2024.06

quick remake/cover of https://soundcloud.com/janeremover/be-back-soon

thanks for listening

jane remover - goldfish (thatcherblackwood cover)

let down - radiohead slowed

another semesters gone and i hardly
guess i'll sequester what i can't rearrange 
it's been a long damn while since a friend had said my name

sill out the corvette clost diptych erased 
roll out the carpet sit latched in a copper cage
i'm in the parking lot and you're still backstage 

i'll be front and center front and center front and center for you
just cus' they said cus' he said doesn't make it less true 
i'm scared to death i'm scared to death i'm to death i'll kill you just by saying hi (2x)

front and center

all plats

Self Driving Car

Decalius - A Miserable Life...

||is this how it feels to take a life?||

~[track 3/?]

prod me
bg vox + additional prod @dramatrial
bg vox + additional writing @micahcallari

🦋 \\ lyrics // 🦋

[verse] ~ @jauntsen
the mess you made around can’t be undone
that’s what you think!
could the problem be what you’ve become
that’s what you think!
nothing that you’ll say to me 
that will help me ease my mind 
so listen what i’m saying please
you can’t ignore the signs!

[prehook] ~ @jauntsen
cause you couldn't be
(it's alright, alright)
what I thought you seen
(it's alright, alright)
just a subtle taste
(it's alright, alright)
that’s soon to turn to waste

{{tts}}
is this how it feels to take a life?!

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
she’s not bleeding out!
I swear I need a little more time
(she needs a little more time)
I’m not one for myself
I never asked for help
I’ll play the cards i’m dealt.

[verse 2] ~ @jauntsen
the silence is overwhelming 
I cannot believe the words you are telling me
cause i dont know what to do in this situation

I saw myself in her eyes
the blood on her hands was mine
she stood in for my demise
Is this how it feels to take a life!

Bury her soul in my mind
I push her off to the side
And hide the stab to my pride
cause now I shed the tears she used to cry

[bridge] ~ @jauntsen
cause you couldn't be
what you thought you seen
It will be her eyes next time you see me face to face
for now it’s just a taste
that’s soon to go to waste
remind me what could happen if I step out of my place

the blood’s dried on the floor
it's staining the decor
avert your eyes from me and I will not be that surprised
no matter what I try
my destiny’s to find
A brand new me to see a brand new outlook through my eyes

(It’s alright, alright, alright)
(It’s alright, alright, alright
(It’s alright, alright, alright)
she’s bleeding right out of her eyes
(It’s alright, alright, alright)
(It’s alright, alright, alright)
(It’s alright, alright, alright)
don’t think I’ll make it out alive

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
she’s not bleeding out!
(she needs some time to breathe x2)
she needs a little more time
I’m not one for myself
I never asked for help
I’ll play the cards i’m dealt.

spotify !

she's bleeding out!!

https://ffm.to/alwayswere

cover art by noah geene https://temberl.in/ 

i think i see it in the distance 
___________________________________
always were, like you always were
its the rote screen door on your front porch 
where you fell asleep on the tile floor
but you've unstrung all your britching now

bite my tongue 'till it falls right off
its the tailgate on that fane barbwire 
trace the windshield as we drove for miles 
spurn the sauder on the backing line
and i swear i saw you standing at the edge 

and it was beautiful 
and it was beautiful 
and it was beautiful 
and it was beautiful 

forget it, forget it, the day is done
forget it, forget it, you saved it once
i get it, i get it, you've frayed and rubbed the velvet off your antlers

and it was beautiful 
and it was beautiful 

forget it, forget it, the day is done
forget it, forget it, you saved it once
i get it, i get it, you've frayed and rubbed the velvet off your antlers

always were

spent the summer of 2022 making this. wrote the original draft in 2021. not much compared to what i can do now, but i figured it was worth putting out since there's a bit of an emotional attachment for me. Represents a different era of my life

yes the export/sidechain is glitched because the file is corrupted and i could fix it by jumping through some technical hoops, but it's been like that for so long i kind of just consider it part of the song

ann j gardner canyon park 2012

prod vox mix master me

youve been quiet
i know somethings wrong
and as much as u hide it 
i can see in your eyes youre so cold
and i know what you say
u say not to worry
but the feeling creeps under my skin
every time that i look in your eyes
i think that im looking in mine

just give me a sign
a sign that youre alright
just give me a sign
a sign that youre trying

ive seen you before but i dont know where

||listen to what people are saying||
~[track 4/?]

🦋 \\ credits // 🦋
+prod by me
+mix me
+master @st1cksyea
+additional prod @micahcallari
+cover art @neciawake
 
🦋 \\ lyrics // 🦋

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
stop trying to hold back
news flash! 
cause it's gonna pierce your soul
how does it not get old like every time 
when your the one in control
but i know you!
only wish me well...
why do i have to choose?
and sacrifice under your spell!
well i got news but i'm NOT
i'm NOT
i'm NOT GONNA TAKE IT FROM YOU!

[verse]
running through this storm i swear i'd 
never tell a lie
you can't seem to listen
when i see your eyes
the good won't make no difference 
cause soon you're gonna fall 
off
realize your making the wrong choice 
cause in the end they really need you
you're biting off the hand that feeds you
but it doesn't matter anyways

[hook] 
stop trying to hold back
news flash! 
cause it's gonna pierce your soul
how does it not get old like every time 
when your the one in control
but i know you!
only wish me well...
why do i have to choose?
and sacrifice under your spell!
well i got news but i'm NOT
i'm NOT
i'm NOT GONNA TAKE IT FROM YOU!

[bridge]
(i'm sorry, i'm broken, i'm broken, i'm broken) x4
won't be the last time that i'm called an asshole
for caring about a person who's been walking a tightrope
it's unbelievable how you can always stand behind facts
but the problem that your facing can't be faced behind it's back!

[epic guitar solo!!!]

news flash! its NOT looking good..

hypnotized
if you come down to the garden we could verbalize
for the hollow of your mother
you could chase the time
and turn it into something else
all the things you did to me are poisoned
with immaculate intelligence that i feel
whoever told you that You can turn it down at godspeed

its ok now
but all i wanted was a feeling

one free fall
shutdown
rising me from the above
smacking me into the ground
if i could
i would let you know the truth
but all i see is staring at and waiting for me
cant let it decieve

all the morning routes
and the night sky
we're just falling out
in a new time
line the feeling
open my eyes
break the ceiling
as the wall cries
about meanings
no regarding
only live it
in the timelapse
and believe it
like do magic
like the kids we used to be

one free fall
shutdown
rising me from the above
smacking me into the ground
all i see is burning colors
i dont wanna see the light

Break the pen
I dont wanna play nor pretend
That we could be something that would work
Only if we break all the amends
I dont wanna have you as a friend and i dont wanna hear from you again
Everything thats been on your mouth
You can let it have some air
I fall through the pieces of the glass
Always on my phone but left on read
I dont wanna feel like im a mess
But i really think that im a mess
I dont wanna have you as a friend and i dont wanna hear from you again
Everything thats been on your mouth

https://www.instagram.com/p/C-99kt1MsWI/

ive seen you before but i dont know where

blissom

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