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carbs Radio 7/28

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This was produced by the amazing Oscar Scheller i owe him my life, 
It's also my birthday! love u all who listened to this

to hell with it

Noticed I Cried

@cybertrash
play pretend - prod. cybertrash
mastered by YAKI
REDEYE (demo) - prod. DvDx, Juberlee, Glyph, cybertrash, YAKI
mastered by YAKI

REDEYE (demo)

Call me (Archive)

prod. blanx

lyrics: 
step back i'll do all the talkin
if you gave me my respect 
then i'd let you all in no stallin
don't wanna face this world
pray for me darling 
the way i feel 
dont wanna reconcile on the 
past when he left my home
i just keep making these beats
cause i feel alone 
i don't wanna do this shit anymore.

isolate

bye bye :)

prod. blank

lyrics: 
maybe this is the point
where all of it happens 
i look at the rest 
and leave my dreams in the past tense
i lost my affection for it 
and it don't want me back

all because i want it and you don't
you just say that i ain't bout it 
you're dead wrong 
but im letting go
im letting you take what i call home

taking everything i wanted
yeah
only one step away from 
stepping my ass away from 
every little thing 
that i've been laying on 
maybe it's too late for me
since i dropped epiphany oh 
its been a daze to me
an everlasting haze to me i 
thought i was right 
i'll get away for a while 
that's how im feeling right now
thought i was good as it gets 
so i just wasted my time 
now all those choices are locked in 
and i can't bear that i'm down
conscious thoughts of mine 
get in my way and 
i've been taught to lie
my brain caves in
i can't take it
so i just waste it 
pedal to the floor 
fuck the world
fuckin hate it

all because i want it and you don't
you just say that i ain't bout it 
you're dead wrong 
but im letting go
im letting you take what i call home

( goodbye )

home ( the end )

mix: kenny

https://genius.com/Sadgods-endofthewrld-lyrics

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ENDOFTHEWRLD (feat. kenny & Pretty Havoc.)

@prodbybrody  x @layen-1
guitar by fats'e

VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GlPnYZJo-rI&ab_channel=fats%27e

LYRICS:
spending all my time telling myself that i'm a failure and a fraud
i'm roadkill on the pavement and that's all i'll ever be now watch me rot

(you'll find me)

unconscious lying on your driveway
think i might be spiraling
chasing highs like all day

staring at the sun
inhaling poison just for fun
i need some help
in a coma for the weekend
you can find me on the ground outside your house

unconscious on your driveway (prod brody x layen)

Lyrics :

I know you don't care at all  
'Cause the way I ain't no loving that you call  
You got my taste girl, you know what I want  
I need you here, I've been going through the drawers  
Stopping thinking about the times we had  
Thinking about everything you said to me  
Before you had left  
I wish we could try again  
You said we're better off as friends  
But I don't know if I agree  
You know I'd be there for you that one, two, three  
I know I'm not with you, name  
But you mean every fall you get to me  
I just tell me it doesn't help me slip  
I need you right here in my shoes  
Laying in my arms next to me  
If you mean right girl I eat you that all the time  
Careful of my words I been moving with coaching  
I know from the fucking start I was all in  
You the only one I ever really wanted  
Hate that I love you I can't lie, girl, I almost lost you  
Hate that I want you I'm too deep, girl, it's hard to trust you  
It must be hard to be a queen  
When everybody wants to be too  
But you don't want anything else  
I'll give up now  
I need your touch now  
Am I enough now?  
I gave to my heart  
I know you don't care at all  
Just give me a hand on what you call  
You got my touch, girl, you know what I want  
I need you here, I'll be going through your jaws  
I've been thinking about the times we had  
Thinking about everything you said to me  
Before you had left  
I wish we could try again  
You said we're better off as friends  
But I don't know if I agree  
You know I'd be there for you  
I want to stay  
I know I'm not with you 

𝗪𝗶𝘁𝗵𝗱𝗿𝗮𝘄𝗮𝗹𝘀

circle back

home (remix)

Full album here: https://open.spotify.com/album/6IA1bg2IEbVsfjppGKZBKL?si=Flg6aAiNTXKyv47vA6r9tg

June

? (prod.blank)

i don't wanna talk to you
can't fuck with that again yeah
i don't need a friend i-
need someone to play this game for 2
and everybody proud of you?
no im terrified
of my eyes
get headaches all of the time
and i ain't felt like this since i been alive
was too blind to realize im paralyzed
and if i wake up now then i'll lose my mind

paralyzed (demo)

? (prod.blank)

nobody hears me
the worlds corroded can't you see?
but i dropped the bracelet you gave me 
somewhere in the weeds
tearing at the seams
go up in flames like acetylene 
and we're still young barely 16

acetylene (demo)

(prod. blank)
guitar loop: rjpasin
lyrics: 
when i let you in
didnt know id lose my head again
step back see the whole world fall on me
its all my fault not who i wanna be
and i swear
you wanted something else
dont wanna talk about it
just be by myself
and its over now but i cant regret it
things that you said in my head
never left it rent free down in my head
been stuck for a while now
gave up my home and
i stayed home for a while
tried to cope
but it didnt work im all out of hope
when i let you in
didnt know id end up here again
the seasons change up
filled with karma
is my debt all paid up yet?
and have you taken enough?
ive been shaken up
ive been breaking down
its pulling me apart
and ive faken enough
i dont wanna bluff anymore its hard
but i see now
my smile was your touch
i lose breath with no lungs
and these warm summer months
been cold since you gone
woke up new epiphany
i see what you did to me
i was fucked up mentally
but all i needed was amenity oh
when i let you in
didnt know id lose my head again
step back see the whole world fall on me
its all my fault not who i wanna be 
and i swear
you have to find who you are
it's time to let go.
you fell out of reach
summers been passing time through the breeze and
in my head i plead
someone to save me don't wanna end up stuck in a daze
stare at a daw just to feel anything
bring all my hopes up, tearing em down
no one can hear me despite all the sounds
and i can't move on
you said be honest so ill just say it
i hate myself got no replacement
so im here, stuck between these ears
while avoiding every mirror
avoiding all my peers
and i've felt this way for years
and i see it so clearly
i was falling you ain't even talk to me
doesn't matter now
can't regret it now
or make it better now
don't regret it now.

mirrors

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