rupture (w/ leatherfacebeat)

HOLD UP! (prod. ROMA JONSON)

NIGHT CRAWLER NIGHT CRAWLER

I CANT EVEN SAVE YA CANT EVEN SAVE MYSELF IM DONE 
U TRY TO TO PLAY WITH ME A GOD 
I WONT WISH YOU WELL
AND ILL BE STANDING OUT THE HOUSE WITH A FKN SHELL
YOU WOULDNT LIKE TRYNA DO WHAT I DO 
YOU WOULDNT LIKE TRYNA DO WHAT I DO

nightcrawler

nightcrawler   (404Guap)

YOUR KNIFE, MY HEART

prod by @theredrxxm <3
cover art by @the0000 <3

Lyrics:
I been bleedin', hear the screamin' in my head
Wish you'd leave, I'll never see you, fuck your dread
Bitch you thinkin' I ain't shit but where you at?
Fuckin' wrapped inside that swig, it's starin' back

Fuck you thought?
Sit and rot
All your life you've never stopped and fuckin' thought

Fuck you thought?
Sit and rot
All your life you've never stopped and fuckin' thought

MEMORY LOSS

MEMORY LOSS (prod. Red Rxxm)

HELLFEST - TrickWitTreats x HOAX

its my 18th birthday today. 
made this in 5 hours after getting out of the icu a week ago

produced by me
guitar solo by me
recorded/mixed/mastered by me

lyrics:

Oh
What have I done?
Where do I go?
Bullet in lung?
Oh way too young
What have I done?
Didn’t wanna run
Now it’s all gone
Isn’t life wonderful?
(Isn’t life wonderful!?)

And I hate to fall to the war with self,
Man control yo self
Always looking for something to be wrong even when there’s no goddamn problem at all 
“Oh keep pushing through brother, you might as well deal with the pain, you’ll just get stronger anyway, It’s gonna be okay”
Well sure, then fuck this game me and countless others playing, 
Well, why don’t you stitch me up crochet?
And I have all these scars to say things like how I got em, 
“How the fuck did you breathe?” 
Oh bro, I didn't bother
Breathing was venting and I never just let myself be fucking fostered
That’s why I struggled with the fucking mental doctor
Too stubborn for therapy and 
I’ve been the same weight for four years with a fear to eat, not supply. 
Weigh 125 (LBS)
And I might take some amphetamines just to give me a better reason to say that I need help, ugh

Oh
What have I done?
Where do I go?
Bullet in lung?
Oh, way too young
What have I done?
Didn’t wanna run
Now it’s all gone
Isn’t life wonderful?

“911, what’s your emergency?”
Agh, agh,
“Oh I feel like I’m gonna fucking hurt myself!”
“Calm down sir it’s gonna be okay,”
It’s gonna be okay!?
No it’s fucking not
Cops take me to the fucking ICU
Now I rot on top of a fucking hospital bed
While you just fucking living not knowing what I’ve almost done
And you wont know

You wont ever know
But why’d I make it this far to throw away all I sewed?
“Oh he was packed with talent”
Oh, but you don't get it though 
Being good at something comes with a malice-filled price 
You either give and you get and/or you give and you're met with the in-equal shares of bets you cant even make with yourself,
Cant wait to say fuck it and just off myself
Don't want attention but this a fucking cry for help

Oh
What have I done?
Where do I go? 
Bullet in lung?
Oh way too young
What have I done?
Didn’t wanna run
Now it’s all gone
Isn’t life wonderful?
(What have I done?)

ISNT LIFE WONDERFUL?!?
WHAT HAVE I DONE?
WHERE DO I GO?
I DON’T KNOW
WHAT HAVE I DONE?
HELP!
ISN’T-ISN’T LIFE-ISN’T LIFE WONDERFUL?!?

ICU, i see you

ICU, I See You

There’s a window of time 
Before the perpetual light
A gathering of orbs 
A silence destructive as a storm

A barrier of class 
Silent thoughts from behind a mask 
Seekers judge though blind 
Into green light 

I’m okay just don’t keep asking 
Give me some room to speak
Give me some room to speak 
If you keep asking 
Then I will leave to wander streets
If you keep asking
Then I will leave to live on feet

Crave dark
Eyes wide shut 

Can you promise we’ll be safe? (Uh)
You’ll be dead one day
Disease got you uh
Disease got you uh
Brea-
Breathe in all that money 
Only way for you to
Only way for you to
Only way for you to

A conversation blurred
False trust must envelope us
Turquoise dust, purple love 
A reason, yeah for that stare
An elite sneer, we know they care 
Cufflink harmony 
You’re not invited obviously 

I’m okay just don’t keep asking me
Give me some room to speak
Give me some room to speak 
If you keep asking me
Then I will leave to wander streets
If you keep asking me
Then I will leave to live on feet

Can you promise we’ll be safe? (Uh)
You’ll be dead one day
Disease got you, uh
Disease got you, uh
(Breathe)
Breathe in all that money 
Only way for you to
Only way for you to
Only way for you to

Can you promise we’ll be safe? 
(Uh-uh)
You’ll be dead one day
Disease got you, uh
Disease got you, uh
(Breathe)
Breathe in all that money 
Only way that you can 
Only way that you can 
You can breathe 

Can you promise we’ll be safe
No more than they can do
No more than they can do
Empty space, but there’s no place for your family 

In symphony they hide
The children born outside of the hive
In symphony they hide
The children born outside of the hive
(They hide)

And the graciousness of dasomit 
It lures you over, lures you over 
Death will come to us all
So while we’re still here 
Don’t sit and stare

And the graciousness of dasomit 
It lures you over, lures you over 
Death will come to us all
So while we’re still here
Don’t sit and stare

And the graciousness of dasomit 
It lures you over, lures you over 
Death will come to us all
So while we’re still here 
Don’t sit and stare

Turquoise Dust Ep 1: Death Will Come to Us All

prod. @killoceans 💜💜💜

LYRICS:

They tried to bring me the light
But still I get lost in my mind
No matter how hard I try
Hell finds a way back to life

Waking the dead just to hear
I'm lost, don't know what I should fear
But I'll just keep fighting the tears
Darling it's gone on for years

And she's the angel
Singing in my head
I'll watch the stars fall
If she was here warming my bed

Break me, tear every sin right out of my flesh
I'll work on escaping the prison I've built inside of my head
Oh break me, tear every sin right out of my flesh
I'll work on escaping the prison I've built inside of my head

My head

i'm still trying (prod. kill oceans)

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