𝕰𝖝𝖍𝖆𝖚𝖘𝖙𝖊𝖉 2

Dietmar

lyrics:

Our Safe guards Couldnt pull me in
The beams rot And I let them cave in
A fortnight Spent Behind these weathered gates
Worn hands slip the door and permeate the house
In my world its easier to suffocate
My eyes glaze my tired form emaciates
The warm dark birthed me to these cold parts
The birth marks Cover me on both arms 
If the horse dies then the foal does too
I don’t wanna ever live my life without you
Independence begs me to overlook truth so I do
Myself is a word I use around u
I just gotta a lot of pain in my chest woah woah
I cannot be like him but ill do my best woah woah
Lately I think I lost the fear of death woah woah
Baby I can’t be saved just save ur breath oh no

Don’t let them see u cry is what u said oh oh
I know that they’ll love me when im dead oh oh
Ion even wanna talk about the bad no oh
I like how it fuck me in my head oh oh
Blood drips from my nose
Stains bleed thru the snow
Its these nights they will never know

Take my body and feed it to the typhoon
Better than having say that strange goodbye soon
Baby I would never treat u same as u treated urself
I admire ur soul cause it is see thru
 late at night I drink and i fill myself up
Poison pours into my open mouth and I
Mean it when I say I miss how we was
This the game we chose to play with our love and I know
But Where’s your honour
I can see pain flow fast into her mold
So She left me cornered
But suffering like this bring me home that’s all that I know
As Toronto gets warmer 
I can come alive in a way that I never knew
Pour it up into my soda 
I started rolling up purple every time im feeling blue
Our Safe guards Couldnt pull me in
The beams rot And I let them cave in
A fortnight Spent Behind these weathered gates
Worn hands slip the door and permeate the house
and In my world its easier to suffocate
My eyes glaze the sweat on me evaporates
The warm dark birthed me to these cold parts
The birth marks Cover me on both arms 

Don’t let them see u cry is what u said oh oh
I know that they’ll love me when im dead oh oh
Ion even wanna talk about the bad no oh
I like how it fuck me in my head oh oh
Blood drips from my nose
Stains bleed thru the snow
Its these nights they will never know

these nights are urs (splashgvng)

lyrics:

I forgot the way about 10 miles ago
Ive heard to use the stars to help and walk me home
But Its hard to see anything aside from the moon
She said Its never been the same since the town lost u
The storm hit hard way harder than most
U shouldve been inside when it got that close
I pass thru the rubble heaps and I call to a ghost
Fear can get the best of us but pride will take a soul
I fly thru the sky for 10 seconds at most
And I thought to use the gust to try and drop me home
And I tried to use the wind but found the telephone posts
I felt The clips pops thru me out the back of my throat

And then the stars came crashing down
I wait for u now I drown
In my sorrows lost and found
Im just down and bad right now
And around we go
The life we used to live is forgotten so
Im loving on her lips and it feels like stone
If u could run away would u come back home

The clouds look fake again
But what’s wrong with u
Its still poison that drips down
That’s what they’re telling you
So what ur telling me
Is that its you vs everyone else
I think u think too much
I know I do it too
And it forced my to change shells
And I wish we didn’t have these fucking arguments
But we dont talk to anyone else
She said I know
What u dont
She said I could tell u
But u should know its brutal
Well fuck it then I dont need anymore trouble than I got
A quarter way is a long way when ur looking back at the drop
There’s nothing better than a friday except a Friday u forgot
Even when its just my place I feel a strong urge to get crossed
The night had always looked beautiful but this time its just so strong
Even after the worst of it im still happier than I thought

And then the stars came crashing down
I wait for u now I drown
In my sorrows lost and found
Im just down and bad right now
And around we go
The life we used to live is forgotten so
Im loving on her lips and it feels like stone
If u could run away would u come back home

the stars came crashing down
as i wait for you in this dirt road town and i
cannot make this up if i wanted to
i’m just lashing out at life
i can’t let go
it’s a lil bit harder now
you taste like him
i’m a lil on fire now

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These days when I come around
You don't act the same you act different now
Said you'd never change
Never let me down
You can run away
You won't forget me now

