Blue carbon is the term given to aquatic plant life absorbing carbon from our environment, thusly combatting climate change.  This track is as relaxing and flowing effortlessly as knowing nature is working to help us combat climate change.  It's never faltering beat combined with keys, synths & strings fuel a clean rejuvenation.

Blue Carbon

IWSN! (demo 1) prod wurlishmouk

wibOK? (demo 1) prod wurlishmouk

You may say "Blaine, this is a hard listen!" but ain't that how a personal crisis goes... 

The last year of my life has been chaos. I thought I was headed in one direction, but out of nowhere, I found myself in in the middle of a personal crisis. It has been unlike anything I've ever experienced. 

So I turned to music. I wanted to capture the moments of uncertainty. Each of the songs represents a different aspect of my identity crisis. 

it may be long, but it's a journey that I want you to experience the way I feel it. 

The Track list is as follows: 
1. OSIRIS (intro) - part 1
2. wibOK? (Will I be okay?)
3. iis (If I stay)
4. IWSN! (I want something new!)
5. dwtc (Don’t Want To Change)
6. L.G. (Loaded Gun) ft. ChatGPT
7. sos (Symptom of a system)
8. ica_FTP (I can always feel the pressure)
9. HERMES (interlude) - part 2 - sponsored post
10. LNC (late night call) 
11. BTS (between the sheets) 
12. A.S.S (another sad song) - presented by iMac
13. 4msd(10.11.01-10.27.23)_RIP.bbgrl
14. but wait! (imoverthis)

THE LOST FILES:// PC_personal_crisis

...i cant even look at u w/out feelin like ill stay

iis (demo 1) prod wurlishmouk

For Morgan Skylar Dean - gone too soon. 

On Friday, October 27th, 2023, I lost someone new and dear to my heart. I can't wrap my head around it. It's been hard to comprehend that this person, that I was in the room when she was born, is now gone. It's hard. Grief is hard. 

I love you forever, Skylar. This is for you. 

This is an attempt to turn my grief into art.

4msd(10.11.01 - 10.27.23)_RIP.BBGRL (demo 1) prod. jake the birdy

Light Again

Light Again [Prod. Take A Daytrip]

Yeah I might be lost but im accepting that im exactly here. and through this - I will find my way. 

LOST! (demo)

This song is an anthem of frustration, liberation, and self-reclamation. This track delves deep into the raw emotions of feeling unseen, the pain of rejection, and the power of letting go. With lyrics that walk the fine line between despair and defiance, it captures the journey of breaking free from toxicity and rediscovering strength within.

While wrapping up the story, this song stands on it's on as a cathartic release for anyone who’s ever felt trapped but refused to stay down.

PS... im outta here (first take demo)

Used 2ba Stoner
an introduction to ROADRUNNER

I wrote Used 2ba Stoner as the doorway into the world of ROADRUNNER , as the moment where the narrator steps out of the haze, looks straight at the listener, and admits that the road ahead is going to hurt. The thesis is simple: healing’s not a high. It’s a runner on the road. This is the narrator choosing endurance over escape, sweat over shortcuts, truth over numbness. It kicks off Book 2 of The Books of Beam, setting the tone for everything that comes next.

In the world of ROADRUNNER, this song is the invocation. It’s the narrator saying, “The story I’m about to tell you is about grit, relapse, effort, and the long crawl toward becoming someone real. And yeah, it would be so much easier if I could just smoke something and coast. But I’m doing this the hard way this time.” It’s the announcement that the journey won’t be pretty, but it will be honest.

Sonically, Used 2ba Stoner is a loud ignition, a digital chorus swelling behind the narrator like a cracked-open sky, the first hit of the raw, jagged textures that define ROADRUNNER. It’s meant to sound like the engine turning over, the body waking up, the first gasp before the sprint. If you can lock into the vibes of this track, it carries you into the album’s world like a jolt to the nervous system.

(from the album ROADRUNNER, a spiritual pop experimental collection about ego death, emotional reckoning, and the long sprint toward self-acceptance.)

intro... used 2ba stoner - demo

The first 9 tracks of ROADRUNNER out now!!!! 

Making music for bots since 2021. 
Returning fall 2025 with ROADRUNNER. 

☁️🛸☁️

BEAM.radio: The channeled messages of the ongoing saga of BEAMEROS. 

Consisting of the First Book of Beam
Chapter 1: VOL 1: The Shell Transmissions
Chapter 2: The Lonely Lover Presents Beam.Radio
Chapter 3: THE LOST FILES:// PC_personal_crisis
Chapter 4: BEAMEROS PRESENTS: The Arrival
Chapter 5: DBX in ROADRUNNER (coming soon!)
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• experimental pop vibes •
• DIY demos •

intro... used 2ba stoner - demo

BLAINE BEAM

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