you're such a bore and i'm not patient anymore
and i'd adore my fucking body as a corpse
i don't care anymore and now my pride is on the floor
can't go back to before sit in silence and ignore

waste

Interlude

@aeter @lovebunii
https://open.spotify.com/track/0pcpss79LOs1qGNrAHObTg?si=40961a043ed348d9

spotify

long time w/ aeter & bunii (OUT ON ALL PLATS)

https://open.spotify.com/track/7GHsBQ5oLMz6Jhq6TgzBHj?si=m6AqD8a8T5CoOFmWkkiqOA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A4fE7fPBBe4x8t58IbcpFs4

prod me ft @kiheir

@requiem-for-you
saw u at that party last week
im so damn awkward u know i cant speak
but baby please
believe
that ur everything to me
x2

u treated me like shit
i know its not ur fault but it kinda is
i never thought that it would end like this
i never thought these words would leave my lips
but baby im cutting at my wrists
and i dont see an end to it
can someone help me
im dying
without u darling
oohhhhhh

@kiheir
and i never thought id feel this way
now that im seein u in the same damn place
or meeting u in these awkward ways
now that im seein u in the same damn place
or meeting u in these awkward ways
no one here to fill the void of my days
cuz ur gone
cuz ur gone

i needed u said ud never run away
the partys almost over i just hope that ud stay
my mind went blank ive got no words to say to u
and i doubt that u do too
ooooh i doubt that u do too
and i miss u but im glad that i met u

@requiem-for-you
saw u at that party last week
im so damn awkward u know i cant speak
but baby please
believe
that ur everything to me
x2

awkward w/ kiheir

@revivle @kiheir

just say that you will never leave,
got all these bruises i can't keep oh
cause i can't let you go
my hand, with yours, my heart's, complete
with you, right here, i know
there's something for me
my love you're all i need

in my world,
there's only you
i only have you,
and i won't let you go

(cause you're,
my whole world,
i hold onto you,
and i won't let you go)

[kiheir]

stay by myself theres nothing here for me
let you go so you could see what your missing
all on my own theres no one to listen
guess youre my home that’s just what i was missing
hands felt so full when had you
and i still want more when im without you
and you still went out the door
because you see me as a chore chore

can't let you go w/ revivle + kiheir

https://open.spotify.com/track/4rcP80z4arjKlS9Ip312Wl?si=82c1e8250d184014

prod me ft @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

@requiem-for-you
baby hit my phone
can u come home?
ur out in the snow
i know its gettin cold
not like the other girls
i swear ur the one
the way u spin n twirl
yea i think i rlly won
x2

i know that u wanna say it
all these years that ive been waitin
i dont know why ur so late to it
take my hand only u can do it
call u on the phone
when im feeling so dam fucking alone

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
oh baby dont u know
i always wait for u to call my phone
girl dont leave me girl dont leave me lone
loved u from the very start
pls dont tear my heart apart
pls dont tear my heart apart
x2

and i know that its complicated
and ur frustrated
with how i sometimes act
but i cant stop my heart from
racing, i just hate being attached
wish u would take my hand
and show me what went right
and what went wrong
im still waiting for u
guess ill just go write another song

@requiem-for-you
baby hit my phone
can u come home?
ur out in the snow
i know its gettin cold
not like the other girls
i swear ur the one
the way u spin n twirl
yea i think i rlly won
x2

not like the other girls w/ jacko

https://open.spotify.com/track/3QmaDxYbBeKFsfstHePTje?si=z70cMlE6SA-K7sw8-pFo9g

prod me

oooh
i wanted somebody newww
but i guess that i still love uuu
talk to me like im a fool
god i rlly just dont know what to do

do i rlly mean nothing to u?
would u care if i just see it through? 
got no chance but god ur so cool
just wish u felt the same way too

(wish u liked me too
wish u felt the same way
do i mean nothing to u?
mayb ill just see it through)

oooh
i wanted somebody newww
but i guess that i still love uuu
talk to me like im a fool
god i rlly just dont know what to do

do i rlly mean nothing to u?
would u care if i just see it through? 
got no chance but god ur so cool
just wish u felt the same way too
x2

somebody new

https://open.spotify.com/track/6aNrFnhfg7TPsxqh22OWbR?si=8ada964195bd4a28

ft. + prod @requiem-for-you

[kuja]
 
i've been falling down
why’d you let me go
trust me I don’t know,
what you’ve done to me
i’ve been falling down
why’d you let me go
falling down like snow, 
just you and me

and baby when I close my eyes
i wish we could go back in time 
cause baby can’t u see
it feels like you're the only one 4 me
sometime you’ll cross my mind
and I’ll realise, in all this time 
oh baby you're the only one that i cant lose

[requiem for you] 

baby i'm so tired of u
im running out of things to do
but i dont really want to let u go
but our love melts like snow
cant leave u when ur cold
cus thats when u feel most alone

you said
you're leaving
but i don't
believe it
because the words u said to me
yeah they tell me u wont leave
baby take it slow n we can work things out 
but i don't think that we can work right now 
but i just love u here
i hope that one day you'll reappear 

[kuja + requiem]

i've been falling down
why’d you let me go
trust me I don’t know,
what you’ve done to me
i’ve been falling down
why’d you let me go
falling down like snow, 
just you and me
(x2)

snow, w/ requiem for you

https://open.spotify.com/track/0o9peAagEN0Xy1uIvyW4QY?si=9M-TgXNMQLGQwFfvtLO6Ww

prod me ft @lovebunii

@requiem-for-you
its hard for me to replicate what we once had
i hope u know its different now cus u moved on n im still down
and im still cryin in my own arms
the tears washin away my scars
and i swear ill smash all my guitars
cus theyve played all these songs abt u

and ik u dont care
but i dont think that i would ever leave u anywhere
cus ur my one and only yea i cant help but stare
i need u in my life, or itll start to tear
oohooh

@lovebunii
still, you're acting unaware
carry you in my arms, but it's such a load to bear
I thought we'd make it far but there's a ways to go
I wish that you were mine, but, in the wind you blow
everything's solved with time, but, this time, maybe no
hope I stay on your mind whenever you're alone
see a little bit of you in everywhere I roam
struck with love and made a fool 'till I'm dead and gross

and i'm still seeing through all the haze
and you're still bleeding through all the pain
and we both tried to find an escape
and i know it won't ever be the same
because it's hard, so hard...

@requiem-for-you
its hard for me to replicate what we once had
i hope u know its different now cus u moved on n im still down
and im still cryin in my own arms
the tears washin away my scars
and i swear ill smash all my guitars
cus theyve played all these songs abt u
x2

different now w/ bunii

https://open.spotify.com/track/2I08pukfr6MFkGaMZJQpnu?si=5a9b439a18b44b45

in the pool (╥﹏╥)

prod me ft @vedbend

dont understand
i dont feel human anymore
blood on my hands
i let it drip down from my forearms
my life only forms scars
ive run out of hearts
i hope when im gone
that this shit doesnt restart

im so lost in my headd
i swear i cant feel nothing
oh god im jus so scared
i think my bodys shutting down

i swear im good for nothing
so high its got me blushin'
i fear i'll feel like this forevermore
my heart beats like percussion
or a drum thats always rushin'
i cant try to live like this anymore

i feel human off crushed up pills
(i feel human off crushed up pills)
i'll cut my wrist, make sure im real
(i'll cut my wrist, make sure im real)
im the main reason that i suffer
(the main reason that i suffer)
and now i'll wait til' i go under

im so lost in my headd
i swear i cant feel nothing
oh god im jus so scared
i think my bodys shutting down

Interlude

Ize