prod me wit @odihu & @mqxixo (shoutout wuj)

https://open.spotify.com/track/3ThfD6whQ3jeXUvtHo5vN8?si=b9ebd3e522d642b8

[me:]

reduce my heart into oblivion
i dont care i dont care
take my bed and throw me in a river yeah
i dont care i dont care

grew out my hair so i dont have to see u
starved myself so that i could eat u 
feel my pulse u can tell that i need u
leave me alone if thats what ur gonna do

i love u so much so much
when im near u i blush i blush
could we make it just us jus us
just us just us
just just us

i dont wanna hurt u 
oh no oh no
i just wanna love u
i just wanna eat u

grew out my hair so i dont have to see u
starved myself so that i could eat u 
feel my pulse u can tell that i need u
leave me alone if thats what ur gonna do

[odihu:]

i wanna see you
i wanna be you
get so close yeah i just wanna fell you
youre like everything to me my dreams come true
hug me softly when uiim in a bad mood
feel like an elephant in the room\
feeling so bad fell like excuse
i should take it
i cant face it
when u take my hart bb pls dont break it
wish that u were next 2 me it fell just like its rainin
im so stuck i think that im caved in
i cant abandond you youre the whole point of my life
hopefully well meet at one point isnside our lifes
im so sad becasue i reaklly really tried
well be together one day and well be fine

[moxi:]

i do everything i can to be the best for u 
i know u hate me but its too late im obsessed with u 
think ab u all the time 
in my dreams every night
praying you'd be by my side 
hoping our hearts intertwine 
am i trying to hard? 
will any of this suffice?
i rlly care ab u 
i wanna change ur whole life

hp- hoowwoeooooo
i wanna change ur whole life
4x

i do everything i can to be the best for u 
i know u hate me but its too late im obsessed with u 
think ab u all the time 
in my dreams every night
praying you'd be by my side 
hoping our hearts intertwine 

[me:]
grew out my hair so i dont have to see u
starved myself so that i could eat u 
feel my pulse u can tell that i need u
leave me alone if thats what ur gonna do

eat yu (ft. odihu & lifeless)

prod @bloodsekai

2d girls on my phone they're so nice and loveable
i'd never turn my back they could trust me
real girls aren't like this we get pitied

some think im funny and thats about it
one said she'd date me if i was different
didnt rlly get it cuz it wouldnt b me
but i understand now she just doesnt like me
i don't think that i could ever let me date them
whole standard thing makes me hate em
im a loser for the way that i think
but i rlly dont care cuz the world stinks

all the sols i've watched all the losers that i saw
they all ended up in love so why haven't i won
it really doesnt make sense to me
every girl should die unless they're 2d

i love 2d girls and hope all real women die
4x
hope when i die i get isekai'd
get welcomed home from a girl in my camera roll

real women should die @iloveanimegirls

prod @bloodsekai

im so anxious
im so fragile
cut my wrist watch the blood dazzle
in the moonlight
sacrificial
im so done its all abysmal

razor in my pocket
cut a hole and now i lost it 
what the fuck am i gon do 
sitting in the school bathroom 

im nothin 
but a loser or somethin
dont wanna lose her im cuttin
my emotions are just based off assumptions

wont let it fall apart
u cant do that to my heart
i was scared right from the start
put my feelings into art

passing time in the school bathroom

@bloodsekai

i feel so mad
u hurt me bad
i want u dead
just die and rot

bleeding out ur torso
i thought u had it figured out
i shot down ur options
its jus me and you now
lying out ur foul words
poisned  all by ur curse
if u die then im first
if u die then im first

bleeding on the floor hall
ashes at the door crawl
all the roses thorns fall
be in time for role call

bloodsekai .. if u die, then i’m first *demo*

hellooooooooo prod @bloodsekai 

shouldnt christmas make u feel happy
open up my presents i still feel empty
not that im ungrateful i just want someone with me
next year i'll beg for someone to be under my tree

i dont deserve to be so negative
cuz everything i've asked for has been given
but my heart still mourns i wish for more
call it greed its my needs i want to feel relieved

shouldnt christmas make u feel happy
open up my presents i still feel empty
not that im ungrateful i just want someone with me
next year i'll beg for someone to be under my tree

in withdrawl for love i need it in my blood
to be honest my life sucks so much 
@onlineallday43 twitter is where i be
i drown in jealousy affection's what i seek

shouldnt christmas make u feel happy
open up my presents i still feel empty
not that im ungrateful i just want someone with me
next year i'll beg for someone to be under my tree

happy song for a happy day..

