lyrics...

Tired of feeling like shit and i'm tired of getting no rest and
I’m tired of taking no action then feeling massive regret and
I’m tired of living this way living check to check for the rent and
I’m tired of not meeting potential that I see inside of me yet I been struggling 
So I’ve been trying hard to make me into this something 
That’ll break free of these chains so I don’t have to deal with discussion 
Of a replacement I face criticism about it in public
I want to make shit and love it and reciprocate it with others 

I’m feeling free
Floating with the leaves 
They pass me and go with and blow with the breeze
It’s those little things 
That keep my head space from crumbling Into a million piece
In my head deep

I get these bad thoughts that I’m constantly fighting
I'll pick the pen up as a sword and then demolish a writing 
I lose my temper then I’ll blow like a mother fucking titan
I realized no one was saving me and there’s no use in crying
You got to get up
Life can be a bitch
But I’m fucking fed up
I despise every inch 
That I exist 
And I feel it in my chest
I’m hungry for a feeling of being the best
And i'm far

I’m done 
Fuck what you say ima do what I want
No need to front
You’re luck if I haven’t yet cut you off
Fed up
I’m fed up
With feeling so lost 
Fuck what you say ima do what I

Distension (prod. michael harrison)

last breath II

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BPM: 110
Key: Fm

free for non-profit (soundcloud & youtube) , must credit in title (prod. shy) purchase a lease for profit use (spotify, apple etc.) to purchase a lease, go to my Beatstars: www.beatstars.com/prodshy88  BPM: 134 Key: F #

luna (xona x sinxi type beat)

produced by xona
guitar by @prod-oc

-lyrics-
you got me alone locked in without sun
breathe in if it’s not home… a new place is to be found

yeah, yeah
I can never get enough of you..
I swear this shit be going on for way too long now
so i second guess myself and ignore my guilts down
i swear it goes down, i swear…
no, I swear it all goes down
the way it goes for me now
where it goes for me now, now

it all gets worse from here, I couldn’t mention my fear
captive, I’m nothing to cheer for; I live not to hurt others near

(hurting the ones that are near…
hurting the ones that are-)

~

yeah I’m by myself now, im by myself yeah
Im tryna make sense of it
yeah it’s nothing about it, I need new outlets
I don’t vent to forget
I know your motives you think you know it
the way it’s coated
no.
you make it all worse
sometimes it does hurt but I don’t seem to learn
-
where i could go on my own, she'd bind my hands down this road
hide at my home when odds are opposed, i could die here and no one would know.

home II

spotify

❀ featuring @n7te

✤ AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vzJS3uDurEI

✤ all-plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/wyfy/wayside-ii-feat-nte-2

❀ [prod. maysmusic]

✤ [lyrics]
[wyfy]
you can tell me that im not the same guy
you knew so long ago
but oh i know
so could you meet me by the wayside?
of the road
down by the park
the same one we stayed on till after dark
memory's close but you feel so far

(you feel so far) x3

[nte]
and now were falling apart
departed for no reason  isnt that so bizzare?
now im waiting for a callback, eyes broken to a flashback
and now i understand why you were done with me
tell me how you feel right now
cause I could use a different perspective
i need to get outta this house
cause it can clog my thoughts with its cobwebs
i wish you were here right now
but I knew it'd never work out
i'm so sorry I let you down
it's all my fault we went to this route

[wyfy]
(its all my fault, oh and you feel so far)
(you feel so far)
(you can tell me that im not the same guy)
(that you knew so long ago)
(but oh i know)
(so could you meet me by the wayside?)
(that you knew so long ago)
(but oh i know)

so could you meet me by the wayside?
of the road
down by the park
the same one we stayed on till after dark
memory's close but you feel so far

check out nte's music:

