self prod.

@bleakpuppet
why did you have to go?
you acting like a hoe.
you got me feelin' low
still can't let you gooo
still can't let you gooo

nothing can fix how i feel.
still take all these pills

no i dont wanna feel
no i dont wanna feel

no i dont wanna feel
ooh, ooh, ooh.

why did you have to go?
you acting like a hoe.
you got me feelin' low
still can't let you gooo

@mqxixo
ima let u go
it was all a joke
the stars are falling so low
y does my heart feel broke
this love that i jus cant keep
it makes me feel like so weak
cuz till this day it haunts me
i feel so unbelonging
plz stop staring at me
mouth closed im grinding my teeth
i know that u wanna tease
y does no one want me 
i wanna slit up my face
cover it up with band-aids 
leave the world w no trace
nd let my name fade away

how i feel + moxi

why don’t u understand I just wanna hold ur hand Im so sick and tired of this can u make it end :/ cant u see I fucking need u next to me ^_^ ur everything I want nd everything I need <3
it’s so hard to stay clean when ur not around :c popping pills back nd forth Im on the ground :p I wanna fucking die come nd hold my hand :3 slitting our wrists together til the end <3

slitting together til the end <3 baby please don’t leave me please dont make it end please stay around I promise I need u right now ^.^ ur everything I need ur everything I want >_<
I fucking hate my life Im gonna pop a blue x_x i don’t see a point of living if it’s not with you </3
ur everything i want nd ur everything I need >_< cant u realize I cannot live without u ;(

why don’t u understand I just wanna hold ur hand Im so sick and tired of this can u make it end :/ cant u see I fucking need u next to me ^_^ ur everything I want nd everything I need <3
it’s so hard to stay clean when ur not around :c popping pills back nd forth Im on the ground :p I wanna fucking die come nd hold my hand :3 slitting our wrists together til the end <3 slitting together til the end ^_^

(slitting together til the end)

til the end <3

https://open.spotify.com/album/54KC2oW5QyrghEAGFtqGcA?si=Sa2Y9464TFiP39buOqIgvw

she's so pretty and her wrist is full of barcodes
hit me on my flip phone
baby ima overdose
hello kitty backpack
omg ur so damn swag
fuck my mental health cuz u gon treat me like a fucking ass

such a fukin loser man i'll never be a popstar :/
blacked out then i'll end up in a cop car
in-in-in the back of the bus i'm smoking black tar
saying who's peace bitch idk who u are

dont act like u gaf cuz ik that u rly dont
hello kitty drunk bitch coke all in her fuckin nose (stole dis from ashton im ngl Love u)
lets take a pic
p-pic
strike a pose
hello kitty drunk bitch coke all in her fuckin nose

such a fukin loser man i'll never be a popstar :/
blacked out then i'll end up in a cop car
in-in-in the back of the bus i'm smoking black tar
saying who's peace bitch idk who u are

dont act like u gaf cuz ik that u rly dont
hello kitty drunk bitch coke all in her fuckin nose (stole dis from ashton im ngl Love u)
lets take a pic
p-pic
strike a pose
hello kitty drunk bitch coke all in her fuckin nose

pose (all plats)

bloodsekai - todays the day

https://open.spotify.com/track/7ra6E2OJoN3P8oG1DptMvd?si=5d4e19bddd21424a

p. teeth

weeping at salems lot w/ cholorofilm [p. teeth]

hateoryx - paypal diss song

everybody is leaving u so dont get attached 2 fast 
dont trust random ppl on the internet and dont fall in love easily 
that shit gonmna kill u 
lyric down below:
https://www.instagram.com/birthdaysuicide/
prod kilolit

put the k in my nose, bitch i rlly wanna go
tell me why u dont talk to me
baby am i so fuckin uglyyy????
fuck love, yea dis shit is not for me
i be in the back smokin ketamine
bitch i feel so wasted
u broke my heart so fast
yea i hate it

YEA I KNOW
BITCH I DONT FEEL ALRIGHT 
TOOK SO MANY DRUGS
OVERDOSED LAST WEEK
YEA I KKNOW I SHOULDVE DIED
I DONT REALLY KNOW HOW I SURVIVE
I DONT REALLY KNOW HOW I SURVIVE
EVERYONE SEEMS FAKE
IN THIS FUCKIN WORLD
YEA I HATE IT
(idk what im saying) CUT UR WRIST
BITCH I HATE IT
whyy they talkin shit abt me
tell me do u rlly hate me

i js wanna lay and rot inside my grave

INSIDE MY GRAVE IM DYING 
BABY U DONT HAV TO RES ME 
I FEEL LIKE A GHOST 
YH MY BODY IS FULL WITH MOLD
BITCH I FEEL LIKE A GHOST
can u tell me why everybodxy goes

i hate it

MONSTRR IN MY B3D with ch4se

produced by: 🗡️ element + ppayn33 + @praigz 🗡️
mixed + mastered by: 🗡️ @praigz 🗡️
vocals engineered by: 🗡️ @praigz 🗡️

The third track featured on Praigz’s brand new house EP: {EVIL TOLL ROAD!} is the pulsing, catchy, raw and clubby track ‘WOK W ME!’. Praigz conveys a message to us all as a reminder that the pain of trauma and using substance abuse as a coping mechanism will only bring you more pain and trauma even if it feels like everything is getting better. In one of the most significant parts of this song, Praigz explains how he has been, “off these pills then i turn to a zombie, i can’t feel my feelings, off these pills like a zombie, i don’t wanna feel no real things.”

Being in this kind of state isn’t healthy for you or those around you. One must work very hard to break the habits that they have established in life. Habits built through trauma are especially hard to break and substances often seem to be the best choice for a quick fix. Please remember, when whatever you are using or doing to get your dopamine fix runs out, all that pain you were blocking out will come back stronger with a vengeance. Please be careful and please stay safe. My dm’s are open if you need to talk about anything that’s troubling you or if you just want to chat about anything at all, i am here. Wishing you all the best that life has to offer,

Luv,
Praigz <3