pwnd - retrospective regret and pain about someone i love

https://open.spotify.com/track/3yixaoN12otAN90qJL7LgQ?si=b45c17648c2c4ce8

ft @yukisasayaki prod me

nothing matters
i'm only after
a life with laughter
but my life is getting sadder cuz
nothing matters
my blood just splatters
my face might shatter
cuz things are getting uglier for me
my soul is incomplete
can't finish anything
i wanna fucking bleed
responsibility's not for me
pls don't think or believe
or put faith into me
i'll disappoint u n u'll leave
if only they could notice me
if only they would notice me
if only they could notice me
n see me like i see them too

i jus wish ud notice me
or showed a little honesty
ur words are laced with pity
and i know one day theyll kill me
aahhh

nothin matters u wont hold me 
i kno u dont fucking want me
say it with ur chest im 
so far from the best i 

cant believe that
u have hope in me im 
fragmented n broken
imperfect n no fun

nothing matters w/ yuki

prod my nigga @odihu 
chronically always online
i just want talk to you all night
be with you like all the time
i just want talk to you one last time
stupid bf always online
retard bf always online
chronically always online do you want play games all da time 
i like you do you love me ?
ant social loser online
im such loser online 
dont even talk im so lost online 
loser bf always online
i just want play game all the time
i love you do love me
i just want play games all the time
ouuuu
i just want be onlineee
im your loser bf online

online bf

https://open.spotify.com/track/4oAWbPGk0Wjw9pvDO4kh8i?si=c7d0824faf75464d

i love love love
love the way
u lie lie lie
lie to me
i heart heart heart
heart the things
u say say say
say darling
stab my chest and watch me bleed
i think ur loves too good for me
i fell in love and hope u see
everything thats on tv
i love love love
love the words
u say say say
say darling

i can't give up
cuz i need ur love
and it's just so dumb
cuz ur so far above
it's pretty laughable
heart eating cannibal
so unchattable
so nail-battable
it's my fault
yet again
i've reached a
deadfuckingend
cigars & cliches
i don't go out these days
quiet down for pete's sake
my brains loud but i need to say

i love love love
love the way
u lie lie lie
lie to me
i heart heart heart
heart the things
u say say say
say darling
stab my chest and watch me bleed
i think ur loves too good for me
i fell in love and hope u see
everything thats on tv

i love love love
love the way
u lie lie lie
lie to me
i heart heart heart
heart the things
u say say say
say darling
stab my chest and watch me bleed
i think ur loves too good for me
i fell in love and hope u see
everything thats on tv

say darling

i'm sorry for intruding 'cause now i'm traumatized
the fuck are you doing? i wanna slit my eyes out
your knife is in her heart, life's bound to get hard
and this is just the start, oh
i didn't have to see that, you didn't have to do that
i'm a witness of murder at the age of twelve
you really didn't have to, you really didn't have to
you didn't have to do this

could've chose a monday 'cause i'd be at school
instead, you chose sunday 'cause you're fucking cruel
i mean, it doesn't matter 'cause now i don't care
i cope with laughter, as well as being a slaughterer
i'm walking by with a crowbar 'round tokyo
i met this white-haired boy, he might be romeo
just killed a man, now i'm like, "oh, there we go"
just killed a man, now i'm like, "oh, there we go"

i'm sorry for intruding 'cause now i'm traumatized
the fuck are you doing? i wanna slit my eyes out
your knife is in her heart, life's bound to get hard
and this is just the start, oh
i didn't have to see that, you didn't have to do that
i'm a witness of murder at the age of twelve
you really didn't have to, you really didn't have to
you didn't have to do this

hi my names misaki and my moms dead

a friend told me to reup this so here ya go



even when u drank my blood
i loved ur every move and touch

cause its not hard to realize
that if im gonna live like this ill die
and im an angel girl living in this world
and ive been corrupted ive sinned in front of you

am i a bad girl?
even in the morning time
but

im not a slut im not a whore
at the year 19 or 24
i havent ate since 8 days ago
i fear that i cant fit my clothes

starving
starving by myself
starving and crying
im okay with it of course
it was never where
to the point when i was around
it was not going well
in fact i even felt it in the eye


im not a slut im not a whore
at the year 19 or 24
i havent ate since 8 days ago
i fear that i cant fit my clothes








