weekends demo

https://open.spotify.com/track/4Mkqb85Xssw7NjMCH7zDKN?si=f0939011e78b4e22

prod me w/ @yukisasayaki again yayyy

meet me on the roof after school
i fell in love n i wanna tell u
i know we don't talk but i think ur cool
n if u don't say it back, ig death will do
i-l-y, i might die
k-m-s, suicide
it's lie after lie, but this time i might try
knife in my chest twist it right close my eyes

baby i feel like im gonna die
tell me that u love me while u look me in my eyes
notice how i see u
from across the classroom
pretend to drop my pencil
and watch it roll past u
i jus wish ud notice me
a loser with no apathy 
slit my throat n watch it bleed
if u n me can never be
i swear that ill take my life
use ur silence as my knife
so come and take my hand
i wish u could be my wife 

yea be be mine
never leave my sight
we can live together in a loop
for the rest of time
no different options
no fucking pathways
ur stuck here forever we'll never part ways 

meet me on the roof after school
i fell in love n i wanna tell u
i know we don't talk but i think ur cool
n if u don't say it back, ig death will do
i-l-y, i might die
k-m-s, suicide
it's lie after lie, but this time i might try
knife in my chest twist it right close my eyes

dating sim suicide (ft. yuki)

@bloodsekai

https://open.spotify.com/track/3yTwJwQ1pc5OoZNYorbs1P?si=74f882d670e042c9

maybe if i tried a little bit harder
id see results flow in like water
god i wish it was this easy
i just live and watch time beat me

last week i watched a long vid of social tips
i think me and u know i didnt benefit 
speaking out loud sucks it really makes me sweat
i hate being myself unless im around my friends

my lips are stapled shut
i wanna talk to you but i'd look dumb 
i wanna talk to you but i'd sound dumb

maybe i should try harder Prod bloodsekai

https://open.spotify.com/track/74RwQbNMVqPSbp3bvtdwAd?si=fc258f8a429f4b54

i'm rewatching citrus rn, it was like 1 of the first animes i watched when i was 11 so i can't rly hate it....... 

i can't find a good cover art w/ them in it so i'm using the i can't stop crying girls. everything by me (like always)

lyrics:

ur confusing me
are we meant to be?
i feel heartbeats
i don't wanna breathe
when ur lips are so sweet
i know it's wrong
i want to love
let's make things clear
i'll wait right here

even if they get us to break up
i'll be thinking of u night & dusk
what else could we call this besides love?
i wanna be the one u see above
ur in my heart
don't hide ur scars
look at the stars
while i sew ur arms

(kiss, kiss, kiss)
why'd u have to kiss me? 
(kiss, kiss, kiss)
why'd u have to kiss me? 
(kiss, kiss, kiss)
why'd u have to kiss me? 
(kiss, kiss, kiss)
why'd u have to kiss me? 

ur confusing me
(nyaa-nyaa-nyaa-nyaa)
are we meant to be?
(nyaa-nyaa-nyaa-nyaa-nyaa)
i feel heartbeats
(nyaa-nyaa-nyaa-nyaa)
i don't wanna breathe
(nyaa-nyaa-nyaa-nyaa-nyaa)
when ur lips are so sweet

i know it's wrong
i want to love
let's make things clear
i'll wait right here
come wipe my tears
destress my fears
away, i can't veer
away, i can't veer

(kiss, kiss, kiss)
(kiss, kiss, kiss)
(kiss, kiss, kiss)
(kiss, kiss, kiss)

as long as we're under the same sky
we're rly not that far apart

citrus | 君に恋するはずじゃなかった

@akira3ksucks + @weejk cover prod me

red eyes
i might die
u fill my thoughts with suicide
drugged up everytime
u cut my name into ur thigh
bloodstains on ur dress
u left me here with nothing left
stab ur knife right in my chest
treat me like all of the rest

i cant decide
if u should live or die
rot my brain everytime
ur never satisfied
if i say that i love u
would u say it back
my head is filled with fluoride
turn to a maniac

u decide if i should live or die
i cut my wrist while u look in my eyes
tell me lies until i feel alright
watch me die as u lay by my side

