Girls Rituals X Lauren Bousfield - Used To Be Better

(rook) 
i dont want a future 
i just wanna fucking stop 
i dont want identity 
i just wanna drop dead 
this is nothing 
scared pathetic bitch's death rattle 
please do something 
id give my fucking soul to get out 
this is how it has to be 
and you just wanna fuck with me 
i know, i know, its fine :) 
this kind of slow death 
nameless sickness 
really screws up ur definition of alive 

(devi) 
i know 
its it 
its always been the same shit 
its always been the same shit 
i know 
its it 
its always been just like this... 
i know 
its it 
its always been the same shit 
yea its always been the same shit 
i know 
its it 
yea its always been the same shit 
its always been the same shit 

(rook) 
and it doesnt ever stop 
yeah it doesnt ever stop 

(devi) 
if u wanna see some shit 
then maybe u could see some shit 
ur so curious 
ur so curious 
u might see some shit 
u might see some shit 

(rook+devi) 
u want us dead? 
were sick and dying dont u know? 
u want us dead? 
were fucking sick and dying dont u know? 

(devi) 
sometimes... 

(rook) 
sometimes i know 
that hell is real 
and im there 

and it doesnt ever stop 
yeah it doesnt ever stop 

(devi) 
i just want to be so sweet and kind to every living thing on earth in all the whole wide world. so dont fuck with me at all. that would be a bad idea. to fuck with me at all? that would be a bad idea...

HELL IS REAL

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lyrics
I cant focus on what needs to get done 
im on notice hoping that U don't run 
u think im tepid but im misdiagnosed 
cos im a stalker i seen all of your posts. \\ah--- 

---NO STALKING---

& im just tryna play it cool now 
but thats not what i wanna do now 
& im not tryna b with u now 

nuh-uh... 

u make it difficult 2 not overthink 
&when im with you i turn all shades of pink 
i wanna TOUCH u but dont wanna b weird 
its such a rush... thinking wish u were here. 

&im just tryna play it cool now 
but thats not what i wanna do now 
&im not tryna be with u now... U NOW. 
--//////// 
NAH! 

I COULD B UR CRUSH 
LIKE 
THROW U 4 A RUSH 
LIKE 
HOPING THAT UD TEXt ME SO I COULD TLEL UVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT UR TOUCH 
LIKE 
TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH 
I COULD B UR CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH 

I GOT A FASCINATION 
WITH UR PRESENTATION 
MAKING ME FEEL LIKE 
UR ON MY ISLAND 
UR MY 
PERMANENT VACATION 
TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH 
I COULD B UR CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH 
sorry. 

i fill my calendar w/ stuff i can do 
mb if im busy it will keep me from u 
&im pretending u aint been on my mind 
but i took an interest in the things that u like. 

AND IM JUST TRYNA PLAY IT COOL NOWWWWWWWWW 
but thats not what i wanna do now 
and im not trying b with u. no. 
ew. haha. 
FUCK U 

I COULD B UR CRUSH 
LIKE 
THROW U 4 A RUSH 
LIKE 
HOPING THAT UD TEXt ME SO I COULD TELL U IVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT UR TOUCH 
LIKE 
TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH 
I COULD B UR CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH 

I GOT A FASCINATION 
WITH UR PRESENTATION 
fEELING LIKE 
UR ON MY ISLAND 
UR MY OWN 
PERMINENT VACATION 
TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH 
I COULD B UR CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH 
SORRY 

&YEA ITS TRUE THAT IM A LITTLE BIT INTENSE RITE? 
BUT U CANT BLAME ME WHEN U KEEP ME ON THE FENCE LIKE 
BUT IVE BEEN WAITING HOPEING THT U WANNA TEXT LIKE 
TEXT LIKE.. 

it was what i was born 2 do 

&YEA ITS TRUE THAT IM A LITTLE BIT INTENSE RITE? 
BUT U CANT BLAME ME WHEN U KEEP ME ON THE FENCE LIKE 
YEA IM WAITING HOPING THAT U WANNA TEXT LIKE 
TEXT LIKE 

&im just tryna play it cool now 
but thats not what i wanna do now 
and... ah... 
ewww......ahhH 

I COULD BE UR CR---- 

THROW U 4 A RUSH 
LIKE 
HOPING THAT UD TEXt ME SO I COULD TELL U IVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT UR TOUCH 
LIKE 
TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH 
I COULD B UR CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH 

I GOT A FASCINATION 
WITH MY PRESENTATION 
MAKING ME FEEL LIKE 
UR ON MY ISLAND 
UR MY 
PERMINENT VACATION 
TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH 
I COULD B UR CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH 
IM SORRY 
IM REALLY SORRY 
IM SORRY.