❀ Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/26i6cyT1da0eHIYFJKMRzd

❀ Apple Music: music.apple.com/us/artist/nte/1678822284

❀ Youtube Music: music.youtube.com/channel/UCla3QTOT98C4SRtcvmCqxiw

wayside ii (feat. nte) (AMV)

fragile face

seriously though, seek help 

✤ all-plats: distrokid.com/hyperfollow/wyfy/vanity

❀ [prod. wetmall]

✤ [lyrics]
(𝘰𝘩, 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘨𝘯𝘰𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘵, 𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘰𝘨𝘢𝘯𝘵)
(𝘪𝘨𝘯𝘰𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘵, 𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘰𝘨𝘢𝘯𝘵)

You’ve fallen short of all acclaims
So please don’t open your mouth
I’m getting tired of filthy words
Just being muttered around
Vanity has plagued you 
This has all come too far
You cant even afford the tab
Yet you think you set the bar
You exude delusion
Seeping out of your pores
Despite all distasteful actions
You’re still out seeking more
Vanity has plagued you
You’re blind in reflection
Go and keep yourself together
Losing all complexion

You've estranged from standards
Of which you’ve claimed to meet
-
Half the people in this scene
Anger the piss outta me
I’m getting tired of dealing with all of this arrogance
None of you are fucking Gods so just quit acting like it
-
Iniquity seeks equity
It’s just how it goes
So don’t be surprised
when you’re stuck rotting below
Those who tests boundaries will always find cliffs
So when you’re hanging off the edge don't ʸᵒᵘ dare ᵃˢᵏ me ᶠᵒʳ shit

If you go act ignorant
You’re sure to be enlightened
No reason to be scared
It's your actions that are 𝖋𝖗𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙𝖊𝖓𝖎𝖓𝖌
I’m sovereign in my decisions
So go find a pot to piss in
I now lack dependence
so I don’t care ‘bout what I’m missin’
I see you- as morally vacant
It’s kinda sad to see the human side of you is latent
Struggle with real friends and no one will ever 𝕞𝕚𝕤𝕤 𝕪𝕠𝕦?
𝔸 𝕝𝕚𝕥𝕥𝕝𝕖 𝕣𝕠𝕦𝕘𝕙 𝕥𝕠 𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕣, 𝕤𝕒𝕕𝕝𝕪 𝕚𝕥’𝕤 𝕟𝕠𝕥 𝕒 𝕞𝕦𝕥𝕦𝕒𝕝 𝕚𝕤𝕤𝕦𝕖

𝐘𝐨𝐮’𝐯𝐞 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐧 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐚𝐜𝐜𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐦𝐬
𝐒𝐨 𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐝𝐨𝐧’𝐭 𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐦𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐡
𝐈’𝐦 𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐟𝐢𝐥𝐭𝐡𝐲 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐬
𝐉𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐮𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝
𝐕𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐠𝐮𝐞𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 
𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐟𝐚𝐫
𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐚𝐟𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐚𝐛
𝐘𝐞𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐞𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐫
𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐝𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧
𝐒𝐞𝐞𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐬
𝐃𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬
𝐘𝐨𝐮’𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞
𝐕𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐠𝐮𝐞𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮
𝐘𝐨𝐮’𝐫𝐞 𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐫𝐞𝐟𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧
𝐆𝐨 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐭𝐨𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫
𝐋𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐱𝐢𝐨𝐧

vanity

Idk who produced this :D dm please
heylog obv inspired
Spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/album/6txPDSLIVEigezgoxmewA4?si=6b5d12d69a1440bf

Lyrics: 
You Were Bad for Me (x2)
Had enough,
I've had enough.
You were bad for me (x2),
Cut you off,
I'll cut you off.
You were bad for me (x2),
End it all,
I'll end it all.
You were bad for me (x2),
'Cause you ripped me apart, pure hate, insanity.

I could never call this love, it's rotten to the core.
You're not what I'm envisioning, I've seen it all before.
It's cyclical, she's cynical, I hide away in fear.
This love is just a pattern, just an image—disappear.

Oh no.

