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so cry every night, i cry in my grime
i wanna die on live, make sure that you're on time

baby you used to be that innocent i look for
I'm the veteran of knowing heart break I'm best friends with the floor
don't you wish that you stayed ? i'mma heartless fuck with pissed morals 
you could have died right now and i'd move on saying well that's that bitch fault 

i mean the ground where i drain at 
the first place i met you
where i drop their remains at
i feel like a creep when you say you don't miss that
still i cannot react cuz then i would kill you
fuck all your friends i get pissed when i see them

damn fuck i hate myself bitch why can't you breathe that?
I'm making you songs and you don't even see them
don't miss me a bit why the fuck would i be mad?
i'll be good when i od my morphia morphia morphia 
I'm taking all of my drugs my drugs my drugs
i don't wanna see the morning when i wake up
i just wanna pass in my sleep and finally shut the fuck up

MORPHIAA | Prod. SxulCry

i can't head there
limping through this forest i'm damned dead
all i hear is i'm a fucking bastard
no love can take me back here
no love can't bring back there
too late fix to what got battered
watch my grave with a cold blank stare
then i'll haunt you on my way after

rather not take no advice 
let the consequence suffice yuh
in the back of my head i count seconds i don't wanna be alive yuh
engrave your nails into my skin and rip me apart curbside yuh
been waiting for this i'm not sorry bout my cold hands with life yuh

aren't you so full of envy?
watching my life become blurry
let your thoughts become deadly
you cannot comprehend me

for the edge you ain't ready
let my visions contempt me
so obsessed it turned scary
i want you fucked up and then buried
i'll be dead soon don't worry
see you in my mirror and i'm worried
dump my body under of the city
kill me now please end my misery 

fuck it all i'm running numb
injecting imperfections in my blood
forget what i'm running from
scum fully covered my lungs

i'mma fucking piece of shit
piece of shit don't you fucking notice it?
i'm folding in just like broken skin
no older friends
they already got their friends 
i got no life but i always notice them
i'm wanting yet i cant ever talk to em they think i'm sick 
i fucking breathe this shit
imma piece of shit for a piece of shit yuh

Scumgirl | Prod. SxulCry

from dust to ash, dont you feel human ?
i dont feel like a man, just hide my silhouette
drenched my blood on my hands, i cant feel like you do
its a part of my plan

fantasize, my decline (decline) break on the way
waking up paralyzed, nah dead inside you wont know my name
we might die today, bloodied eyes full of your plague
talking to a gauge now, taking the blame you will know my name

dreading the end of the week
live a little and then let it repeat
im selling my life for a lil gram of weed
blurring myself out then go right to sleep

monday to monday with a single blink
i just wanna say i cant fucking think
i just wanna say i cant feel a thing
but its not what the fuck you think what the fuck you think no

im too lost in my mind (get away)
pulling me down i cant even climb (get away)
nothing to lose all i got is my high (get away)
lets scream our lungs out tonight

far too gone to save, realize
i seen you disappear from afar with my eyes

fantasize, my decline (decline) break on the way
waking up paralyzed, nah dead inside you wont know my name

whywon'tyou

the letter i ripped was my prison
ain't counting on none of you bitches
i remember holding up our bridges
watching the clock till it came to a stillness

don't got time to give any minutes
remembered it's none of your motherfucking business
painting the picture but fucked up the image
forgive but never forgot your intention
never leave a witness

path to love turned clear
i been loathing the air
look by the end of the year
i'll be dead the end of the year
ending it here

hold on
all gone i don't wanna hold on
picture perfect sabotage i broke to none
redundant overused overdone
let the bodies hit the floor please don't run

burn your face pushed on the asphalt
this isn't hell it's my castle
you think breaking hearts made me fragile?
every year they gone be lighting you candles

ion need anybody else
fuck all that crying for health
fuck that get in my hell
i just wanna kill myself

