underrated

weekly underrated,,

prod me

weight all on my shoulders and i can't balance my head
and i dont have the energy so i just lay in bed
baby tell me everything you need so i can catch my breath
and to be honest lately ive been feeling kinda stressed
i told you once and i'll tell you again
i was blaming myself cos im been losing some friends
when you ask me how i feel its better just to pretend
wish im always 17 maybe this is the end

noises playing in my ears
run my fingers through your hair
girl you know you look so pretty when youre pretending to care
i can tell that you dont like me i can see it in your stare  
anti social anti fun nothing left for me to care
going through phases and phases
you know i have this feeling when you come around i hate it
i dont need your love i dont need to be your favourite
tell me everything you want to tell me just dont fake it
what is your motive? 
i dont even know how to react
everything is blurry when im looking in my past
all the time that i wasted
i'll never get it back...
and i still see you when i close my eyes :(((

phases and phases

ifeelsick

kidsnorlax- maggot covered chains

6synic - favorite bitch

You can find this song on every platform 
Here’s the link to some of the platforms: https://linkfly.to/60112Zcz5XI

You can also find my instagram in that link ⬆️

Blasphemous

self prod.

@bleakpuppet
why did you have to go?
you acting like a hoe.
you got me feelin' low
still can't let you gooo
still can't let you gooo

nothing can fix how i feel.
still take all these pills

no i dont wanna feel
no i dont wanna feel

no i dont wanna feel
ooh, ooh, ooh.

why did you have to go?
you acting like a hoe.
you got me feelin' low
still can't let you gooo

@mqxixo
ima let u go
it was all a joke
the stars are falling so low
y does my heart feel broke
this love that i jus cant keep
it makes me feel like so weak
cuz till this day it haunts me
i feel so unbelonging
plz stop staring at me
mouth closed im grinding my teeth
i know that u wanna tease
y does no one want me 
i wanna slit up my face
cover it up with band-aids 
leave the world w no trace
nd let my name fade away

how i feel + moxi

Teenage Lovers (Sped up)

✦with my brotherrr @777evil!! out everywhere next month thank u for listening <3✦

lyrics
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and now im watching from the sidelines, real life
and ive been feeling like i might fly super high
yeah now we're partying here all night, get by
no i dont want to feel ure so cold like ice 
yeah she told me that we might die, why mind
and ive been looking past the highlights online
and everythings gonna be alright just fine 
no i dont wanna be at seaside tonight

and now im watching from the sidelines
tonight 
i feel like i’m not in real life
most times 
but will i ever be on headlines? 
blurred eyes 
is it all in my head? 
i know that you want me dead 
no i don’t want more friends 
they’re just fucking with my head 
i just wanna make it out with the ones that make me feel real 
i don’t need to say a lot cause i know that i’m the real deal

SIDELINES

SIDELINES w/ EVILMIKU (ghosteen)

[LYRICS]
i don’t i don’t really like to open up no 
and
i don’t i don’t wanna get out of my head no
okay how do i look? 
i hope im looking good 
and like what’s the move?
and who the fuck is this dude
i hope that you don’t mind 
cause i cry like every night 
i hope that you don’t mind 
cause i cry  like every night

i i need to look for a way 
i i need to find an escape 
i need to find a way out of this motherfucking nightmare 
i’d commit suicide but my momma still right here 
i i need to look for a way 
i i need to find an escape 
i need to find a way out of this motherfucking nightmare 
i’d commit suicide but my momma still right here 

they call me a burnout
like what does that mean?
i’m so happy that you’re here now 
she said come follow me 
i hope that you don’t mind 
cause i cry like every night 
no don’t take me home 
bitch i’m trying to die tonight 
can you leave me alone 
cause you’re kinda killing my vibe 
no don’t take me don’t take me don’t take me home 
i’m tryna die die die die tonight 

i i need to look for a way 
i i need to find an escape 
i need to find a way out of this motherfucking nightmare 
i’d commit suicide but my momma still right here 
i i need to look for a way 
i i need to find an escape 
i need to find a way out of this motherfucking nightmare 
i’d commit suicide but my momma still right here 

i hope that you don’t mind 
no don’t take me home 
bitch i’m trying to die tonight 
can you leave me alone 
cause you’re kinda killing my vibe 
no don’t take me don’t take me don’t take me home 
i’m tryna die die die die tonight
no don’t take me don’t take me don’t take me home 
i’m tryna die die die die tonight
i i need to look for a way 
i i need to find an escape

FLUOXETINE09 [nma1nc]

PROD. KENNEDY WESTWOOD
ig: @kennedywestwood
guitars too

unpitched vocals on this 1

PRETTY PRETTY

conversations used to last over an hours

now its 10 seconds

and i have no idea what i did