ex from '22

i am
nothing
fucking
ugly
i am not gonna
become anything at all
no one
likes me
i am so retarded
and i
dont wanna
talk to anyone at all

I'm not gonna make it
and i cannot take it
its all fucking useless 
and i am so stupid
ive got nothing to do
and nothing I can lose
i hate everybody
and they all hate me too

out of reach

things are finally looking up for me
so i don't know
why im drowning in my misery
all my life 
i thought things could change
but now it seems
i will always feel this way

it's always the same as
it's always been
it'll never end
i can't help the way i am
with zero friends 
it'll never end

if it doesn't get better what's the point
living a life i can't rejoice
always pissed off or annoyed
now my life is so destroyed
it's ok though
but it's really not
lost my mind and
i lost the plot 

it's always the same as
it's always been
it'll never end
i can't help the way i am
with zero friends 
it'll never end

it'll never end

ready or not

my walls my canvas
my guns my brush
if i knew, itd come to this
i wouldve stayed of touch

i mustve said
about a thousand times
i still need you
but you, cut my throat

i thought itd be easy
just give my love
i never expected 
you to strike that low

I
Hate
that you torture me
i 
hate
the things youve done

i bought some flowers
but theyre not for you
ill make sure
ill get a gift
up on my headstone
to make it look
like youre there for me
it cant
be that hard
to stop hurting me

and when its said and done
you wont hear from me again
ill buy a shotgun
with 1 shell
and put it to good use

the 
sheets
are stained, with regrets
cant
forgive
what you have 

my head is boiling
got wire round my neck
and everynight
im still dreaming 
about the past
i wanna love you
youll have to love me too
is that a promise you can keep
or will you break that too


big flats community park and my ability to love

do u wanna be my cat girl baby
drive me crazy, what the hell should i do
to get u in my arms tonight
cause something's telling me i'm meant for u 

i'll give u everthing u need
and i can be the person u want me to be
let's a watch a movie, maybe 3
or we can stay up late and enjoy eachother's company
so rest ur head on my leg
i'll run my fingers through ur hair
no matter what please just stay
i think i'll die if ur not here

i think i'll die if ur not here (x2)

do u wanna be my cat girl :3

(I fucking hate the lyrics to this song)

Every smile that you fake makes me cry
Ran out of tears to try
Said goodbye but you're still on my mind
Every thought pulls me back to that time 

Oh, you know, you know, all I do is just for you
Oh I know, I know, everything is fucking screwed
Stay still, don't move 
Close your eyes we'll have a good time
 Good time
Just let it fly by

Well you know that I want us to have a good time
It's just a matter of time to have a fun night
Well you know that I want us to have a good time
Guess it's fun when you're faking it half the time

Well you know that I want us to have a good time
It's just a matter of time to have a fun night
Well you know that I want us to have a good time
Guess it's fun when you're faking it half the time

What's the time?
I'm waiting for your reply
It's so dark out
I can't even see the lights 
What's all this fuss about
Why are you like this now
Please can you cut this out
Why are you like this now

Well you know that I want us to have a good time
It's just a matter of time to have a fun night
Well you know that I want us to have a good time
Guess it's fun when you're faking it half the time

Well you know that I want us to have a good time
It's just a matter of time to have a fun night
Well you know that I want us to have a good time
Guess it's fun when you're faking it half the time


time?

lyrics:
he said he loved you 
yeah just long enough for u to send him nudes
and now he's gone again yeah gone for months
oh what the hell'd u do
and when he comes back
yeah you'll let him back in
and then you'll talk for a day
and then you'll send him ur tits

and then you'll ask me
what the hell ur doing wrong
idk
idc 
cause ur probably having fun
even if i were to help u'd probably go back in a month

the used, but instead of the band it's just a woman

i told you im sorry
why wont you forgive me
was it all just a dream
please save me from my misery

please save please me from my misery
end it end it all so miserably

wake me up from my sleep
please dont make me have to think
 so far away to see
the end of my misery

please save please me from my misery
end it end it all so miserably

miserable

think you're so pretty but inside youre just meat
I'll cut you up nicely and hang you by your feet
and make you go on dates where you say you love me
cause im lonely and I need you

stalking you nightly
your body enticed me
thank god youre so perfect
i know that youre worth it
i watch you so closely 
i want you to hold me
cause im lonely and i need you

i need you

addictive friends ft snuffriend

ts pmoing me off
i want everyone to be happy 
i love you all

the used, but instead of the band it's just a woman

blehh