These days when I come around
You don't act the same you act different now
Said you'd never change
Never let me down
You can run away
You won't forget me now

Forget me
Forget me not
What a plot twist to miss
It seems that you forgot
I tossed the petal
Couldn't see things level
Stop
It's not worth it when you settle

Fool me once
Can't fool me twice
If you can't run your life
I can't follow your advice
This is my life
Won't pay your price

These days when I come around
You don't act the same you act different now
Said you'd never change
Never let me down
You can run away
You won't forget me now

These days when I come around
You don't act the same you act different now
Said you'd never change
Never let me down
You can run away
You won't forget me now

I said you won't forget me now

Full up to the brim with excuses
Always going on about how you couldn't do this
You trip yourself
And you blame the bruises
Rather take my time and put it in my music

Full up to the brim with excuses
Always going on about how you couldn't do this
You trip yourself
And you blame the bruises
Rather take my time and put it in my music

I could call you up but I don't see what the use is

These days when I come around
You don't act the same you act different now
Said you'd never change
Never let me down
You can run away
You won't forget me now

These days when I come around
You don't act the same you act different now
Said you'd never change
Never let me down
You can run away
You won't forget me now

I know you won't forget me now

Forget Me Not

RiverKinn
"Railroad"
Produced by RiverKinn

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Leave me on the railroad tracks
With my hands tied behind my back
I don't want to see it coming
I know there's really nothing
I could even try to change about that

You lit a fire inside
You made me come to life
But now I feel it getting tough to fight
I'm on the night train
Light rain
Tryna get my mind in the right frame
I never do nothing right
We barely speaking now
You always beat me down
Like I ain't someone that you need around
You wanna reap the benefits and leave me out
While my garden growing seeds of doubt

So, there's something missing
No, you never listen
I cope with my condition
I hope for something different
I know it's my decision
I don't want to admit it
I'm broke, you see me slip in
The hole that I've been digging
I'm falling
Really think I need to quit stalling
Waiting by the phone when I know you ain't calling
Crawling
Tryna climb out from beneath the ice
But know the ground ain't thawing

Leave me on the railroad tracks
With my hands tied behind my back
I don't want to see it coming
I know there's really nothing
I could even try to change about that

Leave me on the railroad tracks
With my hands tied behind my back
I don't want to see it coming
I know there's really nothing
I could even try to change about that
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"KINTSUGI"
12 Track Album
Produced by RiverKinn

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@riverkinn

PLAY DEAD MMXXI

Kintsugi

Railroad

mixed by: @ninexteen

(p. saint mike)

Hook:

oh wait fall again 

show ways to break me in

verse:
Made us start off as friends you seen me decomposing 

you seen the slits on my wrist the blood spread like the ocean 

Oh sick bitch that made you feel loved

My hurt filled your void 

You was a evil bitch and your friends yea they was the minion 

I’m steady texting your phone but my messages are pending 

you and him you was trending 

What is love you say that shit we did right there on the camera 

That shit you did for me they thought you was a fucking dancer 

And I should have known by your face 

And I should have known by your hips 

That you 

That you are a fucking liar

Hook:

oh wait fall again 

show ways to break me

it always ends

produced by wisssery and scryer
mixed and mastered by marc orozco

shattered in my mind to fight the feeling
lost in all the cracks of my ceiling
lost in thoughts of the months we were alright
do i cross your mind even sometimes?

will you just call me back?
maybe we can talk about the things i should've said when we were drunk on your couch
how could i forget a moment so perfect?
just wanna be worth it
i'll never be worth it
god damn, don't feel bad about being right now
i dont do shit for the gram, so tell your man pipe down
the days getting longer, i just wanna lie down
see you in everything and that's why i don't go outside now

sometimes (prod. wisssery x scryer)

amv:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hwK5BnslG8s

artists:
@anthonysidoti
@iamvagrxnt

producer:
living puff

lyrics:
i always felt so numb
im never good enough for you 
i swear this all went wrong
how do i keep holding on!

