Chi no sekai (Bloodsekai)

playlist

Glazing Bloodsekai

https://open.spotify.com/track/7cB1Tn7O7MiVusAdo7cuvs?si=801c2559f2ed4c60

prod me

remember when we met
i thought u were against
everything i said
everything i did
holes inside my shirts
ripped off ur favorite bands
and i can't go back
i'm always sad

there's something wrong with me
or am i just afraid?

am i just afraid?
am i just afraid?


talking behind my back
can't hear what they say

can i hear what they say?
can i hear what they say?

i know she's mad
i can't text back
my friends or dad
im just so sad
sorry for acting out last night
that's my bad

I.S.L.Y.

all by me, thank uu for listening if ur listening & didnt forget abt me guys pls dont dforget abt me i exist im here hellow pls dont forget me im alive guysa umm im aliagve 

https://open.spotify.com/track/63EA6dVspioE0yGQVxood2?si=6883d268440542b9

how disappointing
im so annoying
im jus a burden
but pls dont toy me :(
dont go trolling
my eyes are rolling
jus take me srs
for once don't bully

i like
sabotaging hearts
so i can make 
mine not fall apart

i can't say
how i feel
cuz u kno
that i'll lie
and even if
i could tell
i'd keep it all inside

no one likes when u talk abt urself
they only like when go to hurt urself
no one likes when u talk abt urself
they only like when go and hurt urself

i like
sabotaging hearts
so i can make 
mine not fall apart

i like
sabotaging hearts
so i can make 
mine not fall apart

lvl  35 goonette

sabotaging hearts

w/ @odihu beat by me

https://open.spotify.com/track/7enEtmXyYpxWA8ZU1cspgL?si=243f9b6a0db14f55

i feel so down
& i always cry
can't make no friends
cuz im way too shy
i think this time
i will try
break my shell
become the type

its like lately ive been feelin horrible
cuts on my wrist man i hope they dont notice tho
gonna grab my pistol shoot ur face so i can break you
you took my heart and now its broke i fucking hate you
dont run from me
i really need company
why cant you see
you make me feel so lonely

i feel so down
& i always cry
can't make no friends
cuz im way too shy
i think this time
i will try
break my shell
become the type
i wanna be someone
that u like
i wanna be someone 
that u like
i wanna be someone
that u like

cant wait for the day that i can make you mine
when you look me in my eyes your face just looks so sublime
but its hard to keep you close i really try
every single thing i do for you is just never right
so ill just rot
inside of my bed
replays of your voice stuck in my head
said id kill myself
but instead
im gonna grab my fucking gun and shoot you right in your head

its so hard 2 make friends :(

what am i to ever do?

three covers & one original song all unheard before, dropping all of these in a mix before i drop an ep eventually which will also be all new songs.. thankuuu for staying & listening 

https://open.spotify.com/track/4Pjkb5qgslkcjIV9rOzFmz?si=d2348ce68fce4173

1st - feels right (nice try cover)

2nd - sorry for taking so long, i got lost lol (original)

3rd - together forever in love (go sailor cover) 

4th - side effects (xo_willow cover)

-

just give me some time
to make things right
i never have trouble sleeping at night 
but sometimes i feel like
my mind can't make sense of anything
and i tell u i'm crazy
i tell u i'm scared
u say that ur nervous
and that u always cared   
and when the time comes to go
there's always so much more 
left to say
and two months down the road
well who even knows
if i'll be okay or happy
or ready to move on 
if i can find some peace today
well  i can find it from now on
u can call me tonight
u can call me tomorrow
it will always feel right
and in the morning together
over breakfast 
we'll both be okay
and i tell u i'm crazy
i tell u i'm scared
u say that ur nervous
and that u always cared   
and when the time comes to go
there's always so much more 
left to say

-

i'm not ur god & i'm not ur dog
there's a middle ground that does exist
and just because that i don't love you
that doesn't make me artemis

i'm not pessimistic
i just have high hopes
when i win the lottery
i'll buy us um idk..
i don't think that far ahead
cuz i don't have goals
i know i'm pretty stupid
i just deal with what life throws

do i have to go to school
when the teachers hate my guts?
i hide inside the bathroom stalls
it's hard to breathe my neck is cut

can someone get me medic?????
i think i'm bouta throw up too
i'm sorry for offending or
putting things in bad mood
i don't want bad blood
between the group of us
i just wanna have fun
i just wanna have fun

i'm sorry for offending or
putting things in bad mood
it's not my fault
i didn't mean to

im sosryry im sorry im osryryry im sorryryy SIMMM SORRRYYR

-

what do they know
when they say im too young
as i get older 
until my life is done
i'll be the 1 
who had love that wasn't true
they all have nothing
& now i have u
together forever in love
together forever in love

together forever in looooooveeeeee

i'll be the reason
for starting ur day
u'll be my true love
in everyway <3
i'll always need u
i promise that now
thru good n bad
as long as this life will allow

together forever in love
together forever in love
together forever inlove

my life is for living
i'll spend mine giving u
all that i can
my heart and my hand

my life with u shines brighter than gold
memories of heaven for when i get old
never again will i want to run away
i didn't think that i could ever feel this way

together forever in loveeee (x5)

