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untilled #1

i know i always seem to
make you mad
but u never
showed up
to that party

i know it’s my fault partly
but i invited u
u said that u would show up
i knew that u wouldn’t show up

u said that i have to grow up
and that i always act so childish

it’s all 
it’s all up to u
and u choose everything that i do
it’s everything that u like
nothing that i do
nothing that i do
seems to impress u

u act like everything’s perfect
and don’t mention how i tried
to end it
i just wanna fucking die
slit my throat 
and let me cry

u never mention the slits
on my wrists
i asked u for help
and u laughed in my face
like it’s not so serious
yea it’s not so serious 

now that ur blood is on my hands
i loved to see u suffer
wish i could’ve killed u with my own hands

u act like everything’s perfect
and don’t mention how i tried
to end it
i just wanna fucking die
slit my throat 
and let me cry

im a redpilled loser

shitty cover i made a long time ago at a friends house

tired of living; scared of dying (cover)

I wanna know why you need all these other guys
You need attention from everyone else alive
It pisses me off i dont think you realize
Or maybe you dont give a shit

Why am i not enough
So sick of this stuff
Youre messing with my head
And im in a rut
Why am i not enough
So sick of this stuff
Youre messing with my head
And ive had enough

I know ill miss you but i know this cant go on
You couldve listened, accepted where u were wrong
You always made me so filled with this jealousy
I think you like them more than you like me

Why am i not enough
So sick of this stuff
Youre messing with my head
And im in a rut
Why am i not enough
So sick of this stuff
Youre messing with my head
And ive had enough

Why am I not enough?

Introduction to the Snow

Isle unto Thyself

Murders

The Mind Electric

Labrynth

https://youtu.be/jOkJoF4dbOc where I got it from

Fried By Fluoride - Overrated

https://youtu.be/hNDco3XaFY0 where i got it

Fried By Fluoride - The Love I Lost

16 - ESBN - 12 Mourn

12 - ESBN - 08 Yesterday By The Beatles Or Imagine By Yoko Ono As Performed By John Lennon

09 - ESBN - 05 Leave Everything

05 - ESBN - 01 Homesick

02 - Demo - 02 Leave Everything

Pls follow Fried By Fluoride 

https://open.spotify.com/artist/0qwt0uuav6sDn54MRKrL1u?si=kPXmOn1ASUSj3Hb0aTZvug

Pls follow h4rtbrkr 

https://open.spotify.com/artist/3vGd7nWqei0BrHqdSWLvj5?si=Ng4ummbbS7m5bt9V7v5uGw

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
I know I'm going down the drain
Never had a single good day
Every day feel like shit and my head hurts
Wake up again and it only gets worse
Walk around and feel like a damn zombie
I can't hear you, you can't help me

[Chorus]
I know you hate me
I won't explain it
If there is a god I know he hates me
If there is a hell would you burn with me?

[Verse 2]
I'm doomed I know you'll find my name
On a headstone bury me inside a grave
It's not fair you said I'd rather be dead
So just leave my bed and clear my head
'Cause we're so dead I'll think of you instead
Clear my head I'd rather be dead

[Chorus]
And I know you hate me
And I won't explain it
If there is a god I know he hates me
If there is a hell would you burn with me?

Fried By Fluoride, h4rtbrkr- would u burn with me

prod me

https://open.spotify.com/track/0tjqZGkade0FwP4AR3G2Xd?si=545f69b242a14f79

why didn't u
call me yet?
i talk to u
to calm me down
head in my knees
im so upset
too many thoughts
im running out

quiet down my head
i rly wanna cry
bleeding out  my mouth
i can never win my fights
and they're joking with me now
and they're joking with me now

dont hurt me
ive already hurt enough
u heard me
but u think its just a bluff

i understand
that u dont want me here
but u dont have to
always break down to tears

why didn't u
call me yet?
i talk to u
to calm me down
head in my knees
im so upset
too many thoughts
im running out

u don't have to break me now

prod me wit @odihu & @mqxixo (shoutout wuj)

https://open.spotify.com/track/3ThfD6whQ3jeXUvtHo5vN8?si=b9ebd3e522d642b8

[me:]

reduce my heart into oblivion
i dont care i dont care
take my bed and throw me in a river yeah
i dont care i dont care

grew out my hair so i dont have to see u
starved myself so that i could eat u 
feel my pulse u can tell that i need u
leave me alone if thats what ur gonna do

i love u so much so much
when im near u i blush i blush
could we make it just us jus us
just us just us
just just us

i dont wanna hurt u 
oh no oh no
i just wanna love u
i just wanna eat u

grew out my hair so i dont have to see u
starved myself so that i could eat u 
feel my pulse u can tell that i need u
leave me alone if thats what ur gonna do

[odihu:]

i wanna see you
i wanna be you
get so close yeah i just wanna fell you
youre like everything to me my dreams come true
hug me softly when uiim in a bad mood
feel like an elephant in the room\
feeling so bad fell like excuse
i should take it
i cant face it
when u take my hart bb pls dont break it
wish that u were next 2 me it fell just like its rainin
im so stuck i think that im caved in
i cant abandond you youre the whole point of my life
hopefully well meet at one point isnside our lifes
im so sad becasue i reaklly really tried
well be together one day and well be fine

