produced by xona

//ep

-lyrics-
and I’ll stay inside 
where I reside 
I’ll stay and watch the night
until i die

why do we fight?
mirror what we like?
take my holy life
I’m sorry to say it’s fine..

~

I got sick of everybody who speaks
to me you’re nothing, I can’t even get a week
to be alone with someone that I wanna see
and these crevices you placed cause you know I was weak
so push back.
and I’ve been personal
so let it go
I feel like..
you don’t even have to know me
that I don’t want you to hold me

~

~I’ll cry and end... 
my life.
stay and watch when I die~

I’ll quit 
to forget that I exist
but these spiders are my only friends
are my only 
friends…

spiders II

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vocals by @dylanlongworth, @ghostsocial & @rouri404
produced by goodbyex2002 & en.

amv: 
https://youtu.be/OvaIdnWDsys

lyrics:
i woke up with my heart in my stomach 
tired as fuck but i'll roll with the punches 
opened my eyes, thought that we could be something,
got no choice, but sit inside watch it fade into nothing 

i woke up with my heart in my stomach 
tired as fuck but i'll roll with the punches 
opened my eyes, thought that we could be something,
got no choice, but sit inside watch it fade into nothing 
sit in agony 
trust in fallacies 
it's a tragedy 
that it ended in falesia filled with apathy

if i was fine, then i'm lying
something bout this shit, it feel enticing
the way you say you hate my guts, i think i like it
but lately, i’ve been feeling like i might try it

capre diem, doing 190 on the highway
i’m living life like i don't care if i die today
i’m living life i don't care about what they say
i know you never cared anyway

i woke up with my heart in my stomach 
tired as fuck but i'll roll with the punches 
opened my eyes, thought that we could be something,
got no choice, but sit inside watch it fade into nothing 
sit in agony 
trust in fallacies 
it's a tragedy 
that it ended in falesia filled with apathy

know your leaving and there’s nothing that i can do 
holding onto feelings wanna keep you near me
hear the sirens yeah i know there’s nothing i could do
still feel your spirit it won’t stop appearing 
know your in my head and the voices get louder
losing confidence in things i once was proud of
been fucked up but i don’t got the power to keep going on
but i’ll play along for you

i woke up with my heart in my stomach 
tired as fuck but i'll roll with the punches 
opened my eyes, thought that we could be something,
got no choice, but sit inside watch it fade into nothing 

told you i was fine, i guess lied then 
couldn't show all the torment that i was hiding 
yeah it's so tragically gone
i guess i magically lost it 
i think you crossed it, but i can't tell where the line ends 
now i'm gone got me drinking again 
i feel my heart sink down, and it's tearing to shreds
told me you would always care, but i guess it depends
never thought that my demise would be your means to an end, so i'll

sit in agony 
trust in fallacies 
it's a tragedy 
that it ended in falesia filled with apathy

falesia

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dylan longworth - falesia (ft. ghostsocial & rouri404) [prod. goodbyex2002 & en.]

produced by grayskies

@xona

-lyrics-
who do you mind?
talking every minute of life? life
I don’t want to feel a sign that can’t stand my eyes 
everything I do is for you
why do I have to choose?
everything new we do?

so take ONE MORE STEP

you didn’t even know him
but I can’t sit and rest
when I just watched it 

nothing but a trail but I follow like it’s my fault
where it sits so frail, where I stuck it with a nail
everything I do is for you
why do I have to choose?
everything new we do?

so take ONE MORE STEP

you didn’t even know him
but I can’t sit and rest
when I just watched it

hang a life I might try to end
signs ahead that trick a mind 

(ONE STEP
MIGHT END)

so take ONE MORE STEP

you didn’t even know him
but I can’t sit and rest
when I just watched it

blister

blister (grayskies)

rain w/ xona [p. jolst x 88STRAIT x xona]

prod by me :)

lyrics:

smokin brick in my free time, 
if he wanna test me we gon show him how the lights shine
i think you should ask him if it's brighter on the other side
don't be talkin shit if you can't back it boy it'll save your life

don't be takin shit from people I don't even understand
that's why you'll stay in my dm's actin like some fucking fan
you should really grow a pair and say it with your chest man
actin so pussy but you never even seen that

I know if I keep on talking shit things will get bad
but you hurt me and I won't forget that
If I go to hell you're gonna have to come with me


[[retaliation & hesitance]]

clone

produced by xona
end guitar by @prod-oc

@sleepywater

-lyrics-
have you been alright?
cause it feels like that’s no more…
i see red a lot 
I’m afraid if that’s my form
i know you care a lot
but I’m different down the core
do you know the cost?
of what you push behind the doors
but have you been alright?
cause it f*cks with my mind too
when I walk this light
i don’t see, i don’t wanna go through 
i won’t find my type 
and you know that’s been the truth
would you hold my side
so I know that I’m not screwed

~


i can’t take more than you expect me to
take everything away from me cause I just know 
that you’ll leave me
that you’ll leave me
that you’ll leave me
that you’ll leave me
that you’ll leave me.