where were you when i was suicidal 
(im always breaking down when no one’s around)
just something to use till you recycle 
(don’t want you around i need to leave this town) 
never knew when i was young i’d have to lose it all 
(now i bite my tongue) 
where were you when i was suicidal 
(im always breaking down when no one’s around) 

let me out
end this acheing burning inside of my chest
there's no way out
i cant find a reason to wake up and let it out

i know its not in my head
but i'm just losing my senses
it keeps coming in waves
i knew that you never meant it 
took a knife to my heart
rather gun to my head 
but i don't wanna ever see you again

you cant wait for love but i just hate myself
and all those bl**d-stained stories give you 
nothing but a taste of empathy

where were you when i was suicidal 
(im always breaking down when no one’s around)
just something to use till you recycle 
(don’t want you around i need to leave this town) 
never knew when i was young i’d have to lose it all 
(now i bite my tongue) 
where were you when i was suicidal 
(im always breaking down when no one’s around) 

do i fade away to nothing
(to nothing)
and i swear this past few years 
swear there crushing
crushing me!
i told myself id never give it all up 
but ever since i was a kid no one cared enough
now all the damage is done
and i don't wanna keep running away
run away from this, feeling tonight
and if you can't hear me its fine
i'm just a sacrifice!

where were you when i was suicidal 
(im always breaking down when no one’s around)
just something to use till you recycle 
(don’t want you around i need to leave this town) 
never knew when i was young i’d have to lose it all 
(now i bite my tongue) 
where were you when i was suicidal 
(im always breaking down when no one’s around) 

where were you when i was suicidal 
(im always breaking down when no one’s around)
just something to use till you recycle 
(don’t want you around i need to leave this town) 
never knew when i was young i’d have to lose it all 
(now i bite my tongue) 
where were you when i was suicidal 
(im always breaking down when no one’s around)

SPOTIFY

anthony sidoti - when i was suicidal (ft. vagrxnt) [prod. living puff]

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@matthewsteinlauf

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Matt Quentin - Morning Dew

all alone in my room
i'm feeling down again
i don't know what to say
it's getting bad again
all i know is i need to try my best
to get out of this hole i put myself in
she's my everything
she's all i've ever wanted
when i am with her
i feel like i'm important
i feel alive when i'm in her arms
she makes me want to live
how did we get this far
without me ruining it all
i'm scared that i'll ruin it all
but i swear i try my best
but i'm always such a mess
yea
i wish that i could love myself as much i love you
you're my everything
you're everything i need
and you're everything i want
when i'm down i tend to hide
but i'm tryna change
i wish i didnt hate myself
somedays i feel like i should just kill myself
but then i think of you and it all feels worth it
but right now i feel worthless
i feel so worthless
you make it worth it
just hold me
tell me that i'll be okay

it's getting bad again

Spotify ♥

it's getting bad again (prod. lil biscuit)

Spotify

baby do you hate me (prod. sketchmyname) out on spotify

sunrise and my eyes hurt
i'll lie here on fire
won't cry
don't need help now
you're fine
somewhere else now

5am comes quick
how did it get this far
laying here
shedding tears in the dark
i'm divided in my mind now
should i make it right now
should i even try now
or should i let it white out
lay down on my stomach
cus i feel real sick
i've been a real dick
know i gotta change shit
i really hate that it's like this
hate that i'm like this
wish i could subside this
wish you were inside this bed
this bed

pierce the silence
crash through the door
tell me that you'll love me forevermore
stop the violence
end this war
settle down, yeah we'll settle the score

it was just you and me
in love at 17
you took my breath away
now i can barely breathe
i love to go without
and you love going out
but i'm still wondering
saying where are you now
oh baby, baby i love you like crazy
though i can't help you
i hope you can save me
oh baby, baby i need you like crazy
oh won't you save me
the distance, it pains me

see me in my dreams love
so i can sleep some
toss and turn all night cus you're not by my side, yeah
hate that it's like this
hate that i'm like this
wish i could subside this
wish you were inside this

pierce the silence
crash through the door
tell me that you'll love me forevermore
stop the violence
end this war
settle down, yeah we'll settle the score

pierce the silence
crash through the door
tell me that you'll love me forevermore
stop the violence
end this war
settle down, yeah we'll settle the score

wish you were inside this bed
wish you were inside this bed

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Kina - Can We Kiss Forever?(feat. Adriana Proenza)