CRUSH (Tessa Violet cover)

(devi) 
i live in sickness 
i live in spinning 
the whole wide world is a carousel 
i stood in line 
and now the ride's beginning 
i could still do so much more if i dont kill myself 
i live in nausea 
eternal nausea 
in a spotlight shaped like a spiral 
im in the bible 
god's favorite idol 
cos the whole sick world loves to smile 

(devi+rook) 
i feel sick 
i still feel sick 
i still feel sick 

(devi) 
smile like a rainbow 
smile like a crescent moon 
just keep doing what ur doing 
just keep doing what ur doing 
smile like a crack in the earth 
like a curse 
like a corpse 
like a wound 
smile like a rainbow 
just keep doing what ur doing 

(rook) 
cum-stained black hoodie 
grey soul and static in my eyes 
try to see the future 
but i'm not sure if it applies 
by the water in a pissed-in miniskirt 
trying to see the world thru the anhedonia 
feels kinda like my soul is burnt 
too late, too late if only uhhh 
we're not like the other girls 
this shit's too evil to be stylish 
don't tell me this is too dramatic 
cause i LIVE INSIDE IT 

just fucking try it~ 

(devi+rook) 
i feel sick 
i still feel sick 
i still feel sick

DREAMS COME TRUE 2019

NAUSEA 2019

(devi) 
i couldnt go 
i couldnt stay 
i couldnt... 
i couldnt... 

they tried to push me down 
but i just wiggled around until they couldnt hold me 
years and years 
they couldnt hold me 

if u turn the light on ill just run away 
i know i dont belong but i have nowhere else to stay 
im so sorry im here 
im so sorry im here 
please dont kill me 
please dont kill me 
im so sorry im here 

right into the heart of my dreams 
someone else is just trying to crush me 
but its okay 
its okay 
if i was u 
if i was a killer id just kill me too 

(rook) 
i keep myself together somehow 
(i dont want anything i just want to survive) 
stepped on too many times to count 
(i know i'm nothing to you, i know i'm not even alive) 
i hope one day my broken frame 
(i'm sorry that i scare you, i'll find a better place to hide) 
can get away, can find a place 
(i'll crawl into the corner, stay out of the light) 
that's safe 

(devi) 
is it really like u say? 
does it really come in waves? 
does it really work that way? 
i know ur something different 
u cant hide it 
u cant miss it 

(rook) 
i keep myself together somehow 
(i dont want anything i just want to survive) 
stepped on too many times to count 
(i know i'm a target for you, i know you don't even think twice) 
i hope one day my broken frame 
(i'm sorry that i scare you, i promise that i'll make it right) 
can get away, can find a place 
(some perfect day i know i'll no longer be part of your life) 
that's safe 

i couldnt go 
i couldnt stay 
i couldnt go 
i couldnt stay 
i couldnt stay 
i didnt stay.

WIGGLE 2019

The song is available for free download/pay-what-you-can, but please consider donating to bail funds to free people detained by US Customs and Border Patrol when that is an option. Currently federal officials are increasingly denying bond to detained immigrants, but keep this in mind should this process become clearer. This situation is very dire and cannot continue. 

From my research there's no "perfect" organization I can direct you towards. You have options like RAICES but the issue of if they can even pay out people's bail right now with the millions of dollars they have is murky. All I can suggest is keep your eyes peeled for opportunity

Thank you for listening, 
Devi 

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readsludge.com/2019/06/27/who-is-making-money-from-cbp-in-your-state/ 

readsludge.com/2019/07/03/these-nonprofits-and-businesses-are-making-millions-from-detaining-immigrant-children/
lyrics

I'll go into hell 
I'll go in to hell 
I'll go into hell 
I'll burn forever in your arms 

I can't say where I am right now 
I can't move, could you show me how? 

Is it the same as it always was? 
Am I to blame for wanting love? 

I catch a wave, I ride along 
I'm easygoing most of the time now 
I thought I was, but I was wrong 
I can't take this shit anymore now.

Easygoing

(devi) 
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! 

(rook) 
OKAY!!!!!!!!! 

<both coughing> 

ok 

(devi) 
NEVER AGAIN 

(rook) 
motherfucker 

(devi) 
I CAN NEVER GO BACK 
if u think its ok u can kid yourself 
u can drink yr own blood ill never kill myself 
this is the shit i said i always fucking dreamed about 
but i know that its something different cos its something else 

(rook) 
im underwater floating over what i am 

(rook / devi) 
black and white high-contrast manic 
where'd i put my soul in all this static 
so fucked up but honestly 
ive never felt more alive 
rotting flesh i float above it 
how did i ever become this 
damaged glowing dying soulless 
monster in a dream thats fading fast 

(devi) 
its electromagnetic noise 
or its the just smoke from the sky 
and it burns in my eyes 
and its so hot that im barely alive 
i feel reality bend 
cos i cant catch my breath 
its fucked up its been days since i slept 

(rook) 
YAAAAA!!!!!!! 
black and white high-contrast manic 
where'd i put my soul in all this static 
so fucked up but honestly 
ive never felt more alive 
rotting flesh i float above it 
how did i ever become this 
damaged glowing dying soulless 
monster in a dream thats fading fast 

(devi) 
im underwater 
im sinking fast 
being dissected 
im in heaven, seeing hell thru stained glass 

(rook / devi) 
i tried so hard to kill the past.

LOVE AND AFFECTION FOR STUPID LITTLE BITCHES

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CRUSH (Tessa Violet cover)

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