prod. holylitanies
mix and mastered by me

you remembered me 
because I was a loser in the ninth grade
oh look at you now
not even the person you were before
the old me couldn't help but be an eyesore
being around me must have been a bore
and I'm glad you never told me cus it would hurt to the core
really glad you never told me cus I wouldn't have taken it well
lookin at me funny cus you saw that I fuckin failed
(I fucking failed)

no responsibility's 
I cant help but feel at ease
I'm away from all the things 
that would suffocate me
(suffocating)
things that would try to break me
(I don't wanna break yet)
but I wont let that happen

(and you)
you remembered me 
because I was a loser in the ninth grade
oh look at you now
not even the person you were before
the old me couldn't help but be an eyesore
being around me must have been a bore
and I'm glad you never told me cus it would hurt to the core

more than I could bare anytime of year
I light up once again
I don't need no friends
its all a hassle anyway

I'll take, I'll take better care of my self 
(It's better this way)
(I'll take, I'll take, I'll take)
before, before I talk to anybody else
(It's better this way)
(to anybody else)

took all I had for granted
(I felt invincible)
lost it all in the blink of an eye
(I- l- I- lost all that I had)
(fuck)
there could be no better time than now to die

you remembered me 
because I was a loser in the ninth grade
oh look at you now
not even the person you were before
the old me couldn't help but be an eyesore
being around me must have been a bore
and I'm glad you never told me cus it would hurt to the core
really glad you never told me cus I wouldn't have taken it well
lookin at me funny cus you saw that I fuckin failed

you only remember me cus i was a loser in the 9th grade

i scream and sing into a microphone during the day

bleedingcomputer is my discord
bleedingcomputer is my instagram
bleedingcomputer is name