So why does everything I love just turn to dust and die?
I think I'm made to hate the boy that lives inside my mind.
I watch him pace around, he rummages through broken piles.
Maybe I could find, find some peace inside
(Pause)
A broken child.

You Were Bad for Me (x2)
Had enough,
I've had enough.
You were bad for me (x2),
Cut you off,
I'll cut you off.
You were bad for me (x2),
End it all,
I'll end it all.
You were bad for me (x2),
'Cause you ripped me apart, pure hate, insanity.

Everything I do, she gets really pissed, but she needs me, she can't get enough.
Might be a kid, but I'll rock up your shit,
Tat my name on your ass, 'cause she's liking it rough.

Stuck in this bitch, it's like stuck in a pit,
Put my stick shift in drift, 'cause you're not who I want.
Switch like the weather on West Coast, like maybe I'm better if I book a flight to Milan.
Green text my phone when you feel alone.
Yeah, I liked when you're here, but I love when you're gone.
So pack up your shit,
Please take the hint.
I'm watching you leave, so I guess this is it.
Uhh.

bad for me

produced by xona

@chalyre
@hiraethsry

-lyrics-
don’t wait
I don’t mean to worry you so I get carried away
yeah, I never thought I was liked so I’m sorry if I hesitate 
I hope I don’t take the wrong side
promise to try unlike last time
I know how it goes on my mind
so don’t expect much on my fight

~

you just hate to see me fine
restricted by your feeble life
cant look (x2)

back ill detach everything
in tact you wreak havoc insane
im trash ill relapse on your name
dont panic dont panic again
was this the end i feared
now it seems so clear
cant run from this 
so stay my dear
im near
you’re all i fear

~

i can’t say that I’m not impressed
put a full clip through him right between his neck
and ur still laying there in bed
tryna pull the cases out of his chest
switched on my phone at like terrible timing 
4% left and I really don’t mind it 
just enough charge to see who really likes him
no one replies so I’m closing his eyelids

glow

glow w/ chalyre & hiraeth

original https://soundcloud.com/xona/polar

xona - polar (slowed, reverbed & fuckuped)

lofi cover of violent by xona

https://on.soundcloud.com/9yf1G

violent (xona)

@hovis
Written by @hovis and I
Produced by @xona @prod-oc
Mastered by @xona

https://share.amuse.io/track/vil-synth-hometownn

hometownn

Stream

hometownn [xona + oc]

produced by xona

-lyrics-
(don’t tether your issues when you feel alone
you're feeling so nauseous, you push it along)

I’m looking for the way it was when we hadn’t broke our trust
those memories echo, I didn’t want to let go
but everything reminds of you where I settle
oh I know
these things don’t matter, you mend without an issue at all
I’m searching new patterns the ones I forget everything we’ve done

(everything we’ve done)

even if you mean everything to me
I can’t breath at all
it’s too precious to leave
so I’d rather fall
so I’d rather fall

~

this road block gets obscure
uncertain if I’d get out of here, out of here
this month I thought I’d change my course
but I’m back in this roundabout with unopened
doors
you need to pick and choose, I know you’re scared to move
you think there’s nothing new?
but maybe, it’s just you
you tend to look at me but you’re unamused
so what’s the entry step? cause you need to prove
that you’re worth this shit, I know on my life that you see it too
you know you see it too, so please.
what do you have to lose?
don’t stay in this room
don’t stay in this room

(don’t stay in this room) x6

~

don’t tether your issues when you feel alone
you're feeling so nauseous, you push it along
this weight on your shoulder, won’t last that long
you know, you know, you know
so what are you going to do?
so what?
so what?
so what?

