just what i've been feeling lately..
produced by @neohnq <3

lyrics:
i just wanna run away
too much i wanna say
i don't think that i'm ok
i feel like i'm gonna break, apart
i love it when i bleed man, yeah i love my scars
i can't deal with all this paranoia

and i'm so sick and tired, of being stuck up in my head
i think i'm getting worse cus i can't get even get up out of bed
and i can't help it but my thoughts are so pathetically intense :/
i don't wanna talk about it so i'll keep it to myself

to be honest i'm afraid to fuck it up
but i'm really going through it and i think i've had enough
but it doesn't even matter so why do i give a fuck?
just give me a couple months and i'll be out of the mud..yah

god i'm such a mess
cause all i can see is you and him
not you and me
but it's just you and me..
fuck me it's happening again  

fuck it's happening again  
fuck it's happening again  
fuck it's happening again  
fuck it's happening again  
fuck it's happening again  
fuck it's happening again  

i just wanna run away
too much i wanna say
i don't think that i'm ok
i feel like i'm gonna break, apart
i love it when i bleed man, yeah i love my scars
i can't deal with all this paranoia

and i'm so sick and tired, of being stuck up in my head :(
i think i'm getting worse cus i can't get even get up out of bed
and i can't help it but my thoughts are so pathetically intense 
i don't wanna talk about it so i'll keep it to myself

break apart/fuck it's happening again (prod. neohn)

W/ @yungkrypto Prod. @entri-27 <3

@yungkrypto:
if it wasn’t something 
then i truly meant 
nothing to u
there’s no discussion 
i’ll disappear 
do u think tht i’m bluffing 
ur stare so heavy 
soul crushing 
cause when you look at me
i know i mean nothing 
get it off ur conscience 
tell me was it worth it
what u speak to me is nonsense 
tell me was it worth it 

Bloodl3ak:
Tell me was it worth it? Feelings getting urgent 
Grab me by my heart, cut me open like a surgeon 
Oh, and I’m always feeling worthless
Oh, castles falling, I deserve it

Tear me apart 
Laugh at my scars
I’m not that smart
Filled with cracks in my heart

I don’t know what’s wrong with me
By your side is where I wanna be 
It feel like 3 degrees
Tell me what you want, I’ll give the all of me
Ecstasy, you’re the only face I see
Until I rest in peace, your love can set me free

I can it for a minute 
First floor, lost it all, changed like seasons
I’m so sore, lost my reason
I can’t soar, lost my wings and-

Tell me was it worth it? Feelings getting urgent 
Grab me by my heart, cut me open like a surgeon 
Oh, and I’m always feeling worthless
Oh, castles falling, I deserve it

Spotify<3

Was it worth it? w/ yung krypto (entri-27)

disconnected

"deserve this" produced by @prod_acu @prodpawl4k & @azami37

Performed/Written by @counterxo

(Lyrics)
I’m so cold, alone 
I don’t feel like I have grown
The parts I hate about myself are making themselves known 
I can’t fold, I won’t
I can’t turn off the phone
When I look into the mirror it’s like all my flaws are shown  
What did I do to deserve what I’ve been through?
Need an answer, cause I put my trust in you.
Is it over for me too?
I wish I knew
Cause I don’t and I have no clue
Need an answer, cause I have to find what’s true
Is there hope for something new?

All the pain and misery
Is this what you want for me?
tried so hard to push through stress so much I had to grit my teeth
All the strain and history
Sometimes I can’t even breathe
Went too far and did my best but in the end what do I see?
Nothing at all
I came all this way just to fall
So much I could say, I just wait and rot away
Do you hear my call?

deserve this (acu + pawl4k + azami)

Produced by Me
Vox by Me
Mixed by Me

uu could of been my wife
uu couldv beenn my Wife
iWanna end my life
I Wanna endd my life n Itz not fair
iLook n ur not there, iLook n ur not there
i look 4 a reason 2 live n itz not there
i'd look 4 a Partner but iCant be bothered
cuzz ima die alone regardless, i might be retarded

sick 2 my stomach, itz all my fault
iWanna see you itz all i want
vomit n vomit, thats all my gutzz
vomit again till i cant get up.,
ideservethis
yea i alwayz deserve itt
girl u know that immm hurting:/
and you know im not wortthh itt..

chops.

take thy hand and put it on my arm.
lead me 2 beauty under the starzzz
bring me 2 my feet or else i will starve.
enveloped by moonlight, surrounded by dark.
i, hate, that, i remember ur heart
and, everyday now i look at the same scarz
i know that,
nobody else couldvv broken my heart, like you've broken my heart.

uu could of been my wife
uu couldv beenn my Wife
iWanna end my life
I Wanna endd my life n Itz not fair
iLook n ur not there, iLook n ur not there
i look 4 a reason 2 live n itz not there
i'd look 4 a Partner but iCant be bothered
cuzz ima die alone regardless, i might be retarded

[sick 2 my stomach, itz all my fault
iWanna see you itz all i want]
vomit n vomit, thats all my gutzz
vomit again till i cant get up.,
ideservethis
yea i alwayz deserve itt
girl u know that immm hurting:/
and you know im not wortthh itt..

i might be retarded...

farfromhome

@whyhaze
@monocryy
prod me :)

(rewind)
i'm a mess and i hate it
all this time i've been wasting
feel like nothing is changing
every second i hate it
i don't know where the day went
hate my thoughts can't erase them
i'm so tired of faking
like i don't fucking hate it

i wish i was
a better person
i hate myself don't deserve shit
every day i feel so worthless
but i'll be here for you
you know i adore you
give me hope to look forward to

(whyhaze)
cuz ik you’ll leave soon
i hate it everytime i talk to u
it’s replaying in my head
sometimes i just wish that i could forget
so i could be at peace for a little moment
i just wanna go away but ik that i can’t
so i drop 2 xans in my Dxm
don’t leave me just stay here
i got some things i wna say to u
like i hate my friends
and i hate me too
i don’t wna get up
today i just wna snooze
i don’t think that i could live my life without you
it’s so true
i just wish it could be us 2

(mckel)
oh my god
oh my god
oh my

break down and i hate it
break down i’m so useless
can’t do this shit now
i feel dead on the ground
and i can’t even fix it
i wish that i never fucked it up
i wish that i wasn’t useless
i wish that i could do this

break down with my head on the ground
can you pick me up please
i wanna stand up
oh my god
i wanna be with you so bad
i’m sorry it’s selfish but im glad that i got to talk to you again
oh my god

Was it worth it? w/ yung krypto (entri-27)

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