[moxi:]

i do everything i can to be the best for u 
i know u hate me but its too late im obsessed with u 
think ab u all the time 
in my dreams every night
praying you'd be by my side 
hoping our hearts intertwine 
am i trying to hard? 
will any of this suffice?
i rlly care ab u 
i wanna change ur whole life

hp- hoowwoeooooo
i wanna change ur whole life
4x

i do everything i can to be the best for u 
i know u hate me but its too late im obsessed with u 
think ab u all the time 
in my dreams every night
praying you'd be by my side 
hoping our hearts intertwine 

[me:]
grew out my hair so i dont have to see u
starved myself so that i could eat u 
feel my pulse u can tell that i need u
leave me alone if thats what ur gonna do

eat yu (ft. odihu & lifeless)

https://open.spotify.com/track/0ANUpzQonSnCq0nK6Wav3R?si=2a02e6270dcb4c2d

prod me

my dearest apologies roblox bloodsekai i aint mean it

lyrics:

feel it in my chest
more n more everyday
if nothing ever lasts
then why should i stay?
looking at the weather
and yea it's bouta rain
i will never stop this pain
no i'll never stop this pain

coughing up blood inside my sink
walking in her room, yeah it's not what u think..
cry me a river, make ur eyes fucking leak
wanna see u mad, please grind ur teeth

omg i just wanna die
ur webcam's so frickin fried
bloody nose, snort another line
see a train, bet ima traumatize

feel it in my chest
more n more everyday
if nothing ever lasts
then why should i stay?
looking at the weather
and it yea it's bouta rain
rain bloody tears
on the entire place

hello kitty on me
yeah i'm like a zombie
haven't slept in 3 days
yeah i want ur brain
mixing up personalities
lost in space in reality

why should i stay?

Rebzyyx - Im so fucked up please help me  slowed

kuromi girls

bloodsekai - kuromi girls

[sekai]
i can tell with those eyes that you lie all the time
run away from home cause your parents make you cry
been across the block, you're always looking for a fight
though in your heart, you wanna be nice

[sekai]
tryna call my phone but i don't respond
and it's not your fault, i just been stressed out
forgot to take my meds, almost broke my walls
had to work till nine at my shitty job
time sure flies, i can't do this
in my pj's, i can't act quick
think we're friends, took long to click
wanna help you, we're the same as is

[sekai]
i can tell with those eyes that you lie all the time
run away from home cause your parents make you cry
been across the block, you're always looking for a fight
though in your heart, you wanna be nice

[odihu]
you left and i never saw you again
it doesn't make any sense
cause we were more than just friends
i spent all of my time
just trying to make you mine
pretty girls make me blind
i guess my friends were right
maybe no one wants to be around after all
or i'm choosing evil people that want me to fall
after all i have nobody to call
cause when my life comes to a finish
the world will keep spinning

[sekai]
i can tell with those eyes that you lie all the time
run away from home cause your parents make you cry
been across the block, you're always looking for a fight
though in your heart, you wanna be nice
i can tell with those eyes that you lie all the time
run away from home cause your parents make you cry
been across the block, you're always looking for a fight
though in your heart, you wanna be nice

wanna be nice (feat. odihu)

idc what u say

ready or not

do u wanna be my cat girl baby
drive me crazy, what the hell should i do
to get u in my arms tonight
cause something's telling me i'm meant for u 

i'll give u everthing u need
and i can be the person u want me to be
let's a watch a movie, maybe 3
or we can stay up late and enjoy eachother's company
so rest ur head on my leg
i'll run my fingers through ur hair
no matter what please just stay
i think i'll die if ur not here

i think i'll die if ur not here (x2)

do u wanna be my cat girl :3

i'm too clingy
i'm too attached
but i never know how to really change that
i'm too clingy
i'm too attached
and i don't really know how to fucking change that

damn i already fucked it up
n i think ur losing love
all my friends say i need to chill
to chill
but i can't help these anxious thoughts
that happen in my brain
n i just really think i need to kill
myself

i just need to vent

lyrics:
he said he loved you 
yeah just long enough for u to send him nudes
and now he's gone again yeah gone for months
oh what the hell'd u do
and when he comes back
yeah you'll let him back in
and then you'll talk for a day
and then you'll send him ur tits

and then you'll ask me
what the hell ur doing wrong
idk
idc 
cause ur probably having fun
even if i were to help u'd probably go back in a month

the used, but instead of the band it's just a woman

Practicing self destruction
I can barely function
I fucked my whole life up
I think that my times up
Theres no coming back now
Everyone is sad now, sad now

Times up i know that my life sucks
Nothing worth saving I am barely living
Waging and praying just to end it
You wish i was dead now dead now

Ill be dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Wasting my time because it is all worthless, worthless
Ill be fucking dead by 30, 30

Useless this why I choose this
Maybe im just stupid dumb and clueless
Houston can you read me can you even hear me
Do you even need me Need me

Chemicals in my brain
I am not the same
I watched too much youtube
I ate too much junkfood
Had too many vaccines
Now something is wrong me, wrong with me

Ill be dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Wasting my time because it is all worthless, worthless
Ill be fucking dead by 30, 30

Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Lifes fucking worthless

Dead By 30 (feat. UhOhSlater)

ts pmoing me off
i want everyone to be happy 
i love you all

the used, but instead of the band it's just a woman

blehh