prod. everestdidthis
lyrics, mix and master by me

don't wait for me at the pearly gates
cus I wont be showing up
I tried to get a invitation
but they ripped it up
they know I'm not a good fit
they know all the things i did
this is my long term consequence
I'm gonna stay in hell
cus I can not redeem my self
I wronged so many people
it makes sense why
no one has empathy for me
c'mon give me a break I'm human
haven't you made mistakes before
or am I really
or am I really
or am I really

that fucking imperfect
I'm doing my best and you don't care
so just lay me to rest
don't believe in god
but I do when I pray for him to take my life
don't give me a second chance
I don't want it
if I was so great then I would've never
done all the things I did before
oh how unfortunate it is
for me to be born into this rancid body
I got my hands real dirty and I can not clean them up
oh what a shame I am to my family tree
oh what a shame I am to everyone that ever knew who i was

don't wait for me at the pearly gates

i scream and sing into a microphone during the day

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I usually upload these songs for me but feel free to enjoy them too

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