sad! (prod. proxen + nefa)

lyricssss

swear 2 fckn god im not from here
yeahh u tlk 2 me but its unclear
i dnt wnna die take tha picture yeah
i dnt mean no disrespect

heart is on my sleeve hickeys on ur neck
shadows tlk 2 me its ur silhouette
wlked inside ur room we were drippin sweat
u were on ur knees r we gnna get it on

new dress bby can i take it off?
when i c u in my bed i wnt it all
i jus burned myself cuz i cnt cope wit loss
but ur skirt n ur mini dress

new makeup new face huh dis aint us feel it in my gut
i cnt fall in love again bcuz i h8 truss
now im back we're antideath n bumpin angel dust

rather taste than touch we were layin on my bed she said she likes my cuts
yeahh bby i like it rough i go back n get the stuff
this aint wht u wanted so i think tht ive had enough

make my $$$ jus 2 spend it on expensive drugs
n my coffin mixin tussin n my double cup
dis a nvr endin story n im feelin stuck
ima paint my walls same color as a firetruck

i jus made a bucket list ill give u a sudden hint
they wont miss me when im gone but im sure tht u'll b missed
im like whts tha point of dis i wake up 2 feel like shit
im a fckn narcissist like when will i b free from dis

every nite while my head spins ur with him n ur touchin skin
n i promised u i wouldnt sin but god i wnna rip u limb frm limb

shadows +rush

@awwy2k
@glassxhotel

available on spotify!

never said that i liked you
poor boy this world is not true
what did u expect me to do

im so lost i'll leave this planet
cuz nobody understands me
im so alone i cant breath
i feel insane yet steady

i never felt important
im scared of moving forward
im scared of any changes
im scared of ur illusions
im scared of taking damage
from people i call friends
feel like its my dead end
(i never felt this way)
im scared of being useless
im scared of being used
im scared of being you
im scared of being myself

not important (kidu)

wit anes:)) @1anesthesia
beat by @waystalkerr n @fum1ko

cr3dence! +anesthesia (waystalker x fumiko)

in memory of ashley <3

lyrics:

its hard to move
with a body and a face like that
its hard love
its hard love
and its been so bad
and its been so bad
we pick and choose but we always lose
been tempted to go through the suicide doors
its all about u
dont tell nobody to follow me when i lose

i dont care if i got everything you want
i dont have enough for myself
i cannot pay for a belt
i dont wanna spend all my money
on this stupid mf belt
and lately i been goin through hell
i been teaching lessons to myself
imma girl
and ill be your world
on my neck got diamonds and pearls
invest in all my friends
until im dead til im in the dirt
in debt
and ill do you dirty
at the club
like its 9:30
and they off the perks make me nervous
sorry ash cuz i missed your service

someday i hope
i can make it back to you
im in a test
and im gonna pass
and ill make it get back to you
thoughts i spawn in hell
i sit in the dark
if i can get back to you
i used to laugh with you
now i just laugh without you

and i hate laughing without you
dont laugh without you
and i hate laughing without you
dont laugh without you
and i hate laughing without you
dont laugh without you
no not without you

its hard to move
with a body and a face like that
its hard love
its hard love
and its been so bad
and its been so bad
we pick and choose but we always lose
been tempted to go through the suicide doors
its all about u
dont tell nobody to follow me when i lose

what it feels like to lose (yandere)

prod https://soundcloud.com/lb66?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

(Lyrics) 
Bout2spend some money on some clothes
I don’t even care 
post all over instagram so ur girl can share me 
Man these haters be the real fans 
they wanna be like me 
Leave ‘em flat on e i kno That u is a dub 
I’m with the angels and we bummin thru ur hood 
Got a vampshawty she wanna suck my blood 
She’ll go2hell4myluv I cannot fall we only going up 
True religion on me g star tee on me ur girl on me 
Drinks on me lames I can’t see don’t talk2me 
Get me lit and then I’ll turn u in2ashes 
Don’t u go faking luv with me I can’t stand it 
U going out sad spending money 
but I keep on stacking ima book a show in ur city 
Keep a pack on me blade on me shades on me 

On ur darkest days I kno u need me 
On ur darkest days I kno that u need me

U need me (prod.lb66)

https://open.spotify.com/track/4b4yZ3MMyqiTzm9xqcfaW5?si=b207ddcb10074006

94 Miles - @1gr4eme
prod - Laur Lang

lyrics:

fall in love we broke apart
im feelin you your feeling me
i still love you come to me
love dried out
will we work out oh
your lipstick on my t-shirt
baby kiss me
just leave me in the dirt

its all my fault 
its keepin me up
talk to me im all ears
got me yearning for your love
what am i worth 
am i enough to hold your heart
ive been fine ive been going solo
im tryna change me for your love

i wanna be yours 
im out here fighting for my self
im changing im changing for the better or the worst
all alone in my bedroom 
lookin for a single remanence of you
cant lie i need you
what id give to be with you

im fallin apart
the blaze in my heart
is goin out its killin me
another wrong in my life
im taking my car
going 94 miles
just so i can get to you

leave me in the dirt
can you leave me alone
tryna break me down
6 feet in the ground
pickin all the broken pieces 
im structurally damaged
finding all the stupid reasons
how could take have ever been me

im traveling by far
so i can be in your arms
im tryna see you
im tryna be with you
not another lonely night
not a single things in my power
just gotta pray you prevail
i just wanna be with you

94 Miles

produced by, @1akura + @prodfeature

god i miss your love
like i miss your touch
said i wont give up
but you been playing love
said you dont wanna talk
and you just wanna block
like you just wanna walk away, and you just wanna end your fate now

i dont want a goddess i just miss you in my brain love
living, im just speaking fluent
you dont wanna act the same love
ive been missing you i miss your feelings, miss your brain love
nth, i dont wanna do this ive been feeling so insane love

i dont want a goddess i just miss you in my brain love
living, im just speaking fluent
you dont wanna act the same love
ive been missing you i miss your feelings, miss your brain love
nth, i dont wanna do this ive been feeling so insane love

you got me feeling numb
swear im feeling done
you didn't wanna show me love
left up with some cuts
ive been stuck up all alone
shit like where'd you go
i just need some time to figure out if im gone cope

ive been, ive been bleeding from my nose
ive been bleeding out and you dont know
got me feeling like i need someone to cope
and thats the problem, you dont know me you a hoe

od i miss your love
like i miss your touch
said i wont give up
but you been playing love
said you dont wanna talk
and you just wanna block
like you just wanna walk away, and you just wanna end your fate now

i dont want a goddess i just miss you in my brain love
living, im just speaking fluent
you dont wanna act the same love
ive been missing you i miss your feelings, miss your brain love
nth, i dont wanna do this ive been feeling so insane love

i dont want a goddess i just miss you in my brain love
living, im just speaking fluent
you dont wanna act the same love
ive been missing you i miss your feelings, miss your brain love
nth, i dont wanna do this ive been feeling so insane love

cr3dence! +anesthesia (waystalker x fumiko)

bleaky