~

(i swear, i swear)

running round my head
do not get close to me yet
hanging on by a thread
well you chose the end
i just want a friend
i just want you
you chose the end
i hate you
her eyes light up my life
saw you i couldn’t think right
her hair covers my sight
her face has ruined mine
dont change just stay alive
dont say im on your mind
too late when we had time
all i can say is you were mine

𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘰𝘯𝘦

I’d f*ck up to put aside
I can’t take that pain to rid my mind of you
I can’t take it, I can’t take
I’d fall in love again
flying in to close by death
nothing but red reflex 
decide my only friends..
one thousand miles away
we stand before that day
you drive this place to escape and
I’m losing self in me
I’ve counted these hours on end
staring at walls to pretend
that I’m feeling fine again
that I’m feeling fine again

red reflex

reflex w/ sleepwater

Self prod :) 

LYRICS 

Love stuck in my lonely ways
I gotta leave me its my only way
I cannot take it with the shit you say
I swear this town should burn in fire
And il run away

Break me take me leave a little more for me desire
Cannot tempt the fate of one that meddles with his heart
Iron melts like gold and I cant stand it when you're hot
Leave me on the phone for like hours til you're gone
I don't want this love I wanna break into your heart
Clearly nothings there all your empathy is gone
Maybe you're just scared and all this time im wrong
I don't really care I just wanna see you gone

Love stuck in my lonely ways
I gotta leave me its my only way
I cannot take it with the shit you say
I swear this town should burn in fire
And il run away

Love stuck in my lonely ways
I gotta leave me its my only way
I cannot take it with the shit you say
I swear this town should burn in fire
And il run away

Throwing nothing but stones
Oh why she tell me that she love me
When she hate me the most
I get im ugly I can't handle 10 degrees in the cold
thats why im always at home
Leave you with the best time that I ever had
Wish I had the best life that I ever had
Tripping in the next life what we never had
I don't really care I just wanna see you gone

Love stuck in my lonely ways
I gotta leave me its my only way
I cannot take it with the shit you say
I swear this town should burn in fire
And il run away

Love stuck in my lonely ways
I gotta leave me its my only way
I cannot take it with the shit you say
I swear this town should burn in fire
And il run away

THIS TOWN SHOULD BURN IN FIRE

produced by sleepwater leftquiet and melonmusik

lyrics:

leave it down in my heart now
seeing stars in your eyes now
im alive but i cant tell
my life is fading out
stay here in my arms fly away
i look at you in my head to keep away
tomorrow dont come so i say today
i need you and i love you
ima relive it again
again again again
again again again

i slammed their door im scared of it all
ran past a brick wall and threw my phone
it felt alien that place you call home
i was never welcome there
inside the ufo
feels like you had afair
places i wouldent not dare
take me away from earth
life was never fair
questioning my worth
as i run down the stairs
her mother walks past me
and says im not having this
and says im not having this
and says im not having this

suck me up in the ufo and tell me you wanna go with me
you can feel my cuticles ur face has took a hold of me
pressure on my arm babe you damaged my artery
i might be unusual atleast i got everypart of me

feels like you had afair
places i wouldn't not dare
take me away from earth
life was never fair
questioning my worth
as i run down the stairs
her mother walks past me
and says im not having this
feels like you had afair
places i wouldent not dare
take me away from earth
life was never fair
questioning my worth
as i run down the stairs
her mother walks past me
and says im not having this

am i the anomly
or am i common
im not an enemy
im too broken
im too broken
why cant you just come here
why cant you just come here
why cant you just come here
why cant you just come here
why cant you just come here

come here, i love you

produced by chalyre <3 

lyrics:
you make me
incomplete
no escaping
your cold reach

now my throat is sore
from saying your name
i'm not going to go
until you repay
the debt that you owe
its always the same 
for love

let go
of your hold

you say you love me
i would just die
i'll never be worthy
of your divine

you're killing me slowly
but i'll be fine

it's not like i'm better
from seeing the light

careworn

tysm too @xona & @heylog
for jumping on the song, love ya kings <3

Lyrics.
xona -
by myself
I need your help
to leave this place and reach a realm 
where I’m safe from all of this
it’s raining and I don’t know when
this envy, this hatred will end
as long as you know it from then 
i cannot bleed for you longer
you got me locked in this somber-
state and it’s not even shocker 
you walked all way and just prospered
i can’t believe that i knew 
i would be here to rue
you’re gone without telling me too
so where do i go without you?

Heylog-
i'm almost home babe
sorry i'm a little late
i've traveled far and wide
i've seen some better days
i can't get enough
look in my eyes and tell me i look rough
here lies a soulless place
i just heard some cries that do not sound okay
heard shots coming far away
hard to misplace thoughts when they are insane
i'm here outside ur place
babe i've come home and now ur safe
i'm alright
i'm just fine
hide every cut from the fight
i'm alright
i see light
darkness gets lost from behind
i need something i can feel, something i can feel
somewhere i can hide
somewhere i can heal
u mean nothing to me now
i mean something to me now
send the warriors out to battle on the field
u know what's the deal
every enemy i fought is dead
now their families kneel
i'm sorry i had to kill ur friend and so now ur next
never saw it coming cause he's dumb
shit's a bloodybath 
i'm bleeding
they're grieving
sorry i had to kill them
i'm reaching
the ceiling
there's a new king since yours dead

spiders II

xona

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