THIS ISN'T FAIR
I DID EVERYTHING I'M SUPPOSED TO DO I SWEAR
I FELL TOO FAR I GUESS
CAUSE THE HOLE I'M CRAWLING OUT OF NEVER ENDS

I'M DYING IN MY DREAMS
AND ISN'T IT SAD THE WAY THINGS SEEM
NOBODY EVER GETS
TO FIND OUT WHAT THIS MEANS

DON'T TRY TOO HARD
IT'S NEVER ENOUGH FOR HIM
YOU STILL WAKE UP WITH THE SAME BAD THOUGHTS AND IT ALWAYS ENDS THIS WAY

I DON'T EVER WANNA SEE MY
HEAD
I DON'T WANNA MAKE 'EM BURY A
FRIEND
I MEAN IT'S FUNNY ALL THE TIME THAT I
SPENT
JUST STANDING THERE
ONE FOOT ON THE CHAIR

IF I'M NOT THE FARTHEST FROM PERFECT YOU EVER KNEW ABOUT
THEN IT'S SOMETHING DIFFERENT ABOUT YOU I NEED TO FIGURE OUT

I CALM DOWN
WHEN EVERY LIE THAT I TELL
TO MYSELF
ISN'T ENOUGH ANYMORE

IF I'M EVER REALLY GONE
PLAYING EVERY SINGLE SONG
MIGHT BE THE ONLY WAY TO TALK TO ME NOW

it always ends this way (prod. biv)

Relaxing somewhere listening to music I enjoy

مفيش انسان زيك / الذي لا يعرف الصبر، لا يعرف الحب /

@cult-international

produced by me if not otherwise stated

NY

I sit up all night with a gun to my head and my finger on the trigger hoping one day I fall asleep and blow my fucked up brain all over the walls.Tried to slit my wrist and overdose but it just won’t work. Gotta stay high off everything to heal my pain sitting up at night wondering what is my worth. My dreams they haunt me so I never sleep hoping I get put in the earth cuz I no longer feel my shortys warmth

she/her > free feats > discord: hehemeisfaye

it always ends this way (prod. biv)

BLCKK