red eyes
i might die
u fill my thoughts with suicide
drugged up everytime
u cut my name into ur thigh
bloodstains on ur dress
u left me here with nothing left
stab ur knife right in my chest
treat me like all of the rest

so there's this girl (cover)

beautiful like butterflies
your eyes they never lie
contemplating suicide 
baby im right by ur side

youre so fucking perfect 
no you dont deserve to die
i know im worthless
but im better then those other guys

fall onto me
this feels just like a dream
blood falling off ur sleeve
me and you were meant to be

im stuck like a tree
if only you could see
im so in love with you
i got ur blood stuck on my teeth




teeth (x8)

marry me i'm meant for u
ur so perfect like mary sue
without u, i don't have a clue
what i'd do, what i'd do
world's so big 
but ur the only one
i only live 
for u call me dumb
i wanna see u be nice
i wanna be in ur life
i wanna hear u at night
saying ily





u dont deserve to die ft bloodsekai

https://open.spotify.com/track/4oAWbPGk0Wjw9pvDO4kh8i?si=c7d0824faf75464d

i love love love
love the way
u lie lie lie
lie to me
i heart heart heart
heart the things
u say say say
say darling
stab my chest and watch me bleed
i think ur loves too good for me
i fell in love and hope u see
everything thats on tv
i love love love
love the words
u say say say
say darling

i can't give up
cuz i need ur love
and it's just so dumb
cuz ur so far above
it's pretty laughable
heart eating cannibal
so unchattable
so nail-battable
it's my fault
yet again
i've reached a
deadfuckingend
cigars & cliches
i don't go out these days
quiet down for pete's sake
my brains loud but i need to say

i love love love
love the way
u lie lie lie
lie to me
i heart heart heart
heart the things
u say say say
say darling
stab my chest and watch me bleed
i think ur loves too good for me
i fell in love and hope u see
everything thats on tv

i love love love
love the way
u lie lie lie
lie to me
i heart heart heart
heart the things
u say say say
say darling
stab my chest and watch me bleed
i think ur loves too good for me
i fell in love and hope u see
everything thats on tv

say darling

prod me

oh i guess
things are all over now
and i guess we'll go back
to the way things
used to be before

when i was counting on u
u just left me to the side
got me crying over u
i swear this happens
all the time
and when ur cutting
all alone again
like all the other times
i hope u think of me
and u fkn realize in time
that u miss me
so our memories
werent a waste of time
and when u kissed me
for hours
did u feel a thing or
its all just a lie?

its so over

i'm the last guy you'll ever know
i'll cut you open and steal your soul
it's my turn today i get what i want
and i want you dead so off you go

it's time to die
you better say goodbye
you made me cry
and i'll end your life

don't u dare look at him
you only need me 
why can't you see?
what's so special about him?
i'll follow him home
with a gun on my sleeve


i'm really in a bad mood
i found him by the bus stop
pulled out my gun and shot his chest 
he was in shock
gotta hurry up and end him now before i get caught
i'm crying as his body bleeds out what have i done?

now you're next too and i know all your footsteps
i'll kill your family too i'm really upset
and when you're dying i'll lick blood off of your dress
and when you shout for help i'll whisper are you done yet?

i'm the last guy you'll ever know
i'll cut you open and steal your soul
it's my turn today i get what i want
and i want you dead so off you go

it's time to die
you better say goodbye
you made me cry
and i'll end your life

lovely homicide

prod @bloodsekai

https://open.spotify.com/album/5R4wmZWjhjhRoreGZqvqQT?si=OfiXWL1iTRWfceRxPDCJHg

fantasize your touch
i wanna feel love
distanced it sucks
i'll stay i must
we'll meet just trust
don't leave me i'll rust
wait for me im your bus
light my sky like dusk

i dont feel out of place your words make me feel at home
i wanna be stuck to you until we turn to stone
please say you wont leave
i want to be yours to keep
i'll fly out and see
what love is truly
thats if u love me
thats if u stay by me
please stay close while im low
and when im high dont go
im here for u u know
just give me time dont go
just give me time dont go
just give me time dont go
just give me time dont go