
@davidentendu (David Entendu)
ashes.
@quinsea (Quinsea)
Production by:
@servatus
@droozzzy (droozy)
@wstdyth (wastedyouth)
Artwork by : @blxckovt

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The Ballad of Darkness (w/ saki, ✰STARINTHESKY✰, ☆scøøb☆, david entendu, ashes, & QUINSEA)

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