Used to be my day-to-day music.
Not much more to it.

Middle School Music

nice

^~depressed~^

|:33

ROAR - I Cant Handle Change

Crab In Honey

(( Source ))

Another TotallyGuitars.com collaboration with Daryl a.k.a. ffsooo3 on guitar and John a.k.a. jhall doing vocals. Two vocal tracks were recorded (primary and harmony).

Here is the Youtube video of us performing this song: 

https://youtu.be/jXZx9ikh95U

Homeward Bound (Simon & Garfunkel cover)

Afraid - The Neighborhood

i'm sick and in love, enjoy

childhood

mashup of glue70's "the sandman's spells" and biggie small's "suicidal thoughts"

suicidal spells

i feel like {PROD. TOMPPABEATS}

thanks for the patience.
all synths/chords/asmr/words done by yours truly.

epilogue is the voice of Jack Nicholson from the film "____ ____ ______ "(1970)

© Leave Me Alone 2016.

i'm trying to imagine your, your half of this conversation. {}

A free track to celebrate Youth and Life. 

Sample: Endless Love 

 Spotify Album: https://open.spotify.com/album/6STwjBCu3CTEViSxJChKlV
 Apple Music: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/eternal-youth/id1268684742﻿

Bandcamp: https://rudemn.bandcamp.com/track/eternal-youth




Artwork by "J. Friaça"

J. Friaça: http://imgur.com/a/wbJjN

Eternal Youth

Get it here: idealismus.bandcamp.com/album/rainy-evening-ep
or here: www.toneden.io/idealism/post/rainy-evening-ep

Been raining a lot here recently
Cool, my first ep ever. Decided to go for a smooth piano and rainy style, tried to create some ambience.
I hope you guys enjoy it as much as I did making it.

Tracklist:

01 - tsuyu
02 - controlla
03 - monster gambling in Tokyo
04 - hishitsu
05 - nagashi
06 - waon to ame
07 - how many stars are there


Twitter: twitter.com/idxxlism
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/idxxlism/

りそうしゅぎ

rainy evening ep

Get it here :3

rainy evening [ep]

thank you for ALL the support 
mixed by @tevinwmusic
prod by @yungameba

music video: http://bit.ly/2yaRgA1


I like to think I’m well-equipped as any other average guy 
but I just can’t discover love and I don’t even set my standards high
on top of that, I’m camera shy, maybe I should opt-out of the dating pool
and be an undercover tinder samurai

cause I would rather type online than whisper in a dingy bar
and swiping left and right could be my new bushido ninja star
and I’m well-versed in virtual lovemaking ninjutsu 
on every profile pic I post, I’m posing with my shitzu
or flexing with my shirt off cause I heard that gets you hits too

Especially OkCupid, I’m like Eros or the cherubs be,
I pierce hearts of women with my cursor and my arrow keys
and disregard my Roman roots and choose a font that’s serif-free,

trust me,

 I’m a tinder bio brainiac
the way I kindle fire with matches, I’m a pyromaniac
on christian mingle, I’m a casanova,
if ya’ll don’t think so, y’all can ask Jehovah
check your inbox, he might send an answer over

I wish I had the muscles of a granite sculpture
I would log on ashleymadison and bang adulterers
I’m so lonely, I’ve considered farmers-only
just for someone’s arms to hold me
also, I’m really big on agriculture

but if I had that body of a grecian god
I would trawl on pof.com and use it as a fishing rod
and hope I don’t get catfish,
the fact is if I did, I’d probably play along cause god knows I could use the practice,

and if I’m aching for my roots, I’d visit shaadi.com
message islamic wahhabi hijabi hotties “salaam”
and sunni, shia, those are both denominations I respect
cause I just care for our connection, 

I don’t care about the sects

sometimes I uninstall my apps in reckless insurrectious rage
and then regret it while I check the craiglist missed connections page
and then I think that I should get out more and disregard my mobile cell
and get to know the local teller at my barnes and noble well
and check out what she’s reading while she’s charging up my total sale
and ask her if she likes the novel,
and once she answers, ask her if wants to grab some coffee or some ice cream waffles,
and she’d probably say that’s awesome, 

 I’d ask her when she’s off of work,

 she might answer “midnight”

 I’d tell her that sounds awful, 

what a bummer, and from somewhere
I might muster up the nerve to get her number,

 and I would ask her what her digits are
and if I play it right then I can disregard my ninja stars, 
say sayonara to katanas and my other weapons too 
and try committing by committing online dating seppuku

tinder samurai (video in description)

Ghosting (Mother Mother Cover)

prod @yungameba
mixed by @ibr
art by @ibr and me 
shouts to my crew @offthejump
thanks to @atlas for being a cool dude 
lyrics: http://genius.com/Samsa-feat-atlas-anthropocene-lyrics


I always knew that we’d be by each other’s side forever
now our time has come 
and I’d be satisfied if we died together
 
yeah, our climate’s fucked  
we might as well enjoy the weather
our time is up and I’d be satisfied 
if we died together

hit me up

anthropocene ft. atlas 🎉

C2C - Delta

Hey everyone, i'm happy to present to you Cut My Hair, with the genius Cavetown. It's part of my first album released today with @dloaw 

much love

Cut My Hair (feat. Cavetown)

Yu 86 - Henneysee

produced and mixed by @barnesblvd
Cover art by Julia Jordan

Ultimately

Download!

Ultimately (Prod. barnes blvd.)

Starring Role - Marina & The Diamonds (Cover) By Alice Kristiansen

another old sad reflection.

Lyrics: 
Man, fuck tryna to socialize, I wanna be  mesmerized by nature while I’m outside, people make me wanna die

And if that hurts I’m sorry, but I’ve obviously lost my shit when I cover up suicide with a Christmas party

And my jokes just involve me juggling my fate
I’d rather talk to you than make songs but I can’t be real with a fake
Man, at this point, everything I make
Can be a joke or a cry for help, so fucking give or take

I’ve been questioning everything
I try calling other people but they let their phone ring
So I leave them alone, can’t be annoying
I show the bigger picture, but they never see the whole thing

I let my feelings out even though I can’t sing
I’d let them out to you but I’m afraid I might cling
I can’t handle this tonight, I can’t handle this tonight
Don’t know if anything I’m doing is ever completely right

And I’m all alone
But I don’t do anything about it
And that’s the saddest thing about it

Called your phone
Now I’m feeling obsessive
I can’t wait till I look back and regret this

I need someone near
I need someone close
I need someone here
I need someone who knows

I need someone near
I need someone here

I need someone near
I need someone close
I need someone here
I need someone who knows

I need someone here
I need someone near
Chorus (2x)

Isolate Yourself With Me

blendtastic