Angels mix

Cigarettes when?

Ich bin laut

playlist

okayty

ytdlp

i know i always seem to
make you mad
but u never
showed up
to that party

i know it’s my fault partly
but i invited u
u said that u would show up
i knew that u wouldn’t show up

u said that i have to grow up
and that i always act so childish

it’s all 
it’s all up to u
and u choose everything that i do
it’s everything that u like
nothing that i do
nothing that i do
seems to impress u

u act like everything’s perfect
and don’t mention how i tried
to end it
i just wanna fucking die
slit my throat 
and let me cry

u never mention the slits
on my wrists
i asked u for help
and u laughed in my face
like it’s not so serious
yea it’s not so serious 

now that ur blood is on my hands
i loved to see u suffer
wish i could’ve killed u with my own hands

u act like everything’s perfect
and don’t mention how i tried
to end it
i just wanna fucking die
slit my throat 
and let me cry

im a redpilled loser

shitty cover i made a long time ago at a friends house

tired of living; scared of dying (cover)

I wanna know why you need all these other guys
You need attention from everyone else alive
It pisses me off i dont think you realize
Or maybe you dont give a shit

Why am i not enough
So sick of this stuff
Youre messing with my head
And im in a rut
Why am i not enough
So sick of this stuff
Youre messing with my head
And ive had enough

I know ill miss you but i know this cant go on
You couldve listened, accepted where u were wrong
You always made me so filled with this jealousy
I think you like them more than you like me

Why am i not enough
So sick of this stuff
Youre messing with my head
And im in a rut
Why am i not enough
So sick of this stuff
Youre messing with my head
And ive had enough

Why am I not enough?

Introduction to the Snow

Isle unto Thyself

Murders

The Mind Electric

Labrynth

https://youtu.be/jOkJoF4dbOc where I got it from

Fried By Fluoride - Overrated

I think I'll lose my mind in hysteria |☆|

newgen fakecels..

if you're a girl and single, DM me... maybe..

[Verse 1]
I'm feeling detached
There's no coming back
I wanted to say that
I hate you
The hate in my heart
It drives me so far
Away from the things that
I always knew

[Chorus]
I miss the love that I know I lost
I miss the one that I love a lot
Drinking alone in the parking lot
When is it gonna stop?

[Verse 2]
You're all getting kids
You're all bowling pins
That I would strike down
If life was a game
So thoughtless and cruel
You think you're so cool
I don't think you deserve
Another day

[Chorus]
I miss the love that I know I lost
I miss the one that I love a lot
Drinking alone in the parking lot
When is it gonna stop?
I miss thе one that I know I lost
I miss the one that I lovе a lot
Drinking again in the parking lot
When is it gonna stop?

The Love I Lost - Fried by Fluoride

https://youtu.be/hNDco3XaFY0 where i got it

Fried By Fluoride - The Love I Lost

tech club
https://soundcloud.com/pnaxx

You don’t understand
They never fucking understand
And I have no one
I only got my guns
And im driving fast
Drunk from your house again
I know i cant have you
But you’re all i ever wanted

I hate this gay fucking world
I think im gonna get hurt
I never had a chance
I don’t think that its fair

Don't think that it's fair
I want them, they don't even care
My fucking heart has a tear
I'll die in my shitty chair
How can i face it
I can't replace them
I fucking hate it
I'll die in my chair

I hate this gay fucking world
I think im gonna get hurt
I never had a chance
I don’t think that its fair

I think I'm gonna get hurt
Remember when you wore my shirt
I don't think that it's fair
I'll die in my shitty chair
I hate this gay fucking world
I'd b w u I swore
I wanna take you to dance
I never had a chance

i never had a chance (ft 404me)

Pls follow Fried By Fluoride 

https://open.spotify.com/artist/0qwt0uuav6sDn54MRKrL1u?si=kPXmOn1ASUSj3Hb0aTZvug

Pls follow h4rtbrkr 

https://open.spotify.com/artist/3vGd7nWqei0BrHqdSWLvj5?si=Ng4ummbbS7m5bt9V7v5uGw

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
I know I'm going down the drain
Never had a single good day
Every day feel like shit and my head hurts
Wake up again and it only gets worse
Walk around and feel like a damn zombie
I can't hear you, you can't help me

[Chorus]
I know you hate me
I won't explain it
If there is a god I know he hates me
If there is a hell would you burn with me?

[Verse 2]
I'm doomed I know you'll find my name
On a headstone bury me inside a grave
It's not fair you said I'd rather be dead
So just leave my bed and clear my head
'Cause we're so dead I'll think of you instead
Clear my head I'd rather be dead

[Chorus]
And I know you hate me
And I won't explain it
If there is a god I know he hates me
If there is a hell would you burn with me?