-

side effects include
a rapid changing mood
a lousy attitude
and recurring dreams of u

these side effects
r messing with my head (x2)

lack of sleep & eating
eradict heart beating
losing & retreating
n it seems to keep repeating

these side effects
r messing with my head (x2)

there's always so much more left to say

Prod @1lav

Toki Doki shawty
bag from Murakami
vampire mommy
you should come and top me
cut me down right from my neck
slit my throat I like that shit
got some hoes up on my dick
cast a spell I'm gettin rich
Elisa Jordana the way she wanna fuck
got some dirty denim on u should take it off slut
got my vampire mommy she gon hit my phone up
I can tell the way she bite my neck that she fell in love
alone with all the bones
i hear all ur moans
take me to ur house and ill take off ur clothes
im not rlly in love i js rlly wanna fuck 
pls dont bite off my dick when ur suckin on my cock

toki doki shawty
bag from murakami
vampire mommy
you should come and top me
cut me down right from my neck
slit my throat i like that shit
got some hoes up on my dick
cast a spell im gettin rich
elisa jordana the way she wanna fuck
got some dirty denim on u should take it off slut
got my vampire mommy she gon hit my phone up
I can tell the way she bite my neck that she fell in love
alone with all the bones
i hear all ur moans
take me to ur house and ill take off ur clothes
im not rlly in love i js rlly wanna fuck 
pls dont bite on my dick when ur suckin on my cock





elisa jordana<3

mommy vampire gf

https://open.spotify.com/track/6ShXLKNqm0ohUzuZpxxCi4?si=30b35d76a8794142

fanboy808 cover, refined from yesterdays if u saw that on my alt (the mixing was bad)

i havent made a short song in a while 4 this account in a while so im posting it here

lyrics:

do you really know what it means to be a loser?
sitting on computer all day i'm gonna lose her..
nose bleeds i have no xp :(
pls dont come at me !!!!

(repeat x4)

to be a loser !!!

bloodsekai is supa talented and awesome listen to their stuff!! sorry for slurring i shouldve done mor esepeated takes but my grills make it hard to vcoalize sometimes
-- lyrics --
bloodsekai

[chorus]
i’m tired of the spinning
i just keep giving up winning
nothing,
my heart splattered
when i wake up
i can’t move cus
pills keep me stuck
i wish you could know the new me
seems i never changed..
when you come around i seem to still feel the same ways

i’m tired of the spinning
i just keep giving up winning
nothing,
my heart splattered
when i wake up
i can’t move cus
pills keep me stuck
i wish you could know the new me
seems i never changed..
when you come around i seem to still feel the same ways

when i mumble in my dreams
when i’m feeling half asleep
when i know what i should do
but i don’t know if i want to

house of love
you keep me up
built it right beside the beach
hurricanes, a tsunami
please come wash away my needs

my heads heavy
but i need to
know that i can feel okay
there are three holes in my tummy
one for each meal of the day

i’m in orbit, think a star
but i still wonder how far
u would need to go to see a black hole suck everything up

dizzy dizzy
miss u miss u
twirling twirling
whats my issue?
dizzy dizzy
miss u miss u
twirling twirling
whats my issue?

i’m tired of the spinning
i just keep giving up winning
nothing,
my heart splattered
when i wake up
i can’t move cus
pills keep me stuck
i wish you could know the new me
seems i never changed..
when you come around i seem to still feel the same ways

i’m tired of the spinning
i just keep giving up winning
nothing,
my heart splattered
when i wake up
i can’t move cus
pills keep me stuck
i wish you could know the new me
seems i never changed..
when you come around i seem to still feel the same ways

i’m so sorry
apologies
rent is due and i am screwed
-what will be my rock?
and be what will carry me thru

i’m so sorry
i’m so sorry
will things always be this way?
stuck reliving every moment
struggling to stay awake

i’m just so tired of the spinning
— i keep giving up on winning
it’s erratic 
even pretty sunshine give you sunburn, habits
die hard
i wont die though
my body wont let me rest
feeling empty
nothing i eat seems to stay inside my chest
  
i’m tired of the spinning
i just keep giving up winning
nothing,
my heart splattered
when i wake up
i can’t move cus
pills keep me stuck
i wish you could know the new me
seems i never changed..
when you come around i seem to still feel the same ways

i’m tired of the spinning
i just keep giving up winning
nothing,
my heart splattered
when i wake up
i can’t move cus
pills keep me stuck
i wish you could know the new me
seems i never changed..
when you come around i seem to still feel the same ways

when you come around i seem to still feel the same ways
when you come around i seem to still feel the same ways
i wish you could know the new me
seems i never changed..
i’m just so so sorry
will things always be this way?