Sadly Inhumane

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Hello loves:)
Thank you for all the support and love you all are giving me, I love you all really really fucking much. My time has come to take a break from music. Nowadays I don't feel like I have the power and will to do anything so I apologize. I will be back soon, don't know when, but hopefully when everything settles and calms down.
Thank you<3
See you again soon:)
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slowthai, Deb Never - push

stream

see you again

@prodbymystik <3 @prodbymystik <3 @prodbymystik <3

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A kind of melancholic trance in which you become completely absorbed in vivid sensory details—raindrops skittering down a window, tall trees leaning in the wind, clouds of cream swirling in your coffee—briefly soaking in the experience of being alive, an act that is done purely for its own sake.
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cafune - tek it

ambedo w/ MYSTIK

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relapse w/fQYl

sarin//vx

sample: haunted by Isabel LaRosa

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angel dream

<3 @dxlshi @scrvz @dxlshi @scrvz <3
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-how you love yourself is-
---how you teach others---
----------to love you-----------
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know me w/ Scravz  & dolshi

nocturnal

@dxlshi is back <3
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to find yourself bothered by someone’s death more than you would have expected, as if you assumed they would always be part of the landscape, like a lighthouse you could pass by for years until the night it suddenly goes dark, leaving you with one less landmark to navigate by—still able to find your bearings, but feeling all that much more adrift.
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dead reckoning w/ dolshi

i'm sick of this place
you've kept me dead
the look on my face says i'm losing it
spell my name
with the blood you take
oh babygirl you're pains synonym
i drown my rage with all this sex
regret saying yes to all your texts
the look on my face says i'm losing it
oh babygirl you're pains synonym
i think i know you too well for my own good
i'm balling to the top just tryna get you out the hood
i'm smoking fat pack
barely fit inside the wood
stuck it anyways cause i don't share none of this kush ay
i ain't no pussy 
ain't afraid to buck uh
you don't buck up
you a fucking punk uh
bought my girl a new fit just to rip it when we fuck
don't mess with none of y'all
bums on top of bums
i can't wait to die where you reside
the way you treat me gives me homicidal thoughts to ride
clutching on the grip praying i don't hit the slide
but it's not enough not enough for mine
i'm sick of this place
you've kept me dead
the look on my face says i'm losing it
spell my name
with the blood you take
oh babygirl you're pains synonym
i drown my rage with all this sex
regret saying yes to all your texts
the look on my face says i'm losing it
oh babygirl you're pains synonym

m y o w n g o o d

baby breathe me in
oh darling where do i begin
i used to think we were magical
now i know thats just a wish
your name on my skin
bleeding out cause it's our ink 
y'all can't tell where i've been
i'm so high that i can't think at all
scrape against my bones
smoke to fill them holes up in my lungs
just made a couple more
i might die over overdose
need to learn self control
but fuck it i might do them both
i got jackshit worth my soul
so imma toke by my own
you could smell it from your home
burn away the memories
and burn and away all my notes
turn away my family
i've dying on my own own
i've been turning to your ghost ghost
been falling down the wrong road road
i don't care anymore
i don't care anymore
your name on my skin
bleeding out cause it's our ink 
y'all can't tell where i've been
i'm so high that i can't think at all
baby breathe me in
oh darling where do i begin
i used to think we were magical
now i know thats just a wish

f a d e d

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DESIRE

fuck what you talking bout 
i was not put on this planet to please
still got your bitch on her knees rolling me
back shots put her dumbass to sleep ugh ay
every year that i've been spending as me
another lesson to do what i preach
get the fuck out cause you ain't in my league boy
only talk to you on the weekend
no one told me this would be easy
she tell me don't pull out 
i deepen
i leave it
my friends we lit 
our season
you can't get in 
go weep bitch
i got my reasons
revenge revenge
baby do you know what you wanna be?
could take you there just don't follow me
i'm finna die as soon as i'm free of you
we only talk when you feeling lonely
once a week you come around and i tweak
let it repeat you all in my mental
i fall toward mine
you pull me inside
no more time
you and i
we fall
collide
fuck what you talking bout 
i was not put on this planet to please
still got your bitch on her knees rolling me
back shots put her dumbass to sleep ugh ay
every year that i've been spending as me
another lesson to do what i preach
get the fuck out cause you ain't in my league boy

