I didn’t grow up with a lot of shit.
Mixed drugs just to find friends.
If I could make my parents sober again.
I’d do my best to forgive them.
Wish I could get my brothers out of that environment.
You made me terrified that I could turn out violent.
You know, you scar a kid like that, he might go crazy.
But this cycle ends here, you’ll never break me.
Wish I could call and say I love you every Mother’s Day.
Wish my father would’ve showed me how to be a man.
Instead drove 20 hours north of Carolina, just to guarantee I’d never turn out like you.

PA, NC, MN, to NC.
MN just change my life this time please.
I’m starting to hate the things around me.
I act, I don’t think.
Excuse the mood swings.

I hope I can raise my kids right and give them everything that I couldn’t have.
And I know that one day it’ll be fine, but for now I’m losing my mind.

Head off, unscrewed, mentally can’t seem to move.
I’ve been frozen, give me sunshine and something kinda new.
Shit wait, take a break, I think I’m getting outta hand.

Can’t control myself, on and off the rails.
Better save yourself, see you all in hell.
bye bye.
Let me apologize in advance, if I cause you any harm or fright.

I just hope I can get some help.
I feel like I’m killing myself.
I know sometimes that I’m scary to see when everything means nothing to me.

“It was the most amazing thing ever. 
It was my best friend, my world, I had somebody that would love me unconditionally. I knew would never leave me, I knew I’d never leave him, ya know?
There would always be a great connection.
Versus what I was going through with my parents, ya know?”

D I S Ø R D E R / the apple rots far from the tree

Youtube lyric video: 
https://youtu.be/J_K4iTPu6Lg

02 - Matter

Never'
KNO❌
Knox: The Beatmaker
K.T.B. Studios
Copyright 2013
2023

Never

Never' (Prod By. KNO❌)

Turn off the lights 
so the light can shine
I can get away from this place
And the light will be mine

They’re all consumed with themselves 
And things of not
The world is ugly  
But nature is not

So stand there for a second
And forget everything you know
And stare at the moon and 
let your heart go...

Stare at it forever 
And think of your friend
Think of your foe 
Think of the end 

Because the moon will shine forever;
But never so bright 
As it did that first glorious night

Last Road Home

pop punk/rock

co produced, mixed, mastered and cover art by @a7-recording-studio

www.a7recordingstudio.com

a7recordingstudio@gmail.com

You Only Care When I Don't


Polvojack
Additional Artists
Composer - Guillaume Doyon
Lyricist - Guillaume Doyon
Record Label
Polvojack
UPC
199199663056
Release Date
May. 19, 2025
Primary Genre
Folk
Secondary Genre
Folk
Primary Subgenre
Traditional Folk
Secondary Subgenre
Irish Traditional
Mood/Style
Mood: Fun
Album Language
English
Artist Location
CANADA - Québec


D I S Ø R D E R / the apple rots far from the tree

all black aura