sunshine beach ★ prod. bloodsekai

https://open.spotify.com/track/74RwQbNMVqPSbp3bvtdwAd?si=fc258f8a429f4b54

i'm rewatching citrus rn, it was like 1 of the first animes i watched when i was 11 so i can't rly hate it....... 

i can't find a good cover art w/ them in it so i'm using the i can't stop crying girls. everything by me (like always)

lyrics:

ur confusing me
are we meant to be?
i feel heartbeats
i don't wanna breathe
when ur lips are so sweet
i know it's wrong
i want to love
let's make things clear
i'll wait right here

even if they get us to break up
i'll be thinking of u night & dusk
what else could we call this besides love?
i wanna be the one u see above
ur in my heart
don't hide ur scars
look at the stars
while i sew ur arms

(kiss, kiss, kiss)
why'd u have to kiss me? 
(kiss, kiss, kiss)
why'd u have to kiss me? 
(kiss, kiss, kiss)
why'd u have to kiss me? 
(kiss, kiss, kiss)
why'd u have to kiss me? 

ur confusing me
(nyaa-nyaa-nyaa-nyaa)
are we meant to be?
(nyaa-nyaa-nyaa-nyaa-nyaa)
i feel heartbeats
(nyaa-nyaa-nyaa-nyaa)
i don't wanna breathe
(nyaa-nyaa-nyaa-nyaa-nyaa)
when ur lips are so sweet

i know it's wrong
i want to love
let's make things clear
i'll wait right here
come wipe my tears
destress my fears
away, i can't veer
away, i can't veer

(kiss, kiss, kiss)
(kiss, kiss, kiss)
(kiss, kiss, kiss)
(kiss, kiss, kiss)

as long as we're under the same sky
we're rly not that far apart

citrus | 君に恋するはずじゃなかった

prod. @bloodsekai
epic rockstar epic songstar these songs are always fun and cool i love it yay      
(btw old cover was requested to be removed by the original artist)
lyrics:
@hxnterbtw
when im with you baby i just feel so right
when im with you baby i dont even wanna die
when im with you i can grow some wings and start to fly x2

and without you ik i would go insane
and without you i would fucking blow out my brains x2
shoot the club up im so fucking sad n wanna die
shoot the drugs up feel so lonely and i hate my life

when im with you baby i just feel so right
when im with you baby i dont even wanna die
when im with you i can grow some wings and start to fly 
when im with you baby i just feel so right

@bloodsekai
pls don't leave
i can't do
anything
without u
i'm so helpless
don't have a clue
of why i'm like this
so fucking screwed
i cry too much
cuz i know i suck
i'm not enough
but i need ur love
i cry too much
cuz i know i suck
i'm not enough
but i need ur love

@hxnterbtw
when im with you baby i just feel so right
when im with you baby i dont even wanna die
when im with you i can grow some wings and start to fly 
when im with you baby i just feel so right

when im with you
when im with youuu x3

when im with you
it just feels so right

when im with u w/ bloodsekai

on phone on bandlab at 12am shitty song thing 

inspired by shaun tan’s “never leave a red sock on the clothes line” painting, from the book rules of summer. 

it keeps pouring out
i left one of my shirts on the clothes line
that mistake was mine,
will it dry now?
didnt check the weather
missus pull yourself together

it keeps pouring out

is it still pouring out? (everestdidthis)

Pornstar!!!!!

https://open.spotify.com/track/4oAWbPGk0Wjw9pvDO4kh8i?si=c7d0824faf75464d

i love love love
love the way
u lie lie lie
lie to me
i heart heart heart
heart the things
u say say say
say darling
stab my chest and watch me bleed
i think ur loves too good for me
i fell in love and hope u see
everything thats on tv
i love love love
love the words
u say say say
say darling

i can't give up
cuz i need ur love
and it's just so dumb
cuz ur so far above
it's pretty laughable
heart eating cannibal
so unchattable
so nail-battable
it's my fault
yet again
i've reached a
deadfuckingend
cigars & cliches
i don't go out these days
quiet down for pete's sake
my brains loud but i need to say

i love love love
love the way
u lie lie lie
lie to me
i heart heart heart
heart the things
u say say say
say darling
stab my chest and watch me bleed
i think ur loves too good for me
i fell in love and hope u see
everything thats on tv

i love love love
love the way
u lie lie lie
lie to me
i heart heart heart
heart the things
u say say say
say darling
stab my chest and watch me bleed
i think ur loves too good for me
i fell in love and hope u see
everything thats on tv

say darling

https://open.spotify.com/track/7mqbAhXUufSH7hlw0O2tr7?si=8ac1bdc7afc3412a

time & time again
i keep on trying
but i see no end to this

rip my hair and flesh
replace my bones n skin

agonizing heartache
im worthless im so sorry
if im gone dont worry
i might be better off alone

just throw
me in
a coffin

i broke
ur trust
n promise

if only i
i was honest
i wouldn't push myself away