art is lain iwakura by @rukvia on pinterest:)

all song credits to cafune!!
spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/artist/581C5Qwl87TskfBEzuoisu

𝙩𝙚𝙠 𝙞𝙩 - 𝙘𝙖𝙛𝙪𝙣𝙚 ( 𝙨𝙡𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙙 )

i could never count all the hours i spent just telling myself that you never existed
buzzin like a radio, my mind keeps buzzing like its never alone

like i really need a medal all the times i tried
you should really get a bucket all the times youve cried
get knocked down yet i still survive
@menthol100s angel cover

im always alone and always will be (rip wifi)

https://open.spotify.com/track/35YvzadMQu9evj1PXw3xdw?si=O9mqalcaR_SZgbRXj9xe1Q&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A6ijYfYb03EIxm7pHHHmOPn

prod me

i dont recognise myself in the mirror
im looking so much thinner i
didnt eat my dinner
my heart just isnt in it

nothing ever feels real anymore
im passed out bleeding on the bathroom floor
consumed by derealization im waiting for
u to bring me back to reality once more

u were bleeding all over
i was the first to notice
cant believe no one saw this
girl u looked so perfect

i dont recognise myself in the mirror
im looking so much thinner i
didnt eat my dinner
my heart just isnt in it

derealization

https://open.spotify.com/track/6k3ZxcSmqr6PzDj5jPJzuK?si=KSiNsteTTY-KjtrXBH9xZg&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A1fDoBAD5iRtniahPfPFZZR

prod me

somethings up with uuuuuuuu
somethin rlly strange
ur all over the place
ur vision is so strayed
wont look me in the face
is there somethin
that u wanna say

it all amounts to u
so dont try act confused
when i come back crawling
crawling to u

baby im a sinner
come back just to skin her
eat her guts for dinner
oh baby whats the issue

somethings up with uuuuuuuu (u know that i miss u)
somethin rlly strange
ur all over the place
ur vision is so strayed
wont look me in the face
is there somethin
that u wanna say

,,

she whispered in my ear
'need to get out of here
go on and start the car
lets drive away so far'

but its hard to let go of my life
but i guess
id do anything for my future wife

she whispered in my ear
'need to get out of here
go on and start the car
lets drive away so far'

somethings up with u

somethings up with you

https://open.spotify.com/track/7GHsBQ5oLMz6Jhq6TgzBHj?si=m6AqD8a8T5CoOFmWkkiqOA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A4fE7fPBBe4x8t58IbcpFs4

prod me ft @kiheir

@requiem-for-you
saw u at that party last week
im so damn awkward u know i cant speak
but baby please
believe
that ur everything to me
x2

u treated me like shit
i know its not ur fault but it kinda is
i never thought that it would end like this
i never thought these words would leave my lips
but baby im cutting at my wrists
and i dont see an end to it
can someone help me
im dying
without u darling
oohhhhhh

@kiheir
and i never thought id feel this way
now that im seein u in the same damn place
or meeting u in these awkward ways
now that im seein u in the same damn place
or meeting u in these awkward ways
no one here to fill the void of my days
cuz ur gone
cuz ur gone

i needed u said ud never run away
the partys almost over i just hope that ud stay
my mind went blank ive got no words to say to u
and i doubt that u do too
ooooh i doubt that u do too
and i miss u but im glad that i met u

@requiem-for-you
saw u at that party last week
im so damn awkward u know i cant speak
but baby please
believe
that ur everything to me
x2

awkward w/ kiheir

@humanendeavour

loving you is hard i think
that you just left me scarred
bleeding 
didn't think you had it in 
you but you just breached my skin
but that's okay i know your scared 
your not really cutely aware
and if i have to tell you one more time
i think ill leave you way behind
x2

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

in my head 
i see a thousand different ways 
i can take u far away 
make u mine 
all mine to stay
and when i see her walking
slowly to her grave 
i cant help but try to save 
u from all the outside hate 

and when u 
were kissing him 
did u feel like ur life's complete
cuz i know that it crushed me 
ran away in disbelief 
aa 
and im all alone 
but wish i had you here
yeah i wish i had you near 
but i dont so i live in fear

break - alex g cover

Ize