I didn’t grow up with a lot of shit.
Mixed drugs just to find friends.
If I could make my parents sober again.
I’d do my best to forgive them.
Wish I could get my brothers out of that environment.
You made me terrified that I could turn out violent.
You know, you scar a kid like that, he might go crazy.
But this cycle ends here, you’ll never break me.
Wish I could call and say I love you every Mother’s Day.
Wish my father would’ve showed me how to be a man.
Instead drove 20 hours north of Carolina, just to guarantee I’d never turn out like you.

PA, NC, MN, to NC.
MN just change my life this time please.
I’m starting to hate the things around me.
I act, I don’t think.
Excuse the mood swings.

I hope I can raise my kids right and give them everything that I couldn’t have.
And I know that one day it’ll be fine, but for now I’m losing my mind.

Head off, unscrewed, mentally can’t seem to move.
I’ve been frozen, give me sunshine and something kinda new.
Shit wait, take a break, I think I’m getting outta hand.

Can’t control myself, on and off the rails.
Better save yourself, see you all in hell.
bye bye.
Let me apologize in advance, if I cause you any harm or fright.

I just hope I can get some help.
I feel like I’m killing myself.
I know sometimes that I’m scary to see when everything means nothing to me.

“It was the most amazing thing ever. 
It was my best friend, my world, I had somebody that would love me unconditionally. I knew would never leave me, I knew I’d never leave him, ya know?
There would always be a great connection.
Versus what I was going through with my parents, ya know?”

D I S Ø R D E R / the apple rots far from the tree

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Auteur-compositeur de chansons françaises qui n'attendent que de bons interprètes. 
Après des études au conservatoire et musicologie à la Sorbonne, j'ai enseigné l'éducation musicale à des élèves en école élémentaire de 1982 à 2021.

Dès 1989, alors que je découvrais la MAO, j'ai commencé à faire des centaines d'arrangements de chansons pour enfants ou adultes dans tous les styles pour les faire chanter. Cette solide expérience m'a amené dans un premier temps à composer des chansons pour mes élèves. Puis, je me suis lancé dans un répertoire pour adultes. 132 chansons à ce jour !

Mon répertoire va de la danse traditionnelle française (La bourrée du maumarié), à l’EDM (La tête dans les étoiles) en passant par la musique classique (Double concerto pour violon, violoncelle et orchestre à cordes) et la chanson française, le gros du panier, avec le plus souvent cette pointe d’humour qui fait tant défaut aujourd’hui dans beaucoup de chansons, (ce qui est étonnant quand on voit autant d’humoristes fleurir aux six points de l’Hexagone…)

Même si certains apprécient ma façon de chanter, mes chansons sont faites pour de vrais interprètes qui aiment monter sur scène.

Né en 1961 à Paris.
Membre SACEM

Author-composer and performer... by default of French songs. 
After studying at the Conservatoire and musicology at the Sorbonne, I taught music education to elementary school pupils from 1982 to 2021.

As early as 1989, when I was just discovering computer-assisted music, I started making hundreds of arrangements of songs for children and adults in all styles, to get them to sing along. This solid experience initially led me to compose songs for my students. Then I started working on a repertoire for adults. 132 songs to date!

My repertoire ranges from traditional French dance (La bourrée du maumarié), to EDM (La tête dans les étoiles), classical music (Double concerto for violin, cello and string orchestra) and French chanson, the mainstay of my repertoire, most often with that touch of humor so lacking in so many songs these days (which is astonishing when you see so many humorists flourishing at the six points of the Hexagon...).

Even if some people like the way I sing, my songs are made for real performers who like to get up on stage.

Born in 1961 in Paris.
SACEM member

KRT Production is not just a label.
It’s a creative machine that has been shaking the scene since the 1980s. Behind projects like NUR, Funkle Ace, BBAM, Atomium, and more, KRT is the underground spirit that refuses to fade.

Electronic, rock, experimental, alternative — style doesn’t matter as long as there’s raw energy and the drive to make an impact.
Recording studio, mobile production, SoundCloud launchpad: KRT is both playground and battleground, where artists become larger than their tracks.

Joining KRT isn’t just “being part of a label.”
It’s stepping into a family, a free and untamed showcase, ready to make noise in a world that plays too safe.

KRT Production. Here, music isn’t just heard. It’s lived.

Yelenko is a composer and music producer blending neo-classical, ambient, and cinematic elements into immersive soundscapes. With a background in film and game music, his work bridges emotional storytelling and sonic experimentation. From delicate piano pieces to textured atmospheric layers, each track invites deep listening.
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Progressive Art Musician for Aedos Cluster of the Waterfall and Labobros. Director for the new web series called Rompecabezas/Puzzle. Artist for Rhoon Records

Born in 1980 under the name KRT, the band began its journey in the raw energy of live shows — in Spain, including a memorable concert in Burgos, and in Brussels at the Teatro. Those early years, intense and furious, were wiped away overnight: all archives, tapes, posters, and memories stolen in a single car theft, as if someone had tried to erase history itself.

By the late ’80s and early ’90s, the group found shelter in the former RKM studio on Avenue Molière in Brussels, under the demanding ear of artistic producer Jean-Claude Maury. From those sessions emerged Fast Beat and The Ballad of the Mouse and the Bird, defining tracks that carved NUR’s sound into stone — dark, restless, untamed.

After a split and years of silence, the band resurfaced under the name NUR, carried this time by the new promise of the digital age. The music could no longer be erased; it was destined to survive.

But fate struck again: the passing of one of the founding members closed the collective chapter. Today, NUR rises once more, as a solo incarnation. More than a project: a resurrection. A flame still burning, more than forty years after its first spark.

Can you put titles to my tunes? If not, my website reveals all at:

https://www.harveytwyman.com

My Latest Tunes are at: www.soundcloud.com/harvey-twyman

I have now minimised all my musical equipment down to a single arranger keyboard, the Yamaha PSR-SX900.

Originally I had created all the features of this keyboard using multiple pieces of MIDI equipment all controlled through a Windows tablet. I created a YouTube video describing it all:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TekeXG_oe1g&list=PLzVsLVsxIwiZLfDwmRDZ1B8TnIrgwX7aC&index=2&t=1s

D I S Ø R D E R / the apple rots far from the tree

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