Fried By Fluoride, h4rtbrkr- would u burn with me

prod me

https://open.spotify.com/track/0tjqZGkade0FwP4AR3G2Xd?si=545f69b242a14f79

why didn't u
call me yet?
i talk to u
to calm me down
head in my knees
im so upset
too many thoughts
im running out

quiet down my head
i rly wanna cry
bleeding out  my mouth
i can never win my fights
and they're joking with me now
and they're joking with me now

dont hurt me
ive already hurt enough
u heard me
but u think its just a bluff

i understand
that u dont want me here
but u dont have to
always break down to tears

why didn't u
call me yet?
i talk to u
to calm me down
head in my knees
im so upset
too many thoughts
im running out

u don't have to break me now

prod me wit @odihu & @mqxixo (shoutout wuj)

https://open.spotify.com/track/3ThfD6whQ3jeXUvtHo5vN8?si=b9ebd3e522d642b8

[me:]

reduce my heart into oblivion
i dont care i dont care
take my bed and throw me in a river yeah
i dont care i dont care

grew out my hair so i dont have to see u
starved myself so that i could eat u 
feel my pulse u can tell that i need u
leave me alone if thats what ur gonna do

i love u so much so much
when im near u i blush i blush
could we make it just us jus us
just us just us
just just us

i dont wanna hurt u 
oh no oh no
i just wanna love u
i just wanna eat u

grew out my hair so i dont have to see u
starved myself so that i could eat u 
feel my pulse u can tell that i need u
leave me alone if thats what ur gonna do

[odihu:]

i wanna see you
i wanna be you
get so close yeah i just wanna fell you
youre like everything to me my dreams come true
hug me softly when uiim in a bad mood
feel like an elephant in the room\
feeling so bad fell like excuse
i should take it
i cant face it
when u take my hart bb pls dont break it
wish that u were next 2 me it fell just like its rainin
im so stuck i think that im caved in
i cant abandond you youre the whole point of my life
hopefully well meet at one point isnside our lifes
im so sad becasue i reaklly really tried
well be together one day and well be fine

[moxi:]

i do everything i can to be the best for u 
i know u hate me but its too late im obsessed with u 
think ab u all the time 
in my dreams every night
praying you'd be by my side 
hoping our hearts intertwine 
am i trying to hard? 
will any of this suffice?
i rlly care ab u 
i wanna change ur whole life

hp- hoowwoeooooo
i wanna change ur whole life
4x

i do everything i can to be the best for u 
i know u hate me but its too late im obsessed with u 
think ab u all the time 
in my dreams every night
praying you'd be by my side 
hoping our hearts intertwine 

[me:]
grew out my hair so i dont have to see u
starved myself so that i could eat u 
feel my pulse u can tell that i need u
leave me alone if thats what ur gonna do

eat yu (ft. odihu & lifeless)

https://open.spotify.com/track/0ANUpzQonSnCq0nK6Wav3R?si=2a02e6270dcb4c2d

prod me

my dearest apologies roblox bloodsekai i aint mean it

lyrics:

feel it in my chest
more n more everyday
if nothing ever lasts
then why should i stay?
looking at the weather
and yea it's bouta rain
i will never stop this pain
no i'll never stop this pain

coughing up blood inside my sink
walking in her room, yeah it's not what u think..
cry me a river, make ur eyes fucking leak
wanna see u mad, please grind ur teeth

omg i just wanna die
ur webcam's so frickin fried
bloody nose, snort another line
see a train, bet ima traumatize

feel it in my chest
more n more everyday
if nothing ever lasts
then why should i stay?
looking at the weather
and it yea it's bouta rain
rain bloody tears
on the entire place

hello kitty on me
yeah i'm like a zombie
haven't slept in 3 days
yeah i want ur brain
mixing up personalities
lost in space in reality

why should i stay?

Rebzyyx - Im so fucked up please help me  slowed

LYRICS: 

here she comes
that little town flirt
you're falling for her
and you're gonna get hurt
yeah I know it's so hard to resist
the temptation of her tender red lips
but you can get hurt, hu-hu-hurt
yeah you can get hu-hu-hu-hu-hurt
foolin' around
with that little town flirt

here she comes
with that look in her eye
she plays around
with every guy that goes by
yeah I know she's gonna treat you wrong
so your heart just better be strong
cuz you can get hurt, hu-hu-hu-hurt
yeah you can get HU-hu-hu-hu-hurt
foolin' around
with that little town flirt

i know how you feel
you think her love is real
you think this time she'll be sincere
but you think you've got a paper heart
when she starts to tear it apart
that's when she'll let you gooo

here she comes
just look at that style
she's looking at you
giving you that smile
yeah I know she's gonna treat you wrong
so your heart just better be strong
cuz you can get hurt hu-hu-hu-hurt
yeah you can get hu-hu-hu-hu-hu-hurt
foolin' around
with that little town flirt
you better run and hide now boy
you better pass her by, now, yeah, boy
you better run and hide now, yeah, boy
YOU BETTER PASS HER BY.

little town flirt

kuromi girls

bloodsekai - kuromi girls

[sekai]
i can tell with those eyes that you lie all the time
run away from home cause your parents make you cry
been across the block, you're always looking for a fight
though in your heart, you wanna be nice