d o w n  d e s i r e  a v e

up all night
just thinking bout why
girl you ain't mine
so i take another line
i ink my signs
i got blood up in my eyes
looking round for something that i guess i'll never find
pull my heart out why don't you
all your mean words ain't hurtful
you shameless in your wormhole
i pull you out and you run right back into our favorite circle
never meant to hurt you
but i'm caked in purple
with me or not
i'm giving what i got
till the moment that i die
rectified
no use in praying to the sky
cause you and i were never meant to be apart
up all night
just thinking bout why
girl you ain't mine
so i take another line
i ink my signs
i got blood up in my eyes
looking round for something that i guess i'll never find
with me or not
i'm giving what i got
till the moment that i die
rectified
no use in praying to the sky
cause you and i were never meant to be apart

d i e m o n d

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NEVERMORE

run when i want you
run when i want to fuck up my life
scream for help
pretend you're deaf
beat the walls and break down my mind
get the fuck up out my head
hope i die so i won't say goodbye
would you run right to your ex?
regret me everyday you try
that old shit been tragic
old noose, latch it
your love is precious
you turn me to a bastard 
i know you can't but can you save me going backwards?
i'm blinded by your magic
all this gone vanish
if i sink like the titanic
mind blown i ain't caved in
right back to my basics
lungs purple in chains man
you don't know bout this damage
they all remind me of my last bitch
and that old shit went tragic yeah
that old shit been tragic
old noose, latch it
your love is precious baby
girl bring me up and string me out
worried to death
ain't no coming down
need her tits on my face when i come around
the loop just begun 
let's watch it spin around
we just don't give up fucks
till we overdose
for me she take off her clothes
fuck her to a ghost
you feel me? 
your name inked up on my throat
this the life i chose
for me she fill up her throat
fill her up with love
run when i want you
run when i want to fuck up my life
scream for help
pretend you're deaf
beat the walls and break down my mind
get the fuck up out my head
hope i die so i won't say goodbye
would you run right to your ex?
regret me everyday you try

suicidesoundssensational

resurrection // 2024

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resurrection

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Crystal Castles - Char (FINCHES Remix)

girl you know youre the one
my limit for you will never reach done
you're my high you're my fiend drug
i said i need you still please don't run
let me show you what's real love
take my mind or whatever i have left up
you haven't left my notion
words cannot compare this ocean
i know what i love and girl i love you
bitch i'm 18 young for you know i'll break all the rules
drugs make them confused
but drugs makes me see you
hit my phone
when i'm in town
girl i'll be there in 2baby girl imma make you mine
without you fucking suicide
fuck flowers imma fight until i die
for you it's a fight darling know you're my life
your hands round my neck fucking up my cries
the way i like it girl i got you in my mind
this my real life 
so imma take my time
imma make you cry cry
when i fucking die
taking over both of my eyes
girl you know you're the one
my limit for you will never reach done
you're my high you're my fiend drug
i said i need you still please don't run
let me show you what's real love
take my mind or whatever i have left up
you haven't left my notion
words cannot compare this ocean

c o p i u m - a n a e m y a

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ENTROPY

Brightburn

thankyou to those who are listening and keep up with my music.
no samples, guitar prerecorded by myself, all synths made from nothing

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CRYSTAL CHASM

every time i close my eyes i stop existing
bitch I'm the needle to your blood
the heroin physique 
but you need me so soak in your shit
baby i hold a grudge
pretend that you love me so i can dig your heart into the mud

isn't that what you wanted?
crashing down my universe 
forget I'm easily forgotten 
fuck it take the needle take my hurt

I'm just your opioid therapy
ice cold in my veins cut carefully
i was dumb to think you could ever love me
i was just your opioid therapy

d o w n d e s i r e a v e

s a d a s f u c k