produced by chalyre <3 

lyrics:
you make me
incomplete
no escaping
your cold reach

now my throat is sore
from saying your name
i'm not going to go
until you repay
the debt that you owe
its always the same 
for love

let go
of your hold

you say you love me
i would just die
i'll never be worthy
of your divine

you're killing me slowly
but i'll be fine

it's not like i'm better
from seeing the light

careworn

prod, me

lyrics:

u can see, so far ahead of me,
i consider us enemies..
u wont go down.
you creep, on me like im fresh meat.
i dont want you to be..
my only friend

im so done with yr attitude and all ur shit
ur so unholy, bet you dont know what the bible is
so full with lies and sin you can't imagine this
thats why ur on yr knees beggin' me forgiveness

(sometimes its hard to be human)
(i am unique)
is that necessary
oh u dont know it
(i keep crying)
that im killing myself (black tears) very precisely

i overthink way too much, in my head
ohh is that necessary (fuck)
ohh u dont know it, that im killing myself very precisely
and i dont really care, if u even like me
and your always standing in my way, please pardon me
you call me a douche, well bitch pls bite me
im on the highway going very highspeeds

im so done with yr attitude and all ur shit
ur so unholy, bet you dont know what the bible is
so full with lies and sin you can't imagine this
thats why ur on yr knees beggin' me forgiveness

creep

yona x @grasior prod @xona

"yona"
spiral through
past the bend
cant see anything with the glare in my lens
to for close
ill make amends
so ill set you aside and take my chance to ascend

step onto the field
WATCH THE GROUND SPLIT IN HALF
twitching in my eye,
HAVENT SLEPT IN DAYS MAN
force myself out of bed,
EVEN WHEN I CANT
muster up the courage,
GHAUL OR STRENGTH

"grasior"
i would lie to cross away with you
how many losses for a blood moon
weeks spent in a lonely hue
wake up i hear your fate is soon

heard you whispers now i cant let go
keep on climbing oh your a coward no?
fall apart the only thing is hope
you keep on talking with nobody home

who do you think you are
talk behind their back like they never go far
seasons change in your head
when you keep talking about
how cold the air is how cold the air is

keep on talking hard like you'd never go far
i've been wondering if you know who you are
you keep on living life in your fantasy world
how true (x2)

ice breaker w/ grasior

prod by me :>

(skylin)
all the hatred that you're giving me is only poisoning
at least with my enemies i know what it is they seek
I rather judas instead of someone backstabbing me
oh you're pathetic askin me if I would forgive you

I never go out or talk to people like I know I should
it's easier not engaging and hiding inside my hood
sometimes I tend to fail myself and everyone around me
I guess it kinda scared me from socially interacting

on the darkest days I don't know who it is that I will call
but I am hoping you answer because im bout to fall
and I don't know where I am going but ik you know it all
so I am calling out to you please do not let me fall


(heylog)
catch me on the other end
what i said i really meant
what are all the thoughts your brain holds
what's inside that head
i think i finally figured you out
i think it's time to step out your life now
i don't know what i did for you to become untied to me
if you're gonna act like this then break it off entirely
and if i would've known your emotions would all start piling
then i would've kept it hush instead of you crying to me
i was there for you when no one else was
now i'm seeing the truth and exposing your bluffs
i was there for you at your lowest point
don't go and blame it on me, this wasn't my choice

[[anger - disconnect]]

traitor w/heylog

traitor w/ heylog (Now on Spotify)

shotgun carousel

prod by me <3
on spotify this friday

lyrics -
keep on talking what's your name
no ones looking whos to blame

you cant understand
why no one cares

maybe your one of many
who dares

but your one to mix pain and pleasure
maybe nothing wont come ever

do you see how much you changed 
after you lost

no ones there for you
yet you beg n choose
why do you believe that anybody's following you
your reflection speaks
nothing there but creeks
the only thing you see are rodents who just wanna eat
daddy's money come in handy when you needa eat
that Loui bag wont do you nothing if you wanna sleep
it feels like time is going slow with what you wanna see
cause nobody's around yeah
you just wanna follow the creek
-----------------------------------------

flower petals ✾

creek

produced by heylog

lyrics:
baby i am goin
goin goin
i'm goin
know it know it know it
just know it
goin goin goin
i'm goin
know it know it know it
just know it
(2x)

i no longer am vacant
thank the lord i made it out alive
i was never complacent
but i heard i was sticking in your mind
even if that wasn't true
ain't nobody stoppin you
split my brain in half, in two
i hate that i gotta leave you

baby i am goin
goin goin
i'm goin
know it know it know it
just know it
goin goin goin
i'm goin
know it know it know it
just know it
(2x)

spotify

bullseye

cover of the song 'arctic eyes' by 9TAILS
produced by nciku

heylog - arctic eyes (9TAILS & nciku)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
i just hide upstairs 
acting like i care
when you send me a message 
my feelings are not there 
find me in the woods 
know where i have stood 
thunderstorms passing over 
oh man i'm feeling good 
i just disappeared 
no i do not care 
if you send me a text message 
i'll just leave it there 
scout me in the sticks 
somewhere in the twigs 
oh somehow all the pain stops 
am i a new person 

i just found out all i need to know 
write it down and jot it in my notes 
i cannot trust anyone, no soul 
no we're not close 
ur not my bro 
said you were but anything to get aim 
oh and all this talk is startin to rot my brain 
and honestly i'm startin to lose my patience 
i'm tired of waiting 
i'm up

woods

produced by xona
guitar by @prod-oc

-lyrics-
you got me alone locked in without sun
breathe in if it’s not home… a new place is to be found

yeah, yeah
I can never get enough of you..
I swear this shit be going on for way too long now
so i second guess myself and ignore my guilts down
i swear it goes down, i swear…
no, I swear it all goes down
the way it goes for me now
where it goes for me now, now

it all gets worse from here, I couldn’t mention my fear
captive, I’m nothing to cheer for; I live not to hurt others near

(hurting the ones that are near…
hurting the ones that are-)

~

yeah I’m by myself now, im by myself yeah
Im tryna make sense of it
yeah it’s nothing about it, I need new outlets
I don’t vent to forget
I know your motives you think you know it
the way it’s coated
no.
you make it all worse
sometimes it does hurt but I don’t seem to learn
-
where i could go on my own, she'd bind my hands down this road
hide at my home when odds are opposed, i could die here and no one would know.

home II

produced by heylog
enjoy

lyrics:
when my body's lying in place
every memory of you now awakes
the road was stable, now it's rough
cause i'm starting to let u back up
i'm fine
at least i tried
bright light
your piece of mind
i am okay
you wanna see what i'm made of
i'm not the same
you wanna see what i'm capable of
i start to feel like nothing
why does everything slip through my hands
people think i'm sad but bitch i'm not
it just looks like i am
can't go out 
i look like i got eczema all down my face
every time i sweat it starts to sting
even with tallow paste
flare up, then get better, do it all over again
red around the center, i'm not tryna screw with it
you don't even wanna know what it's like being me
every second always stressed and always worrying
i rest your soul by my side
cause i know i'll sleep just fine
i barely see anyone
if it's just you i don't mind
i'm upstairs makin some sounds
na this mixed never too loud
want this shit piercing my ears
until it rings so severe
until it

home II

xona

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