[sekai]
tryna call my phone but i don't respond
and it's not your fault, i just been stressed out
forgot to take my meds, almost broke my walls
had to work till nine at my shitty job
time sure flies, i can't do this
in my pj's, i can't act quick
think we're friends, took long to click
wanna help you, we're the same as is

[sekai]
i can tell with those eyes that you lie all the time
run away from home cause your parents make you cry
been across the block, you're always looking for a fight
though in your heart, you wanna be nice

[odihu]
you left and i never saw you again
it doesn't make any sense
cause we were more than just friends
i spent all of my time
just trying to make you mine
pretty girls make me blind
i guess my friends were right
maybe no one wants to be around after all
or i'm choosing evil people that want me to fall
after all i have nobody to call
cause when my life comes to a finish
the world will keep spinning

[sekai]
i can tell with those eyes that you lie all the time
run away from home cause your parents make you cry
been across the block, you're always looking for a fight
though in your heart, you wanna be nice
i can tell with those eyes that you lie all the time
run away from home cause your parents make you cry
been across the block, you're always looking for a fight
though in your heart, you wanna be nice

wanna be nice (feat. odihu)

idc what u say

ready or not

do u wanna be my cat girl baby
drive me crazy, what the hell should i do
to get u in my arms tonight
cause something's telling me i'm meant for u 

i'll give u everthing u need
and i can be the person u want me to be
let's a watch a movie, maybe 3
or we can stay up late and enjoy eachother's company
so rest ur head on my leg
i'll run my fingers through ur hair
no matter what please just stay
i think i'll die if ur not here

i think i'll die if ur not here (x2)

do u wanna be my cat girl :3

i'm too clingy
i'm too attached
but i never know how to really change that
i'm too clingy
i'm too attached
and i don't really know how to fucking change that

damn i already fucked it up
n i think ur losing love
all my friends say i need to chill
to chill
but i can't help these anxious thoughts
that happen in my brain
n i just really think i need to kill
myself

i just need to vent

lyrics:
he said he loved you 
yeah just long enough for u to send him nudes
and now he's gone again yeah gone for months
oh what the hell'd u do
and when he comes back
yeah you'll let him back in
and then you'll talk for a day
and then you'll send him ur tits

and then you'll ask me
what the hell ur doing wrong
idk
idc 
cause ur probably having fun
even if i were to help u'd probably go back in a month

the used, but instead of the band it's just a woman

Welcome to my house of horrors 
Modern life is fucking boring
Staring at my iPhone screen
I hope someone fucking kills me 

It’s all a lie, in modern times
we’ve been deprived of a normal life 
Just stay inside, in modern times 
No will to live, No reason to die 

I’m so bored of my existence 
Been neutered without resistance 
Staring at the computer screen
I’m losing it, I’m about to scream 

It’s all a lie, in modern times
You’ve been deprived of a normal life 
Just stay inside, in modern times 
No will to live, No reason to die

Modern Times

Are you redpilled, or are you blackpilled now?
Are you an alpha chad? are you an incel clown?
Are you a beta simp? Or are you fuckin based?
I cannot understand what ur even trying to say

Can’t get away, Internet buzzwords running my brain 
Can’t get away, Internet buzzwords running my brain
I Can’t get away, I can’t get away, can’t get away
Internet buzzwords running my brain, Internet buzzwords running my brain

Are you a coomer, loser, doomer, zoomer?
Are you a cringechamp, cucked-out Reddit user?
Is this song poggers? Am I gonna make it frens?
I don’t fucking care, just start talking like a normal person 

Can’t get away, Internet buzzwords running my brain 
Can’t get away, Internet buzzwords rotting my brain
I Can’t get away, I can’t get away, can’t get away
Internet buzzwords running my brain, Internet buzzwords rotting my brain

Can’t get away, Internet buzzwords running my brain 
Can’t get away, Internet buzzword rotting my brain
I Can’t get away, I can’t get away, can’t get away
Internet buzzwords rotting my brain, Internet buzzwords running my brain

Internet Buzzwords

Practicing self destruction
I can barely function
I fucked my whole life up
I think that my times up
Theres no coming back now
Everyone is sad now, sad now

Times up i know that my life sucks
Nothing worth saving I am barely living
Waging and praying just to end it
You wish i was dead now dead now

Ill be dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Wasting my time because it is all worthless, worthless
Ill be fucking dead by 30, 30

Useless this why I choose this
Maybe im just stupid dumb and clueless
Houston can you read me can you even hear me
Do you even need me Need me

Chemicals in my brain
I am not the same
I watched too much youtube
I ate too much junkfood
Had too many vaccines
Now something is wrong me, wrong with me

Ill be dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Wasting my time because it is all worthless, worthless
Ill be fucking dead by 30, 30

Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Lifes fucking worthless

Dead By 30 (feat. UhOhSlater)

ts pmoing me off
i want everyone to be happy 
i love you all

the used, but instead of the band it's just a woman

blehh