cascade

produced by xona

@grasior
@herskylin

-lyrics-
keep my head stat
there's poison in the water why my drawn back
i swim but my reflection keeps my brain dead
im stuck inside this mess that i cant crack
the fog is heavy i cant see straight
my buried soul is my down state
i see a ghost that i once knew
is nothing more than what ive gone through

gone through (x4)

most of the time I fake it, it's not really true when I show it
even when I'm at my lowest, I try my hardest on fakin'
don't want anyone knowin' that I hate myself more than I show it
and I can't blame no one but me tho, but the truth is hard to swallow
mi mama me dice que soy lindo y muy fuerte,
como le digo que yo busco mi propia muerte
a mi me dicen que sigue adelante
que yo hago si la herida es muy grande
yo ni se mi mismo no tengo una plan b
solo se que me siento como cobarde

cobarde, cobarde, sin plan b, sin plan b
cobarde, cobarde, sin plan b, sin plan b

keep me from coming back
I doubt when I peek past
deepen this hatred has
controlled my only hands
I took a toll when alone
placed in a structure course
lift up my weight in hopes
to fix in what I had loved
walk, walk, walk (I feed into the eyes)
I’m running out of luck, luck, luck (deceived by many lies)
I can’t seem to run, run, run
I’m losing sense of touch, touch, touch
oh, i've had enough

clover

clover w/ grasior & skylin

they tellin me To try
im wasted For these cries
Im nothing But a lie n they Want me to die
ion Need ur help im fallin For ur guilt but im not gonna try
watch me Soon, dont u want me To stay
but idk whats wrong When i see ur Face
And i dont wanna Try again before u left and Changed ur ways
ur In my brain, still Here to say forget my name n end my

they Tellin me to try but is it even worth it
They telling me Im next up but I Dont deserve it
antisocial, round People i get nervous
dont Disturb but i Say i dont have service
I am broken beyond repair, you picked him over me it aint fair
U keep looking At me with that fucking glare
get off of this fucking Planet, explode my brain Like a cannon
u left Me behind all lone stranded
alone Stranded

stranded

Prod by: awfuldrama 

Yeah, keep me close, don’t let me go
I’ll keep you warm, just come back home
You crush my soul, then give me hope
Teach me the ropes, then cut the cord

(And you’re dressed just like a rose, but you cut me with your thorns)
(And I can’t get past your angel face with the horns)

I feel the least you could do is pick up your phone and call
Cause I’m sweating here just tryna think through it all

Mmm, and I thought I would let you take control…
Turn my view against me and left me think alone.
You know I cared too much to care at all.
(But I love when you talk, it stops my heart.)

Yeah, keep me close, don’t let me go (don’t let me go)
I’ll keep you warm, just come back home (just come back home)
You crush my soul, then give me hope (yeah, you give me hope)
Teach me the ropes, then cut the cord (then you cut the cord)

(You cut the cord)
(I’ll keep you warm)

thorns w/ xona

(chorus)
I wish i coulda cut the tie, you came and sewn it into us
im getting caught up in the line i feel it buried in my cuffs
you think if i walked away you'd be taking a piece, 
aint a thing that i left, i'd be tearing the seams

I, dont need no hurting now
your love it keeps slowing me down again
i feel like the end is around and then its not
and then its not

(verse)
counting up all the chances taken 
you don't realise that ive been breaking 
I wouldn't care if I were dead or not 
object to the lies that youre engraving 

coz I don't like the sight of you, I barely feel
like im ever apart of you, don't know whats real
our love never matter, the lust took the ladder
defending my heart oh I know I need better 

(bridge)
i know i need better 
i know i need better 
i know i need better
i know

(chorus)
I wish i coulda cut the tie, you came and sewn it into us
im getting caught up in the line i feel it buried in my cuffs
you think if i walked away you'd be taking a piece, 
aint a thing that i left, i'd be tearing the seams

I, dont need no hurting now
your love it keeps slowing me down again
i feel like the end is around and then its not
and then its not

Tearing The Seams - Prod (Michael Harrison)

Just trying to make music I like... from a bedroom

@absent-club owner

someday, someone, somewhere, something.

We are all frequencies dancing in a large harmony called existence. 
We are music. 
NEXT UP

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