art is lain iwakura by @rukvia on pinterest:)

all song credits to cafune!!
spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/artist/581C5Qwl87TskfBEzuoisu

𝙩𝙚𝙠 𝙞𝙩 - 𝙘𝙖𝙛𝙪𝙣𝙚 ( 𝙨𝙡𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙙 )

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
prod both of us as always

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later: 
slow down 
shut up 
take a picture of us 
watch her driving away
leaving nothing but dust

i know 
you dont 
really like to pretend 

you love me so let me go
??

me: 
im sorry
you know me
you expect way too much, again

you're going
still coping
i cant live my life without u in

so she'll go
on her own
and find someone else to make her smile

it makes me sick when i think of what we said
so many words i regret, but cant forget

pictures of us

https://open.spotify.com/track/2oakiAAWqhgXrN6mp6xftM?si=90efe42037964e1c

prod me

i cant see
the road ahead
i felt my eyes freeze into my head
flashbacks to u in my bed
all these memories and now ur dead

im mourning all over again
slept in till half past 10
msgs from all my friends
tellin me dont hurt myself

falling back on u
show affection and ill latch right onto u
and not to mention that ill probably scratch for u
cuz my mental has fully collapsed from u

im so stupid
im not cautious
walked right into a trap
all i wanted was my one wish
that youd come right back

collapsing

Interlude

https://open.spotify.com/track/7GHsBQ5oLMz6Jhq6TgzBHj?si=m6AqD8a8T5CoOFmWkkiqOA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A4fE7fPBBe4x8t58IbcpFs4

prod me ft @kiheir

@requiem-for-you
saw u at that party last week
im so damn awkward u know i cant speak
but baby please
believe
that ur everything to me
x2

u treated me like shit
i know its not ur fault but it kinda is
i never thought that it would end like this
i never thought these words would leave my lips
but baby im cutting at my wrists
and i dont see an end to it
can someone help me
im dying
without u darling
oohhhhhh

@kiheir
and i never thought id feel this way
now that im seein u in the same damn place
or meeting u in these awkward ways
now that im seein u in the same damn place
or meeting u in these awkward ways
no one here to fill the void of my days
cuz ur gone
cuz ur gone

i needed u said ud never run away
the partys almost over i just hope that ud stay
my mind went blank ive got no words to say to u
and i doubt that u do too
ooooh i doubt that u do too
and i miss u but im glad that i met u

@requiem-for-you
saw u at that party last week
im so damn awkward u know i cant speak
but baby please
believe
that ur everything to me
x2

awkward w/ kiheir

Valentines day but im not pretty like you (feat kaysnoto, 14 days after February, and creepies)

I Want To Plaster Your Guts.

lyrics:
every time i feel like 
i'm getting over you 
you pop back in my 
don't know what to do or say
oh god you're haunting me
and i wish you were dead
you're in my head
in my head 
i wish you were dead

idk what im doing anymore

the prod took this down so idk creds

Feel like life's so screwed, I don't got nothing do
I look at pictures of you, but i know there no use
Taking pills for my sanity, It's just so i sleep
When I stay up too late I start thinking weird
my teeth are ugly, and they're all misshaped
if i killed everybody would I be a saint
my face burns my sight, I can't stand me
I let my mind bleed, it thinks im a freak of nature

When god made me- well, I don't think he made me
If i wasn't a mistake, I wouldn't have a step-brother
If I did anything right, then she wouldn't love another
There's no one else, me and me, I've been crossed by the stars
So I sit by myself, and i sulk too
'Cause If i cried out, I know nobody would look
I know people got it worse than me, so I'm not gonna bitch
I just sit on my phone for hours to ignore the sad truth


your just forever unhappy and i hate that

w/ @requiem-for-you
prod me

i don't wanna know 
if you're coming back cause
you're already gone
put you in the past now
it's all said and done
no point in going back now
i'm starting to move on 
i hope you come in last now
i don't wanna know 
if you're coming back cause
you're already gone
put you in the past now
it's all said and done
no point in going back now
i'm starting to move on 
i hope you come in last now

you're in the past
that's why i can relax now
i'm done with that
was thinking of you till i pass out
what's the point
in cutting you some slack
you left me here alone
and you're never coming back

you're in the past
that's why i can relax now
i'm done with that
was thinking of you till i pass out
no point
in tryna get in contact
you're so void
of any sorta love acts

i don't wanna know 
if you're coming back cause
you're already gone
put you in the past now
it's all said and done
no point in going back now
i'm starting to move on 
i hope you come in last now
i don't wanna know 
if you're coming back cause
you're already gone
put you in the past now
it's all said and done
no point in going back now
i'm starting to move on 
i hope you come in last now

Interlude

Ize