@qawikamri

LYRICS:-
QAWI KAMRI
start and drive the car
you've been on my mind
going to your house
you got my heart

can I have yours?
will not waste your time
life on the line
can I stay the night?

can I spend the night?
we gon' vibe all night
gon' treat you right
please dont leave my side

can I stay the night?
we gon' love all night
gon' treat you right
like it's your first time

she says "I don't bite" 
i said i dont mind
you can leave a mark
right here with a spark

there's good in my heart, 
you found it in the dark
you still stayed when its hard
you still stayed when its hard

this is how it starts
shoot it like a dart
loving is an art
you got it in your cards

i just wanna hold ya
i just wanna touch ya
show you that I love you
show you that I'm down for you

imma just pull you closer
carry the weight on your shoulder
treat you the same when im older
you can always come over

you can spend the night
we gon' vibe all night
gon' treat you right
i wont leave your side

you can stay the night
we gon' love all night
gon' treat you right
like it's your first time

Stay The Night

lyrics:

memories come back thru to me strong
pour something i drank something im gone
with my life u really had to grow up
oh im sorry mama im back on them drugs
baby girl its not u im screwed up
this medication wont even let me fuck
i broke down she broke down i really hope that we work out
i aint tryna give no one else my heart

ya ya ya ya ya ya ya
lifes too hard baby lifes not fair
i would never give up on you
i am too comfortable
i just wanted to comfort u
is that understandable
who get along like we do
rest these bitches all evil
u been part of my people
i do not ever want no sequel
baby girl im so evil
baby girl im too evil ya
corpse blood in the steeple ya
baby girl im a heathen ya
oh i gotta go when can i see u let me know
oh look my heart ya
she finna melt the snow
she gimme textbook head
she went to harvard ya uh
i am so paralyzed
i said i love you a thousand times
this is a lullaby
to help u sleep at night
baby i hope u feeling right
sorry that i got zero time
u taught me to love again
and how to trust again
i know u been hurting but
im right here to hold u tight
this is a lullaby
to help u sleep at night
baby i hope u feeling right
sorry that i got zero time
u taught me to love again
and how to trust again
i know u been hurting but
im right here to hold u tight
i break down but the cause not important
i just wish i could make u feel wanted
i know its dark on this path but we got this
listen to my words when ur close to a forfeit please

memories come back thru to me strong
pour something i drank something im gone
with my life u really had to grow up
oh im sorry mama im back on them drugs
baby girl its not u im screwed up
this medication wont even let me fuck
i broke down she broke down i really hope that we work out
i aint tryna give no one else my heart

this is a lullaby(jabarionthebeat x tokiowahl x kimpe)

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

https://soundcloud.com/ripthepetals

Rivilin

by the willow tree yeah you push me back
time stood still and I swear i could feel your pain

what’s it like to love someone who can’t get out of bed
drag the bones across the furniture like im not there
just a decoration to show me that you don’t care
I know you hurt just as much as me but you know this ain’t fair


what do you mean? what did you say, why do you care shit
don’t want to live don’t want to leave, struggle to breathe quit

Ripthepetals - (I won’t fuck it up this time)

panic attacks turning to drugs don’t want to feel this
smothered in bed, floating above, killing myself, bliss

Ripthepetals -  (I better not fuck it up this time)

what did you mean, what did you hear, tell em you know shit
where do I go, where do I turn, sinking into this

Ripthepetals -  (I won’t fuck it up this time)

how do I speak, how do I tell? why don’t you get this
going below, sinking to hell, I think I love this

Ripthepetals -  (I better not fuck it up this time)

i don’t get 
why im so alone
sinking sinking fucking sinking yeah im paralyzed
bones of stone, yeah no one gets it, thoughts of suicide

i don’t get 
how I live like this
breaking, breaking from depression burning inside out
cutting out everything left until im filled with doubt


Ripthepetals

I see the way you look at him and I just crumble up inside
I think i fell in love in your car when you picked me up and I saw your eyes

I had a pretty pest
Petals the pessimist
I had a pretty pest, i overthink and fucked it up alright

KETCHUP FT. RIPTHEPETALS

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3/4 TRACKS RELEASED "UNCHAINED, VOL. 4"

anthony sidoti - when i was suicidal (ft. vagrxnt) [prod. living puff]

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