lyrics:

remember me by the name
before you set me aflame
i was the one that you blame
the one decided by pain

i have forgotten the taste
of having blood down my face
but you are here and i wish
that you'd bestow me with bliss 

if what we are
is the be all
reason for the suicide
i can be what
you decide
even if im meant to hide

my heart simply wont deny
soul is destined for the sky
theres an angel deep inside
crawling out from this disguise

you contain it
canvas painted
with all of your filthy lies
yet i waited
i can't take it 
why must they avert their eyes?

torture victim

NIGHT CRAWLER NIGHT CRAWLER

I CANT EVEN SAVE YA CANT EVEN SAVE MYSELF IM DONE 
U TRY TO TO PLAY WITH ME A GOD 
I WONT WISH YOU WELL
AND ILL BE STANDING OUT THE HOUSE WITH A FKN SHELL
YOU WOULDNT LIKE TRYNA DO WHAT I DO 
YOU WOULDNT LIKE TRYNA DO WHAT I DO

nightcrawler

nightcrawler   (404Guap)

i̸̢̛̛̛͔̬͈̘̲̟̦̮̞̳͉̘̙͍͇̦̲̱͚̞̻̲̲͙͒̔̌̊́͛̓̀͊̍̋͐̐̀̐͋͂̓̂̒́̀̏̽̿̽̋̑͊̍̀̅̃̈́͘̚̕͜͜͜͝͝͝͠͠͝͝ͅņ̸̢̢̢̣̭̥̪̜̩̣̠̳̻̬̞͎͍̮̣̮̯͎͖̜̺̝̙͔͖͕͚̖̩̙͎͋́̇͆͛́̀̓͆̑̅̏̎͘͘ͅ ̶̢͓̺̦̳̦̻͚̩̻̣̗̫̺̰͚̠̰͖͚̭̦̟̟̞͉̯̰͓̖̳̟͓̩̌̐́́̆͊̉̓͂͜t̶̢̧̗̻̫̫̦̠̱̟̓̃͋̄̉̊̾̅̒̒̇̃̍́͆̐͒͆́̽̐́̊̾́̒̓͘̚͘͝͠͠͝͝͠ḩ̷̨̡̧̧̧̟͕̦̥̱̫͉͚̫̹̜͕̘̫͓̠̠̦̩̖̻̘͔͙̞̖͖̪͇͍̖͋͋͑̏̔͗̽͛͆̃͌̎̀̄̂͊̒̊͂͆̚͜͝͠ë̵̡̧̛̦̳̜͓̦̲̹͈̝̗̼̰͇̫͚͉̮̲͈͈̯̣͕̝͕͖̭̖̲̺̰̭̫͚̩̱̯̮̭̞͙̓͐̄͌͒̔͊̍̽̊͋͊̅̍̎͑̍͛̕͘͜͜͜͜͠͝ ̵̢̞̟̜̞͉͉͖̖̦̥̼̼̮̟̯̩͓̹̯̘̈̾͗̎̌͌̑̄̐͂̈́̈͋͒͒̓̔̈̓̍̏́̋̔͌̄͆̈̀͂̀͐̇̕̚̕͝ͅf̷̧̙̫̠̦̬̻͈̺͍̻̙͔́͑̿̽͋̌͂̏͛̋́̇͛̂̓̔̂̔͛̋͊͘̕͝ư̵̧̢̖̙̺̞̩̼̞̭̦͓̞̒̾͌̾̍̋̀̈́̊̈́̑͑̋̍̍̀̃͆̊̋̍̂̔̇̆͠t̸̡̡͚̣͓̟͍͖̖̗̬͈̱͕͙̰͚̹̰̜͍̦̩͈̙̘̳̟̟͙̟͗͒̃̈́̅̐̊̐́̋͌́̔̕͜͝ͅu̴̢̝͓̣̺̫̖͉̼̮̦͚͇̝̥̮̪̗̺͍̰̠̎̂̊̌͋͋̅̈́͛̑͋͆́̔̈́̇̑̈̂͐̎͘͝͝r̷̢̡̡̡̢̹̬̝̻̹͈̺̩̻̳͉̙̼̦͍̮̠͇̬̻͇̮̜͎̭̯̼̹͖̓̽͆͆ͅͅĕ̵̢̼̞̠͎͍̺͚͙̙̥̮̖̼̗̱͚̟̤͊́̀̌̐̐̕͘͠͝ ̵̨̢̛̛̟̝̰̖͓̜̦̟̙̭͔̼̟͔̫͎̤̞̻̟͓̟͉͔͚̽̑̓̂̑̓̄̒̉̋͂́̓͛̓̈̂͒͆̾́̅̅͊̑̍͗̎̉̏͘̚͜͜͠͠͝͝l̶̜͎̹̝͖̘̻͐̔́̓̔̉̈́̅͘̚͝͝į̴̧̛̛͎̰̮̭͕̹͕̘̪̜̥̝̼̯̠̺̟̳͈̟̝̥̹̯̀̀̍͂̄̉̈̈́͋̈́̊͒͂́͋͆̈́̀͐͘͘͠ͅṽ̶̧̢̢̧̛͎̻̯͇̳͚͖̯̙̰͖͍͎̟̫̠̦̩̖̜̺̹̻̬͓̤̟͓̻͉̩̻̦͈̘͚̬̹̺̦̞͖̤̣̖̈̄̀̌̆̇̋̍̀̍̽̈́̆͋̎̾̅̀̅̽̐͒̋̓̒̆̈́͋̈́̏̒̎̓͊̋̓̾̚̚͜͝͝͠͝͠͝͝͝ȩ̵̧̡̧̨͇̺̝̘̤̳͍̬̠̱͙̞͉̲͉̭̲̟̲̹̻͇̗̪̗̦͕̣͓̩̫̱̘̩̼̦̘͓͔̀̂̽̆̈́͌̈́͋̄͋͛͋͆͗̋͋͑̐͜͜͝ͅ ̸̨̡̛̠͎̖̗̼̺̝̙͓̑̆̎̀̋̊̈́̊̃̔̎͛̈́͝͝į̶̧̧̡̨̖͎͖͈̱̣͎̤̺̹͕͇̪̝͖̠̟̰̜̘̺͎̗̫̝̹͈͍̪͈̫̺̜̄̒͒͊̏̋͗͑̑̈̀̿͊͊̈́͑̅̋̊̓̓̋̿͑̊̔̒́̐̂͆͊̽̽̚̚͘͜͜͜͠͝͝͠ͅn̶̛͕̙̺̣̘̣̹̰̖̙̗̦̭̫̳̠̺͖̼̏̾͛̈́̐̾͛̃͐͆͊́́͗̓̀̀̋͊͗̂̈́̽̈́̓̈́̅̕͝͠ͅ ̸̡̪͍̲̤̻̠͚̝̣̥̦̣̯͍̪̝̱̹̲͕̟͇͙̣̥͇͓́̿̇̈̈̅͐͂̚ͅͅͅͅ2̷̨̨̨̧̢̧̢̛̱͍̝̭͔̞̰̙̲̗̮͍̯͛͆̈́̏͊̾͆̀́͛̈̎̀̇̈́͂̉̓̎̾͋̅̔̈̈́̉̿͛̌̓̐̒̿̀̋̓͂̂̒̏̕͘̚̚̚͘̚͜͠͝0̶̧̧̢̟͔̟̮̪̯̲̠̦̤̱͓̩̤̰̱͍͕͓̲̄̀̌̃͆̎̑̚͘͝9̸͉̰̟̘͖̮̑̃̔͛̔̀͊͊̈́̉́̐́́͌͛͠9̵̛̼̔̇͂͗̀̃́͋͗̔̉̍̒̿̐̒́̅͛̎̂͐͑̎͘͘͘͝͠͝͠͝.̶̨̱̮͇̖̬̳͉̞̠͖̽̀̈̀͒̾̾̏̿̀͜ͅ.̸̨̛̛̥̤̙̩̮͔͕̤̪̭̣̲̣̪̖̖̠͙̫̫̦̯̪́́̂̊͌̐̾̄͆̌͂̈́͆̇̓̀̒̑̓͊́̌̐̇̈͗̾͐͗͐͐̋̂͘̕̕͠͠͝͝͝͝.̶̧̨͔̥̩̠̤̥̗̲͖̻̏̇̐͛͆̄͒́̈͌̾̏͛̽͒̒̈́̊̈́̆͛̈̓̊͋̀͋̋͂͛̂́̊̔̆̌̃̌͐̃̚̚͘͝͠͠ͅ

2099 🕷[PROD. JESSE]

Official Visualizer: https://youtu.be/UuafUYBJ8GE

I made this track during the 2023 McDougall Creek wildfires this past week. I filmed the visualizer in West Kelowna and Kelowna before and after the wildfire reached our city limits. Day turned to night and the smoke from the hills quickly transformed into flames dancing in the reflection of the water. 

If you're inclined, please consider donating to the wildfire relief fund here: https://uwbc.ca/campaign/wildfires/

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My world is burning up all around me 
my lungs ache as i dance through the smoke
red sun, casting it's rays through amber clouds
and the embers carry their song kilometers away

In Every Seed of Data, a Soul

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fuck what you talking bout 
i was not put on this planet to please
still got your bitch on her knees rolling me
back shots put her dumbass to sleep ugh ay
every year that i've been spending as me
another lesson to do what i preach
get the fuck out cause you ain't in my league boy
only talk to you on the weekend
no one told me this would be easy
she tell me don't pull out 
i deepen
i leave it
my friends we lit 
our season
you can't get in 
go weep bitch
i got my reasons
revenge revenge
baby do you know what you wanna be?
could take you there just don't follow me
i'm finna die as soon as i'm free of you
we only talk when you feeling lonely
once a week you come around and i tweak
let it repeat you all in my mental
i fall toward mine
you pull me inside
no more time
you and i
we fall
collide
fuck what you talking bout 
i was not put on this planet to please
still got your bitch on her knees rolling me
back shots put her dumbass to sleep ugh ay
every year that i've been spending as me
another lesson to do what i preach
get the fuck out cause you ain't in my league boy

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“VANISHING ELYSIUM“

Produced by Theo & ZYROM.

OUT NOW EVERYWHERE

VANISHING ELYSIUM [co-prod. zyrom]

prod. @killoceans 💜💜💜

LYRICS:

They tried to bring me the light
But still I get lost in my mind
No matter how hard I try
Hell finds a way back to life

Waking the dead just to hear
I'm lost, don't know what I should fear
But I'll just keep fighting the tears
Darling it's gone on for years

And she's the angel
Singing in my head
I'll watch the stars fall
If she was here warming my bed

Break me, tear every sin right out of my flesh
I'll work on escaping the prison I've built inside of my head
Oh break me, tear every sin right out of my flesh
I'll work on escaping the prison I've built inside of my head

My head

i'm still trying

i'm still trying (prod. kill oceans)

escaping w/ coma6

24 instrumental compositions explore themes of transformation, alienation, and existential anxiety through the lens of lo-fi aesthetics and dark trap. The warmth of Roland's analog synthesizers contrasts with the cold absurdity of modern existence — like Kafka's characters trapped in endless bureaucratic corridors, sounds get stuck between the walls of a tiny room.
The album is a diary of sleepless nights where the boundaries of reality blur, a human transforms into sound, and sound becomes a document of internal trial. Recorded on obsolete equipment in an impossible space, it becomes a testament to how creativity is born not despite limitations, but because of them.
Each track is a small confession, written while waiting for something inevitable that must happen before dawn. © 2025 Legenki.

Clerk's Lament

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